Hello everyone~~~
Today is last day of year 2007 already. How everyone feels about this year?
For me, I think time passes really fast, I don't want to be older one more year la~~~ ><
This year, a year that full of up and down for me, is going to end soon, honestly, quite not willing to let go of it. Although things going up and down, and I do happy and sad with many things, but people always look forward, right? I am the one that control and decide my own destination! I should belief in myself!
I do really want to thank all my friends that support me when I need you all. Thanks very much. Thanks to HASATTE members, Yin Shaet, Chee Fui, Erica, Amy, Piggy, Simon, Jasmine, Sharon, Evelyn, Lily, Sara, Jnee and others.
I appreciate the moments we been together, the moment we laugh together, the moment work hard together, the moment we play together, the moment we being crazy together, the moment we cry together (seem like no such situation before)~~~
Hope next year will be a better year for me and everyone of you all~~~ Happy new year~~~
Monday, December 31, 2007
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Countdown 2 days to year 2008
Its been few days ago since my last updates in blogger. I really went out lots in this week. Friends are coming back from all other places and I can't really resist to gather with them all. As result of that, I am too broke this month.
Thursday
The day Alison just came back from KL, thought just can only see her most early on Friday. Guess what, received her call that night and as usual, all HASATTE member in KK gather in Yoyo Lintas. Too bad that we didn't manage to take pictures. Went to Salim with Alison after that.
Friday
Once again HASATTE member gather. H. can't make it because of something came up, but never mind, there is always still a chance. Before we went to sing K, me and Alison actually went to the kindergarden where Aifei worked. We gotong royong at there. Actually not really gotong royong, just help Aifei and her sister cleaning up the classroom. I do really miss my kindergarden ages when being at there, seeing all those small tables, small chairs, and small TOILETS, hahahaha~~~
Will update all the pictures once I get it from Aifei. Shanna, hope won't make you miss KK more, XD
Saturday
Just being at home the whole day, didn't went any place...
Sunday
My house is having some renovation recently, so I thought I will be at home this morning. However, things always happen out of my expection. Went out to Wisma Merdeka with mummy bought some things. My old watch is "sick" and cost me lots if I want to repair. Its not worth at all. Mummy bought me a NEW watch, really happy with that. The watch is the one recent promoted by SHE, quite expensive ler~~~ hehe...
Personal Message time:
Shanna: Your souviner from Korea bought for you from Alison is with me now, remember to get from me when youback from UK ya~~~
Eng: All your souvinersssss are with me too~~~ and good luck with your exam ya...
The others: We go out next week, okay? Since semester will commence very soon, hard for us to gather around anymore...
Thursday
The day Alison just came back from KL, thought just can only see her most early on Friday. Guess what, received her call that night and as usual, all HASATTE member in KK gather in Yoyo Lintas. Too bad that we didn't manage to take pictures. Went to Salim with Alison after that.
Friday
Once again HASATTE member gather. H. can't make it because of something came up, but never mind, there is always still a chance. Before we went to sing K, me and Alison actually went to the kindergarden where Aifei worked. We gotong royong at there. Actually not really gotong royong, just help Aifei and her sister cleaning up the classroom. I do really miss my kindergarden ages when being at there, seeing all those small tables, small chairs, and small TOILETS, hahahaha~~~
Will update all the pictures once I get it from Aifei. Shanna, hope won't make you miss KK more, XD
Saturday
Just being at home the whole day, didn't went any place...
Sunday
My house is having some renovation recently, so I thought I will be at home this morning. However, things always happen out of my expection. Went out to Wisma Merdeka with mummy bought some things. My old watch is "sick" and cost me lots if I want to repair. Its not worth at all. Mummy bought me a NEW watch, really happy with that. The watch is the one recent promoted by SHE, quite expensive ler~~~ hehe...
Personal Message time:
Shanna: Your souviner from Korea bought for you from Alison is with me now, remember to get from me when youback from UK ya~~~
Eng: All your souvinersssss are with me too~~~ and good luck with your exam ya...
The others: We go out next week, okay? Since semester will commence very soon, hard for us to gather around anymore...
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Merry Christmas
Yesterday
Mummy brought us to Pizza Hut, guess is first time in life, hehe... We ordered a set of two person meal (lunch express) and add on the Mexico xxx, I forgot the name already, >< Anyway, full and satisfy having it. When I was walking to Pizza Hut, a person called me but I don’t know who he is... I just recognized the driver is Yong Chun Kai. So, I wonder the person sitting beside the driver is Yong Chun Ping that is calling me or Yong Chun Jie that is calling for my brother.
After that, went to pay a visit to the doctor in the evening for my ears. I went together with my cousin as she was also having some situation with her ears too. Waiting for almost 3 hours, finally, I can hear clearly again in my life~~~ The air condition at DSC is very cold, till mummy said she is freezing at there. Anyway, that aunty for paying the medical fees for me as well. Thanks a lot.
Received Yin Shaet’s messages at the time I was in the hospital, asking me whether want to go out at night meeting the friends from University that come from other places. Of course I go, don’t I?
So, we gather again in Secret Recipe. At first, I though only got Elvis was here in KK, but guess what, not only him, Sharon and Piggy were also here too. Too bad that Sharon is going back today. We eat, we drink, and we talk together, just like the time we are in Miri. I really having the vision that we are in Miri except that we are in Secret Recipe that time. As you all know, there is no Secret Recipe in Miri...
Yogurt Berry's yogurt
Me in Pizza Hut
Our lunch~~~
Christmas Day
Wake up around 7.30am today. Went to Fu Pin to have breakfast with grandparents, uncle and aunty them. Just went back home after that. I wonder that is that my Christmas is going to be so boring this year. So, the whole family of mine, we paint our house. Yes, paint the house.
It was quite fun painting the house. It is a totally new experience for me. I was really enjoy and excited about this. ^^
At night, went to celebrate Bryan’s birthday. This plan almost canceled already, but we made it at last~~~ Quite surprise when we (Aifei, H., and me) arrive KFC as requested by Bryan, because he actually bring along five children which was not expected by me.
We plan to watch movie after that. Bryan’s brother said he want to watch Alien vs Predator. Unluckily, the time is not so right at that night. So, we watch National Treasures after waiting them finished having their dinner. Since there is still some time, all of us went to play games. The movie was totally nice. We all do enjoy about it. As I said, I don’t mind if can watch for another time again.
Oh ya, I received a call from Sarah when watching the movie. She is going back on tomorrow. This is the last call received from her. I sure will miss you, girl! Take care and keep in touch~~~
Painting in progress
Tata~~~ Finally finish painting
Christmas Eve
Went out with Sarah again today. At first, I want to ask Aifei them out, but guess things are not always going smooth enough, so at last just Sarah, Tatilya and I went out together. We having ice cream at Warisan Square there, I forget the store name also. The ice cream is very very very nice, just the water provided taste like the smell of water pipe as said by Sarah and Tatilya. = =”
After hanging there for a while, we went to Secret Recipe to have a meal. I met 林吉源，黄彬祖，邓孝贤，Chris, 叶光辉，and 林吉源’s girl friend, as usual, I forget her name. >< We didn’t talk much, just greeting each other. I guess the time is wrong, no chances to talk more.
Night time, went to uncle house for Christmas Eve dinner. The food for the dinner is nice, except the people there are a bit boring. Because no one is bother to talk to us. My brother and I just sit at there, looking at each other and that’s all. What a boring night...
Our lunch in Secret Recipe
My lunch
The weird water
Ice Cream, nice~~~ yummy~~~
Mummy brought us to Pizza Hut, guess is first time in life, hehe... We ordered a set of two person meal (lunch express) and add on the Mexico xxx, I forgot the name already, >< Anyway, full and satisfy having it. When I was walking to Pizza Hut, a person called me but I don’t know who he is... I just recognized the driver is Yong Chun Kai. So, I wonder the person sitting beside the driver is Yong Chun Ping that is calling me or Yong Chun Jie that is calling for my brother.
After that, went to pay a visit to the doctor in the evening for my ears. I went together with my cousin as she was also having some situation with her ears too. Waiting for almost 3 hours, finally, I can hear clearly again in my life~~~ The air condition at DSC is very cold, till mummy said she is freezing at there. Anyway, that aunty for paying the medical fees for me as well. Thanks a lot.
Received Yin Shaet’s messages at the time I was in the hospital, asking me whether want to go out at night meeting the friends from University that come from other places. Of course I go, don’t I?
So, we gather again in Secret Recipe. At first, I though only got Elvis was here in KK, but guess what, not only him, Sharon and Piggy were also here too. Too bad that Sharon is going back today. We eat, we drink, and we talk together, just like the time we are in Miri. I really having the vision that we are in Miri except that we are in Secret Recipe that time. As you all know, there is no Secret Recipe in Miri...
Yogurt Berry's yogurt
Me in Pizza Hut
Our lunch~~~
Christmas Day
Wake up around 7.30am today. Went to Fu Pin to have breakfast with grandparents, uncle and aunty them. Just went back home after that. I wonder that is that my Christmas is going to be so boring this year. So, the whole family of mine, we paint our house. Yes, paint the house.
It was quite fun painting the house. It is a totally new experience for me. I was really enjoy and excited about this. ^^
At night, went to celebrate Bryan’s birthday. This plan almost canceled already, but we made it at last~~~ Quite surprise when we (Aifei, H., and me) arrive KFC as requested by Bryan, because he actually bring along five children which was not expected by me.
We plan to watch movie after that. Bryan’s brother said he want to watch Alien vs Predator. Unluckily, the time is not so right at that night. So, we watch National Treasures after waiting them finished having their dinner. Since there is still some time, all of us went to play games. The movie was totally nice. We all do enjoy about it. As I said, I don’t mind if can watch for another time again.
Oh ya, I received a call from Sarah when watching the movie. She is going back on tomorrow. This is the last call received from her. I sure will miss you, girl! Take care and keep in touch~~~
Painting in progress
Tata~~~ Finally finish painting
Christmas Eve
Went out with Sarah again today. At first, I want to ask Aifei them out, but guess things are not always going smooth enough, so at last just Sarah, Tatilya and I went out together. We having ice cream at Warisan Square there, I forget the store name also. The ice cream is very very very nice, just the water provided taste like the smell of water pipe as said by Sarah and Tatilya. = =”
After hanging there for a while, we went to Secret Recipe to have a meal. I met 林吉源，黄彬祖，邓孝贤，Chris, 叶光辉，and 林吉源’s girl friend, as usual, I forget her name. >< We didn’t talk much, just greeting each other. I guess the time is wrong, no chances to talk more.
Night time, went to uncle house for Christmas Eve dinner. The food for the dinner is nice, except the people there are a bit boring. Because no one is bother to talk to us. My brother and I just sit at there, looking at each other and that’s all. What a boring night...
Our lunch in Secret Recipe
My lunch
The weird water
Ice Cream, nice~~~ yummy~~~
Monday, December 24, 2007
Update...
Haven’t updated my blog for a period of time. Part of the reasons is because I am lazy, partly is because I am busy too, hehe...
Yesterday
Spent lots of my time at home, reading novels, comics, watching dramas, listen to music, life is enjoyable. Without realize, one month holiday is over. I wonder how I spend my holiday, try hard to think back, however, empty mind. Do you all still remember Sarah? The girl from China… She came back last Tuesday. I received her call evening, asking me to go to the Orchestra concert with her. Sorry dear, I didn’t make it at last, as I am headache that time.
Saturday
Went out with Sarah, the whole day. Just two of us went to shopping at Wisma Merdeka, want to invite more friends to go together, yet, others seem like busy with other things as that day is Midwinter Festival. This is the first time I went shopping with her since she came back. Miss her lots as I used to see her everyday when she was studying in Curtin. So, when she went to study at New Zealand, I feel like there was something missing in my life.
Anyway, although just both of us went out, we still enjoy it. We ate porridge at there, erm... how to say, the porridge really not bad, if got chances, wish to have it again. ^^ Both of us do really buy many things. Oh ya, I met Wong Yi Zing at there too, course mate for HRM and environmental issues in business. It was raining at the time we went home. Hahaha... two 落汤鸡 walking on the road. ><
See all the things we buy?
I like this blouse, but Sarah said not good...
Friday
Went out to have drinks with H. and Tatilya, Aifei didn’t make it as she was at town that time shopping. Therefore, we decide to go to find her to sing K, hehe... actually, we, ourselves also want to go. Therefore, three of us took bus to go.
Sing K for almost four hours, then we went to dinner. When we chit chat, just found out that H. haven’t meet Aifei since both of them in KK, quite surprise to know this.
