Feelings Show

When I started this post with the title, I was wondering, what title should I put. Countdown to year 2009? The end of year 2008? Last post of the year? No, no, no. All these titles can't really reflect what I want to express here. Maybe I should left the title to the last. Hmm..

Year 2008, a year fulls of up and down, at least for me it is. Learn many lessons in this year. If you asked me now, then do you become more mature with the lessons learned? No matter how many times you ask, I think the answer will still be the same. I choose the things I want to learn to learn. It is not that I am stubborn (okay, maybe I am), its just that not what others think I will take it, all of it.

Throughout the whole year, tried many new things. First attempt to alcoholic drinks, first time I was drunk, first time I went to hiking, first time I been so active in RAC, first time I sleepover at others house, first time I went to Uni Prom, first visit to KL after all these years, first time to islands in KK, first time overnight in KK town area and not going back home.. All those first time in this year, it is just so precious to me. It just like my report card, it proved that I have taken one small step every time, to the way I want my life to be.

Been having some discussions about my personalities with friends. Although I said I do not mind how others looked at me, yet, still will upset when the comments received are really bad. I always said that I want to life at my own, the way I want. However, do people in this world really do not care about others' point of view? Human beings are animals that always life together anyway.

As for relationship thingy, I have a new way of looking at it. When two people been together, they are not suppose to drag each other out from their own routine life, but should be trying hard to get each other to their life. When there is only one party who always do the giving part while the other party just take whatever his/her partner give, its just end up being suffer.

Yeap, maybe for a relationship it does not require a lot of thinking, yet, just can not deny that distance, money, age still play important roles. Sometimes, all these factors just can kill a relationship. Courage is needed, not only when to start the relationship, yet to maintain it also. I am looking forward for a balance relationship now, both people just try hard to maintain the relationship, taking care of each other and able to listen to each other.

Things are just the same for friendship also. Get to know many new friends this year, this semester. Get to close with some of them. Suddenly realized now, I get myself a lot of brothers and sisters. We are just like a big family, my second family far away from home. However, some friendships just need to be careful for that, because not all people treat you like the way you treat them. Lies can be one of the ways of friendship building. Its just hurts a lot when the truth was being found out no matter it is because of relationship or friendship.

There is still half year to go, and I am going to graduate already. That means, I still got half year of time only, to enjoy my life as student. I can not say my life as student is the best moment in my life till now, yet those memorable moments do touched my heart a lot. Thankful for all the people that presented in that moments.

With the coming of year 2009, this maybe would be my last post for the year 2008. Wishing Happy New Year to everyone~

Ciaos~ and see you all in next year. Till here.

I'm Sick!

Friends been asking why am I always getting sick recently. To tell you all honestly, I myself also have no idea at all. Yet, what happen now is, I AM SICK, once again~ ><"

I admit I am a stubborn person, and I dislike to pay visits to doctor. However, after fever for more than 48 hours or not until 72 hours (I can't recall since when I started to fever, is it Friday night or Saturday night? Memory blank), I give up! Pay a visit to the doctor is a must now for me.

Just came back from the doctor, and I get myself 6 types of medicines. Wow, come on, its a lot, okay? Medicine for flu, fever, cough, inflammation, bla bla bla.. too many until I am dizzying now, seriously. I feel like I am a medicine tank now~ @.@

Can you all see the medicine? wuwu..

But never mind, as long as I can recover right? So~~

Smile, Tracy, smile~

My 21st Birthday

No matter how I don't want the time to come, yet it will arrived too. Finally, I am officially 21st now. Erm.. being 21st, not bad as I think. I am still the same, only by the time now, I have more responsibility, not only to myself, but to others also. Being more mature, more tough and more strong are just one of the requirements being an adult after all.

Been thinking for such a long time, how am I going to celebrate my big day. Go out to have a family dinner? Dinner with my friends? Sing K? Watch movie? Naaaaaaaah... all those seem so normal. I want something special!

I was thinking want to go islands, having picnics, snookering, swimming, playing all water activities to celebrate it. Yet, plans die when I knew that not all friends' parents allowed us to go islands. Then, planned again. Finally, decided to have a BBQ at my house. Sound not bad, huh?

