Haih..Somebody is hurting my car and I have no money to fix it;(
我都还没令我的车加上痕迹，大姐姐已经把我的车弄扁了。
其实，它应该在更早前不见车尾的。但那时太幸运了，我的车没事，中招的是而后的两辆车。
原来，它还没逃过劫数。今天，被人带出去malacca之后，就扁了。
若是去Penang弄到的，还没这样心痛， 因为我会在场嘛！看来应该要把老虎牌放在车上来避难。唉！
Saturday, July 21, 2012
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
回家？游玩？
相隔了好多个月，上两个星期的weekend终于可以回家了。可是，我却用很少时间待在家。事因mr bean 带了tom 和hyung suk(又名nick; 他说要这样称呼，不可以用surname的）
结果，我过了个很不悠闲的回家日子。一方面excited,一方面worried。excited 是因为可以玩，worried 是因为没时间趴在沙发上看电视（当然是陪家人啦！哪怕是各个无言坐在一起看电视。）
刚刚有个人不给我写下去，可是我却很想把海龟生蛋的videoclip放上来。好矛盾哦!!应该可以把videoclip post 上吧！加上已经没心情写下去了..
结果，我过了个很不悠闲的回家日子。一方面excited,一方面worried。excited 是因为可以玩，worried 是因为没时间趴在沙发上看电视（当然是陪家人啦！哪怕是各个无言坐在一起看电视。）
刚刚有个人不给我写下去，可是我却很想把海龟生蛋的videoclip放上来。好矛盾哦!!应该可以把videoclip post 上吧！加上已经没心情写下去了..
Turtle Hatching process captured using i-phone. Quality quite good^^
Tuesday, July 3, 2012
悠闲的一晚
唉！这么迟了，他还没回家。开着电脑等了好久，又没有chatting 的对象;(
好闲啊！！！！
好久没进blog, 原来已有新面幕了。到现在才看到珊珊姐在我的好久的post 上comment^^
sorry, 珊珊姐(> <)我不是故意的。（回复：他已经是我们的生活‘乐趣’的一部分了。还有，你的沈先生答应到，只要我的blog有更新，他会give you permission to update yours^^.当然也要看blogger意愿的）
话说回来，我的friendlist 里多了个korean。没想到，熙竟然吃干醋，乱乱管我;(
谁叫他不要来KL,硬硬要在Penang。明知道我还是个学生，还要人过去Penang做工。现在更有个自己的家，更不想过去啦！再加上，看到他做牛做马做到三更半夜，更加减少去Penang的probability.
可是，有时候，若我不正视这个问题，它还是会慢慢浮现出来。虽说在短期内，远距离是no problem 的，但长期下去会很寂寞的;(
就好比现在那样，加上没读书的日子，觉得很空虚，不充实。好犯贱啊!!
写了这么久，他终于回家了。可以不寂寞了^^
好闲啊！！！！
好久没进blog, 原来已有新面幕了。到现在才看到珊珊姐在我的好久的post 上comment^^
sorry, 珊珊姐(> <)我不是故意的。（回复：他已经是我们的生活‘乐趣’的一部分了。还有，你的沈先生答应到，只要我的blog有更新，他会give you permission to update yours^^.当然也要看blogger意愿的）
话说回来，我的friendlist 里多了个korean。没想到，熙竟然吃干醋，乱乱管我;(
谁叫他不要来KL,硬硬要在Penang。明知道我还是个学生，还要人过去Penang做工。现在更有个自己的家，更不想过去啦！再加上，看到他做牛做马做到三更半夜，更加减少去Penang的probability.
可是，有时候，若我不正视这个问题，它还是会慢慢浮现出来。虽说在短期内，远距离是no problem 的，但长期下去会很寂寞的;(
就好比现在那样，加上没读书的日子，觉得很空虚，不充实。好犯贱啊!!
