Sunday, April 22, 2012 // 1:20 PM
♣ Idle
Been idle for more than 1 month on blog.
Just logged in and realised the whole blogger layout had changed.
I find it quite messy though.
Anyway,
Passing out parade was at 23 March.
The day we official become a commander.
No more shit anymore, but with added responsibilities.
Posted to Airforce, which took me by surprise.
As I was expecting 30SCE and more shit ahead.
But oh well, looks like my life in the future will be good maybe?
1 month into the new environment,
And I am still not used to it seriously.
Still a lot of unfamiliar faces around,
As I still do not recognize them at all.
Just that my men had entered which makes me slightly less lonely.
Sigh.
Life's still the same as usual.
Boring me.
Doesn't have much friends to hangout with.
I regretted a lot of things in the past.
How I wish we can go back in time,
And redo all the memories.
Sad life. :(
Decided to try for Kaplan for further studies.
Hoping its good based on its reputation.
Need to find a time to go down for their preview session first.
Recently, had this health talk in base.
Quite impressive but expensive.
I do have the interest to join but its the money that is a hindrance.
How? Should I pay for it and go?
Its health that we are talking though.
Sigh.
Sunday, March 11, 2012 // 9:50 PM
♣ Confine.
Sigh.
A serious conversation with jackson makes me realise I am indeed craving for love.
Its been around 2yrs that I never really go and woo a gal.
It just that I don't really depend much on family and I am not blessed with a wonderful family.
I will rather have a close gf that I can confine in.
Someone who can really sit down with me and listen to all my troubles. :/
Lonely me.
NS is killing my time, which makes me don't really have the confidence to maintain a relationship.
If I get a gf, I will really want to spend alot of time with her.
But sigh.
Lonely.
Who will likes me?
// 9:48 PM
♣ CAT!
Ex Transformer is over!
Thank god that it wasn't that shag.
I am really blessed with it. :/
Going back for CAT this coming week.
Get ready for more drills.
Sunday, February 19, 2012 // 4:29 PM
♣ Survive 2?
The 2 weeks of motorization phase in Gedong had passed. Although the driving was kind of fun and relax, but the overall living condition there sucks. It wasn't a good experience for me at all. Enough said.
The final 2 weeks before I can actually slack and tone down. People might see or say 'just 2 more week only', but this 2 weeks will actually put us to the limit, to see whether do we have what it takes to earn the rank or not. It might make or break me, and this is what it worries me. :/ I am afraid i might not be able to complete this 2 weeks of shagness, further with 2 guard duties still. I regretted that I tried stunt last week already. :/ If I can really survive these 2 weeks and come back home after Transformer, I shall reward myself with the ASUS Transformer Prime. A form of motivation for me to work towards for.
Please let me survive past these 2 weeks and make it peacefully. :/
