Questions that doesn't seem to have any answers.

1. do you still talk to other girls on a regular basis?

2. do you use those erotic icons when talking to other girls?

3. do they get flirty when they talk to you?

4. why am i even asking these questions when i feel that you won't tell the details?

5. why would you tell me even i ask?

6. why do i get jealous easily?

7. is it because i don't have enough confidence in myself that i have to ask those questions to you?

8. why is it that you always use that reason to avoid from answering those questions?

9. but if i don't ask those questions, how will i know that you're not cheating on me?

10. why is that i feel you're the one for me but i still have doubts about you?

confused

Why are u treating me differently when we're together alone and when we're together with ur friends?

U don't even wanna open a conversation with me in front of them. I had to speak up to talk to u, just to hear ur voice. And only after that, u tried to talk to me. Even if I held ur hand, u let go of mine after a few seconds.

Am i that disgusting to u? In front of them, u treated me like one of ur buddies. When just the other day, u said i'm ur girl.

Yes, i'm hurt but what can i do? I'm in no position to fight or retaliate. I just swallowed it in. For my patience and will to win ur heart back. to have ur love back again.

new chapter

Every time something big happen, you gotta start all over again. It's like opening a new chapter of a book, opening a new door that will lead to another. As for me, I'm doing that. I'm starting all over again. Even though, the characters are still the same, the storyline will be different than before.

It's always been a question on how life takes us to where we are today. Some blame it on fate and some believe they worked their ass off to get where they are. Along the way, some will procrastinate, some give up and some just continue with their will to move on.

It's never easy to start afresh. Wanting to be a better person. They say all habits die hard. But with strong determination and will, anything can be achieved. Perspective and thinking has to be changed. Attitudes towards things in life change too. Not completely and all the good traits are thrown away but not the bad ones.

I just hope and pray that I'll have the courage and strength to start all over again. The past will be the past. What we take is the experiences and the lessons learnt. Appreciate what we used to have even though it kinda late. So appreciate what we have now! The future is what we decide in the present.