Medditerian curry udon
Me and my dinner~~
Thursday
Went out to have breakfast with my parents. At first, we went to Lintas, but, after waiting for around forty five minutes, our food haven’t been deliver while others that came late than us are having their meal. Therefore, we changed to Damai.
While I was having my breakfast, I saw Mei Yee, Chun Mei, Sarah and Vun Yee pass by. I was so surprise that I will meet them there, as you all know, I seldom meet them after graduated (except Sarah). Vun Yee said that, it is easier for us to meet when we didn’t try to make appointment to meet each other. It’s true, right? I went out with them that day.
We went to City Mall. Just go and hanging around, chit chat together. It is fun for me to go out and having conversation with my friends. For me, this is the way I get to know that my friends are having their life well. Or in the other way, we are thirty eight at there...
Yesterday
Spent lots of my time at home, reading novels, comics, watching dramas, listen to music, life is enjoyable. Without realize, one month holiday is over. I wonder how I spend my holiday, try hard to think back, however, empty mind. Do you all still remember Sarah? The girl from China… She came back last Tuesday. I received her call evening, asking me to go to the Orchestra concert with her. Sorry dear, I didn’t make it at last, as I am headache that time.
Saturday
Went out with Sarah, the whole day. Just two of us went to shopping at Wisma Merdeka, want to invite more friends to go together, yet, others seem like busy with other things as that day is Midwinter Festival. This is the first time I went shopping with her since she came back. Miss her lots as I used to see her everyday when she was studying in Curtin. So, when she went to study at New Zealand, I feel like there was something missing in my life.
Anyway, although just both of us went out, we still enjoy it. We ate porridge at there, erm... how to say, the porridge really not bad, if got chances, wish to have it again. ^^ Both of us do really buy many things. Oh ya, I met Wong Yi Zing at there too, course mate for HRM and environmental issues in business. It was raining at the time we went home. Hahaha... two 落汤鸡 walking on the road. ><
See all the things we buy?
I like this blouse, but Sarah said not good...
Friday
Went out to have drinks with H. and Tatilya, Aifei didn’t make it as she was at town that time shopping. Therefore, we decide to go to find her to sing K, hehe... actually, we, ourselves also want to go. Therefore, three of us took bus to go.
Sing K for almost four hours, then we went to dinner. When we chit chat, just found out that H. haven’t meet Aifei since both of them in KK, quite surprise to know this.
Medditerian curry udon
Me and my dinner~~
Thursday
Went out to have breakfast with my parents. At first, we went to Lintas, but, after waiting for around forty five minutes, our food haven’t been deliver while others that came late than us are having their meal. Therefore, we changed to Damai.
While I was having my breakfast, I saw Mei Yee, Chun Mei, Sarah and Vun Yee pass by. I was so surprise that I will meet them there, as you all know, I seldom meet them after graduated (except Sarah). Vun Yee said that, it is easier for us to meet when we didn’t try to make appointment to meet each other. It’s true, right? I went out with them that day.
We went to City Mall. Just go and hanging around, chit chat together. It is fun for me to go out and having conversation with my friends. For me, this is the way I get to know that my friends are having their life well. Or in the other way, we are thirty eight at there...
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Happy Birthday~~~
It is going to be my 20th birthday soon. I hope this will be a new beginning of my journey. Start from now on, I am really grown up to be an adult, don’t I?
Years have passed, time have gone, many things have changed, include me. I just hope that the new I will be better than the one unchanged. People do need to look forward rather than backward. There are phrases in Chinese said that: 改变不能接受的，接受不能改变的. For things that happen and can’t change, just try to accept it; try to change the things that are unchangeable. For me, I still think that this phrase very contradiction. If people already accept the things that are unchangeable, how can he/she try the best to change the things again?
It is raining now. I feel peace and sound. I always like raining day, I like to look at the rain drop especially when I am in the car, although sometimes raining do really annoying. I love rainy day when I am not in a good mood, looking that the rain drops make me calm down myself, then make myself a cup of hot chocolate, the feeling is great.
It’s almost 12am now, 20th years old is coming soon. Raining had stop moments ago. I start to feel that there are burdens waiting for me suddenly. Feel so under pressure now. Recently always like that, will have certain feelings suddenly. Honestly, I don’t like this. Its make me so stress. However, I still indulgence myself to enjoy these three months holiday. Start from next semester, I will worker harder to achieve my targets, I promise.
Its 12am now, happy birthday to me once again. Happy Birthday, girl, wish you all the best in the coming years.
Years have passed, time have gone, many things have changed, include me. I just hope that the new I will be better than the one unchanged. People do need to look forward rather than backward. There are phrases in Chinese said that: 改变不能接受的，接受不能改变的. For things that happen and can’t change, just try to accept it; try to change the things that are unchangeable. For me, I still think that this phrase very contradiction. If people already accept the things that are unchangeable, how can he/she try the best to change the things again?
It is raining now. I feel peace and sound. I always like raining day, I like to look at the rain drop especially when I am in the car, although sometimes raining do really annoying. I love rainy day when I am not in a good mood, looking that the rain drops make me calm down myself, then make myself a cup of hot chocolate, the feeling is great.
It’s almost 12am now, 20th years old is coming soon. Raining had stop moments ago. I start to feel that there are burdens waiting for me suddenly. Feel so under pressure now. Recently always like that, will have certain feelings suddenly. Honestly, I don’t like this. Its make me so stress. However, I still indulgence myself to enjoy these three months holiday. Start from next semester, I will worker harder to achieve my targets, I promise.
Its 12am now, happy birthday to me once again. Happy Birthday, girl, wish you all the best in the coming years.
Feeling happy with this
Just check my result today, one day before the result actually being released. I am really anxious about it at the moment I click on it. I think all people also feel that, do you all? At first I can’t check my result when I directly logon to the web page, only can check mine when logon through another web page. I felt so nervous that time, scare that I failed certain unit incaution. It will cost me around RM 2000 per unit, expensive for me if I need to retake one of them.
Finally, I can view my results. I get quite a great result this semester, the average calculated is better that last semester, pleased and cheerful about that. My efforts putting on my studies didn’t get waste although I do really lazy compare with the previous semesters.
When I get the good news, after sharing with my mum, I suddenly don’t know who else I can share my happiness with. The feeling is quite weird at that point in time. Anyway, I am happy to get such great results. ^^
Finally, I can view my results. I get quite a great result this semester, the average calculated is better that last semester, pleased and cheerful about that. My efforts putting on my studies didn’t get waste although I do really lazy compare with the previous semesters.
When I get the good news, after sharing with my mum, I suddenly don’t know who else I can share my happiness with. The feeling is quite weird at that point in time. Anyway, I am happy to get such great results. ^^
Thursday, December 6, 2007
Meanings of Love and Marriage
A student ask a teacher, "what is love?"
The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."
The student went to the field, go through first row, he saw one big padi,but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him.
Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to realise that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one,and he regreted !!!! So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.
The teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later yourealise, you have already miss the person...."
"What is marriage then?" the student asked.
The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick." The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle ofthe field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher.
The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... this is marriage."
The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."
The student went to the field, go through first row, he saw one big padi,but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him.
Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to realise that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one,and he regreted !!!! So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.
The teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later yourealise, you have already miss the person...."
"What is marriage then?" the student asked.
The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick." The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle ofthe field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher.
The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... this is marriage."
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
在别人眼中的自己
就在这个学期，在几件事件中，我开始爱上了探讨在别人眼中的自己。我想知道，在别人眼中的自己，跟我认识的自己，究竟有什么不同。人长大了，经历的事也多了，对事情的看法也难免会有些改变。
或许，在这个转折点上，我想追求的，并不是我能得到的，所以，我开始茫然，我开始慌张，我开始不知所措。我也开始了寻觅的旅程，我在寻找遗失的自己。
阅读到此遍布落格的朋友，可以帮个忙吗？可否告诉我，在你们眼中的我，究竟是一位怎样的我，可以吗？
或许，在这个转折点上，我想追求的，并不是我能得到的，所以，我开始茫然，我开始慌张，我开始不知所措。我也开始了寻觅的旅程，我在寻找遗失的自己。
阅读到此遍布落格的朋友，可以帮个忙吗？可否告诉我，在你们眼中的我，究竟是一位怎样的我，可以吗？
Horoscope today
There are too many elements of your life overlapping right now. The lines between separate social groups could be blurring, a coworker is suddenly making moves to get together outside of work, or a family member wants to come work where you work. None of these things is necessarily a bad thing, but it might be happening a bit too fast. So today, step back and slow things down. Let the people who are pushing know that you need a bit more time to get on board.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
回顾？我不觉的是。。。
刚刚与朋友吃晚饭回来，说起来还真的丢尽颜面，我尽然没有带钱包出门！好丢人哦，长得这么大，还是第一次忘了带钱包出门。
今天终于考完试了，我也可以安安静静的坐在电脑前更新我的部落格。已经好多天了，想向朋友们叙说我的近况，可，就是时间不允许。所以，这遍部落格将会零零碎碎的出现很多事情。
现在开始在下雨了，我盘腿坐在电脑前，开始打着我的部落格。。。
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我终于考完试了，本该以为会松了一口气，但心情，说真的，并没有变轻松，反而变得更沉重了些。我不懂为什么会如此，我也不想去探讨原因，生活就该顺其自然，不是吗？
随着考试的结束，这一个学期也告了一段落。上学期结束时，我有试着问自己，我这学期的了什么，失了什么。当时，我回答不出来，现在我再次问自己这个问题，我有了答案。
我得到了许多友谊，不是吗？朋友总在我需要他们的时候，一个个地从我的身旁出现，陪伴着我度过我的喜怒哀乐，我真得非常地感谢你们。我知道，你们是关心我的，不是吗？哈哈哈哈哈。。。
我想向朋友们说声，谢谢！
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曾经有一段时间，我总是喜欢在想，我在别人生命中到底是扮演着什么角色。究竟是举足轻重的角色，还是轻于鸿毛的角色？
最后，我想通了，我要当每个人生命中的过客，一位可以静悄悄的来，走的时候可以挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩的过客~~~
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歌名：安全感
歌手：金莎
冰箱结霜 咖啡滚烫
煮不好 最简单的早餐
我的生活 是一团混乱
维持单身 感觉茫然
喜不喜欢 习不习惯
我总是 说不出个答案
一个人来 又一个人往
怎么让他 流连忘返
我不想当笨蛋 我在墙上写
满渴望
我可以大哭一场 房间还是
空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强，该属于我任
其自然
可是我也要安全感 在某个
适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光 也是温暖
每个早上 都想赖床
没有梦 是最让人沮丧
我的眼睛 盯着天花板
也跑不出 任何对象
我不想当笨蛋 我在墙上写
满渴望
我可以大哭一场 房间还是
空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强 该属于我任
其自然
可是我也要安全感 在某个
适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
我不想当笨蛋 我在墙上写
满渴望
我可以大哭一场 房间还是
空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强 该属于我任
其自然
可是我也要安全感 在某个
适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
很想跟大家分享这么一首歌，因为它很符合我现在的心情。。。
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又到了十一月，陆陆续续的，身边有很多朋友庆祝他们的破蛋日。我在此献上我万二分的祝福哦~~~ 祝你们生日快乐！
朋友Erica, 在人海茫茫当中，寻找到了两位与她同年同月同日生的朋友，说真的，Erica, 你也太幸运了！哈哈哈哈。。。
可以，我也不赖哦，我也找到了一位与我的生日相差一天的朋友，他就是咱的阿牛大哥，哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~~~
我还在沉思着，我今年该如何庆祝我的破蛋日呢？各位有什么提议吗？
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天呀，雨也下的太大了吧~~~ 先让我去泡一杯美禄，暖和暖和吧~~~
To be continue.....
