假期閒後感

好奇心
我對人的思想都有好奇心
好奇身邊的人在想什麼
好奇家人在想什麼
好奇朋友在想什麼
好奇所知道的人和感興趣的人在想什麼

但最近我卻發現自己最好奇和最感興趣的是自己的想法
好奇自己對什麼感興趣
好奇自己的性格
好奇自己如何對待別人
好奇自己如何跟別人溝通
好奇自己的未來
好奇自己的能力
好奇自己有什麼朋友和什麼樣的朋友
好奇自己過著什麼樣的生活
好奇
好奇
好奇

其實我相信這種好奇心是很正常的
只是這種好奇也許需要自己慢慢的探索
需要時間和自己的毅力去尋找答案
我更好奇的是
我的這種好奇是不是一個具體的問題

所以現在我更應該先總結我的好奇
讓自己清楚自己好奇些什麼

有了具體的問題和方向
才會有具體的行動和應對方式

考完試，打醬油! :-D

打醬油呀打醬油！
考完試後，就是愛打醬油！
考完了試，就約了也是剛考完試的朋友，就毫無目的的在 Dhoby Ghaut 走走。
打醬油打醬油。
在房間打醬油。
就是想無所事事的打醬油！

小鳥快要飛出鳥籠了...

還剩下兩張考卷。
四天后，就自由了。
當然，只是這個自由並不代表一切。
只是象徵着我離下個里程碑更進一步了。
hehe....
我的下個里程碑是，假期！YEAH!
不過我還不懂我的假期如何過。
我只是單純的想，假期真好。
做什麼都一樣。
即使打醬油，也不錯。

Suddenly find the feeling to enjoy studying before 4 papers consecutively

Exam period....
Finished 1 paper, 6 more to go!
2 papers on coming Monday! 2 papers on coming Wednesday!
So I need to study a lot of materials for this 3 days.
Although I forced myself to mug or camp in Library everyday from 9am to 11pm since the library extended the operation hours, but I still feel that my preparation is not effective enough compare to this few days! I feel that I not really study during my "MUGGING CAMP" at LWN Library.
I felt that I shouldn't chosen to do the sample way of study again and again!
My brain need to be refreshed by different way of study.
May be my strategies for this semester don't really work. May be I was lacked of some kind of attitude or mindset in my study.
I must admit that I am not a SMART guy.
I need more times to think on the same contents if compare with other coursemates.
I need more buffer time to think.... think.... and think.....
But TODAY, I have not much time left. It's critical period for my exam preparation now!
So I have to wish myself good luck!
JIAYOU and GAMBATEH!
hehe....

Life is so happening while mugging

Mugging. Mugging. Mugging.
Life is so happening with mugging during exam period.

1. Librarians are hardworking in checking of "hogging". Their frequency is 10 mins once (for Tuesday). If you just want to go to toilet to do your business then sorry, ur seat gone! haha... (I found that this is only happened in the morning!)
2. When you step in to the library, study room, SAC, benches, canteens or any place else, you will feel scary of the mugging attitude of the muggers here. Most of the muggers are crazy like nothing else in this world! (Even my friend posted a similar msg in his facebook today: "According to AT's theory,'如果我考不好,我不想做人了'.wth!!life is not just about grade and exam lo =.=" (I feel he is discriminate of AT. So you have to tafsir yourself. I still believe AT got their lives. We just don't understand what they are thinking of. May be they are saying something that they don't really meant it! haha...)
3. Since I was and I will study all the way in the quiet zone of LWN library, so any voice or sound is not allowed in this zone. We are not even allowed to whispering (if the library officers come to spot check  us!). So most of our messages are transfer in silence. So a simple eyes contact, body languages and smile will be the main and essential message in that "ZONE". Although not allowed, but we still whispering to discuss the problems in book, sharing jokes. Some of us even use what's up, sms and written notes. INTERESTING right!? haha...
4. Busybody like me will use this opportunity to observe others (can considered another kind of stalking? haha...) Firstly, I will looking for INTERESTING person  for me to see! (of course looking for leng lui 1st la!) IF can't find any, i will juz observe the people around me. If my friends have some whispering, then I will start guessing what is in their mind!
5. Recently, I found this is interesting. But I can't comment to much. I am still observing. Observing and observing. Of course it's related to LDR. So what's in your mind? Just keep it in your heart! haha...
6. HAHA... Got HA studying with us for this exam period. HA is so serious in mugging. Iphone and study. Study and Iphone. And HA's shadow!
7. Today (Wednesday), got 1 guy who sit next row to us, wear his jacket and put up the TUDUNG (don't know how is it called) of his jacket. haha... don't funny! he looked like the resident in Kutub Utara. haha... And HA hahaha till we all hahaha... HA even snap a photo of him and send to HA's mum. haiz... 
8. Actually I was ambitious to study psychology during my secondary school. but GAVE UP this plan after knowing the reality fact. The future of PSYCHOLOGY is uncertain. So I choose to study EEE. Erm.. Am I regret? Don't know! But almost every exam period, I will feel that I should study human being rather than imaginary stuff that move the machines! 
9. Communication skills: again old topic. 

