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9:49 PM
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3:06 PM
went out wid solo , wc , sx , zs ytd ... shall say the planning b4 tat was total mayhem .... wc was the PLANNER .... and its his first time ... so yea w/e... i gt bombarded with so many shits ... tat i gt soo pissed and i choosed for him frm the array of "wonderful" choices he came up with....
anyway... yeap, met up at srg , thn wid zs as plaza , bought tix , thn went to eat jusacia !! haha , did my usual float as always... tried wc "handmade " pineapple tart LOLOL .... ok la its nice !! haha , left for movie , GREEN HORNET
shall say tat its nice ... but one thing tat kept me laughing since the start of jay chou's appearance was his china accent in speaking eng LOLOL
thn went to bugis street walk walk , after tat headed to PORN's ( pornsak shop ) waited damn long to go in... Zzzz... thn i see the slp deprived blood-shot eyes pornsak there at the counter wearing a hat looking very "dead"
hahaha.... ordered the green curry !!! ( ppl said on review tat its a must try ) and its damn nice !!!! and the omelete (nice) , pineapple rice ( NOT NICE !!! lolol )and fried toufu (nth special abt tis) and the roselle tea ( nice n refreshing xD )
left for ice cream ard haji lane , played some games like old maid , and pictureka till 11 and left home =)
Thursday, January 27, 2011
made my atm card recently.... shall say its nt tat smooth doin it.... hahaha..... thn after tat ... i was told to get a debit card instead by cy... OMFG !!! haha...
i walked home ytd.... and horrific experienced happened AGAIN !!!! it was dark and i was alone walking the path ... thn walk walk ... HEARD A CRACKED SOUND !!! omfg... i killed my 4th snail .... i felt soooo guilty... but my step was quite light .... it wasnt fatal enuff to squash it completely but it was enough to crack the shell and lose it shape ...
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
my heart felt warm ... its been such a long time .... was talking to a fren jus now... and i ask a hypothetical qns and i gt a good response and something more... yes im glad...
5:36 PM
hmm... realise tat everytime i post emo shits at fb.... some random tarts will come and comment and folo by alot of other ppl thn making my post look dumb... mayb its a method whereby they show their concern by random posting bullshit , to cheer me up ??? haha... shall take it as tat thn
5:34 PM
mayb i do feel .... abit ... happy ... cuz of a good advice i gave to a fren , which resolved his/her moment of impulse to do sumthing irrational that he/she could regret abt it ... and i gt thanked for it ....
actually... im wondering ... why the hell m i at the end of givin whn im suppose to be at the end of receiving... whn i need them most .... oh well ... haha
cooked lunch today at 4 , brought out the pork to thaw at 3+ thn found out tat my mutated ants at my hse are attracted to raw pork !! FML !! i threw it away and took out pork ball , sausages and salted egg to cook porridge instead... haiz... anyway first time actually COOKING salted egg... the mud was disgusting LOLOL !! had a hard time gauging whn its cooked and stuff ... but oh well it turned out nice xD
Thursday, January 20, 2011
went for training on wed , zj ps-ed us to go for buffet ... zzz douche. thn met up wid jrs b4 we went in , thn i asked sean to wait for me to go take eagles tgt, thn due to some mis-communication , he didnt collect it and went to cca rm without saying he didnt collect... altho i called him immediately after he sms me tat but... oh well LOLOL he was totally complaining to me tat its my fault tat he didnt collect his eagles haha !!
yeap collect my eagles, went for training... nostalgic ... but was greeted by coach with a weird qn ... " YO COACH !", *pause and think for a moment* " why u come back ?? retain ah ??!?!? " was the reply...
i was lyk wtf !??!?!?!?!? hahahaha !!! cute coach hahah !!! nt bad didnt lost my touch xD hahah !!! training was tiring and suay suay gt PT after tat... anyway met up wid ken they all for "dinner " apparently but i didnt eat in the end haha...
thn today woke up with a massive overall body ache... lolol !! thn met up wid the softies for lunch !! but the bad news came str8 to me b4 i reach ... jrs call me and said tat seoul garden was closed for renovation ... FCK FCK FCK EMO !!!
my planned was all ruined !! thn we went to play pool for 1 hr , thn went to eat hei sushi !! xD was fun eating and doin lotsa bullshit and good time catching up !! thn last min went to watch movie , thn haven time yet
went to play lan for 1hr , l4d LOLOL !! i teamed wid ji and diana , lolol both of them dunno hw to play , thn jrs + reika + jw ... it was funny , we 3 was skyping while playing , apparently we lost of cause... and i used tanker to rape them thrice haha !!!
thn watched solomon kane , it was a nice graphical show xD very gore.... yeap ,thn left for home
2:01 AM
status update job at the warehouse = quit
do i feel happy about it ?
1) i really hav no idea... mayb yes ?? cuz if i didnt i hav to stick with a fcking gay faggot for the rest of my work life LUNCH , and its fckin weird and irritating...
