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i wonder if you still remember the significance of today...

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http://thoughtcatalog.com/heidi-priebe/2015/03/please-delete-my-number/

Please delete my number – because I didn’t want to end up here. Because the word “Maybe” is the slowest form of torture that you possibly could have settled on, dragging out a hope that died long ago despite your stark refusal to bury it. Because maybe doesn’t mean, “This may happen.”

It means, “I am too fearful to go but not strong enough to stay.”

It means, “I’ll miss you but not enough to be with you.”

It means, “I love you but not quite enough to stick around and fight.”

Please delete my number – because I don’t want to delete you. Because I want you with a certainty that you will perhaps never possess. Because I do not have to think twice about whether I would like to answer your text messages or pick up your phone calls. Because I’m sure. Because I do not love people halfway and that’s where you and I differ. I don’t want the occasional phone call. I don’t want to play your tired-out game.

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Have courage and be kind.

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happy birthday babe.
Never had the chance to celebrate your birthday with you.
Last year, I was on the west coast, while you were back here.
1 year later, look where we are..the irony.

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i miss you so much.