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Wednesday, February 24, 2016
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
2011...the gone and going-ons
after much deliberation, I decided to pen this down for my own reference
there's too many turn of events that i'm afraid i'll forget some of them
the thing is, i don't want to forget
some events are worth remembering, worth reminiscing for my own keepsake :)
all events occured are nothing but to 'maturise' me. hahaha got such thing meh...maturise?
okay let's start. let me assure myself...this is going to be one lengthy entry i believe
i am going to start with October or was it November 2010? hhmm....see, i'm forgetting details already...
anyhow, sometime in the last quarter of 2010 last year, he broke news to me that his job application at ICA (which he applied eons ago) had caught the attention of the HR. Hence, he was offered an ICA Specialist post. I was happy and apprehensive at the same time.
He, on the other hand had happy-ness written all over his face. He had been wanting to make a home-run after a year of his Bintan stint.
so he accepted the offer all right, got to keep his Sergeant ranking, with a substantial pay-cut to boot but all the sugary treats a statboard could offer in the long run
i remain positive. i tried my very best. we looked into areas which we could cut and save.
he decided to let go of the car....oh my Sunny SFW587G. My loyal companion. :(
attachments to all things worldly, Jeejik? seriously....get a grip of yourself lah Bazila.
tapi kan, tapi kan...tu bukan attachment tao, itu convenience. heheeh.
takperlah, it's replaceable. just a matter of time *self hypnotise mode*
happy thoughts, happy thoughts i tell myself
though at times, i can't help but to have all kinds of negative thoughts haunting me (Syaitan playing its whisper games on me)
Syukur Alhamdulillah, he is a patient man
that much i can say
i better stop playing the devil's advocate or i'm going to lose more than i bargain for
things are more or less kind of settled down now
In any matter, in any situation - say thanks to Allah
i realise i am not thankful enough for all the things i'm given and will continue to receive
I seek your forgiveness Ya Allah. Astaghfirullah hal adzhim.
at least we are sheltered
there's still food on the table, nice clothes to wear, time for leisure, laughter and joy
he is still the same husband, responsible, working hard for the family
change is inevitable anyway
and carless we have been for 9 months and counting. still, we're happy as a bee!
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so the 1st quarter was hard but not the hardest lah. surviving 12 weeks without contribution from the other half was a challenge.
letting go of the car was the best decision it seems. but not when it comes to Hari Raya! Renting one is a darn hassle lah!
how did we get thru it eh? Looking back, I seriously don't have a clue but we got over that, miraculously. Yey! Walhamdulillah
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moving forward, things begun to ease towards the 2nd quarter of two-oh-one-one. :)
a travel buff that i am, kiddos and i managed to take a ride to Pahang (Bukit Gambang Resort City) with Abg Ngah and family. a brief stopover at Teluk Cempedak was a breathtaking experience. I love the serenity of the open sea. Kids had a good time picking shell by the shore. Waves at Teluk Cempedak were quite rough, not suitable for swimming though.
Hubby couldn't join us due to his work schedule.
thereafter in May, right after kiddos mid-year exam, we flew to Sarawak. Yes! Just the 4 of us!
5days and 4 awesome nights in a the spacious Riverside Majestic hotel room, a day of sun-soaking time at the uninhabited Pulau Satang (private trip which I arranged with the owner of the island, an island trip i never regret), a visit to the Bidayuh Longhouse, Sarawak Cultural Village, good food, good movies (Nur Kasih, Karak, Kungfu Panda 2,) Sepilok orang utan rehabilition centre, good food..heheh.
just having an amazing good time with the family
so happy to see the kids' happy, appreciative faces
May also saw a good friend of mine performing Umrah for the 1st time
Kak Lyn and her loving parents set off a day after we returned from Sarawak. i took leave to see them off at the airport. :)
then in June, on the same day that Kak Lynn and her parents returned from Umrah, i had a short trip to KL with the rest of the family members for a wedding. i managed to do some hari raya shopping for the man, his son and daughter. hehehe
if all the above is not what I called blessings, i don't know what kind of person i am lah dei!!
