Saturday, March 1, 2008

Andre Lacondeguy says (11:37 PM):
spent 1.5hrs pretending to run
g. addicted to u. says (11:37 PM):
LOL
Andre Lacondeguy says (11:37 PM):
but actually 15mins at seah im hawker centre
Andre Lacondeguy says (11:37 PM):
eating prata



wahahahahahahahahaha



Thursday, February 21, 2008

it's the end of another phase in life.

yes life does create situations to help you complete the things you never thought you'll be able to do.

i was standing at the 8th floor yesterday. trying to remember everything that happened. everyone i met. every emotion i felt. the equipment we've used. the money i've grumbled about spending. the scenery before me.

i'll miss poly. i'll even miss bloody film history and afp. i just read pearl's blog. looks like i wasnt the only one that was thinking back of all the little situations that happened in my three years in fsv.

i remember going for foc camp. waking up at 5 in the morning to bathe to the night walk to the mass dance to playing games to prevent urself from sleeping to putting powder down ppl's pants and drawing on their faces. hop night which was quite lame. to the first day in poly. where we had team games. going thru some holes without touching the ropes to passing a rubber band on straws. introducing each other during storytelling by adding a verb in front of our names. to intro to cg class and audio class. to locpro's the vending machine to the choice to connection post-it. beyond decibels to the ninja show which i cant remember the name. hahahaha. oh oh i remember staying at pearl's place with moo moo and jiling just to sleep and let pearl and moo do the work for me. hahahahaha

yr 2 was laced with eensy weensy spiders. sleeping, net surfing, music listening and game playing during cg class. sleeping like a pig during film history. enjoying sports and wellness and having one of the best groups for my non-fic and my drama class.

yr 3 had the most ups and downs that i can remember. whatever that happened some good some bad but i love fsv and everyone in it.

i've never loved writers room but i'll miss the brain storming the crapping sessions and meeting which i dread the level 3 trailer and playing games.

although i know that film making is not what i want to do 20 years in the future and that i'll never cross the path into a path of a production anymore i'll miss the memories that are created during the production process.

here's to fsv!! and the darling people i've met thru this process!

love,
g



Friday, February 15, 2008

sometimes the more you think about it the more fabricated the truth becomes.



the more fabricated it becomes the easier it is to lie to yourself that it's true.



it takes two people to make a lie work. "the person who tells it and the one who believes it."



but this time there's only one.



i'm not disappointed in anyone but myself; for believing my own fabricated truth.



Monday, February 11, 2008

Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

[Chorus]




























it's my last week in poly. i'm going around with mixed feelings. should i look forward that it's ending and i'm moving on to a new phase in life. yet i miss my frens, productions, long hours of cursing at the editing systems. screaming at ppl for not doing their pre-pros. and dreading scripts. sounds bad? but i just dont want to let go. but i have to.

thinking of uni is another headache. i've decided not to apply nus and ntu. why? i definitely wont get accepted. so i'm heading straight to SIM. Communication studies and english? English? English lit? English with Psychology? English and Business? Psychology and Business? July 08 or January 09.

i have to make these decisions myself. bloody difficult. what i want to do. who do i want to be in the future. waking up everyday to go to work. will i dread it or love it.

on a lighter note. i was watching the kids from greenwood pri go home today. reminds me of my mcs days. god i took a cab everyday lar. must be where my bad habit started. i saw telling my mom when i saw them that i can't imagine myself 20 yrs later. with slippers, shorts, teeshirt, tight curls and most prob a hair net holding a purse going to pick my kids up. screaming at them to faster cross the street. stop screaming. how was their spelling. whether they did their homework. OMG SO NOT WHO I WANT TO BE. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahhahaha i've been playing guitar heros the last two days and i think i'm starting to listen to heavier rock again. =s and i keep buying pjs. dun ask me why. i absolutely love pjs.















































































































sometimes i feel lost. but every time i close my eyes, i smile.

































































































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love,
gabbs
just so you know, this feeling's taking control of me and i can't help it.



Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Happy Cheena New Yr!!! ;)












you know when ppl say, dumb superstitions like dun do stuff (e.g. taking medicine, losing atcards, cursing ppl etc) at the start of the new yr or else you keep having that thruout the yr. if i had my heart stabbed within minutes of the new yr does that mean...

bahhhhh i'm thinkin too much.


let's win some cards or smth!

love,
gabbs



Tuesday, January 29, 2008

i've so much to say, so many events to blog done, so many feelings to express but i just can't bring myself to actually type it out. all i know is that, i'm happy the way things are. but i do miss my friends that i havent been able to see during this ultra bz period of time.

somehow i feel that i'm growing up yet i dont want to because deep down inside me i know i'm slowly becoming someone more serious. i like who i am and i'm happy with who and what i am.







these are the 3 crazy people that i've spent my last 5 months with and i absolutely love them to bits! hahaha

okie bye for now.

















memories are good enough for me. i'm not sure what i'm feeling now. but i do know that i like it. =)



Friday, October 26, 2007

=) i'm typing this at office now. =)

so i've mia after my PMS explosion with her highness. been working at a geek convention. my legs were sooooo numb but it was all worth it. ^-^ 2 hot guys. =) and yes i sound despo dun rub it in. (*AHEM*)

had an eye infection too so no com for the past 2 days.

i'm feelin kinda detached from myself now. have noooo idea why.

loves,
gabbs