写了这么久，他终于回家了。可以不寂寞了^^
Monday, April 9, 2012
烦恼的一天
今天才发现到原来有人和我有同样的担忧- 没天份，没特长，在未来的路上该怎么走。
已有很多次探讨自己的生活与目标却找不到答案。
我为自己铺了很多后路，以至现在很辛苦。已有很长的时间没有回家了，也很久没见到檀熙。
现在我的生活不只工作，也包括读书。另外，也加上传销。可是，好象也没资格做个好的distributor。
很可怜的是，最近食用了collagen product but 效果却不被别人察觉到。虽然别人看不到，但自己却能够感觉到变化。不过，有一点欣慰的是，被老板问到为什么晒了一天的太阳却没有黑到。哈哈！原来它还有一些可见的功效的。
看来要介绍这好东西给天天见面的朋友还需要一点点的时间。希望到时候能够帮到别人也帮到自己。
Post 其中可见得人的照片来谢谢帮忙做comparison的朋友。
到底我适合做什么呢？我的未来是怎样的呢？穷？富有？当兴趣和金钱站在一起，我该怎样选择？
想当初，我continue master 是因为觉得生活有点没意义而不是其他人认为的高尚理想。那时的我不是做工就是上网、看戏，一点也不长进。
可是，自己知道自己的事。不是读书的料又要温习又要兼顾事业。很多时候想要放弃却看到coursemates也有些像我这样part time study 的，而且能兼顾到多科。顿时觉得别人做得到的事，我也能做得到，也因此有了一个很烂的借口读下去。
很多人问我为什么要继续读书，我也不能回答。有人跟我说过，我现在读书不是读给爸爸妈妈看的，而是给自己的未来。可是以我现在的工作，根本不须要争取这一张cert.他还常常说我根本在浪费自己的钱在没上心的东西。他说的话可是100%正确但我却不听他的，继续挖苦自己。
所以，我常想若毕业了，我的人生目标是什么？
容华富贵？可是，若我的目标是这个的话，就更加不该读书的啦！很多传奇人物都在我这个年龄成功了，而我却还没捞到金矿，反而花着未来钱。
平平淡淡?可是，有哪个人不希望自己的生活能够多姿多彩？
不管我怎样想还是没有解答。有谁能够帮我找到真正的答案呢？
已有很多次探讨自己的生活与目标却找不到答案。
我为自己铺了很多后路，以至现在很辛苦。已有很长的时间没有回家了，也很久没见到檀熙。
现在我的生活不只工作，也包括读书。另外，也加上传销。可是，好象也没资格做个好的distributor。
很可怜的是，最近食用了collagen product but 效果却不被别人察觉到。虽然别人看不到，但自己却能够感觉到变化。不过，有一点欣慰的是，被老板问到为什么晒了一天的太阳却没有黑到。哈哈！原来它还有一些可见的功效的。
看来要介绍这好东西给天天见面的朋友还需要一点点的时间。希望到时候能够帮到别人也帮到自己。
Post 其中可见得人的照片来谢谢帮忙做comparison的朋友。
到底我适合做什么呢？我的未来是怎样的呢？穷？富有？当兴趣和金钱站在一起，我该怎样选择？
想当初，我continue master 是因为觉得生活有点没意义而不是其他人认为的高尚理想。那时的我不是做工就是上网、看戏，一点也不长进。
可是，自己知道自己的事。不是读书的料又要温习又要兼顾事业。很多时候想要放弃却看到coursemates也有些像我这样part time study 的，而且能兼顾到多科。顿时觉得别人做得到的事，我也能做得到，也因此有了一个很烂的借口读下去。
很多人问我为什么要继续读书，我也不能回答。有人跟我说过，我现在读书不是读给爸爸妈妈看的，而是给自己的未来。可是以我现在的工作，根本不须要争取这一张cert.他还常常说我根本在浪费自己的钱在没上心的东西。他说的话可是100%正确但我却不听他的，继续挖苦自己。
所以，我常想若毕业了，我的人生目标是什么？
容华富贵？可是，若我的目标是这个的话，就更加不该读书的啦！很多传奇人物都在我这个年龄成功了，而我却还没捞到金矿，反而花着未来钱。
平平淡淡?可是，有哪个人不希望自己的生活能够多姿多彩？
不管我怎样想还是没有解答。有谁能够帮我找到真正的答案呢？
Sunday, October 30, 2011
考试前后
30 October 2011
以前看过一个漫画讲述不同阶段大学生对考试的表态总觉得很好笑，因为认为不可能发生在自己身上的。但是，事隔多年，想不到这故事情节竟然会是我的经历。
星期六的这天，一如往常那样去上课，可万万没想到 Dr Chow 教到尾声时，他说接下来的时间用来小考。
sir: If you think you can score in previous test, you may leave the class earlier. If you want to retake the test, please stay.