單純的快樂

剛剛在 facebook 看到有個朋友寫 “长大了... 单纯的快乐也难寻了..."。
我是該同意她講的。不過今天不能。
因為今天我體會到了簡單又單純的快樂！
我的快樂沒有原因。
只是感覺對了，自我感覺良好。
自我感覺良好，很重要。
自己都不能滿意自己，那要如何去滿意別人呢？
hehe....
所以我 update 我的 facebook "feel happy, without any reason! haha..."
這種感覺值得分享！
jiayou la! haha...

if i given a wish, i wish to...

Erm... I don't know how to start this post, but still wanna write sth!

I just came back from OG dinner plus birthday celebrations! I think I seldom join this active OG if we compare the percentage of my attendance to the events they had! hehe...

Erm... overall still ok! I felt I enjoyed the 2 hours session with them tonight!

7 birthday boys and girls attended today! Erm.. they made their wishes and everyone was requested to say out 1 of the wishes they made.

Then ended up with sabotaging and laughing around! it was fun!

After saw the sabo here and there, I just want to ask: are you enjoying sabo ppl or being sabotaged by the others? hehe...

My opinion is try to enjoy both! Just like CK. He just so sporting and SOHAI. hehe...  Feel proud of this junior! haha... Although I know it's not fun at all! haha....

After laughs and fun, now have to face the reality of having 7 exam papers soon!

I don't know whether I enjoy my preparation or not! but I have to learn to enjoy it! I will put myself in trouble if i am too stressful!

No one like to study all the times! No one want to study from morning till late night! As what my friends told me, "you so kut lat, study for 9/11 everyday!"

Haiz... bo huat la! stupid EEE's course structures and stupid bell curve force me to do so! I just want to try "my best"  to survive! that's all!

Like what Kah Chun said "no more time to waste!" hehe...

But I still wasting time on this stupid and lousy blog here! haiz....

So IT's time to focus on lecture recording and start to study now! hehe...

All the best and good luck to those who willing spend ur time to read my blog! I know it's only few!

But Thanks!

"your secret safe with me!"

I am just too pakgua and kepo!


This is me! hehe...


Thanks to the friends who contribute the "not so surprise” news to me while I feel lazy to do anything expect


chatting on9! hehe...


I guess I will be happy to listen to any pakgua's news if it's not related to me! hehe...


I guess no one hope that he or she will be the main character of the gossip's news except celebrities. hehe...


So keep the spirit of PAKGUA without hurting anyone (including myself)!


PAKGUA 萬歲! hehe...

A post about don't know what to write!

Aims: _______________________________





Missions: _____________________________






Steps: _____________________________________









Outcome: AWESOME!







CONCLUSIONS: My life is AWESOME!








GOOD LIFE!




STAY HAPPY! STAY ENJOYED!


 :)))))))))))))

Behind "hahaha..."

hahaha....



hehehe....



LoL....



LMAO....



hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahaha....



laugh!





What you are laughing for?





Funny?






Happy?





Life too easy?





Satisfied?





I guess sometimes people don't know why they are laughing for.



This is the syndrome of urban. Sometimes, laughing not because they want to laugh. Sometimes, they really don't feel happy or funny.


Sometimes, just because laughing is their habit. They laugh for no reason. They laugh because their nervous systems ask them to respond so.



Sometimes, they just want to use laughing or smiling to cover their unhappy part.







So what you feel?



But sometimes, laughing is a exercise. It helps to relax and release stress. At the same time, it helps in burning the extra calories in our body! hahaha....



If you know me, I guess you can observed that I like to laugh. I guess I like to laugh since I was a child. It's a natural reaction for me to be over react in laughing. (Because sometimes, I feel that my laughing is quite kua zhang.)


