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Sunday, June 26, 2005

- Sunday, June 26, 2005

fine. i shall post AGAIN. i posted last night but everything is gone. sheesh.

anyway. lets see. i reached home at like 10 yst? went out with edith and mylene to watch initial D!!!! the show rocks!! its super nice man. go watch! go watch! =D jay chou is like so cool la. haha. the show is like super popular too. me and edith went to plaza sing one hr earlier hoping to get good seats but guess wad? there were 15 time slots frm 320pm all the way to 230am the next morning. and the first 13 time slots [320pm to 1am] were all selling fast. all left with like the first few rows.. so we had to get the person to help us book tickets from bishan at 440. geex. but nvm. the movie totally rocks! the show is kinda funny too. gets kinda exciting towards the end. hahaha. whoo! the show rocks la.go watch k? haha. ok. bye!

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Friday, June 24, 2005

- Friday, June 24, 2005

discouragement leads to disappointment

disappointment leads to doubt

doubt leads to failure-

always have faith in urself.
trust urself.
nv doubt ur own ability

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- Friday, June 24, 2005

whee~

singapore open is finally over!! yipee! fast eh?
five days of competition. now finally over. feels gd. but im disppointed with my swims. i dont like how i performed tis meet. imnothappy =( aiya. but wad to do? feel sick like one dat before the meet. sheesh. nvm. i guess i'll jst train hard for sch nats and try to do better..

swam 50fr today. cant sprint for nuts la. did 29.66 in the morning. was no. 17. how sad. no.16 wads 29.63. hmph. so i had to go sch. wadever. den later christel pulled out so im in. and i only found out at the last min. as usual. did quite close to my pb. 29.46 =D not bad for me la. since i dont do short dis. hmm. everyone did pretty well today i guess. girls and guys have the same number of pb i think? 32,32? not sure. haix.

i wanna go out tmr. i dont wanna stay at home. oh wells. i shall see whos free.

well done to those tat qualified for sea games
ruth.mylene.shuy (:
well done to those tat qualified for asian age
sijia.ting.enyuan.roanne.ben.des (:

well done to everyone tat did pb (:
continue trng hard!

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Thursday, June 23, 2005

- Thursday, June 23, 2005

alright. 4 days of spore open jst passed and i didnt do well. no no. not at all. haix.

day one
swam 200back and 1500m.. 200back heats in the morning. did really badly. 2.37 hahah. but still managed to get into finals (: did 2.35 in finals. quite ok i guess? haha. i dont care abt back alrdy la. lol. den comes the dreaded 1500m. 30 laps. and the whole sch came down to watch. wow. thanks man. watch me get last. i was really last la! 18.50. new pb but still last. yes. wan ting is like. 18.02. fast huh? haiya. i was dying la. wasnt kicking at all lor. haha. but nvm. im jst glad its over. im never ever gonna swim it again man. so tiring! anyway by the time i got home pack and everything alrdy 10 plus. so i slept at 11 plus. died the next day. haha

day two
yay! one event today. 400fr. was hoping to do well. but obviously i didnt. was way off! haha. 4.48 in the heats. didnt even get into fianls la. -.- duh rite. so slow. so i had to go to sch la. sad huh.
went in the aft to watch the rest swim. they did pretty well i guess.

day three
ok. day three. quite fast huh? swam..100back and 800fr. 100back heats in the morning and 800 straight finals in the aft. did 1.13 for 100back. was 10th so i didnt get into finals. and by right even if one person pulls out i still wont get in rite? BUT DEN. someone else jst has to pull out in the last min and somehow or another i got into finals and i didnt even noe and the stupid csc didnt even bother to call me to inform me cus they assumed tat i knew. wth la?! so went i got there it was alrdy too late and they told me i cant swim. stupid rite?! also not my fault la. they last min pull out and no one informed me k. and guess wad now? they want me to pay 100 bucks for missing my event wadever! i am not! also not my fault la! assholes. im writing letter in to complain. fools. ok. enough. my 800fr. it was ok i guess. 9.36. 7secs slower but ok la. the first 400m is like faster than my 400fr -.- oh! guess wad. they say my 800fr wont be counted cus i missed my 100back. WTH la. FCUK it.

today!!
my last event. or so called last event. 200fr. did damn slow in the morning la. 2.14 hahaha. but still managed to go into finals. haha. did 2.13 in the afternoon. not to bad i guess. but my spilts were horrible!! hah. heck. ok. now im happy =D cus tmr i can anyhow swim la. 50fr. who cares abt 50. i cant sprint for nuts so im gonna anyhow la. [tats why im online now (: ]

hmm. hope i can do a pb tmr. only done one so far. (=
ok.gtg.tmr still must wake up early.bye! (:

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Saturday, June 18, 2005

- Saturday, June 18, 2005

alright.i shall blog since i have nth else to do and im super bored. haha. hmmm. lets see. didnt go trng tis morning cus i wasnt feeling well. had gastric pain and stuff. stupid man. had fever last night also. went up to 39.5. siao rite? haha. anyway. im ok alrdy (: i better be ok man. spore open in 2 days time. fast man. 1500m on first day. better do well. haha. and i dont think im gonna 'move it' to the hostel tmr since we can dont go back so i dont think im going back. edith's not going back for the whole week and i dont wanna slp alone. so i guess i wont go back either =D

erm. went to club jst now cus i was so bored at home..went there for a light swim on my own.. met ting ting there too she didnt go morning trng too cus she was sick. haha. and erm. stayed for awhile to watch my cous play bowling. they're not bad =P

oh wells. nth else to say. guess i should go and rest now.

2 days to spore open!

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Thursday, June 16, 2005

- Thursday, June 16, 2005

fine. mylene ong. im blogging k? haha. wads there to blog abt huh? nth much happened la. went for trng as usual. trng was easy. played relay (: quite fun la. although we only swam once. i had edith.shengjun and erm.the new guy in my team. lol. and well. we didnt win =) doesnt matter la. haha. went home after tat. didnt train twice. haha. sent edith.mylene.qing and steph to causeway. qing had to go for dental. lol. and she didnt die =D go ask her why.

hmm. went home. did some work. english book review. it was all rubbish. haha. anyhow do one la. bet i'll get damn low. sheesh. still got eng lit haven do yet. so chiem. i dont even understand la. why must shakespear make his words so chiem? lamer la.i dont wanna do! haha.

wad else? singapore open is coming! jeex. so fast. i nv even train properly. i'll jst die. will be missing lessons again. sheesh. how to catch up ar? anyway. its kinda cool to be competiting when the others are studying eh. den those classes near the pool will be affected. lol. i hope lao shi's class will be affected. DAMN BADLY. haha. bloody hell. i dont wanna see her. she sure got alot of work to give us one.

anyway. im dreading spore open. cus im swimming 1500m. im scared. i dont wanna swim. 30 laps lei! walao. can die la. jeex.

haiya.gonna watch my 9 o'clock show alrdy. bye!

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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

- Wednesday, June 15, 2005

hello. trained twice again. so tired. but aft trng wasnt tat tough. 2000 warm up for 50m sprints. lol. i cant sprints for nuts man! super slow. haha. i did two only cus my timing was quite ok i guess.

oh yes. had science test today also. it was kinda hard i guess. cus i didnt really study for it. spelled a few words wrongly. tats damn stupid. *shrugs

went out for pasta after the test. and we went arcade again. lol. played the drum thingy. oh and erm. time crisis ? lol. super lousy.but had fun (:

tmr trng once only. too tired ar. oh wells. who cares la. spore open. die la. disappointing swims. too bad for me i guess. oh wells. gtg. bye!

locked up inside-

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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

- Tuesday, June 14, 2005

geex. im so tired now. train twice yst and today. nth exciting/funny happened today. went to causeway for lunch as usual. den jst take taxi back. oh! oh! and we were laughing like crazy and i was trying to take picture of the uncle. -.- its damn lame la. cant say the reason here. haha. mylene spotted it =D

anyway. i wrote abt the taxi uncle me and mylene met while going plaza sing rite? yst when we and edith boarded the taxi back to sss. i somehow found the uncle damn familar. and guess wad? he was the one tat brought me and mylene to plaza sing! the stupid 'fork school' guy. LOL. and tis time we really needed him to bring us back to his supposly 'fork school' haha.damn lame la. now edith noe how lame he is la huh. tat time i tell her she come and say he is chee-ko-pek. haha. it was damn funny la.

hmmm.watching tv now. haha.so lame. channel 8 the 7 o'clock show. lol. and must study for my science test later. sheesh. so tired.bye.