遇到这突如其来的 statement，我的脑袋有很多疑问。
Since my 1st test is very bad, i decided to retake the test. 死就死吧，总好过没死前挣扎。
However, I still cannot score in this paper cos i didn't prepare at all but at least I think this result will be better than the previous one.
后来才知道 retest 的消息已经 post 上 forum 上了，也只有我一人如闻新讯。
经过此教训，我得天天都 check the spectrum forum 了！
以前看过一个漫画讲述不同阶段大学生对考试的表态总觉得很好笑，因为认为不可能发生在自己身上的。但是，事隔多年，想不到这故事情节竟然会是我的经历。
星期六的这天，一如往常那样去上课，可万万没想到 Dr Chow 教到尾声时，他说接下来的时间用来小考。
sir: If you think you can score in previous test, you may leave the class earlier. If you want to retake the test, please stay.
遇到这突如其来的 statement，我的脑袋有很多疑问。
Since my 1st test is very bad, i decided to retake the test. 死就死吧，总好过没死前挣扎。
However, I still cannot score in this paper cos i didn't prepare at all but at least I think this result will be better than the previous one.
后来才知道 retest 的消息已经 post 上 forum 上了，也只有我一人如闻新讯。
经过此教训，我得天天都 check the spectrum forum 了！
Saturday, June 11, 2011
风
自从大面先生变成我的partner之后， 我好象从风平浪静的工作环境走进人间地狱。要说他是微风，他可以令导你吐血。但是，他却不会强到你粉身碎骨，因为他在某方面是好过我的。至少他的reports很detailed and organised 而且与众不同。为什么很难与这个人communicate？很多时候千万叮嘱他要注意某些事，他竟然还会闹出笑话。
还记得他刚到ASN 的时候，我还时不时approach 他，担心他在工作上的问题。虽然我也不是什么experienced engineer,但至少还知道一些些琐碎的事物吧，还可以叫他帮忙减轻大家的workloads。那时还好，他没给我带来很多麻烦since 他给我的result 都可接受。可能是我的英文不大好，有些事我叫他做的与他给我的有些出入。所以，很多时候我还是觉得自己做来得更好，又不用麻烦别人。[都要怪my english is very poor]
过了不久，他被派到Northern region 去。听他们说他闹了不少笑话。这些都省略了吧，因为我也是听说罢了，具体情况还是当事人比较清楚。可是，他在Northern region 待了不久就与拉面先生合作搞好Eastern region 了。
还以为我们不会有更深一层的接洽，至少我还可以很平平淡淡的当个领薪一族。可是，事与人违，某些internal affair 却令他回到了Central region，并且是和我一组管好15 areas 的伙伴。当知道这则消息的时候，我还很开心一下的咧，因为不再是一个人承担那么多areas。可是，哪知道是恶梦的开始。
一开始时，我就brief 他我们须管的地方，也就是要时常update 的areas，及每个礼拜需做的事。那时，他很快的就sent out the program updates 了。可是呢，我已经跟他说了，拿到了SF sent out 的weekly program 才update and send out。这没关系啦!因为可以copy and paste 那些remarks 进去新的sheet。
就那一次他update weekly area program file，之后每个礼拜的update 的人又是我。这事就算了吧，因为谁去update 都是一样的。只要sent out 有人看和留意就够了。气到我的是，大面先生竟然看都没看他所属的areas' update。记得有一次，我叫他帮我draw polygon for the places to be scanned。他却反问我：“How can I know where should I scan?(意思大概是这样啦，那句子已忘了）” 大老啊，我可是在weekly area program update写得很清楚哪个地方需要scan了耶！很多地方我都要scan 但是却很久没有时间去scan，有时间的时候，却总会有些事务缠身。若我很得空的话，需要你的帮忙吗？！
另外一件令我很痛苦的是与他外出scouting and scanning。自从跟他一组之后，我就没得在outing 的时候吃好料了。他餐餐就只顾budget 和claim。（先生啊，难得出游，可以给我吃美食吗？一两餐我都可以请你的，虽然我很不愿意。）跟他outing的时候, seafood and pork are prohibited。很多时候他说“up to you"，但他却会用很婉转的方式跟你说不要去你要的地方。好比如last monday went to Kota Damansara. I wanted to go to ‘兰姐’非洲鱼 restaurant. He said "Up to you". Then, on the way, I confirmed with him again whether can he eat fish onot. He said ok that he goed to that restaurant and orders chicken to eat. When we almost there, he spotted Ayamas and said long time didnt go there. At that moment, I knew that he really dun wan to go to Lan Jie and just that he wanna remain to be a gentleman, he still drove there. (Of course I asked over and over again whether he is very sure to go for fish restaurant..). But the God was offended me, Lan Jie didnt open that day. Then, I said go to the Ayamas and he was talking like dont wan to go Ayamas anymore. When we were at the interchange between fast food (McD, KFC and Pizza Hut) and Ayamas, he stopped the car there and asked where to go. (I think he