But sometimes, I don't realise my laughing. I don't know this is good or bad. haha...


Recently, I just realised that I like to use "hahaha...." in the IM, or replying friends' messages.


Before that, I thought this is my habit after years chatting with friends.


But recently I found that I like to laugh in my real life as well. So I guess my "hahaha..." in virtual conversation do affected by my habit in real life.



How sad am I? I don't know!



I just know that I really forget laughing and smiling is one of my habit! OMG! I guess this is because I too get used to it!



Being happy and enjoyed is not easy.



Sometimes, I am happy and enjoyed.


But I think I will enjoy more if I know the reason why am I enjoyed and happy!


Life is not hard. So don't think too much!


Be my ordinary own self! Enjoy my extraordinary life!

Random feeling at the end of recess week

Tonight is saturday night, second last day of recess week. I guess most of the NTU students are emo-ing at this moment. Because recess week is going to the end. My friends who went back to their hometown already prepared themselves to come back to this "HELL". haha...

 Erm... For me, I guess I already get used to it. Recess week is not really a holiday since my 1st year. But I still managed to going back for few days during this recess week. This was my 2nd time I went back to my hometown during recess week. 1st time was my 1st year 2nd sem. I went back that time because I felt too bored plus homesick during my 1st year 1st sem. I was stayed back at NTU that time. During my 2nd year, I even booked my air ticket back to penang during my 1st sem. But the ticket was burned due to the stupid group project of Technical Communication. haiz.. Then I really don't dare to book air ticket to go back during recess week. Including this recess week. I went back by bus this time. It was very random decision to buy the bus ticket. haha...

For this recess week, I went back to penang for 4 days. Although it was short, I felt satisfied and enjoyed! I attended a relative's wedding and met with quite a number of relatives and friends! Erm... I went back home because I want to refresh myself and at the same time, I also want to meet my long-lost-best friend in BM! hehe... So happy to meet her. haha...

The friendship between us is something I can proud of. Although the chance to meet each other is getting lesser and lesser, but our friendship still remain the same. She is at UK, and I am in s'pore. Due to time differences and distances, the chance for us to chit chat is less. The only way we keep in touch is on facebook and blogging.

During our face to face meet up, I can know that she is having a pretty good life at UK. All the happiness write on her face and words. I can feel that everything is good over there. So I am really happy for her. haha...  Anyway, thanks for her souvenirs from UK. Thanks to the India's souvenirs as well. hahaha...

 erm.. hope we still can maintain our friendship la! haha.. all the best lo!

That's all for this. If else, will don't know when to post it ald! (written on 1st Oct but post on 7th Oct).

Thanks to my Carelessness...

I lost my room key! I had to spend $50 to make a replacement for it.
I don't know where I lost it, how I lost it, when I lost it. But I lost it.
Damn sad lo.

On tuesday night, when my OG had their BBQ cum birthday celebration session, I had to attend my regular fortnightly meeting at North Spine. Around 7.15pm, after I had my dinner with my roomie, I walked to the meeting venue. Before I reach the tutorial room, which was my meeting venue, I went to Canteen A to help someone dabao drink. I bought 2 coffees and then walked to the tutorial room. I guess this entire journey was the most possible period when I lost my room card.

I wouldn't know that my room key was lost till I reached my lovely hall after my meeting. The meeting was last for 3 and a half hours. When I reached my hall, it's already 11.40pm. I call my hall mates that I know, most of them (including my roomie) still busy with the birthday celebration of their OG mates at the other part of the campus. So I had to wait for my roomie to come back.

I was waiting at the TV lounge of block 70 because the TV lounge in front of my room (Block 69's TV lounge) was occupied by JCRC. I managed to read and revise the notes that I brought along to prepare the Quiz on next morning. The TV lounge is not really quiet actually. While I was there, they were a group of Ah Neh over there. All of them had their own laptop. Most of the time, they are skype-ing with friends, singing, laughing, make random noise... But I still managed to stay over there due to my laziness to find other places to wait. I can't believe that I stayed over there for 2 hours. GENG! haha....

Around 1.15am, my roomie was back. I try to find my room key at my room, but failed. So I planned to wake up early in the morning on next day to find my key. I walked and followed the path that I took the day before to find the key. Then I walked to take my quiz at South Spine. Erm... The 1st quiz of the semester was ok for me. But my mood still down. I still can't find my key. So I had to continue my mission to find the lost room key.