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Sunday, June 12, 2005

- Sunday, June 12, 2005

haha. ok. thanks khoonnie (: she helped me to adjust the size of the picture. =D

anyway. i went out again and guess who i went out with? mylene ong again (: yep.with her again. edith was supposed to joined us too. but due to some reasons she cant. =( oh wells. nvm. me and mylene went club to play pool..haha. the man was teaching us. and i cant hit a straight ball! sheesh. i suck at it man. lol. play for and hour plus. den went over the the bar there. my parents and cousins were there singing. me and mylene jst ordered some food to eat. stayed there for quite awhile before leaving for plaza sing (:

wanted to take bus there but we figured out it will take us too long so we wanted to take a can when edith msged me say she can. -.- so we waited for her to reply and guess wad? she didnt go in the end. geex. so we jst went there by cab and the cab driver was so damn freaking lame and talk so much crap. heres wad he said. [in chi]

" u two from wad school ar?"
"sports school"
"huh?! fork school? u fork i spoon school. the other girl [mylene] from knife school ar! "
"huh? uncle. SPORTS school."
"oh. wad sports u play?"
mylene :" ping pong!"
"aiyo. why u play tat. play like dunno some china people ar?"
"u lei?"
mylene " swimming!"
me " no la!"
"aiyo. swimming! no hope la! unless u go and shave all your hair!"

im like wadever?! anyway. got lots more. hes damn rubbish la.drop us at plaza sing alrdy still talking. -.-

and at plaza sing. me and mylene did something. damn stupid. damn funny. shant say cus ive got no time. i must go now. haha. bye!

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Saturday, June 11, 2005

- Saturday, June 11, 2005

the swim team (:

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- Saturday, June 11, 2005

haix. mylene wants me to post.so i shall. but im so tired =l

anyway. i was too lazy to post yst. oh wells. went out with mylene yst. for quite long? i dunno la. we went to watch a movie benji.off the leash erm.. not exactly a great movie i wld say. but its ok i guess. cus i like dogs!! the doggies in the movies rocks ah! they are damn cute (: i want too. haha. but i will never get one cus my mum wont allow. tats sad. hmm. well. we walked arnd for awhile after tat. lookin for ear rings. lol. den we went to take neoprints. (: got a few funny looking ones though. haha.

ok. jst press publish post. cus i wanted to click on mylenes conver but somehow i pressed wrongly. anyway. todays trng was ok i guess. was feelin better. didnt cough tat much. and i can finally sprint properly without coughin lky crazy. hmph. should be able to train twice next week alrdy. must train hard man. i only have one week left to train! argg. stupid. hope i can do well. sheesh.

hmmm. after trng came back. played comp. went out.

went out with edith and mylene again. haha. yes again. lol. tis time we watched my boyfriend is type-b it was nice. haha. really funny. its a korean movie. not bad la.
met up with mel after tat. went to take neoprints.not bad (: hahah
had sub way. damn full now. well. den we went home (:

enjoyed myself today =D at least i got some stuff off my mind for awhile. oh wells. thanks for keeping me company people (:

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Thursday, June 09, 2005

- Thursday, June 09, 2005

alright. i shall post. cause cass wantes me to. lol. however.i dunno wad to post about because nothing exciting happen. you noe why? because besides going for trng. i was at home the whole day doing nothing except for watching tv and playing comp. so..i dunno wad to blog. hahah. now got no nice show to watch one. haiz. im so bored. i dont like being at home. i dont wanna be alone. its so boring. i hate it. geex. alright. tats all. im sry cass. i noe its not long. but i dunno wad else to blog. i shall blog more later if i feel like it. (:

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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

- Tuesday, June 07, 2005

slept for 16 hrs straight (:

cool huh?

now im so bored.

theres nth to do online.

boring.

nth to watch.

nth to do.

boring!

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- Tuesday, June 07, 2005

heyy..back from sea age (:

it was a really fun trip apart from the fact tat i fell sick. but well. i did quite ok i guess. got a silver for my 400fr. was 0.01 off my pb. sheesh. nvm la. quite close. hahah. my room mate was cass. hahah.

anyway. this is the only trip tat i never spend any money la. oh wait. i only spent 4 bucks. siao rite? haha. we didnt even get any free time ok. stupid.

hmmm. fell sick on the 2nd day of comp. after my 200back. so i sorta went slow for my 800fr. couldnt really breathe properly. haha. was 53sec off pb?? =D did 10.22 hahahahah. oh wells. wad to do?

had farewell party after the last day of comp. spore did a skid. was super funny but it was mostly the singporeans laughing cus the rest didnt understand eng? haha. went to the theme park till 12 after tat. was really fun despite getting 'lost' hahah.

erm. tats abt all i guess. congrates to all those tat did pbs and won medals. good swim people! (:

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