wants me to say to have our lunch at McD cos i overheard that it has been a long time he didnt go for McD with sum1 else. However, among dis 3 fast food restaurant, McD is the last choice i will ever take.) So, I said KFC thn i noticed that he was unwilling to go there by giving accuses like budget and claim again. I was wondering whether is there any difference between McD and KFC? From my point of view, KFC is more cheaper than McD from the fact that I can feel more full in KFC compared to McD. However, at last we went to KFC as I rejected McD.
Yesterday one more 'kek sim' case (I was in I-City nearby Klang but cannot eat Bak Kut Teh*sob*). I suggested to go for lunch in I-City but he gave me a shock expression and saying that I-City is very expensive (OK lo, I oso noe dat is expensive der). Then, I asked him to give suggestion but I waited for no answer. He brought me 游花园by saying that dis restaurant very expensive, that restaurant is better in price. (Then the conclusion is whr?) Since he didnt tell whr he wanna go, I proceeded for my scanning area. I went to our site near Cahaya Alam there as we have 1 mamak restaurant site there and he was choosing dis time; he wan nice and cheap food so he wont step in if the restaurant is lacked of ppl. (有时很难选择吃的地方，所以呢，mamak stall 还是最好的地方。即符合他的要求又普遍。)
There was another thing bothering me yesterday. I was wondering whether he is a freshman onot? How cum he dunno how to read map 1? I asked him how to go shah alam whn we were starting our journey frm office and I got no answer for long. Fortunately, I still noe how to go and I was testing him whether he was realized whr r v heading to..(Shit la like dis..How can I go out wif dis guy if it is really happened that I have to go to sumwhr I am not familiar wif? Sure wil get lost!!)..He is a very very lousy navigator too..He dun even guide me to our destination by assuming that I know all d directions and roads. I had to look at the map on his screen and drive to the place i wan to go. (FYI, this is my 1st time to go deep in shah alam area) I asked him to guide me to Bkt Jelutong and he happened to bring me to Plus highway to go out from Shah Alam;( Then, the 2nd time passed the same junction, he wanna guide me to the wrong way again. Fortunately, I am not blind and still can read "Bukit Jelutong" signboard.
Besides that, I asked him to guide me to another place which we haven't covered yet and he guided me to another area we wanna go. It was very tiring;(
After all that I still could stand, it happened that we went to a roundabout and needed to take a 2nd exit. I was doing right and he was a little angry with me by saying loud "2nd exit, not dis, NOT DIS". I was saying to him that dis is 2nd exit and he kept saying not.. Thn aft few seconds, he realized we r on the right track. This makes me more angry as this is 1 of the example of 恶人先告状。
At the end of the day, the question puzzled me so long was being revealed. I was always wondering why is he so familiar with Digi sites and staffs. I was told by Pang that his daddy is working in Digi and dis time I have a new question bout him. Why isnt he worked in Digi? (I wish that I have sumbody works in same company. At least I wont feel lonely and directionless..)