That day morning, Aunty Mei called and asked go breakfast with her. The breakfast was great, I think I ate a lot of dim sum since it is very nice. Very full~ Went to buy grocessies with her after that. Received a big angpau from her when she sent us back. Then received another one from Aunty Ching. Wow, so touching ler~

Busy preparing the stuff for BBQ after that. When Alison them arrived, I still haven't shower and get myself ready yet, so paiseh~ Fast, fast, fast, get all the things be prepared, get myself a nice shower and BBQ started, lol~

There is also a sleepover with all my girl friends after that. It was not really sleepover, as we don't really sleep, keep on talking and talking till 5 o'clock in the morning, =p

Although some of my friends can't turn up for the party, but very thankful for those who came and all the birthday wishes! You all make my day wonderful and colourful~ muaks~

~The Birthday Girl~

Managed to capture few pictures before Jiun Yieng and Ming Tee went back
I said I don't want those far taller than me stand beside, so, grab Jiun Yieng, make sure he stand next to me ^^"
From the left: Hermia, Tatilya, Alison, Me, Jiun Yieng, Aifei, Ming Tee and Chee Fui

Now,
Friends: All those tall enough stand beside her!
Me: >_<"

Jiun Yieng and Ming Tee

Friendship forever ya~
Hermia, Alison, Tatilya, Aifei

There are always failures when you attempt to cook right?

See, we are PROFESSIONAL after all~

Simon said, they should have anti-smoke as one of the camera functions!

Neighbour's doggy Money

Another doggy, Mimi

My brother and all juniors

Mum! Thanks for the party and I love you~

Alison

Couple Tatilya and Simon, and light bulb me in the middle, =p

The ladder
Alison said, it is impossible for me to be taller than Aifei..

Hermia and the prawn in mouth, XD

BBM?
Tracy and Aifei version~

Qiao Hui

Bin Joe, his eyes are straight lines

Jonathan

Chee Fui

Simon

Party won't be complete without a piece of self-captured picture~

Birthday cake

Chocolate cake and red wine is not a bad combination

All busy with the TV programme "I still remember what you did last summer"

Brother, Mama, and Papa
Love you all~

Girls

Chee Fui, best buddy

All my juniors all taller than me!

Thanks for all the birthday presents

From Jiun Yieng and Ming Tee

From Jonathan, Qiao Hui, Bin Joe

From Alison, Aifei, Hermia, Tatilya

From Simon

I just love presents~ ^^

And can't wait to open them~

Movie Day

Okay, I knew I am producing too much mushroom at home recently, so its time for me to go out and have a walk. One of my friends told me Bolt was super duper nice, and I am so craving to watch it, therefore, yesterday went to 1 Borneo with Alison and Tatilya to watch it. Before watching movie, we went to New York New York for lunch. I did not ordered any food as I was not hungry at that time. Anyway, the food at New York New York was great, delicious enough.

Tatilya's chicken chop

Apple Cooler

NY Tropicana

It will be very full just by drinking this, thick and concentrated drink, trust me =P

Paul gave us a call when we are having lunch. We managed to persuade him to join us for the movie. Bolt was really a nice movie. It is very cute, I love the scene when Minnty tried to teach him how to act cute. OMG! Love Bolt so much~ and thanks Paul for spending us the popcorn and drinks. According to him, US popcorn was sucks, just put colouring and salt. KK popcorn is far more tasty. I wonder how is US popcorn tasted like.

Went to Dome for drinks and chit chat after that. Paul ordered nasi lemak. Wow, for me, it may be the most expensive nasi lemak ever, may be the portion and taste worth it, yet, still expensive for me, lol~ I ordered iced chocolate, but nah.. not tasty as I thought. Coffee Bean and Starbucks one more worth it.

Me and my not so tasty iced chocolate, =P

Paul drove us back after that. On the way, we been talking a lot. And we decided to go out for another movie again that night, The Day The Earth Stood Still. Since is Wednesday the movie day, worth to watch a lot of movies, hehe~ Four of us been planning for that, me, Alison, Paul and Tatilya. Too bad Hermia can't join us for that.