今天终于考完试了，我也可以安安静静的坐在电脑前更新我的部落格。已经好多天了，想向朋友们叙说我的近况，可，就是时间不允许。所以，这遍部落格将会零零碎碎的出现很多事情。
现在开始在下雨了，我盘腿坐在电脑前，开始打着我的部落格。。。
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我终于考完试了，本该以为会松了一口气，但心情，说真的，并没有变轻松，反而变得更沉重了些。我不懂为什么会如此，我也不想去探讨原因，生活就该顺其自然，不是吗？
随着考试的结束，这一个学期也告了一段落。上学期结束时，我有试着问自己，我这学期的了什么，失了什么。当时，我回答不出来，现在我再次问自己这个问题，我有了答案。
我得到了许多友谊，不是吗？朋友总在我需要他们的时候，一个个地从我的身旁出现，陪伴着我度过我的喜怒哀乐，我真得非常地感谢你们。我知道，你们是关心我的，不是吗？哈哈哈哈哈。。。
我想向朋友们说声，谢谢！
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曾经有一段时间，我总是喜欢在想，我在别人生命中到底是扮演着什么角色。究竟是举足轻重的角色，还是轻于鸿毛的角色？
最后，我想通了，我要当每个人生命中的过客，一位可以静悄悄的来，走的时候可以挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩的过客~~~
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歌名：安全感
歌手：金莎
冰箱结霜 咖啡滚烫
煮不好 最简单的早餐
我的生活 是一团混乱
维持单身 感觉茫然
喜不喜欢 习不习惯
我总是 说不出个答案
一个人来 又一个人往
怎么让他 流连忘返
我不想当笨蛋 我在墙上写
满渴望
我可以大哭一场 房间还是
空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强，该属于我任
其自然
可是我也要安全感 在某个
适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光 也是温暖
每个早上 都想赖床
没有梦 是最让人沮丧
我的眼睛 盯着天花板
也跑不出 任何对象
我不想当笨蛋 我在墙上写
满渴望
我可以大哭一场 房间还是
空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强 该属于我任
其自然
可是我也要安全感 在某个
适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
我不想当笨蛋 我在墙上写
满渴望
我可以大哭一场 房间还是
空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强 该属于我任
其自然
可是我也要安全感 在某个
适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
很想跟大家分享这么一首歌，因为它很符合我现在的心情。。。
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又到了十一月，陆陆续续的，身边有很多朋友庆祝他们的破蛋日。我在此献上我万二分的祝福哦~~~ 祝你们生日快乐！
朋友Erica, 在人海茫茫当中，寻找到了两位与她同年同月同日生的朋友，说真的，Erica, 你也太幸运了！哈哈哈哈。。。
可以，我也不赖哦，我也找到了一位与我的生日相差一天的朋友，他就是咱的阿牛大哥，哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~~~
我还在沉思着，我今年该如何庆祝我的破蛋日呢？各位有什么提议吗？
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天呀，雨也下的太大了吧~~~ 先让我去泡一杯美禄，暖和暖和吧~~~
To be continue.....
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Quite true
December' Baby
This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.
This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
2 more papers to go
I am relaxing now~~~ Online, blogging, listening to music... hahahaha... I just finished my second paper now. However, I am already in a relaxing mood (I didn't nervous at all for this semester exam!!!). Both papers are good enough, the question came out is really alike with the past year question, I guess the UC is in the summer mood and lazy to come out with new question already. Anyway, I should happy with it, right?
Just came back dinner with all my friends in SeaHorse. YinShaet, Sharon, Erica, Elvis, William and me, six of us just like holiday has already start, eating, chatting, laughing at there, really enjoying our life, don't we?
Now, what should I do? I think I will relax for tonight first, hehe... My next paper is on next week, so, I can study with a turtle speed now. Hope I can get a good result this semester, I like the feeling when I check my result, I get what I want. Still dreaming that I can be the exchange student to Perth. I miss my opportunity to apply for it as my last semester result not bad, haiz... Never mind, I maybe should have a try to apply for it next semester.
ps: I will go to see doctor tomorrow, update again after that...
Just came back dinner with all my friends in SeaHorse. YinShaet, Sharon, Erica, Elvis, William and me, six of us just like holiday has already start, eating, chatting, laughing at there, really enjoying our life, don't we?
Now, what should I do? I think I will relax for tonight first, hehe... My next paper is on next week, so, I can study with a turtle speed now. Hope I can get a good result this semester, I like the feeling when I check my result, I get what I want. Still dreaming that I can be the exchange student to Perth. I miss my opportunity to apply for it as my last semester result not bad, haiz... Never mind, I maybe should have a try to apply for it next semester.
ps: I will go to see doctor tomorrow, update again after that...
Sunday, November 11, 2007
Present~~ I love it~~
I love present, haha... Just receive a call from my cousin sis today, she bought me a present, from Penang, hyper happy to heard that. She said that she try to call me but I didn't pick up the phone. However, my phone didn't ring once, >.< Anyway, as long as there is a present for me, I am happy enough, hahahaha... Thanks a lots ya, jie jie, love you so much~~~ Muackssss~~~
Tomorrow is my exam, my first paper, so, these few days I was boommed with all my lecture slides and notes, study till I am blur blur already. When my friends talk to me, I always need them to repeat then only I get what they said... Now, I just came back from my friend, Lin Yin's house. Study finance at her house for five hours, OMG, I am very tired now. Meet a new friend named Melvin also. Actually I am not so close with her although we took B.Comm together during summer course, still wonder why she will ask me to study together. Just don't why I always can know many new friends and friends that are not close to me during exam time. Then, we will study together for couple of hours, like today... Tomorrow we will still study also, hahaha... Like Lee Eng said, I am geng, wakakakaka...
Tonight I need to study the second paper already, or else, I will die lo... Wish me good luck, and all my friends that are having exam good luck also~~
Tomorrow is my exam, my first paper, so, these few days I was boommed with all my lecture slides and notes, study till I am blur blur already. When my friends talk to me, I always need them to repeat then only I get what they said... Now, I just came back from my friend, Lin Yin's house. Study finance at her house for five hours, OMG, I am very tired now. Meet a new friend named Melvin also. Actually I am not so close with her although we took B.Comm together during summer course, still wonder why she will ask me to study together. Just don't why I always can know many new friends and friends that are not close to me during exam time. Then, we will study together for couple of hours, like today... Tomorrow we will still study also, hahaha... Like Lee Eng said, I am geng, wakakakaka...
Tonight I need to study the second paper already, or else, I will die lo... Wish me good luck, and all my friends that are having exam good luck also~~
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
Study Week
Final is coming very soon now. This week is already my study week. However, till now I still don't know what have I do and prepare for the exam. I seem like spent all my times doing something nonsense. I really don't know why, just that I still not in the mood to study. I rather spend my time watching movie than study. All people are so hardworking to study so that can pass with flying colour, erm... but how about me? Am I too confident or I have lost the interest to study?
Talking back to my house thing, should I move? I ask myself this question many times till me myself start feeling sick of it already... When I am in a hurry to find a room to move, no room available for me; when I decided not to move, many people ask me to move. Then, should I move? I ask myself once again, yet I still can't find the answer.
Talking back to my house thing, should I move? I ask myself this question many times till me myself start feeling sick of it already... When I am in a hurry to find a room to move, no room available for me; when I decided not to move, many people ask me to move. Then, should I move? I ask myself once again, yet I still can't find the answer.
Thursday, November 1, 2007
I didn't get it!
I didn't get it, the top student of each course for semester one year 2007.
I saw the name list this afternoon, quite sad when I know I didn't get it. I really struggle hard and study hard for last semester, what I wish to obtain all failed and this really breaking my spec... I try to calculate my marks, is 0.5 higher a. I start wonder how their choose the top students ><
Anyway, congratulation to all top students include Simon and I will work hard towards this!
I saw the name list this afternoon, quite sad when I know I didn't get it. I really struggle hard and study hard for last semester, what I wish to obtain all failed and this really breaking my spec... I try to calculate my marks, is 0.5 higher a. I start wonder how their choose the top students ><
Anyway, congratulation to all top students include Simon and I will work hard towards this!
Monday, October 29, 2007
心情指数 ------〉负数
从昨晚开始，雨就下个不停， 仿佛印证着我的心情。 或许是巧合还是什么的，每当我不开心时，天都在下雨。我总傻气的在想，它是知道我流不出泪，所以在帮我哭吗？
昨天，短短的一个小时以内，我的生活被投下了一颗原子弹。你们有谁被人指着鼻子大骂吗？我昨晚尝试了。我觉得极度的被羞辱。。。虽然事后道歉了，可是道歉 有用吗？我可以打了你一扒过后我道歉，然后就什么事都没有发生吗？在道歉的一刻，我尽然还很冷静地说；“都发生了，就算了吧。”我不懂我是在安慰骂我的 人，还是在平起自己的怒气？
事情发生过后，我真的不想再去在想，可是我的脑完完全全不收我的控制。我真的累了。。。原来人与人之间是可以那么复杂的。
现在的我，只想躲在我的安乐窝里，什么都不去想，不去听，不去看。。。可是，这个安乐窝，还是我的安乐窝吗？
昨天，短短的一个小时以内，我的生活被投下了一颗原子弹。你们有谁被人指着鼻子大骂吗？我昨晚尝试了。我觉得极度的被羞辱。。。虽然事后道歉了，可是道歉 有用吗？我可以打了你一扒过后我道歉，然后就什么事都没有发生吗？在道歉的一刻，我尽然还很冷静地说；“都发生了，就算了吧。”我不懂我是在安慰骂我的 人，还是在平起自己的怒气？
事情发生过后，我真的不想再去在想，可是我的脑完完全全不收我的控制。我真的累了。。。原来人与人之间是可以那么复杂的。
现在的我，只想躲在我的安乐窝里，什么都不去想，不去听，不去看。。。可是，这个安乐窝，还是我的安乐窝吗？
Thanks...
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person..
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson,
love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Thank you for being a part of my life,
whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person..
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson,
love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Thank you for being a part of my life,
whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.
Get this from Amy
愛情像等車
愛情有時像在等公車，不想坐的公車接二連三頻頻為你停留，而真正想坐的，卻怎麼也等不到，像是一場存心的惡作劇。
等到公車終於姍姍來遲時，卻像約好似的結夥成行連來兩三輛，讓人不知如何是好，無論坐上哪輛，都抹不去心頭淡淡的悵惘，總疑心錯過的是否才是最好選擇，直到兩車交會時從窗外看進車內的景像，才豁然開朗，或是懊悔不已，但畢竟不是置身其中，無從斷言真相。
公 車的路線繁雜交錯，任君選擇，有的迅速便捷，偏偏班次極少，要靠運氣及毅力才可能等到；有的班次頻繁，卻必須中途換車，才能抵達目到地；有的路線曲折迂 迴，抵達之日漫漫無期；有的總是過站不停；有的偏偏等待的站牌及時機不對，讓人總是擠不上車；有的輕鬆舒適，隨招隨停，卻無法開往你心中想去的地方。
於是有人勉強擠上車，在車門開閉的夾縫中狼狽惶恐地走完全程；
有人錯看站牌，慌忙上車又下車；
有人改變初衷，卻在不停的轉換間迷失方向；
有人錯過了目的地，卻意外欣賞到一路的美好風光；
有人不耐等待的煎熬，只好修正愛情的方向，選擇多數人搭乘，班次多的安全班車。
因為年輕的緣故，我曾義無反顧地等待著班次間隔時間極長、可遇不可求，但座椅舒適、服務貼心、直直駛向夢想目的地的公車。我看見身邊一同等車的人紛紛失去耐性，胡亂揀了輛公車匆匆離去。
但若現在離去，所耗去的心力，放棄的青春，豈不是犧牲得一點價值也沒有？我換了姿勢，作好長期抗戰的心理準備，卻不得不開始懷疑，等待是因為對完美的渴望，還是純粹源自於不甘心的緣故？
直到夜已深，月已落，我才忽然醒覺，整件事只是一場誤會，我苦苦守候的是一輛早已停駛的公車，再不認賠出場，我的人生就要輸得一敗塗地，永無翻身之日。
願賭服輸，這是當初選擇這班公車就該預想到的結果，其實沒什麼好怨天尤人的，然而就在我黯然穿越馬路，走向開往另一個目的地的公車時，卻驀地回頭望見，我曾引頸期盼的稀有公車竟然來了。
它穩穩地停在站牌前，車燈一明一滅地眨著眼，似乎在嘲弄三心二意的人，而恰好路過的行人，大刺刺地跨上車子，渾然不覺自己的幸運，我奮力追趕，卻被紅燈阻擋去向，只能呆望著它揚長而去，無可奈何。
後來我決定自己開車，從等待或是妥協的兩難困境中脫身，卻開始面臨尋找停車位的課題。
這就是愛情吧!
Friday, October 26, 2007
New look of Me~~~
A friend of mine, Jnee, she is selling clothes now. All the clothes she order from her friend and imported from Hong Kong. So yesterday, after my class, me, Lily, and Sara went to Jnee's house to have a look at those clothes. I am so paiseh to reject her since she asked me many times already.
We went there and tried the clothes for around 3 hours, haha... I have trird on some clothes that I definitely won't buy and wear. Erm... the feeling was quite good and weird when I having a try on them. Bought few pieces, then I am totally broke this month. Need to eat maggi now, haiz... This lesson teach me not only think twice when you spend, its not enough one, think third or forth!!!
Me and Jnee, the tauke niang
Personally, I like this set~~~
So so so short o, the skirt... and very fit...