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3rd quarter of this year was the most exciting, yet! For the 1st time, I visited North Asia - Korea, The Land of The Morning Calm with nephew Khai, his friend Jackson, Kak Lynn and Busu Banun - 3 ahjummas and 2 dongsaengs. hahahaah....strange combo indeed.
10days 8nights all-girls experience....awesome.
upon reaching Incheon airport 2 hours before midnight and Arex ride with the 5 of us, the bujangs and mak daras had to part ways. we alighted at Gimpo Airport - part of our continued journey to Jeju Island at the south. while the bujangs continued their journey east to Daegu
what evolved next was nothing short of a thrilling and gerek experience ever. something which a group of teenagers would say FUN, Da bomb experience.
now, it never occured to us girl, or at least to me, Gimpo airport was totally the opposite of Incheon.
while the latter, being South Korea's international airport was always bursting with life, bustling with the arrivals and departures 24/7, the former is the total wacky opposite.
totally devoid of all human activities at night, the airport is as good as unoperational.
Gimpo Airport closes at night! didn't know when the last airport activity ceased at Gimpo but when we reached there at almost midnite, airport's light was off, dark and quiet...the graveyard quiet kind. we were in twilight zone. kahkahkah
we should have stayed at incheon airport and checked ourselves in a jimjilbang and make our way to Gimpo airport the next morning to catch our 7.30pm flight to Jeju
but, considering the distance from Incheon to Gimpo and the early morning flight we had to catch, we thought it safer to just slack and rot @ Gimpo. and so....slack and rot we did at Gimpo!!! kahkahakhaa......gerek ke per?! here's the rundown of all the happenings at Gimpo
1) found a gerek spot to call it a night at the corner of an arrival hall, near the restrooms
2) was truly exhilirated when the toilet flush comes with the auto-clean-you-know-what system. hahaah, ghairah gitu!
3) managed to clean ourselves up a bit (janji tak bau tengek tahap melampao dah kira ok lah tu), took our wudhu' and did our maghrib and isya' jamaa' at the corner which we've chosen to be the best spot for us the 3 ahjummas. konon. :)
4) even managed to have a simple dinner of cup noodles which we brought all the way from our country, filled up with the water dispenser located all around the airport, very convenient...Korea airports are cool)
5) experience kener halau by the ahjusshis!
while gorging down on our noodles coupled with sometimes loud giggles from us 3, we couldn't help but got noticed by 2 airport security guards. we were asked to leave the premise asap. we pleaded for 5mins grace - wanted to finish our noodles first...buying time. :)
6) not long after that, the same ahjusshi came to ask for our passports. we obliged. Busu told him in staggered English that we are from Singapore, tourists heading to Jeju Island on a 1st morning flight..yadi yada yada. i think he took pity on us and soon after relocated us to another spot in the airport itself where he could keep a watchful eyes on the 3 mak daras. hehe
thank God we didn't end up sleeping outside the airport!
7) and so that was where and how we spent our 1st night in Seoul, Korea - The Land of the Airport, oops Morning Calm.
*giggles*
2days spent at Jeju Island was insufficient. gotto make a comeback visit, with kiddos next time InsyaAllah
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
she need not be a ballerina
she need not be a pianist
she need not be a genius
she need not be a famous star
she just needs to be a good practising Muslimah
that is it
O Allah, only You know what's etched deep in my heart
O Allah, please guide my children well
let them stray not, lead them into your essence of light
Ameen Yaa Rabb Ameen
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Assalamu'alaikum wr wb. tak jawab dosa....heheh
it's Syawal the 15 today and i have decided to end my raya visiting or so i hoped
seriously speaking from my thoughts, i am truly exhausted
exhausted over what i don't know....you might want to question and then mock me on my claim of exhaustion cos for the 1st time ever, mak and i didn't cook all the hari raya dishes this year
our sambal goreng pengantin, rendang daging were prepared and cooked by Shereen's Kitchen - a nice lady whom i've just got acquainted with on FB
though i didn't get to sample all her dishes prior, i went with my gut feelings and instinct on the notion that kalau kita niat baik, pulangannya pun tetap baik-baik aja, insyaAllah
Alhamdulillah, Shereen's Kitchen never disappoints!