I think i have to stop here since I will get more headache if I continue on complaining bout him and perhaps now I ady feel little headache. What to do? It is my working life;(
还记得他刚到ASN 的时候，我还时不时approach 他，担心他在工作上的问题。虽然我也不是什么experienced engineer,但至少还知道一些些琐碎的事物吧，还可以叫他帮忙减轻大家的workloads。那时还好，他没给我带来很多麻烦since 他给我的result 都可接受。可能是我的英文不大好，有些事我叫他做的与他给我的有些出入。所以，很多时候我还是觉得自己做来得更好，又不用麻烦别人。[都要怪my english is very poor]
过了不久，他被派到Northern region 去。听他们说他闹了不少笑话。这些都省略了吧，因为我也是听说罢了，具体情况还是当事人比较清楚。可是，他在Northern region 待了不久就与拉面先生合作搞好Eastern region 了。
还以为我们不会有更深一层的接洽，至少我还可以很平平淡淡的当个领薪一族。可是，事与人违，某些internal affair 却令他回到了Central region，并且是和我一组管好15 areas 的伙伴。当知道这则消息的时候，我还很开心一下的咧，因为不再是一个人承担那么多areas。可是，哪知道是恶梦的开始。
一开始时，我就brief 他我们须管的地方，也就是要时常update 的areas，及每个礼拜需做的事。那时，他很快的就sent out the program updates 了。可是呢，我已经跟他说了，拿到了SF sent out 的weekly program 才update and send out。这没关系啦!因为可以copy and paste 那些remarks 进去新的sheet。
就那一次他update weekly area program file，之后每个礼拜的update 的人又是我。这事就算了吧，因为谁去update 都是一样的。只要sent out 有人看和留意就够了。气到我的是，大面先生竟然看都没看他所属的areas' update。记得有一次，我叫他帮我draw polygon for the places to be scanned。他却反问我：“How can I know where should I scan?(意思大概是这样啦，那句子已忘了）” 大老啊，我可是在weekly area program update写得很清楚哪个地方需要scan了耶！很多地方我都要scan 但是却很久没有时间去scan，有时间的时候，却总会有些事务缠身。若我很得空的话，需要你的帮忙吗？！
另外一件令我很痛苦的是与他外出scouting and scanning。自从跟他一组之后，我就没得在outing 的时候吃好料了。他餐餐就只顾budget 和claim。（先生啊，难得出游，可以给我吃美食吗？一两餐我都可以请你的，虽然我很不愿意。）跟他outing的时候, seafood and pork are prohibited。很多时候他说“up to you"，但他却会用很婉转的方式跟你说不要去你要的地方。好比如last monday went to Kota Damansara. I wanted to go to ‘兰姐’非洲鱼 restaurant. He said "Up to you". Then, on the way, I confirmed with him again whether can he eat fish onot. He said ok that he goed to that restaurant and orders chicken to eat. When we almost there, he spotted Ayamas and said long time didnt go there. At that moment, I knew that he really dun wan to go to Lan Jie and just that he wanna remain to be a gentleman, he still drove there. (Of course I asked over and over again whether he is very sure to go for fish restaurant..). But the God was offended me, Lan Jie didnt open that day. Then, I said go to the Ayamas and he was talking like dont wan to go Ayamas anymore. When we were at the interchange between fast food (McD, KFC and Pizza Hut) and Ayamas, he stopped the car there and asked where to go. (I think he wants me to say to have our lunch at McD cos i overheard that it has been a long time he didnt go for McD with sum1 else. However, among dis 3 fast food restaurant, McD is the last choice i will ever take.) So, I said KFC thn i noticed that he was unwilling to go there by giving accuses like budget and claim again. I was wondering whether is there any difference between McD and KFC? From my point of view, KFC is more cheaper than McD from the fact that I can feel more full in KFC compared to McD. However, at last we went to KFC as I rejected McD.