Nice???
Me and Lily
Ok, these are part of the clothes that I tried. Just took part of the pictures, thanks Sara for that!
By the way, H., I got slim down? Haha... post comments for me so that I know~~~
We went there and tried the clothes for around 3 hours, haha... I have trird on some clothes that I definitely won't buy and wear. Erm... the feeling was quite good and weird when I having a try on them. Bought few pieces, then I am totally broke this month. Need to eat maggi now, haiz... This lesson teach me not only think twice when you spend, its not enough one, think third or forth!!!
Me and Jnee, the tauke niang
Personally, I like this set~~~
So so so short o, the skirt... and very fit...
Nice???
Me and Lily
Ok, these are part of the clothes that I tried. Just took part of the pictures, thanks Sara for that!
By the way, H., I got slim down? Haha... post comments for me so that I know~~~
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Free Week Review
Last Saturday
Wake up around 6am as I am taking morning flight back to KK. This time, I follow Evelyn's car. Wait Evelyn till 6.45am, then go to her house for her to take her luggage. Her brother was drunk and can't wake up. I start worrying that I will be late to airport. 7am, 7.05am, 7.10am, 7.15am, finally, everything is settled and we are ready to go. My flight is at 8.15am, I am pretty sure that I am late to airport now. 7.30am, I reach airport. 15 minutes, Alison, we can go airport just 15 minutes from Senadin area, provided you have a nice car and professional driver...
The lady at the counter there told me:"Please come early next time, the counter had close. Now, please go up to the immigresion immediately". Ok, now, I am rushing everything, for the first time... Everything is rushing, I don't know why, even the flight arrive 30 minutes earlier, =="
The weather on that day is very nice, I even can see many clouds. It was just like another sea in the sky, the scenery is damn nice. I even can see the morning view of Mount Kinabalu. There were many foreigners' same flight with me. The children were so cute, kawaii ne... Oh ya, I heard the mother sitting in front of me told her child that, Hui Hui, don't naughty ya, later jie jie ma ma. Straight away, I think of Shing Huey, imagine that she is naughty on the plane and scold by a lady, smile climbs on my face. The guy sitting next to me must think I am crazy because of keep smiling alone there. He is gentleman enough, really, letting me to get down the plane first when we arrive KK.
First day in KK, flu. Still stomachache on that day too. Sleeping~~~
Last Sunday
After sending my brother to his part time job, I accompany mummy and daddy to have breakfast. I don't really remember how long I don't have my breakfast already. I am very full having it. Met mummy and daddy's friend, Aunty Annie. An aunty that I haven't met for long.
Received YinShaet's sms and ask me to go shopping with her and Piggy at Wisma Merdeka. I agreed. Never try to go out with my university friends before in KK, quite excited about that. Piggy will go back Labuan on the next day. My stomach start pain again during we go shopping, haiz... Met Jenny Lim in Vun Wah, when I was trying a t-shirt pick by Piggy. Her emotion is quite funny, keep staring at me. I think mayb she don't expect to see me in KK, hehe... Promise her to come out yumcha, but mission failed.
Actually quite fun to go shopping with Piggy and YinShaet, I spent around RM 200 that day, my money!!! Try so hard to save money in Miri, and really spend a lots when I am in KK. I try so hard to control myself not to buy things anymore when I am in Warisan Square. Luckily all things I bought got discount one. Hehe...
I went Starbucks with them after doing all the shoppings. This is the second time I been to Starbucks. Ordered a Latte, erm...Coffee Bean one tasted better...
Monday
Went to having breakfast with my uncle as he called on Saturday night. I accidentally go and pick up the phone when he called, so, hehe, I earn my breakfast in 大同. The dim sum there is nice, but I still think a bit expensive la... Around Rm 100 for that breakfast... ><" Went Asia City after that with mummy and daddy. I still don't have the chances to have a look at the ice skating venue, haiz... Went to Japan Home to buy something and went home sleep~~~
Tuesday
Didn't do much things today. Just start my revision for final a bit, then, eat, sleep, and relax. The feeling of sick make me feel very weak~~~
Wednesday
My ear really painful now. Actually it start already when I am still in Miri. I can't stand it anymore, mummy make appointment with the the doctor. I need to see the doctor as I scare it is inflammation. I put some ear drops but it didn't works!
After I bathed that night, I can feel like there is liquid thingy flow out from my ear. I deal with it. I doubt that is an insect in my ear. It must crawl in my ear when I sleep. No wonder my ear can pain like that. I fix it myself, hehe... No need to pay a visit to the doctor now. Its all fine.
Luckily Nicholas cancel the yumcha already~~~
Thursday
Went Damai for breakfast with mummy and my brother. Then, make cookies! I didn't do much things, mummy is professional and she did most the works. However, I also got contributions la, hehe...
Finally, first yumcha since I am back in KK this time. Only got me, Tatilya, and Nicholas. I thought I am the one that late, as I accompany mummy buy something first. I sms Nicholas. Then Tatilya called me, teeling me that she is late. Then, I think, Nicholas should be the earliest one. But guess wat, I am still the first one arrive.
Yumcha at Tanamera, first time been to there. The drinks there is quite good, except I can't fall asleep that night. Don't know is because of the drink or I slept to much already since I am back to KK... Tatilya said that I look slim already, hahahaha... I didn't go and loss my weight purposely, but still glad that I am lossing weight. Nicholas is a talkative partner to talk to. We chat so many things, first time talk so many and laugh so many this time I come back to KK.
By the way, I didn't really use my blanket to sneeze lo, Nicholas...and thanks for spending us the drinks too.
Friday
Extremely tired today. I promise to follow mummy to Lido at first. So, I force myself to wake up around 6.15am. Went downstairs, sleep at sofa there. Mummy don't want me to follow after seeing my dead fish style. After she went out, I went back continue my sleep till 8.30am. After having my brunch, went back to sleep again till 1pm, OMG~~~
Start revision again last minutes as I feel a bit guilty after I carried so many books come back from Miri and didn't really study them... However, didn't do many revision also, because I need to pack all my things already.
Daddy brought me to Salim after went to grandparents house. Didn't eat anything, just watch TV3 at there...
Saturday
Its time to go back Miri now. Meet Chua on the flight, excited about that, feeling comfortable to meet someone I know. I still wonder who sms me that time as I don't know his handphone number and I didn't see him in the airport. Both of us chat a lots, he is a nice guy. He is also on the same flight with me flying back to KK from Miri that day. Just don't know both of us didn't see each other. Actually he said he saw me around campus this sem, but I wonder how come I didn't saw him every time he saw me~~~
Simon is fetching us. Met Kian Kok kaki on his car. Yi Long and Steve, nice to meet you!
At night, my housemates are dealing with the house thing. I am very frustrated of that already. Just received the call in the afternoon saying that he moves, then tell me that he haven't confirm to move at night. I think he is FOOLING me around.
Finally, I saw Chee Fui online tonight. Chit chat a bit with him, he is really the one that can analyse me more than everyone does~~~ No offence ya, my dear friends...
Sunday
Finally, its Sunday. Didn't do much things today. Just revision one chapter of my HRM and watch dramas the whole day. Boring... The feeling of sick is still there.
That stupid housemate come and discuss the house things again, every time when I am having my dinner. I am really desperated now. I feel like I want to shout at him, asking him stop talking all those unconfirm things to me. Why don't he try to make the decisions fast and we solve this once and for all???
Its Monday again now. I want to shout HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIFEI, my dear... Wish you all the best...
Wake up around 6am as I am taking morning flight back to KK. This time, I follow Evelyn's car. Wait Evelyn till 6.45am, then go to her house for her to take her luggage. Her brother was drunk and can't wake up. I start worrying that I will be late to airport. 7am, 7.05am, 7.10am, 7.15am, finally, everything is settled and we are ready to go. My flight is at 8.15am, I am pretty sure that I am late to airport now. 7.30am, I reach airport. 15 minutes, Alison, we can go airport just 15 minutes from Senadin area, provided you have a nice car and professional driver...
The lady at the counter there told me:"Please come early next time, the counter had close. Now, please go up to the immigresion immediately". Ok, now, I am rushing everything, for the first time... Everything is rushing, I don't know why, even the flight arrive 30 minutes earlier, =="
The weather on that day is very nice, I even can see many clouds. It was just like another sea in the sky, the scenery is damn nice. I even can see the morning view of Mount Kinabalu. There were many foreigners' same flight with me. The children were so cute, kawaii ne... Oh ya, I heard the mother sitting in front of me told her child that, Hui Hui, don't naughty ya, later jie jie ma ma. Straight away, I think of Shing Huey, imagine that she is naughty on the plane and scold by a lady, smile climbs on my face. The guy sitting next to me must think I am crazy because of keep smiling alone there. He is gentleman enough, really, letting me to get down the plane first when we arrive KK.
First day in KK, flu. Still stomachache on that day too. Sleeping~~~
Last Sunday
After sending my brother to his part time job, I accompany mummy and daddy to have breakfast. I don't really remember how long I don't have my breakfast already. I am very full having it. Met mummy and daddy's friend, Aunty Annie. An aunty that I haven't met for long.
Received YinShaet's sms and ask me to go shopping with her and Piggy at Wisma Merdeka. I agreed. Never try to go out with my university friends before in KK, quite excited about that. Piggy will go back Labuan on the next day. My stomach start pain again during we go shopping, haiz... Met Jenny Lim in Vun Wah, when I was trying a t-shirt pick by Piggy. Her emotion is quite funny, keep staring at me. I think mayb she don't expect to see me in KK, hehe... Promise her to come out yumcha, but mission failed.
Actually quite fun to go shopping with Piggy and YinShaet, I spent around RM 200 that day, my money!!! Try so hard to save money in Miri, and really spend a lots when I am in KK. I try so hard to control myself not to buy things anymore when I am in Warisan Square. Luckily all things I bought got discount one. Hehe...
I went Starbucks with them after doing all the shoppings. This is the second time I been to Starbucks. Ordered a Latte, erm...Coffee Bean one tasted better...
Monday
Went to having breakfast with my uncle as he called on Saturday night. I accidentally go and pick up the phone when he called, so, hehe, I earn my breakfast in 大同. The dim sum there is nice, but I still think a bit expensive la... Around Rm 100 for that breakfast... ><" Went Asia City after that with mummy and daddy. I still don't have the chances to have a look at the ice skating venue, haiz... Went to Japan Home to buy something and went home sleep~~~
Tuesday
Didn't do much things today. Just start my revision for final a bit, then, eat, sleep, and relax. The feeling of sick make me feel very weak~~~
Wednesday
My ear really painful now. Actually it start already when I am still in Miri. I can't stand it anymore, mummy make appointment with the the doctor. I need to see the doctor as I scare it is inflammation. I put some ear drops but it didn't works!
After I bathed that night, I can feel like there is liquid thingy flow out from my ear. I deal with it. I doubt that is an insect in my ear. It must crawl in my ear when I sleep. No wonder my ear can pain like that. I fix it myself, hehe... No need to pay a visit to the doctor now. Its all fine.
Luckily Nicholas cancel the yumcha already~~~
Thursday
Went Damai for breakfast with mummy and my brother. Then, make cookies! I didn't do much things, mummy is professional and she did most the works. However, I also got contributions la, hehe...
Finally, first yumcha since I am back in KK this time. Only got me, Tatilya, and Nicholas. I thought I am the one that late, as I accompany mummy buy something first. I sms Nicholas. Then Tatilya called me, teeling me that she is late. Then, I think, Nicholas should be the earliest one. But guess wat, I am still the first one arrive.
Yumcha at Tanamera, first time been to there. The drinks there is quite good, except I can't fall asleep that night. Don't know is because of the drink or I slept to much already since I am back to KK... Tatilya said that I look slim already, hahahaha... I didn't go and loss my weight purposely, but still glad that I am lossing weight. Nicholas is a talkative partner to talk to. We chat so many things, first time talk so many and laugh so many this time I come back to KK.
By the way, I didn't really use my blanket to sneeze lo, Nicholas...and thanks for spending us the drinks too.
Friday
Extremely tired today. I promise to follow mummy to Lido at first. So, I force myself to wake up around 6.15am. Went downstairs, sleep at sofa there. Mummy don't want me to follow after seeing my dead fish style. After she went out, I went back continue my sleep till 8.30am. After having my brunch, went back to sleep again till 1pm, OMG~~~
Start revision again last minutes as I feel a bit guilty after I carried so many books come back from Miri and didn't really study them... However, didn't do many revision also, because I need to pack all my things already.
Daddy brought me to Salim after went to grandparents house. Didn't eat anything, just watch TV3 at there...
