
(PE0103- missed ya guys & all the fun times we had)
Well, it's only the first week of year 2 in RP, but I'm already beginning to feel the stress and the pressure put on me to try and perform well. Haiz...its so hard to just keep up with the rest in class as my classmates (well, in general la) seem to be doing fine and understanding most of what was to be presented. And me, however, kept trying to keep up with what they were explaining. Me and my forgetfulness....aaarrggghhh!!!! How could I forget what I did in year 1 sem2 !?!? OMG....how stupid of me lor....mental blocks? Dunno. But seems more like I did not take the initiative to do more read-ups on things related to my modules.....blame who? MYSELFWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhh.............STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSsssssssssssssssssssssss.....................Sleepy and stressed, how am I going to be able to cope with a 5 day week? I'm already half dead ( and soon brain dead ) trying to cope with the pressure ( be it the class, my own expectations, etc)...how can i carry on? Sheesh....( ok now it seems like I'm typing about my impending doom/death/crap)Whatever it is, I'm changing my old habits, I'm gonna make sacrifices. I'm gonna do whatever it takes to keep up with my classmates. Maybe its time to hit the books and do some revision. Hmm, good idea. Just gonna do my best, in my own means and try not to lag behind too much. A chance to take, the choice I make,It's all about the way I...well...formulate....
11:00 PM
My Destiny
Shawn
RP (graduated)
likes music
sentimental
loserz..
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Lalala~