2) nope , i kinda missed those 2 o lvl peeps , they are kinda nice after i get to know them ... but one thing is ... they fcking cock alot ! i mean ALOT
3) no , apparently without this job ... i wouldnt hav anything to occupy myself with... i will be having alot of free time = alone time = emo time
oh well .... its all over , all well tat ends well !!! work has been.... OVERALL acceptable and enjoyable ... but it does hav it shit period ...
and did i mention tat fckin gay fag , came and irritated me whn i was emoing + bad mood .... came over and steal my box , thn i said i wanted to use, thn i went over took it back . thn the reply he gave was ... " HUMPH i rather tear it thn to giv it to u " ( in a joking manner )
tat totally made me snapped ... i literally tear the box and throw it away in his face... and frm then on , i nv talked to him for 2 days till i left work . LOL !!!
and the last day of work !!! I FREAKING PUT MY TIME SHEET IN MY PANTS AND WENT TO BATH !!! SO IT WAS LITERALLY SOAKED IN WATER !!! i was sooo GG-fied ... didnt even rmb until my mum told me abt it , thn i ran back to take the wet shit , thn open it up ... luckily the workplace uses the most traditional ball point pen AHHA !!!
n kenneth finally passed me the prez !! yea xD haha still gt 1 more haven .... oh well
Simple Plan - I'm just a Kid ( Lyrics )
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Saturday, January 8, 2011
a week of work has passed... ok... now my work hr has been increased , with a daily OT of 1hr widout any notice or any shit ! smlj ...
ok , took leave on thurs to go to chalet... was walking alone in the rain ... thn reached there onli 4 guys there , cy gary juli wx , haha , checked in , left for movie whn more guys came , watched "love the other drug" it was literally a porn flick ... kanna check for ID sial.. wtf for the first time... pathetic
10 guys watching porn show haha... wats worst is ... js beside me shaking the entire row of seats like mad, so it meant tat he was jerking off... thn wx was panting / breathing heavily... so it was juz weird n funny
thn after tat kenneth n daphne came , brought thm to the chalet , bbq, ate , had fun . played chubby bunny =) finally !!! i gt 9 , bird gt 8 and wilson died at 7 ... i could hav gone further if we hadnt waited soooo long !!! and keep chiongin thn because of the waiting time . i salivated lyk fck ! i was literally foaming alot
thn played the games tat bird introduce... the fun part wasnt the game ... it was the forfeit HAHA !!! sucking marshmallow and last game was roller coaster cuz we ran out of it
stayed up the whole night.... it was fun and all , left at 6++ came home, bath eat zao for work ... i was literally dead at work . my head wasnt tinking right... i cant walk in a str8 line properly and the moment i sat down to look for the goods , i can easily fall aslp ... i juz keep zoning out.. it juz feel damn terrible
yea and it finally ended , met kenneth they all for dinner , reached home at 12 , so i was awake for 40hrs
9:36 PM
ok marks the first day of work .... it sucks ... reach there on time ... wow... thn the 2pid head , talking cock to me on the first day... "say wat ... u may be tempted by the BRANDED fashion apparels... " WTF ?!?!?!?! NO WAY MAN WTF
thn kanna shipped away to another building in a malay van , with malay radio station full of malays , into a more chinese building...
yeap juz found on the new chinese building head, gt 6 fingers OMFG !! RIPLEYS BELIEVE IT OR NOT !! yeap ... snobbish part timers tat are onli 16 yrs old waiting o lvl ... and a totally weird 20yrs old ++++++ de guy... damn weird... LOLOL and the rest are perm staff
yeap fckin tiring ... go up n down , in n out of the entire warehouse... tmd... damn tiring... the most dumb shit is go out of the warehouse CANT ENTER UNLESS ppl OPEN FOR U!! and no 1 will b stationed at tat door !!
i went out to wash my "disposable cup" thn i gt locked out... cuz tat chao supervisor ran away... thn i hav to call the warehouse ... till the parttimer came n open for me LOL !! totally dumb !!!
and the procedure of leaving the warehouse , hav to be thoroughly checked, take out all belongings *show show* , thn can leave . hahahaha damn funny !!!
yeap first day of work , OT hw shitty is tat fckin shitty
1:02 AM
first day of 2011 isnt really a good day afterall ... lets see... my earphone seemed to be bugged and doesnt work for a short period of time , my speaker died , my mouse died ... and my belt miraculously spoilt ...
ok ... i tink im either expecting too much , or im just plain...
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Saturday, January 1, 2011
happy new yr ... shall say it was a ... year full of ups n down ... but overall a good 1 !! alot of shit happened . shall say that i met lotsa great ppl in this tpjc , fun ppl that kept me thru my shitty periods and 2pid shit tat yea...
i would say that im really thankful for them , and not forgetting my other frens nt in tpjc as well ! im srry if i hav been a total bitch at times , or many ... but im grateful and hope that 2011 will be good too
1:21 AM
went out for picnic with my sec skool peeps for the first time after soooo long... last time is either i no money , or dunno wat reason i nv go out wid them ... yeap, met them at orchard, buy food for picnic, every1 came , left for "botanic" thn it started to rain , thn changed of plans went to vivocity to eat
reached , camped at sum open area, thn it started raining agn... thn changed spot to sheltered , the bad thing was ..... kh started to open the can of tuna, thn i dunno wth happen !!
he cut himself wid the can lid , thn the blood started oozing out... it dripped all over my leg , at first i tot it was the sauce ( cuz we juz opened the tomato n chili de , looks damn bloody )
yeap it was teh first time such a huge amt of blood came in contact wid my body... and i seen . totally cool , but yeap feel so bad... the cut was damn deep , so he was brought to the customer svc or wat place to dress his wounds by darren n bai lin.
thn we cont eating ... left after everything was done , thn met up wid david first , thn waited for lyk forever till kenneth n daphne came.
yeap went to swim last min , david help me brought pants and disposable undies, its my first time wearing sial !!! i tot it gg b a the paper type ( but his is high class de , cotton)
lol swam for 1hr thn left for dinner at laguna , nice , chill , till 12, walk out look at the nice view, too bad no fireworks but theres flares up in the sky very nice !!
thn cabbed home ... david first thn kenneth thn daphne thn me , bill was fking ex..