Saturday
Its time to go back Miri now. Meet Chua on the flight, excited about that, feeling comfortable to meet someone I know. I still wonder who sms me that time as I don't know his handphone number and I didn't see him in the airport. Both of us chat a lots, he is a nice guy. He is also on the same flight with me flying back to KK from Miri that day. Just don't know both of us didn't see each other. Actually he said he saw me around campus this sem, but I wonder how come I didn't saw him every time he saw me~~~
Simon is fetching us. Met Kian Kok kaki on his car. Yi Long and Steve, nice to meet you!
At night, my housemates are dealing with the house thing. I am very frustrated of that already. Just received the call in the afternoon saying that he moves, then tell me that he haven't confirm to move at night. I think he is FOOLING me around.
Finally, I saw Chee Fui online tonight. Chit chat a bit with him, he is really the one that can analyse me more than everyone does~~~ No offence ya, my dear friends...
Sunday
Finally, its Sunday. Didn't do much things today. Just revision one chapter of my HRM and watch dramas the whole day. Boring... The feeling of sick is still there.
That stupid housemate come and discuss the house things again, every time when I am having my dinner. I am really desperated now. I feel like I want to shout at him, asking him stop talking all those unconfirm things to me. Why don't he try to make the decisions fast and we solve this once and for all???
Its Monday again now. I want to shout HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIFEI, my dear... Wish you all the best...
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Sick Holiday~~
I am sick. First stomah ache, then flu, and now, my ear pains. I don't know is it because I am too stress recently and then when I am relax a bit, all diseasesss come and tackle me or what. Honestly, I am too tired and weak now. Everyday sleep for couple of times, rest more, more, and more. Kinda feeling guilty as I promise mummy to accompany her, and planning to help her to do some house work, however, now end up need her to take care me back, haiz... The only thing I am glad is that I really spent my times with my family.
Talking back to my studies, planning to do some revision, end up doing nothing also. My sick really disturbing me, I can't do much things because of that. I just feel that I am too weak.
Think of many things when I am in KK this time. May be I have already make some decisions for the future and some certain issues, however, I am still feeling uncertain, that feeling keep on haunting me. I feel unsecure, all the time. I still pretend to be strong as usual, I think no one realised that I am in problems now, till now... I think I used to be pretending that I am strong, till myself also have the thinking that I am strong, without thinking that this is only the fake personality I am having now...
Talking back to my studies, planning to do some revision, end up doing nothing also. My sick really disturbing me, I can't do much things because of that. I just feel that I am too weak.
Think of many things when I am in KK this time. May be I have already make some decisions for the future and some certain issues, however, I am still feeling uncertain, that feeling keep on haunting me. I feel unsecure, all the time. I still pretend to be strong as usual, I think no one realised that I am in problems now, till now... I think I used to be pretending that I am strong, till myself also have the thinking that I am strong, without thinking that this is only the fake personality I am having now...
Friday, October 12, 2007
Happy? Erm...
Olah, everyone. This morning when i went to print out my assignment in the lab, saw that my HRM marks out already. I fast fast go and have a look how many I get. Guess wat? I score 41 marks (21 marks for the case study and 20 marks, which was full for my participartion) out of 50. I think I get the highest. That is my internal marks for HRM although there is still one more tutorial class left. I already score what I can score now. Happy at that moment... Erica said that I can on the silent mode on the next tutorial already. Ya, silent mode, I can even skip the class also.
After the environment issue in business lecture, came home followed Sharon's car. Then, cooked maggi. Sit at home alone for 5 hours before going to another class. On the way to my class, I saw Eric, my HRM classmate, another talkative guy like me in class. Both of us talk a lots lo, hehe... Guess both of us are hungry for marks... He was learning dancing there, quite fun to see his noob noob face, hehe...
Just feeling I am having a very bored lifestyle now. As I chat with H. in this early morning, time passes so fast till I can't grab it. I really scare I miss out so many things. I always forget what I have do, thats why I like blogging. I write down what I did in a day, so that this can remind me when I read it again next time. Shanna, sooner and later I really will be more ba-chan that you! ^^
I admit I suddenly feel scare now. I scare I will forget everything, forget the life that I am going through everyday. I scare I forget the moment we been together. I scare I forget him. So many things I scare now. I don't know why. [My stomach start pain again now... ><]
p/s: I am having holiday now, will going back to KK tomorrow...
After the environment issue in business lecture, came home followed Sharon's car. Then, cooked maggi. Sit at home alone for 5 hours before going to another class. On the way to my class, I saw Eric, my HRM classmate, another talkative guy like me in class. Both of us talk a lots lo, hehe... Guess both of us are hungry for marks... He was learning dancing there, quite fun to see his noob noob face, hehe...
Just feeling I am having a very bored lifestyle now. As I chat with H. in this early morning, time passes so fast till I can't grab it. I really scare I miss out so many things. I always forget what I have do, thats why I like blogging. I write down what I did in a day, so that this can remind me when I read it again next time. Shanna, sooner and later I really will be more ba-chan that you! ^^
I admit I suddenly feel scare now. I scare I will forget everything, forget the life that I am going through everyday. I scare I forget the moment we been together. I scare I forget him. So many things I scare now. I don't know why. [My stomach start pain again now... ><]
p/s: I am having holiday now, will going back to KK tomorrow...
Thursday, October 11, 2007
颓废的生活
Yup, as the title mention, I am having 颓废的生活 recently. Sleep in the morning, do my works at night, and totally did not do any revision these two weeks as I insist on from the semester begin. Is it that I am too exhaust or what? I am totally not sure about this.
Now, I have completed all my assessments required for this semester. Final exam is coming soon too. Tons of readings I haven't do, tons of revision I haven't start!!! OMG! I don't feel like I can chop with the workloads anymore. I am tired. My panda eyes are worst now.
I get a call from my brother this afternoon. So touch at the moment I heard his voice, haha... This is the first time he gave me a call since I been into university. At first I thought got what big things happen, mana tahu, he just asked me to go out and look at the sun. Said got some abnormal phenomenon happen. But guess what, the sun in Miri is normal enough. I wonder is it two suns in Malaysia that time? Haha, guess I think too much already.
Its normal enough, ain't it?
p/s: People here just playing fireworks now, it was so nice. I just able to record the second a bit.
Now, I have completed all my assessments required for this semester. Final exam is coming soon too. Tons of readings I haven't do, tons of revision I haven't start!!! OMG! I don't feel like I can chop with the workloads anymore. I am tired. My panda eyes are worst now.
I get a call from my brother this afternoon. So touch at the moment I heard his voice, haha... This is the first time he gave me a call since I been into university. At first I thought got what big things happen, mana tahu, he just asked me to go out and look at the sun. Said got some abnormal phenomenon happen. But guess what, the sun in Miri is normal enough. I wonder is it two suns in Malaysia that time? Haha, guess I think too much already.
Its normal enough, ain't it?
p/s: People here just playing fireworks now, it was so nice. I just able to record the second a bit.
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
彷徨的心
在人生路上，总面对着许多困难的抉择。
做出了适当的选择，就无怨无悔；
做出了错误的选择，后果会是怎样，没有人能预算得到。。。
站在十字路口前，该往哪儿个方向继续前进呢？
向左转？向右转？向前迈进？还是停留在目前的位置上？
机会只有一次，没错，只有一次！
一旦作出了抉择，就没有返回的机会了。。。
虽然决定了我不去争，不去抢，
彷徨的心，不是说在做出抉择的那一刻就可以安定下来，
反之，可能更需要提心吊胆。。。
不管以后会掉多少的泪水，
不管以后的日子过得如何，
不管以后发生什么事情，
都要坚强的走下去。。。
p/s: 灵感来自Tinny...
Sunday, October 7, 2007
Aaarrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhh
I cant continue with this assignment anymore!!! I dont know is it whether the assignment is really so tough or just because no one can discuss the assignment with me together...
So, now, I decide to relax my myself, which I already since last night. I am so tired, so stress, so... Just let me lazy for one more night. I promise I will continue tomorrow morning after my class. I promise...
So, now, I decide to relax my myself, which I already since last night. I am so tired, so stress, so... Just let me lazy for one more night. I promise I will continue tomorrow morning after my class. I promise...
Erm... a nice day for me today?
First of all, would like to say Happy Birthday to Amy and Hui Yee!!! Happy Birthday, girls!!! Wish you all the best from the bottom of my heart.
For me, today, or I should say yesterday, I am having a lonely day, the whole day. Alison, I really feel that I am lonely, from the inner part of me also feel like that. Woke up at 9am, only sleep for around 6 to 7 hours, even though it is weekend. Then cleaning my room and the house as later 6pm will have someone to come and see my house whether they want to rent or not. One of my housemate still sleeping and the other one went out already.
Start to do my assignment at 11am. Stuck with my assignment, lack of information (I am the one that do that question alone), friends cant online, some went to town already. I am very fret at that time already, feel like want shout to the sky. I just feeling very weak at that moment. Something happen and I cant accept it, or I can said I refuse to accept it. Feeling very down.
Chatting with Alison then, take her advice and go and cook my breakfast at 2pm. Honestly, I really dont feel hungry at all! I keep on wondering am I normal? Its good to have a friend there when you need them. Feeling a bit warm. However, my bad mood keep on bothering me... Went to sleep as I dont have the mood to do my assignment again.
Woke up at 4.30pm, feeling very blur. Try to search some more informations for my assignment. Still moody and dont willing to do my assignment as I know that I still got time for it. So, I decide to stop first. Jin Yii and Ming Nyuk came to see my house. Ming Nyuk even bought me some cakes and said as 见面礼. What a sweet and cute girl. Went to bath after they go.
Having the cake again, yup again, as my dinner. I eat tooooooo many cakes recently, really sick of it. Simon came, and asking something to my housemate. Before he went, asking whether want to go BBQ at Jane house as it was Hui Yee, her housemate birthday. I dont want to go when he first asking. Just dont feel like want to go. Har Har, I think you will understand why, =)
My housemate, James sms me later on. Saying that, Jess, Alicia and Jane are waiting for me. I reply that I felt weird if I go now. Then, both Simon and James walk back to accompany me go to the party. Actually the party was held on just opposite row of my house, but behind a bit. Feeling happy seeing Jess there. We stood at there and chit chat a lots.
After a while, I was so surprise when I saw Jin Yii and Ming Nyuk came out from the house, they also been invited to attend the party. Three of us chit chat a lots during the party, oh ya, and Tony too. Although I know them since last semester during I took Marketing 100, but there is lack of changes for us to get to know each other more.
I found out a big news! Actually Ming Nyuk is same age with me, and even elder than me. I always thought that she is 1988 one. I really feel surprise when I found out that she is 1987 baby. That means, I should call her sister, hahahaha... And guess what, she is Mei Yee relative. She told me some news about Mei Yee. We also take about Teck Ann too. Through this kind of interaction, only we will know more about each other, really, cant deny this...
After finished our dinner, its time to sing the birthday songs to the birthday girl and cut the cake! The cake was nice, really, just that I am too full to have some more of it already. During the BBQ, I didnt go and BBQ something, just sit at there, all food will come to me. Really, I just sit there and eat only, full till I want to vomit.
They bought Vodka!!! Two big bottle, one is pear flavour and the other is vanilla flavour. Sam gave me the pear flavour one. She is really a nice girl too, really taking care of me. Erm... not bad, I mean the Vodka, because it is very diluted, so I didnt feel anything. Ok, just a bit hot after a while, but my face just red a bit and thats all. Not so serious like that time Simon's birthday. The birthday girl was the one red until the whole body, really, her face, her hands, and even her legs!
They still play games after this as suggested by Lausy. I didnt join. This is because the losers in any part of the games need to drink the Vodka. I know myself, I didnt join even though Tony and Chan ask me too. Simon join the games, he is good in drinking, thats all I can said. Tony's face already red before he started the games. The games are quite fun actually, maybe we can try when our gathering. After they finished the first round, I coming back already. I dont drink, its seem like no value for me to continue stay anymore...
I think tomorrow, erm... its today, will be the same lonely day for me as well. Lonely day, the way I spend my one and a half year life in Miri like this. I dont know what to say about it anymore...
p/s:
-Vin Yu and his girlfriend will come to see the house later, I mean during day time. He called me during the party.
For me, today, or I should say yesterday, I am having a lonely day, the whole day. Alison, I really feel that I am lonely, from the inner part of me also feel like that. Woke up at 9am, only sleep for around 6 to 7 hours, even though it is weekend. Then cleaning my room and the house as later 6pm will have someone to come and see my house whether they want to rent or not. One of my housemate still sleeping and the other one went out already.