on top of that, kan memang my motto - there's always 1st time for everything, never try never know wat.... :)
i also ordered sambal tumis udang this time with ketupat too
however, my kitchen tak lah totally tak berasap you....mak esah still cooked her signature kuah kacang and small pot of sayur lodeh and i whipped up 6kg of ayam debal (devil's curry). the latter couldn't last....since it's kiddos favorite, they don't savour any other except for ayam debal - ayam debal pagi, ayam debal petang, ayam debal malam
itu ajer yang jowang bedal hari-hari
macam ni, 6kilo ayam pun memang not enough!
but this year, i did spend a wholesome time in the kitchen - baking with heiress
i managed to come up with a number of hari raya cookies -
suji oats
honey cornflakes
chocolate cornflakes macaroon
makmur
cheese biscuits (ni tak berapa menjadi sangat, probably too much flour added so tak crunchy like i would have expected)
oreo balls
moi also did cakes! - kek batik & tapak kuda nutella
i guess that's where all my energy was channelled to. i think.
this year syawal also sees a lot of positive changes in my heiress
she has become more rajin in helping around the house, especially when there are guests
dia lah yang top-up kuih muih, serve drinks, collects and wash the dishes
senyum sipu-sipu macam kerang wangi bila di puji...tu lah anak dara tiang para ku.
ok lah, me nak solat asar and then prepare to head home
to be continued.....maklom, dah lama tak menaip suka hati riang ria kat sini
kekadang rindu itu menerpa jugak
lol.
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Syukur Alhamdulillah
today marks the 2nd day of ramadhan
time flies very fast
in a month's time comes syawal
i am enjoying my ramadhan bliss immensely to the max
Selamat Beribadah to all
muaaah!!!!
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Thursday, June 03, 2010
the day 2nd June 2010 was the day the banana fruits two times
ahak ahak
sprained my right ankle while jogging with heiress
an old injury relived
this morning when i woke up it was the size of a ping pong ball
to cut the story short, was granted 2 days mc
and the office was morphed into chaos
tak dopek oden nak menolong.....self service lah
today is also the day when after so long, i am kidless
heir and heiress zoomed off to hougang
kak norl will be bringing the both of them plus another cousin - ahmad qusyairi to her school's family day tomorrow
hope they have fun
but i miss them
just last night heir and heiress got whacked big time from their ibu and an earful from their abah
it was a bad whack, that much i can tell here
anything more than that and i'll be arrested for child abuse, no kidding
let's just describe it as heir ended up in a ball position and heiress received a bump on her head
that bad. i was the devil yesterday
what happened?
earlier on we were at bukit panjang plaza having dinner
after dinner i ordered takeaway at kfc for the hub who just reached home for a one-nighter
they were both under my watchful eyes for a while
after i collected the food and all, wafa was nowhere to be found
afiq searched for her lil sis
me with my limping right leg
i was mad at afiq for not looking after his sis
i was even madder at myself for not able to search for her as fast i could
called the hub and he was about to leave the house to rescue me and searched for his lil daughter when he called back and said our daughter had reached home - on her own
my blood also went upstairs lah
once i reached home, habis kener bedal those two.
the crime weapon - my coach wristlet
that was the thing i was holding on to at that time
i tink the bedal from ibu and earful advise from abah really left an impact
i had to be drastic. i just had to. imagine if they're lost in bandung??? i can't even begin to imagine that. naudzubillah
their abah did a good job in laying out the possible scenarios that 'shook' them up a lil bit, if not lots.
today i brought them out for lunch at pizza hut
also my way of cuba try test whether they remembered enough not to buat perangai like last night
while walking i heard heiress said to her bro "abg afiq, walk with ibu lah...u want to be like last night again is it!!?"
both of them held my hands all the way to the plaza
i strictly believe in spare the rod, spoil the child.
but must follow-up with why they are being punished and had to be punished.
but mothers being mothers, i love them all the same, all the more.
