Hello 2014

It has been a long long time since and 不知不觉。。it is already Q2 of 2014.. how time flies... looking back on the things I had done.. 

Sense of achievement? No.

Sense of disappointment? A big fat Yes..

我这人生最后悔的决定就是助他一臂之力而从中认清他的为人。。

恋上一个人

原来发现自己已经不知觉地喜欢上一个人, 却又不知怎么对他说是件很痛苦的事。
当感觉到他其实心里没有自己时更难过.

小丑也有累的一天。。

当小丑选择嬉皮笑脸的那一刻开始，就已经失去做真正自己的权利。。

因为身边的人也已习惯拿他来开玩笑捉弄， 所以他没权利生气或发脾气。。

生气了，发脾气了都是他自己的错。。

累了。。 真的累了。。 

I will try...

This is exactly what I had gone thru recently.. Kept hearing people telling mi this almost everyday and it literally got on my nerves... I became a bit more vocal and nasty on facebook.. I got emotional.. I dun feel like talking to anyone who knows about his existence before anymore as it just felt like they are only more interested in mi and him... No one seems to understand the meaning of "we are just friends"..

I will try, ok.. I will sort out my feelings and see where does he really stand in my heart.. I hope it won't take long, but please give mi time and space to breathe...

A name for my future her

With this job at Siemens, I got to know quite a few colleagues hailing from Europe and some has nice unique names, or rather names that were not so common among the locals here which trends each season..

And, as such I had decided on the name for my future princess if the day comes..

= Tatiana (tah-tee-arh-nah), she shall be named and can be referred to as "Tata" for short

A quick check on the web show that it originated from Slovakia and meant Fairy Queen.. Indeed, it suits the Tatiana I now know.. :) And my future daughter shall be same as well..