Start to do my assignment at 11am. Stuck with my assignment, lack of information (I am the one that do that question alone), friends cant online, some went to town already. I am very fret at that time already, feel like want shout to the sky. I just feeling very weak at that moment. Something happen and I cant accept it, or I can said I refuse to accept it. Feeling very down.
Chatting with Alison then, take her advice and go and cook my breakfast at 2pm. Honestly, I really dont feel hungry at all! I keep on wondering am I normal? Its good to have a friend there when you need them. Feeling a bit warm. However, my bad mood keep on bothering me... Went to sleep as I dont have the mood to do my assignment again.
Woke up at 4.30pm, feeling very blur. Try to search some more informations for my assignment. Still moody and dont willing to do my assignment as I know that I still got time for it. So, I decide to stop first. Jin Yii and Ming Nyuk came to see my house. Ming Nyuk even bought me some cakes and said as 见面礼. What a sweet and cute girl. Went to bath after they go.
Having the cake again, yup again, as my dinner. I eat tooooooo many cakes recently, really sick of it. Simon came, and asking something to my housemate. Before he went, asking whether want to go BBQ at Jane house as it was Hui Yee, her housemate birthday. I dont want to go when he first asking. Just dont feel like want to go. Har Har, I think you will understand why, =)
My housemate, James sms me later on. Saying that, Jess, Alicia and Jane are waiting for me. I reply that I felt weird if I go now. Then, both Simon and James walk back to accompany me go to the party. Actually the party was held on just opposite row of my house, but behind a bit. Feeling happy seeing Jess there. We stood at there and chit chat a lots.
After a while, I was so surprise when I saw Jin Yii and Ming Nyuk came out from the house, they also been invited to attend the party. Three of us chit chat a lots during the party, oh ya, and Tony too. Although I know them since last semester during I took Marketing 100, but there is lack of changes for us to get to know each other more.
I found out a big news! Actually Ming Nyuk is same age with me, and even elder than me. I always thought that she is 1988 one. I really feel surprise when I found out that she is 1987 baby. That means, I should call her sister, hahahaha... And guess what, she is Mei Yee relative. She told me some news about Mei Yee. We also take about Teck Ann too. Through this kind of interaction, only we will know more about each other, really, cant deny this...
After finished our dinner, its time to sing the birthday songs to the birthday girl and cut the cake! The cake was nice, really, just that I am too full to have some more of it already. During the BBQ, I didnt go and BBQ something, just sit at there, all food will come to me. Really, I just sit there and eat only, full till I want to vomit.
They bought Vodka!!! Two big bottle, one is pear flavour and the other is vanilla flavour. Sam gave me the pear flavour one. She is really a nice girl too, really taking care of me. Erm... not bad, I mean the Vodka, because it is very diluted, so I didnt feel anything. Ok, just a bit hot after a while, but my face just red a bit and thats all. Not so serious like that time Simon's birthday. The birthday girl was the one red until the whole body, really, her face, her hands, and even her legs!
They still play games after this as suggested by Lausy. I didnt join. This is because the losers in any part of the games need to drink the Vodka. I know myself, I didnt join even though Tony and Chan ask me too. Simon join the games, he is good in drinking, thats all I can said. Tony's face already red before he started the games. The games are quite fun actually, maybe we can try when our gathering. After they finished the first round, I coming back already. I dont drink, its seem like no value for me to continue stay anymore...
I think tomorrow, erm... its today, will be the same lonely day for me as well. Lonely day, the way I spend my one and a half year life in Miri like this. I dont know what to say about it anymore...
p/s:
-Vin Yu and his girlfriend will come to see the house later, I mean during day time. He called me during the party.
Saturday, October 6, 2007
暧昧 -- 杨丞琳
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情 还得不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多 是我还是你
我很不服气 也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进
何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你
写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里
突然间，我爱上了这首歌，
我爱上了它的旋律，
爱上了它表达的意义，
爱上了它那淡淡的哀伤。。。
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情 还得不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多 是我还是你
我很不服气 也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进
何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你
写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里
突然间，我爱上了这首歌，
我爱上了它的旋律，
爱上了它表达的意义，
爱上了它那淡淡的哀伤。。。
Thursday, October 4, 2007
Dinner with S'pore students
This Monday, I have joined the dinner with students and teacher came from S'pore. This dinner is organized by Rotaract Club on behave of the Student Council. We need to pay for our own food. However, still no one come and collect from me, =="
We need to gather at the bus stop in front of the book store before we departed. However, because one of our members/friends had sick and need to stay in hospital, part of our members went to pay her a visit. Thus, there only left four of us go n pick up the Singaporiens.
We went to beach at first. As I mention in the recent post, it was so nice. All my pressures and worries seem like being blown away by the ocean waves. I felt so free at that moment. Then, we go and have our dinner at one of the seafood reataurants which I forgot the name already. The food at there was really nice. Delicious is the word I gave to the food. Got crabs, prawns, sotong, vegetables, meats. I didn't really eat much that night. Recently, I always eat less, don't know why. I also had order a coconut. It was all nice and yummy...
After the dinner, we went to Taman Awan Miri. We took a lots of photos there. The atmosphere is so good till I forgot tommorow, Tuesday I got class at eight. We also went to Canada Hill. The view there is even more nice than the Taman Awan Miri. Alison, that time should really ask Simon bring us there o...
Can you feel the strength of the sea?
Aaron, William, Adam, Ian, Chan, Jane, Amy and Me
Ian, Jane, Lausy, Me, Wai Yen
The view of Taman Awan Miri
Me and Lausy
p/s: There are still many photos, update soon...
We need to gather at the bus stop in front of the book store before we departed. However, because one of our members/friends had sick and need to stay in hospital, part of our members went to pay her a visit. Thus, there only left four of us go n pick up the Singaporiens.
We went to beach at first. As I mention in the recent post, it was so nice. All my pressures and worries seem like being blown away by the ocean waves. I felt so free at that moment. Then, we go and have our dinner at one of the seafood reataurants which I forgot the name already. The food at there was really nice. Delicious is the word I gave to the food. Got crabs, prawns, sotong, vegetables, meats. I didn't really eat much that night. Recently, I always eat less, don't know why. I also had order a coconut. It was all nice and yummy...
After the dinner, we went to Taman Awan Miri. We took a lots of photos there. The atmosphere is so good till I forgot tommorow, Tuesday I got class at eight. We also went to Canada Hill. The view there is even more nice than the Taman Awan Miri. Alison, that time should really ask Simon bring us there o...
Can you feel the strength of the sea?
Aaron, William, Adam, Ian, Chan, Jane, Amy and Me
Ian, Jane, Lausy, Me, Wai Yen
The view of Taman Awan Miri
Me and Lausy
p/s: There are still many photos, update soon...
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
大海
你们可曾站在海边，感受着海风和海浪呢？
昨天，我站在海堤旁，
听着海浪声，
感受着海风，
看着海水冲击着海堤边的石头，
在那一刻，
我深深地觉得，人在大海面前，
实在是太渺小了。。。
长江后浪推前浪，
看到海水强势的冲击着石头，
就好像冥冥中有一股力量驱使的，
我对于他们来说，
只不过是一个毫不相干的人物，
我可能只不过是一个过客而已。。。
昨天，我站在海堤旁，
听着海浪声，
感受着海风，
看着海水冲击着海堤边的石头，
在那一刻，
我深深地觉得，人在大海面前，
实在是太渺小了。。。
长江后浪推前浪，
看到海水强势的冲击着石头，
就好像冥冥中有一股力量驱使的，
我对于他们来说，
只不过是一个毫不相干的人物，
我可能只不过是一个过客而已。。。
Sunday, September 30, 2007
遗憾
有人说，人的一生，总有遗憾，我百份百认同。
人的一生，是不可能可以完美的。
我遗憾，因为我放弃了我想要的。。。
我遗憾，因为我失去了我拥有的。。。
我遗憾，因为我抛弃了我珍惜的。。。
我觉得，现在的我有点像是一只迷途的羔羊，
完完全全不清楚自己要的是什么，
完完全全不明白自己想的是什么，
迷迷糊糊的在过日子。
当我终于理的出头绪时，
我已经失去了所有。。。
遗憾，已成了定局。。。
人的一生，是不可能可以完美的。
我遗憾，因为我放弃了我想要的。。。
我遗憾，因为我失去了我拥有的。。。
我遗憾，因为我抛弃了我珍惜的。。。
我觉得，现在的我有点像是一只迷途的羔羊，
完完全全不清楚自己要的是什么，
完完全全不明白自己想的是什么，
迷迷糊糊的在过日子。
当我终于理的出头绪时，
我已经失去了所有。。。
遗憾，已成了定局。。。
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Shopping
Haha, I love to shop recently...
Yesterday, follow my friends Yinshaet and Piggy go to town again. Yinshaet need to buy a dress for today Prom Night, we accompany her. When we are there, some shops are having sales for the Hari Raya. 1 of the shops, RM 30 for 2 clothes, cheap, although there are limitation of with rows of clothes. I only like 1 piece of all the clothes, I thought that I won't buy already as the condition is 2 piece for RM 30. Yinshaet later got 1 dress she like, combine and buy together. Haha, RM 15 for 1 shirt, cheap!!!
Then, we went to another shop again. We went to 新宿, a shop that only sell dress and imported from Taiwan, I think. All the dresses are so nice, I like them. Yinshaet finally buy a dress which costed her RM 130. Erm... for me, I won't buy so expensive one as next year still need to spend so many money on Prom Night again. However, I also buy 1 dress, 50% discount. This is the shortest skirt I have at this moment. It is very nice when I wear it, quite cute and lady, haha...
Piggy went to another shop nearby to buy the belt she like when she saw last time. Wow, I saw ah gua!!!!! That ah gua is damn nice. I mean he is so white, and so slim! I think his waistline is just around 25 or 26, and mostly 28. This is very slim for a man. He still act cute at there, erm... a bit disguisting la... Hehe...
Yesterday, follow my friends Yinshaet and Piggy go to town again. Yinshaet need to buy a dress for today Prom Night, we accompany her. When we are there, some shops are having sales for the Hari Raya. 1 of the shops, RM 30 for 2 clothes, cheap, although there are limitation of with rows of clothes. I only like 1 piece of all the clothes, I thought that I won't buy already as the condition is 2 piece for RM 30. Yinshaet later got 1 dress she like, combine and buy together. Haha, RM 15 for 1 shirt, cheap!!!
Then, we went to another shop again. We went to 新宿, a shop that only sell dress and imported from Taiwan, I think. All the dresses are so nice, I like them. Yinshaet finally buy a dress which costed her RM 130. Erm... for me, I won't buy so expensive one as next year still need to spend so many money on Prom Night again. However, I also buy 1 dress, 50% discount. This is the shortest skirt I have at this moment. It is very nice when I wear it, quite cute and lady, haha...
Piggy went to another shop nearby to buy the belt she like when she saw last time. Wow, I saw ah gua!!!!! That ah gua is damn nice. I mean he is so white, and so slim! I think his waistline is just around 25 or 26, and mostly 28. This is very slim for a man. He still act cute at there, erm... a bit disguisting la... Hehe...
Monday, September 24, 2007
Archery, nice!
Yesterday, I went town to have dinner with Simon them at 海螺. I was bit regret when I just arrived at there. Guess what? Although this always happen, but tonight seem like too much. Ten people go and having dinner together, NINE gentlemen and as usual, ONLY me, one lady. Aiyo, I really paiseh ler...
Since, I am not feeling so happy recently, I decided to treat myself better. I order Sunrise Fish Chop and California Sunrise. The names are so sunny enough, hope can cheers myself up. The chop is delicious, but I think it too much for me, I am too full having it. I like the drink, there is three layers of it. The bottom is strawberry, the middle is mango, and the top layer is soft drink. There is even stars shape jelly inside, wow, I like that!
After dinner, Kelvin them all go back first. We actually go there by two cars. Kelvin's car four people, Simon's six. We go to Bintang Plaza as requested by Clemson. Simon want to buy something in Bata, but don't know why ending up buying tissue in Watson... >.<
Clemson want to play bowling. He said since we are full now, why don't we go and do some exercise? @@" Anyway, I went there late a bit as I want to shop around Popular. I bought a book which only cost me RM 12.60, the original price is RM 42, 70% discount, I think it is very worth.
When I reach the bowling centre, they already played half of the games. Simon, James, Clemson and Ah Huang four of them are playing. James is the top scorer and Clemson is the lowest one. Gambate, Clemson, you can score higher next time... I just sitting over there with Clemson's friend. Honestly, I am a bit bored just sit over there.