Thursday, June 03, 2010
Friday, May 21, 2010
Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullah wabarakatuh.
fuyooh, 6 months. that's how long i've abandoned this page. moved on to facebook lah that's why. happening things are all in facebook don't you agree? so i kinda miss my blog, miss penning down my thoughts and missing the creative juice i would have contributed to this blog. yerlah, macam terror banget gitu. thus my presence here, now.
where do i begin? things at work are beginning to look up on a brighter note. finally, after close to 13 years of 'torment'. okaylah, not that dramatic lah hor. let me rephrase. finally, after close to 13 years of 'makan hati ulam jantung', the person finally called it quits. yes, not me who called it quits (that says so much of my thickened skin kan?) but surely the person has resigned from the co. for good.
so at last after driving each other crazy, the time is finally here. i feel ZEN. period. no matter if i end up 'buat kerja berdiri' as in busy on my toes all the time till the boss ropes in the next replacement..i still feel ZEN. Zen Zen Zen..i can do a repeat mode of ZEN and my lips couldn't stop curling up at the corners. ZEN. heheh.
i can't believe after so long and finally i open up myself to this blog just to mention about the going-ons at work. i am a desperate worker indeed!
back at home, i've been maidless for close to a year now. and oh, few nights ago my 2nd last maid - Bik Ana rang from jeddah. she's been working there for close to 2years now. no, she's not looking for an employer in us, hub and i are not keen on that notion for various reasons.
she called to ask how our family was doing and all. Alhamdulillah, ingat jugak Bik Ana kat kita. May Allah bless her heart. Amin.
School term is wrapping up soon. Afiq and Wafa have gotten their mid-year exam results. Afiq is as expected - promising. Wafa didn't do too bad either. I just hope that her scores could improve by end of this year. She's still my Heiress and he my Heir. I love them both, wholeheartedly - scores or without. i guess that's one of the endearing qualities that God has bestowed upon mothers. To love without expecting anything in return. It has already been proven by Mak Esah. without her, i crumble. she's been helpful, oh that's such an underrated word. she's been remarkably wonderful, that's all i can say. sayang mak sangat sangat.
we'll be having our family vacation soon, to bandung that is. the 5 of us and yati's family. her kids and mine will be ecstatic as ever. i know i am. :)))))
abg cik and family are supposed to be part of this vacation but kak imah's mom has taken ill. therefore in lieu of that they have decided to cancel or postpone the trip. i very much anticipated and agreed and respected their decision. as divine intervention has determined it, Almarhumah Hajjah Halimah Binte Idrus has been called upon the Lord 3 days ago, the early morning of 18th May. innalillah wa'innailaihirraji'un. May Allah blessed her soul. Amin.
so, this trip to bandung from 16 to 20 june. that'll be the 1st for me. well, the 1st for everybody in fact. hope it will be a good family time spent with none other than the ones who matter most in my life,
wo der chia ren, my family. and i still love blogging.
Salam.
Friday, May 21, 2010
Monday, November 30, 2009
Eid Mubarrak to everyone, albeit a belated one
goodbye november,
hello december
so how was your Eid celebration last weekend?
mine was great, as always
even if it didn't turn out the way we think it should be, always think positive nevertheless
this friday i'll be visiting hub in bintan
saturday is his birthday
the plan was to bring along mak esah and the kids
but an attempt for a ferry ticket booking alerted us that izz afiq's passport is going to expire soon, in 6 months to be exact.
gosh, we tried to book the tickets on 19th nov; his passport expires on 2nd may 2010.
so i'll be going alone, without mak esah and the kids
i was going back and forth, back and forth - to go or not to go without the kids
they are having their holiday and i'm leaving them behind!!
i don't feel good
but i can't bear letting the man on his own, in his spartan domitory, on his birthday
it has been close to 8 months since i last visited bintan
kinda miss bintan waters actually :)
leaving this friday on 5pm catamaran
i have applied half day leave for this friday
hopefully i could make a trip there again this coming 18th
this time, with the kids and mak esah
insyaAllah
Monday, November 30, 2009