After went to the few possible places, I decided to go to the few departments of the school to find my card. I went to counter of campus security which is quite isolated and I never realize its existing before, I went to the canteen A office to find the manager, I went to SAO and finally I went to my hall office. I decided to go and report lost at hall office after few rounds of finding. I reported lost to hall office to get a replacement for the room key. The old room key was cancelled, I got a new card and my $50 was gone. My whole day also gone due to the uncompleted mission.

At night, I still followed my plan to go back to penang. And I m now enjoying my slacking life and nice food at Penang while blogging. haha...

This is the life!

新歌分享：蘇打綠- 幸福額度

 歌詞： 電影《幸福額度》主題曲

 詞／曲：吳青峯 

Listen
你現在的感情
從何選擇
看天氣的臉色 還是體溫
幸福不會是牛頓 一顆蘋果成學問
所以 得不到那個人是否該恨 

Listen
你現在的人生 要什麼呢
出門要豪華車 或隨緣分
幸福或許是諸葛 三顧也不見得成
所以 達不到你要的是否該扔

 又或者永遠是不可能滿分

 You say why 愛讓寂寞像永恆
And why 愛像過客不聞不問
Oh why 愛 似乎總不貼近靈魂 

Listen
回憶裡的氣氛 是熱是冷
孤芳的像天鵝 還是風箏
或許就像哥倫布 錯誤點起萬盞燈
所以 是不是還想要再試再撐

 又或者 因為曾有的疼沉淪

 You say why 愛讓寂寞像永恆
And why 愛像過客不聞不問
Oh why 愛 似乎總不貼近靈魂
 怎麼能 怎麼能
相聚分離 光影涼了又溫
想起忘記 眼淚淺了又深
凡美麗總像是流水逝去不會轉過身
雨水卻在不知名的清晨紛紛 

You say why Oh 寂寞像永恆
And why 像過不聞不問
Oh why 愛 不貼近靈魂 

I say why 愛讓你充滿難疑問
And why 愛總讓你一點不剩
Oh why why 愛只需建立在一個吻

 怎麼能 怎麼能 怎麼能 怎麼能 怎麼能

金牛座——科学怪人

脱胎自小说角色的科学怪人，是科学小说和恐怖小说的鼻祖。原故事描述疯狂科学家拼凑尸体，导电使之复活，却不意引起科学怪人的反扑，导致一场亡命追逐。後续有许多原着改编，将科学怪人塑造成面恶心善的怪物，也就是我们後来所熟知的角色形象。
金牛座就像科学怪人，外表与内在时常发生严重的冲突。由金星守护的金牛座，有着独特的美感与坚持，即使天生不俊美，也有能力去充实及经营自己的形象，常给人温吞优雅的印象。有些金牛座虽然讲话很快很呛，一旦思考起自己的问题，还是常会陷入犹豫和矛盾当中。金牛座就像科学怪人，因为自尊心强又固执，十分会捍卫自己的权力和地盘，常会给人丶善妒的感觉。
金牛座就像科学怪人，因为口拙丶不善表达内心真正的感受，常会让人有恰北北丶不讲话丶不好沟通的感觉。其实他们只是单纯的固守自己的原则，并不会想刻意伤害对方。大部分金牛座都很爱吃，有些爱买高价物，便让人有奢侈丶势利的错觉。其实不擅言词的他们，最常抒压的方式就是大吃，会买高价物也是因为考虑品质，潜意识里则是用物质巩固自信。至於金牛座的原则多多，也只是先把规则订出来，好让自己不受伤害。但就是因为表里时常有冲突，金牛座就像科学怪人一样，时常会被误解。

share from facebook. I found that it's quite true lo!

lazy to talk

Actually I update the blog is not my plan today. But suddenly got the inspiration to write sth. The topic is bout my laziness in the conversations.

Actually i m quite lazy to use my brain especially use it for conversation. i found this since my secondary school. Since child, I was a quiet boy. Till now, I think I am still a quiet guy. Although some of my friends may not agree with what I said. haha... I guess I am quiet, mostly because of the laziness to use my brain especially they are someone else to talk. haha... I will enjoy to listen what they said. Mainly because I am bagua or kepo enough. haha... I enjoy listening more than talking.

Back to years ago....