Then, after the bowling, Simon wants to play archery this time. So, six of us went to the archery centre. No one is there playing. This time, only Simon and Clemson two of them played. There is actually a coach there teaching us. The coach is a nice person. His big big tummy actually reminded me of Mdm Khoo, hahaha... Simon very expert in playing archery, all his arrows actually falled in the yellow area (which is the middle part). Clemson, erm... need to gambate, his arrows falled in a huge area, some in the middle, some outside the board. Simon keep on asking me to try to play. I don't want! I am so paiseh as I haven't play before and most importantly, I know that my arm strength is not strong enough.
OK, finally I tried. Simon helps me to wear on all those stuffs and even till now I don't know what is it. My hands are so short and small compared to his. I am on now. Holding that arrow bow was not as heavy as I thought. The coach is teaching me the actual pose and the ways to play. First attempt, not bad. I just have one arrow falled on the yellow area. The rest of it, haiz... My hands actually shaking when I tried to aim on the yellow area. Thats why I cant holding the arrow too long.
Since Alison came to Miri, Simon keep on laughing me that I like to take pictures. I really got no idea why he will laugh like that... So, when I trying to play with the archery, he is actually sitting there helping me to take pictures for memory. In fact, all of them are helping me to take pictures! Simon, Clemson and James! I was so paiseh!
With them, I feel like I am a little girl, really, a little girl. They won't purposely go something for me, but what they do are so sweet and touch. Thanks for everything for what you all did for me, especially Simon! I always keep on bothering you, and when I said thank you to you, you always said that I am a thankful friend. All I want is just to express my appreciation.
The restaurant's menu
Me and the coach
Me
Thanks Simon for this picture
Since, I am not feeling so happy recently, I decided to treat myself better. I order Sunrise Fish Chop and California Sunrise. The names are so sunny enough, hope can cheers myself up. The chop is delicious, but I think it too much for me, I am too full having it. I like the drink, there is three layers of it. The bottom is strawberry, the middle is mango, and the top layer is soft drink. There is even stars shape jelly inside, wow, I like that!
After dinner, Kelvin them all go back first. We actually go there by two cars. Kelvin's car four people, Simon's six. We go to Bintang Plaza as requested by Clemson. Simon want to buy something in Bata, but don't know why ending up buying tissue in Watson... >.<
Clemson want to play bowling. He said since we are full now, why don't we go and do some exercise? @@" Anyway, I went there late a bit as I want to shop around Popular. I bought a book which only cost me RM 12.60, the original price is RM 42, 70% discount, I think it is very worth.
When I reach the bowling centre, they already played half of the games. Simon, James, Clemson and Ah Huang four of them are playing. James is the top scorer and Clemson is the lowest one. Gambate, Clemson, you can score higher next time... I just sitting over there with Clemson's friend. Honestly, I am a bit bored just sit over there.
Then, after the bowling, Simon wants to play archery this time. So, six of us went to the archery centre. No one is there playing. This time, only Simon and Clemson two of them played. There is actually a coach there teaching us. The coach is a nice person. His big big tummy actually reminded me of Mdm Khoo, hahaha... Simon very expert in playing archery, all his arrows actually falled in the yellow area (which is the middle part). Clemson, erm... need to gambate, his arrows falled in a huge area, some in the middle, some outside the board. Simon keep on asking me to try to play. I don't want! I am so paiseh as I haven't play before and most importantly, I know that my arm strength is not strong enough.
OK, finally I tried. Simon helps me to wear on all those stuffs and even till now I don't know what is it. My hands are so short and small compared to his. I am on now. Holding that arrow bow was not as heavy as I thought. The coach is teaching me the actual pose and the ways to play. First attempt, not bad. I just have one arrow falled on the yellow area. The rest of it, haiz... My hands actually shaking when I tried to aim on the yellow area. Thats why I cant holding the arrow too long.
Since Alison came to Miri, Simon keep on laughing me that I like to take pictures. I really got no idea why he will laugh like that... So, when I trying to play with the archery, he is actually sitting there helping me to take pictures for memory. In fact, all of them are helping me to take pictures! Simon, Clemson and James! I was so paiseh!
With them, I feel like I am a little girl, really, a little girl. They won't purposely go something for me, but what they do are so sweet and touch. Thanks for everything for what you all did for me, especially Simon! I always keep on bothering you, and when I said thank you to you, you always said that I am a thankful friend. All I want is just to express my appreciation.
The restaurant's menu
Me and the coach
Me
Thanks Simon for this picture
Sunday, September 23, 2007
MoonCake Festival Celebration
As you all know, mooncake festival is coming and is on this Tue. How are you all going to celebrate it?
Yesterday, Rotaract is organizing the festival celebration. I went with Amy. The celebration started at 6pm and ended at 9pm according to them. Bay fetched us go and we arrive around 5.45pm. Most of them are still doing the preparation works, so, I suggested we go to the lake side to take some pictures. It is an opportunity to take picture at the lake side as when usual class time, there will be many people and paiseh to take picture around there. Two of us took so many pictures. I will go and take from Amy tomorrow. Will post the pictures tomorrow.
The celebration began with games. Losers will need to be punish. Since is mooncake festival, there will be telling the story of "Chang-er pen yue". Ian Tan is our Chang-er. Everyone that know Ian will sure laugh till stomach ache when knowing that he is acting as Chang-er. This is because he is a funny guy and his size is a little bit bigger. Acting as Chang-er made us laugh till beh tahan...
I get a call from Simon before the events started, asking me whether there is rice or noodles provided. If there is, he will come. The first reaction I gave him is, YOU ARE "FAN TONG", must eat rice one... Of course there was rice provided, he came just at the moment the MC announced dinner time. Beh tahan him la, when dinner started, he arrive punctually...
After the dinner, we still have many events. There was a mooncake runway, dispalying all the mooncake we bought. However, I really ate less that night. Recently, I always like that, don't eat much, I think my disgestion system got a bit problems. I really losing weight because of that. Anyway, the organizing committee gave us a chance to write our wishes on a paper and let it goes on the lotus that later we will put in the school lake there. I wish that my family and all my friends life happily and always in a healthly condition. We took a lattern and walk to the lake side to let go out our wishes... On the way walking to the lake side, mosquitosssss are keep chasing and attack me. My whole body is still very itchy now, beh tahan o... After that, we play fireworks! It was really nice! Although is was very smoky, but it just like I am back to my childhood time. All of us did enjoy the night!
I think we will celebrate once again on Tue as suggested by Kelvin, Simon's housemate. Therefore, that ah pek go and took back some the latterns we just play on that night. He is asking me to hold it for him as we are helping the music band to carry all the instruments back to the music room. OMG! Made me feel like I am so greedy o, 又吃又拿! Oh ya, I forget to mention, after we came back from the lake side, we are actually hanging our latterns on a string. However, don't why why the string suddenly broke and all out latterns fall down. >.< My lattern...
Hope all of you enjoy your mooncake festival!
Me and Simon... and the fireworks!
Me and Amy
Me holding two fireworks, I like playing it!
Amy, Tracy, Ray
The blue one is Simon's lotus
The brightest one is Lotus's lotus
Me, with my lotus and lattern
Yesterday, Rotaract is organizing the festival celebration. I went with Amy. The celebration started at 6pm and ended at 9pm according to them. Bay fetched us go and we arrive around 5.45pm. Most of them are still doing the preparation works, so, I suggested we go to the lake side to take some pictures. It is an opportunity to take picture at the lake side as when usual class time, there will be many people and paiseh to take picture around there. Two of us took so many pictures. I will go and take from Amy tomorrow. Will post the pictures tomorrow.
The celebration began with games. Losers will need to be punish. Since is mooncake festival, there will be telling the story of "Chang-er pen yue". Ian Tan is our Chang-er. Everyone that know Ian will sure laugh till stomach ache when knowing that he is acting as Chang-er. This is because he is a funny guy and his size is a little bit bigger. Acting as Chang-er made us laugh till beh tahan...
I get a call from Simon before the events started, asking me whether there is rice or noodles provided. If there is, he will come. The first reaction I gave him is, YOU ARE "FAN TONG", must eat rice one... Of course there was rice provided, he came just at the moment the MC announced dinner time. Beh tahan him la, when dinner started, he arrive punctually...
After the dinner, we still have many events. There was a mooncake runway, dispalying all the mooncake we bought. However, I really ate less that night. Recently, I always like that, don't eat much, I think my disgestion system got a bit problems. I really losing weight because of that. Anyway, the organizing committee gave us a chance to write our wishes on a paper and let it goes on the lotus that later we will put in the school lake there. I wish that my family and all my friends life happily and always in a healthly condition. We took a lattern and walk to the lake side to let go out our wishes... On the way walking to the lake side, mosquitosssss are keep chasing and attack me. My whole body is still very itchy now, beh tahan o... After that, we play fireworks! It was really nice! Although is was very smoky, but it just like I am back to my childhood time. All of us did enjoy the night!
I think we will celebrate once again on Tue as suggested by Kelvin, Simon's housemate. Therefore, that ah pek go and took back some the latterns we just play on that night. He is asking me to hold it for him as we are helping the music band to carry all the instruments back to the music room. OMG! Made me feel like I am so greedy o, 又吃又拿! Oh ya, I forget to mention, after we came back from the lake side, we are actually hanging our latterns on a string. However, don't why why the string suddenly broke and all out latterns fall down. >.< My lattern...
Hope all of you enjoy your mooncake festival!
Me and Simon... and the fireworks!
Me and Amy
Me holding two fireworks, I like playing it!
Amy, Tracy, Ray
The blue one is Simon's lotus
The brightest one is Lotus's lotus
Me, with my lotus and lattern
Friday, September 21, 2007
Live life to the fullest
Phew... These two weeks I am really so busy, rushing assignments, presentations, midterms and all that. However, I am happy with that. Although I am busy, I can feel that I live life to the fullest! Its just like the secondary school days, organizing two or three activities in the same time, I really enjoy it. Now, I just left one more assignment to go. I had submited one assignment today, done two presentation on Tue and Thu and one midterm just at moment ago. Busy, stress, but enjoy... I don't know whether you all understand my feelings or not.
Because of rushing this and that, I overslept on Tue. My class started at 8am, I woke up at 7.30am, still thinking that only 6.30am. >.< My first experience! Haiz, immediately an emergency call to my friend. Luckily she hasn't arrived campus yet.
Tomorrow I am going to celebrate mooncake festival with my Rotaract Club. FOC for members, transport provided, why I want to miss this change? Haha, must go! Take pictures tomorrow and show it to you all ya...
Oh ya, forget to tell you all. I am now not really sure whether I should go to Prom Night or not... I bought the ticket due to some reasons, and now I am not sure whether I want to resell it. Do you think that I should go? The people same table with me, erm... how to say... are not really so close to me. Some even I don't know are them. I know this is the opportunity for me to meet some new friends, but, it just that... I don't know how to say...
That day followed my friends go n shopping, I saw one dress, I like it pretty much! RM 80... my friends said worth. If I go to Prom Night, I think I will go and by it and wear! I am not sure now... Haiz...
ps: Although I am very busy this week, still went town twice. Last few weeks don't even go once...
Because of rushing this and that, I overslept on Tue. My class started at 8am, I woke up at 7.30am, still thinking that only 6.30am. >.< My first experience! Haiz, immediately an emergency call to my friend. Luckily she hasn't arrived campus yet.
Tomorrow I am going to celebrate mooncake festival with my Rotaract Club. FOC for members, transport provided, why I want to miss this change? Haha, must go! Take pictures tomorrow and show it to you all ya...
Oh ya, forget to tell you all. I am now not really sure whether I should go to Prom Night or not... I bought the ticket due to some reasons, and now I am not sure whether I want to resell it. Do you think that I should go? The people same table with me, erm... how to say... are not really so close to me. Some even I don't know are them. I know this is the opportunity for me to meet some new friends, but, it just that... I don't know how to say...
That day followed my friends go n shopping, I saw one dress, I like it pretty much! RM 80... my friends said worth. If I go to Prom Night, I think I will go and by it and wear! I am not sure now... Haiz...
ps: Although I am very busy this week, still went town twice. Last few weeks don't even go once...
Monday, September 17, 2007
All things are out of track today!
All things are out of track today! At first, I chat till around 1.30am with Shanna this morning. I know that she will go to UK today and I got class at 10am, we all need to sleep early, yet we still chit chat a lots. At this moment, I can feel the relationship between me and Shanna is so strong! I never feel that before. Honestly, Shanna, in HASATTE, both of us seem like always at arm's length. I really feel that you are my dearest buddy at this moment. I just want to tell you, Shanna, no matter what things happen, I will always be there for you.