Before watching movie, went for another drinking session again. This time, we went to Upperstar. Met Zeng Ji and Zeng Xiang there. However, don't know some how, only Paul that gave them a big bright smile. They are just like strangers for the three girls. Hmm..

Anyway, moving on. Just suddenly, I felt like I want to have a try on those alcoholic drinks that have nice and interesting names. This is the first time I drink alcoholic drinks when hang out with buddies at home town. Ordered myself a cup of Long Islands Iced Tea. I dared to give myself a small seep of Whisky without stirring the drinks yet. Erm.. bitter as I imagine, but, not bad~ ^^ Playing cards at Upperstar too. Truth or Dare, we all choose to tell the truth, lol~

Long Islands Iced Tea

Vodka Lime

Singapore Sling

Went for the movie at last. I was so sleepy at that time. Maybe because of the alcohol just now, or maybe I was really tired already. Don't ask me how was the movie, I don't know. I fall asleep most of the time when watching the movie. Alison tried to wake me up for several times, but, I choose to sleep also. The Day The Earth Stood Still, maybe I will watch you again, but this time, definitely not in the cinema and in sleeping mode~ lol~

Kota Kinabalu Trip

As mention in few posts before, my friends are having vacation to KK this holiday. This is the first time I be the host to host all of them, feeling excited, lol~ Been thinking and planning very long where to bring them to, want to let them try these and those, just hope that they enjoy all the whole trip. Yet, maybe I really don't have the potential to be a tour guide, or I really don't know KK well enough, even I myself also blur and confuse some of the places, >.<

Buddies from uni: Jason, Chan, and Felix at City Mall

Brought them to 1 Borneo on the second day after Wilson and Wai Hong arrived from KL. 1 Borneo is the largest shopping complex in East Malaysia, but when compared to those in KL, I guess 1 Borneo still need some time to improve. Hmm...

Tickets to 1 Borneo

From the left: Felix, Jason, Chan (the standing one), Wilson, Yuki, Me, and Wai Hong

Merry-Go-Round
Guess not only kids love it, even adults also can't resist it
Can you all see the bright smiling on Jason's and Felix's face?

Nah... Koko Felix is just trying to act cute
But... Does he success? XD

I would called this picture of the day
Its so prefect!

We also went to Mount Kinabalu. Although we don't have the chances to climb the mountain this time, its good to have the opportunity to have a look at the mountain also, right? ^^ It is the highest mountain in South East Asia for your information.

At the entrance to hotspring

Wai Hong and Me on the canopy walk

Felix, Wilson, Me, Yuki, and Jason

Felix is super duper wet after the walk. According to him, few GRAMS have been reduced for sure, lol~

Hotspring, although its kinda lousy, lol~

Grass: I am dead if you step on me!
Wai Hong: Is this the way you die?
(conversation design by Tracy, ^^)

Lovely couple of the trip, Jason and Yuki

God father Felix and his people, Chan

Please don't kill me!

Nice picture, don't you all think so?

Inside a restaurant in Kinabalu Park

Oh dear Rafflesia, just hope you can stand the weights of ours, ^^

Mount Kinabalu and the KK girl

We also went to Pulau Manukan, a place that I never been to before, although I am local here. But, who set the rules that local people must go islands before, right? Haha..

Picture taken after they played banana boat
Yuki does scream very loud for that~

Okay, from my expression, do you all feel that I do really dislike speed boat?
I just can't breath because of it

Help! Help! Help!
Someone just please rescue that man from being throw into the water, =P

Group photo at the port before we went back

Hope you all enjoy the trips. It is good that I can know KK more through your visit to KK, as many places are also the first time I been to, and some places that I haven't go to for a long period of time. Good to know how others comment to KK as well, there will be only improvement when there are comments about it. ^^

And one more thing, really thank you for celebrating my birthday for me in advance. So touching at the moment you guys gave me the present. Love you guys a lot~~

Birthday Present from Wilson, Wai Hong, Felix, Jason, Yuki, and Chan