When I was in a group of friends during my secondary school, sometimes I felt that it was quite difficult for me to find something to talk about the "common topics" of my friends during the conversations. Most of their common topics like football, handphone, sports... I not really familiar. What I will interested in erm... haha... I guess I had try my best to learn the so called "common topisc", but it's hard if u r not really enthu in although i like it la! haha... erm... After sometimes, I think i ald get used to my odd-ness. haha...

Err... Uni life...

Come to s'pore. I hope to change. I try to be active and know a lot of friends. . erm... It's help and I start to realise the reason behind. Then I start to find my way now! Learn to be myself.

erm.. i think i am lazy to write more. hope those stalkers enjoy my boring blog here! haha...

To reward you all, this song is dedicated to all of you la! No msg hidden. Juz enjoy the song! haha...

Random feeling...

My aim in Uni, learn something beyond the books! This is my aim since my freshie year.
My 1st year 1st sem was slack! slack and slack. I was always the one who try to initiate events in the "passive" OG, joined few ECAs... I think this is most eventful semester.
But after getting the result of my 1st year 1st sem, the feeling was suddenly changed. Suddenly, I felt that I need to be a mugger to save my future. To save my result! The enthusiasm of being active in social networking and learning sth else beyond the textbook was gone. The life of 1st sem and 2nd sem were totally different!

2nd year, I was a Club Service Director. So wat's the life? I not too sure. But I know I learnt a lot during my term as the Director! Learn to be an event organiser, a learner, a coordinator... Learn to communicate, learn to network and socialise, learn to talk to stranger.... The learnings were too sudden and too much for me to adapt and absorb. I was too innocent and too poor. So a lot more to learn. Therefore, end up myself to be a little bit autistic especially my 1st sem of 2nd year. Off OG, Off events, Off Off and Off... The enthusiasm of being active in social networking and learning sth else beyond the textbook was not really there although I was forced to have. Anyway, my life become better after the 1st sem. Because I really the important thing to learn is adapting and put it in ur own way!

And now, this is my 3rd year there. What can I said is I already ADAPTED. Ald know how to cope with the life of kiasu-ness here. I learn to enjoy life, learn to say NO, learn to say YES... The enthusiasm of being active in social networking and learning sth else beyond the textbook are back!This year, ON OG, ON events if got time... The enthusiasm and activeness of the freshies are something I really saluted to! I was not that active during my freshie year. Memang salute!

After the 2 years and few months here, I feel that friendships are very important to help you in Ups and Downs. I can proud to say that I earned a lot of friendships here! haha... Erm... But being friends' friend, I got a lot more thing to learn and earn!


So that's all!

Random-ness end!

Time for CAs, Tutorials, Notes, Reports....

好久沒不斷的重複聽同一首歌

erm... out of sudden.

我好不自主的不斷重複的重播這一首歌。

不是因為什麼歌詞、歌手、心情...

只是因為那種 feel!

很享受一個人在房間內用那蠻不錯的音響，播着這首歌！

很有 feel! haha....

somemore, I just realised that it's a new song from avril lavigne!(10minutes after done the blog) haha....

時間過得真快

好久好久沒寫部落格了。

沉默了超過半年，突然又有一股衝動來這寫寫些無聊的東西。

大學生活過得匆匆的。一年又過去了，但我總感覺去年好像昨天般，前年好像前天般...

突然又要開始新的學年了。要總結大二的點點滴滴，我好像沒有什麼特別的記憶般。普普通通、平平淡淡... 但是這一年過得併不簡單。在忙碌的生活裡掙扎到漸漸麻木，從不適應到適應那千變萬化的生活，從不懂到懂，從緊張到不緊張，從想太多到不用想... 這一年來，感覺太麻木了。但也不是說大二沒有美好的回憶，可能也許不足掛齒吧！haha....

大三了，其實我並沒有什麼特別的想法。我只想做自己。想起在臺灣的十分，在那天燈上，我就寫了這樣的依據，“無憂無慮，自由自在。”“做自己！“的願望。當時就只想這樣。也許我在生活壓力的掙扎當中，總感覺自己不能是自己。因為很多在生活上的決定，是因為某些妥協而做的選擇。有些也許也不是自己真正的想法。所以我在新學年，我想能找到自己的想法，做個踏實的自己。

就這樣啦！累了，懶惰寫了！haha...

超級星光大道 20110123 準決賽 Part 8 李佳薇- 勇敢