Morning, after I phone Shanna, I go to campus as I got class at 10am. When I walked to the bus stop, guess wat? I miss the shuttle again. I need to wait for the shuttle to come back from village then only I can get on the bus. However, I really got no idea why today got so many people on the shuttle. I need to stand near the door, without anything I can hold at to balance myself. I almost fall down for FIVE times. OMG! All the students standing around me are males, imagine how shame am I if I really fall down...
After class, I went to take exercise as told by the lecturer on Friday lecture. That day he forgot to print to us. He asked us to go and get it on Monday. After I finished my tutorial class, me and teo of my friends went to get it from him. He asked us how are we today? We said fine. He tokd us that he just arrive the office and haven't prepare anything yet. Come on, its already 11am! I just have one class today, I don't want to go back purposely just to take an exercise. It so time consuming! I ask my friend to takr it for me. Haiz... She just message me and said that I did not tell her is soft copy! Oh my oh my, the lecturer told us he will print it for us. What the hack I know he will change in the last minutes... Now, I just can wait till tomorrow to get the exercise and finish it before the tutorial class at 4pm tomorrow.
Afternoon, I went to print the slides for tomorrow presentation, yup, finally I get the topic this week. Eco (market) 203, I think is one of the units that I hate most now... My friend invite me to have a lunch with her. She spent me! Thanks ya, Everly... After finished the lunch, coming back home. I am still rushing my HRM assignment that due on this coming Friday. Finally, I manage to finish it at around 1pm.
Around 2pm, my housemate asked whether I want to go town or not, of course, follow that dumb dumb ah pek Simon. Erm... have a minutes think of it, I decide to go. I need to go Celcom to settle my things, since got FOC transport, why not? I just finished my assignment, can rest a while la... I go town with Simon, James, and Clemson at last. Clemson, a new friend I know today. Nice to meet you. Although that dumb dumb ah pek Simon keep laughing at you, I know you are a nice friend.
I am so so so stress recently, need to release my stress. I decide to cut my hair! Yup, cutting it! Finally, I am at Allan now. Allan is one of the famous franchise saloon in Miri, can consider same as Classic in KK. The barber asked me to cut my hair short since I want to change my hair style. However, I don't want. Its been already so many years I keep my hair, I don't want to cut it short. Finally, I decide to cut it short at the outer part, keeping it long in the inner part. Erm... its was so nice! I like it very much! Next time, I think I will go back again. And next time, I will cut it short! I swear! Hahahaha.....
What let me feel bad is that dumb dumb ah pek Simon la... After I cut my hair, he asked me, you got cut your hair kah? Seem like not much ler... OMG!!! I cut so much lo, you can see my hair all lying on the floor, OK? I really should take a picture of it and show it to him!
5pm. We go eat after that, since Clemson and James haven't have their lunch yet. We go to a restaurant that really feel like you are in Taiwan now. I am so full, cant eat dinner at that time la, so I just order a three clour pudding recommented by Clemson. It was NICE. Simon ah pek, it is nice. I really don't know why you still want to ask me again... I let you try, you are the first who ate that pudding ler... We do chit chat a lots at there. I am relax a bit now, I really stress!
Now, it is already 8.15pm, Shanna is getting on the flight. I am going to miss you, Shanna. I think I really need to continue my works now. Tomorrow, I will know my Finance midterm marks and doing my presentation. Wish me good luck~~~
Morning, after I phone Shanna, I go to campus as I got class at 10am. When I walked to the bus stop, guess wat? I miss the shuttle again. I need to wait for the shuttle to come back from village then only I can get on the bus. However, I really got no idea why today got so many people on the shuttle. I need to stand near the door, without anything I can hold at to balance myself. I almost fall down for FIVE times. OMG! All the students standing around me are males, imagine how shame am I if I really fall down...
After class, I went to take exercise as told by the lecturer on Friday lecture. That day he forgot to print to us. He asked us to go and get it on Monday. After I finished my tutorial class, me and teo of my friends went to get it from him. He asked us how are we today? We said fine. He tokd us that he just arrive the office and haven't prepare anything yet. Come on, its already 11am! I just have one class today, I don't want to go back purposely just to take an exercise. It so time consuming! I ask my friend to takr it for me. Haiz... She just message me and said that I did not tell her is soft copy! Oh my oh my, the lecturer told us he will print it for us. What the hack I know he will change in the last minutes... Now, I just can wait till tomorrow to get the exercise and finish it before the tutorial class at 4pm tomorrow.
Afternoon, I went to print the slides for tomorrow presentation, yup, finally I get the topic this week. Eco (market) 203, I think is one of the units that I hate most now... My friend invite me to have a lunch with her. She spent me! Thanks ya, Everly... After finished the lunch, coming back home. I am still rushing my HRM assignment that due on this coming Friday. Finally, I manage to finish it at around 1pm.
Around 2pm, my housemate asked whether I want to go town or not, of course, follow that dumb dumb ah pek Simon. Erm... have a minutes think of it, I decide to go. I need to go Celcom to settle my things, since got FOC transport, why not? I just finished my assignment, can rest a while la... I go town with Simon, James, and Clemson at last. Clemson, a new friend I know today. Nice to meet you. Although that dumb dumb ah pek Simon keep laughing at you, I know you are a nice friend.
I am so so so stress recently, need to release my stress. I decide to cut my hair! Yup, cutting it! Finally, I am at Allan now. Allan is one of the famous franchise saloon in Miri, can consider same as Classic in KK. The barber asked me to cut my hair short since I want to change my hair style. However, I don't want. Its been already so many years I keep my hair, I don't want to cut it short. Finally, I decide to cut it short at the outer part, keeping it long in the inner part. Erm... its was so nice! I like it very much! Next time, I think I will go back again. And next time, I will cut it short! I swear! Hahahaha.....
What let me feel bad is that dumb dumb ah pek Simon la... After I cut my hair, he asked me, you got cut your hair kah? Seem like not much ler... OMG!!! I cut so much lo, you can see my hair all lying on the floor, OK? I really should take a picture of it and show it to him!
5pm. We go eat after that, since Clemson and James haven't have their lunch yet. We go to a restaurant that really feel like you are in Taiwan now. I am so full, cant eat dinner at that time la, so I just order a three clour pudding recommented by Clemson. It was NICE. Simon ah pek, it is nice. I really don't know why you still want to ask me again... I let you try, you are the first who ate that pudding ler... We do chit chat a lots at there. I am relax a bit now, I really stress!
Now, it is already 8.15pm, Shanna is getting on the flight. I am going to miss you, Shanna. I think I really need to continue my works now. Tomorrow, I will know my Finance midterm marks and doing my presentation. Wish me good luck~~~
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Suddenly, I feel so lonely!
Yup, suddenly, I feel so lonely. This feeling just come so suddenly. I miss my home sweet home! I wish I can go back now... Haha, but now I feel better already. Tart, chatting with uncle Donnie is good. I dont know why, just feel calm after chatting with him. Maybe he is a stranger to me, maybe he is just an unimportant person, maybe I just want to know more about this new friend.
Yesterday, I went Brunei again. Yes, Alison, again, to have japanese meal and Simon want to refill the fuel! This time, I really got eat sushi! I ate sushi tempura and California... I forget the name o... I should update yesterday, just that I am so so so busy, no time for it. I got class from 8-10am, 4-6pm, 6-7.30pm, Rotaract GM at 12.30-1.30pm, a talk from a professor from UK at 2-4pm, went Brunei with Simon and my housemate at 10.45-12.30pm. The schedule was so compact. Just like secondary school life, the time I miss most nowadays! I even late for my GM! So paiseh when I walked in... At last, I skip the talk! Sorry about that William, I just need some times to rest, I am so tired. Not enough sleep as I got so many presentation, mid term and assigment due on next week. I wish next Friday come faster! After next Friday, all things will be settle down.
I did mention I will go to Prom Nite this sem, right? Now, I think I won't go. I need to spend so much money for that as this is part of the reasons. I really got no idea for that! Hope that I can sell the tickets now, if not, then I need to go and spend money, haiz...
Tired recently...
Yesterday, I went Brunei again. Yes, Alison, again, to have japanese meal and Simon want to refill the fuel! This time, I really got eat sushi! I ate sushi tempura and California... I forget the name o... I should update yesterday, just that I am so so so busy, no time for it. I got class from 8-10am, 4-6pm, 6-7.30pm, Rotaract GM at 12.30-1.30pm, a talk from a professor from UK at 2-4pm, went Brunei with Simon and my housemate at 10.45-12.30pm. The schedule was so compact. Just like secondary school life, the time I miss most nowadays! I even late for my GM! So paiseh when I walked in... At last, I skip the talk! Sorry about that William, I just need some times to rest, I am so tired. Not enough sleep as I got so many presentation, mid term and assigment due on next week. I wish next Friday come faster! After next Friday, all things will be settle down.
I did mention I will go to Prom Nite this sem, right? Now, I think I won't go. I need to spend so much money for that as this is part of the reasons. I really got no idea for that! Hope that I can sell the tickets now, if not, then I need to go and spend money, haiz...
Tired recently...
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Happy Birthday, Simon!
Simon's birthday is on Monday. His housemate, Kelvin is having a surprise party for him. Actually, we should celebrate it on Sunday night, but due to that day Curtin Open Day and everyone is already very tired, we change to Monday night.
The party start at 11pm. I just know that they have buy wine for that night. I really don't dare to drink much as I still got a mid term exam on Tuesday morning 8am. I scare I cant wake up for the exam! The mid term eat up 40% of my total marks for that unit.
For me, everything is fine and smooth. Just that my face become so red after I drink the small cup of wine plus 7&-up some more. I just feel very hot, like my body is a heat generator. I admit that I already headache before I went to the party. After drinking that, wow, my head seem like want to burst out! This situation even continue to the other day morning. Everyone is asking me, "Tracy, are you ok?" Yup, I am fine, I am very clear-minded, it just my face very red. Everyone is having their turns to take pictures with Simon. When it is finally my turn, that Kelvin a, he said, "Simon, you better go over Tracy there la, I think maybe she drunk till cant walk lo." Come on, although I really didn't drink much, but I am NOT drunk, ok? Compare to Simon straight away KO to drink a whole cup wine, 我的那一杯也太小儿科了！
Lessons for that night are:
1. I finally understand why people always feeling headache after being drunk, it is very pain.
2. If the weather is very cold, you really should drink a small cup as it will help you generate heat.
3. Unless I plan to not sleep that whole night, I can drink! If not better don't! This is because my body temperature is so high till I cant sleep.
Simon's b'day cake. I suggest to buy that one that has fruit on it... Nice, but I didn't eat that night...
Group photo
Everyone is having their cup of wine. Can see where am I?
Simon and Tracy. I look like very sleepy ler, beh tahan that flash!
My face is red, is it? I think I looks dumb too...
This pic is purposely upload for Shanna. Now you see how Simon looks like? Haha, in fact now all people know dy. I think he looks cute in this pic...
The party start at 11pm. I just know that they have buy wine for that night. I really don't dare to drink much as I still got a mid term exam on Tuesday morning 8am. I scare I cant wake up for the exam! The mid term eat up 40% of my total marks for that unit.
For me, everything is fine and smooth. Just that my face become so red after I drink the small cup of wine plus 7&-up some more. I just feel very hot, like my body is a heat generator. I admit that I already headache before I went to the party. After drinking that, wow, my head seem like want to burst out! This situation even continue to the other day morning. Everyone is asking me, "Tracy, are you ok?" Yup, I am fine, I am very clear-minded, it just my face very red. Everyone is having their turns to take pictures with Simon. When it is finally my turn, that Kelvin a, he said, "Simon, you better go over Tracy there la, I think maybe she drunk till cant walk lo." Come on, although I really didn't drink much, but I am NOT drunk, ok? Compare to Simon straight away KO to drink a whole cup wine, 我的那一杯也太小儿科了！
Lessons for that night are:
1. I finally understand why people always feeling headache after being drunk, it is very pain.
2. If the weather is very cold, you really should drink a small cup as it will help you generate heat.
3. Unless I plan to not sleep that whole night, I can drink! If not better don't! This is because my body temperature is so high till I cant sleep.
Simon's b'day cake. I suggest to buy that one that has fruit on it... Nice, but I didn't eat that night...
Group photo
Everyone is having their cup of wine. Can see where am I?
Simon and Tracy. I look like very sleepy ler, beh tahan that flash!
My face is red, is it? I think I looks dumb too...
This pic is purposely upload for Shanna. Now you see how Simon looks like? Haha, in fact now all people know dy. I think he looks cute in this pic...
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