Yesterday one more 'kek sim' case (I was in I-City nearby Klang but cannot eat Bak Kut Teh*sob*). I suggested to go for lunch in I-City but he gave me a shock expression and saying that I-City is very expensive (OK lo, I oso noe dat is expensive der). Then, I asked him to give suggestion but I waited for no answer. He brought me 游花园by saying that dis restaurant very expensive, that restaurant is better in price. (Then the conclusion is whr?) Since he didnt tell whr he wanna go, I proceeded for my scanning area. I went to our site near Cahaya Alam there as we have 1 mamak restaurant site there and he was choosing dis time; he wan nice and cheap food so he wont step in if the restaurant is lacked of ppl. (有时很难选择吃的地方，所以呢，mamak stall 还是最好的地方。即符合他的要求又普遍。)
There was another thing bothering me yesterday. I was wondering whether he is a freshman onot? How cum he dunno how to read map 1? I asked him how to go shah alam whn we were starting our journey frm office and I got no answer for long. Fortunately, I still noe how to go and I was testing him whether he was realized whr r v heading to..(Shit la like dis..How can I go out wif dis guy if it is really happened that I have to go to sumwhr I am not familiar wif? Sure wil get lost!!)..He is a very very lousy navigator too..He dun even guide me to our destination by assuming that I know all d directions and roads. I had to look at the map on his screen and drive to the place i wan to go. (FYI, this is my 1st time to go deep in shah alam area) I asked him to guide me to Bkt Jelutong and he happened to bring me to Plus highway to go out from Shah Alam;( Then, the 2nd time passed the same junction, he wanna guide me to the wrong way again. Fortunately, I am not blind and still can read "Bukit Jelutong" signboard.
Besides that, I asked him to guide me to another place which we haven't covered yet and he guided me to another area we wanna go. It was very tiring;(
After all that I still could stand, it happened that we went to a roundabout and needed to take a 2nd exit. I was doing right and he was a little angry with me by saying loud "2nd exit, not dis, NOT DIS". I was saying to him that dis is 2nd exit and he kept saying not.. Thn aft few seconds, he realized we r on the right track. This makes me more angry as this is 1 of the example of 恶人先告状。
At the end of the day, the question puzzled me so long was being revealed. I was always wondering why is he so familiar with Digi sites and staffs. I was told by Pang that his daddy is working in Digi and dis time I have a new question bout him. Why isnt he worked in Digi? (I wish that I have sumbody works in same company. At least I wont feel lonely and directionless..)
I think i have to stop here since I will get more headache if I continue on complaining bout him and perhaps now I ady feel little headache. What to do? It is my working life;(
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
我做了坏人
惨了啦！感觉上我好像说了Lew 的坏话，而且是在SF 的面前。Actually I wasn't want to complain but I want to tell SF that Lew is misunderstanding and 摆乌龙。But some how my intonation wasn't so right. After I spoke it out few minutes later only realized my statement was wrong expressed. I think Lew will angry with me when he knew this thing;(
I said to SF that "Lew 好像没有做到东西" is supposed to be referred as he didn't get what SF want actually but I don't know how to clarify the statement. As SF very busy that time, I also don't want to disturb him so much. Imagine that 8pm he is still in office with a lot of things to do. Most of the things are dealing with our company contractor - headache when come across with Ricky. What to do.. This is business and reality; Everyone has to present the best for company.
Back to Lew, should I let him know that I made this statement?
I said to SF that "Lew 好像没有做到东西" is supposed to be referred as he didn't get what SF want actually but I don't know how to clarify the statement. As SF very busy that time, I also don't want to disturb him so much. Imagine that 8pm he is still in office with a lot of things to do. Most of the things are dealing with our company contractor - headache when come across with Ricky. What to do.. This is business and reality; Everyone has to present the best for company.
Back to Lew, should I let him know that I made this statement?
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