all but intentions.

hehe.

okay, so i've been laggard lately. i'll admit it! but so much has gone on lately. all that includes a trip to sydney, a setback from melbourne, and a lot of food. good food. but i'll get to that later. =)

on the side of a quick update, i'll start by acknowledging that i'm used to juggling multiple responsibilities through the uni semester, but with so much changing in just the past two weeks, i'm left with two feelings. 1) regret and 2) distaste. 

before i start, i'll put a disclaimer because i realize how slammed it is that after two months of not blogging, i come up with all this negativity. but sorry. this is my forum of candor.

1. regret: i realize that i've passed up so many opportunities. the girls will attest to me saying this... but i know that bailing on events is probably one of my top ten traits. LOL. honestly, now that i think about it retrospectively, is it all worth it? passing up dinners with friends, community groups, volunteering opportunities, serving in church... i feel like i missed out on a lot. i can see what my life could have been like... and then i see what it is like now. and i'm not entirely sure i like what i know. 

so now this leads me to...

2. distaste: a seed has been planted and so i'm starting to doubt the "studies come first" motto. now that's pretty funny seeing that it's my last semester of my undergrad degree... and yet more studies await next year. but the distaste part comes in when i say that i think my priorities are a little funny. they're not wrong. they're not bad. they're just a little funny. i wonder at what point in time i became the girl who would stay home from a party or gathering to study. i don't like it!

all of this comes down to choice. and decisions. i'm working on it. hahah.

the other thing i feel i need/want to mention is my severe aversion to rigidity. and as it turns out, rigidity has been following me everywhere lately. i don't want to be a quitter, but sometimes i'm just so tempted!

anyhow, so moving away from the bad and onto the good.

sydney rocked.

deep down, i had hoped that i wouldn't like it just so that my choice would've been made easier. but i loved it. so now i'm in that "whatever" phase of decisions and i'm just going to take it as it comes. i don't need to decide on anything until january next year so i've made a pact with myself to try and enjoy the "freedom" from making and binding decisions.

there's a few photos from sydney. all of them can be viewed by clicking here. =)

as usual, we ate heaps. but we walked heaps too so i guess that kinda evens things out! but i should say thanks to those who told us where the good places were to go - it all came in really handy and made our trip all that more efficient. ;)

we managed to do all the touristy things we needed to do (except for a ferry trip to manly - which i actually really wanted to do). and i suppose that the only bad thing from the trip was that i totally didn't realize that my camera was set at 0.3MP for the entire trip.. so the photos that i do have are only large enough to print a 6x4! ordinarily, this would suffice, but there were a couple of prints that would reallllyyy have looked awesome framed up as an A4. so enter sad face here. =(

anyhow, i'm feeling that this has been enough thorough reflection on my part. 

time to stop writing about life and go live it!


*hugs*

- pheebs.


so it's been a while

as in true phoebe-style, time has gotten the better of me.

but! there's been lots and lots going on. and i am finally here, with time, to actually sit down and write about them!

the first thing i should post about is my spontaneous trip to singapore. four days is probably the shortest overseas trip i've ever taken, but weirdly enough it was actually the most productive! the main purpose of the trip was to go and see my grandma - which i'm really really glad i did. so now even though she can't hear, see or know who we are anymore, i'm really glad that i went. then of course, there was all the family things, which i love.

so the shopping. well, i found another ted baker bag - that's always a good sign! and the lady there actually remembered me from last december which struck me as kinda weird? or funny at least. and she also recognized the tote ted baker that i was carrying, she remembered that i bought it in melbourne on sale. it was that part which made me just a tad bit freaked out. but hey, i figure i'm safe because i didn't tell her my name... either way, it was all just a little too weird for me.

i also found 10 pairs of shoes over the 3 days there, which beat out my previous record which stood at 8. =p it was pretty awesome though because i would walk into a store and *ding*, immediately i was just drawn to a pair which i just HAD to buy. so considering that i only shopped for two days, i pat myself on the back and say "good job". =) i would take pictures and post them up here, but i probably would be mocked for buying six pairs of shoes which look pretty much the same. in my view though, you can never have too many pairs of the same shoes. particularly, if they're cheap asian shoes that work their purpose well at least for six months. funny though because i think i've bought at least 4 pairs of the same shoe... i'm just lucky that the chinese manufacturers have kept supplying singaporean shoe stores with the same shoes for the past two years... what would i do without my C&K flats?!?

so while i don't love singapore, there are a few things there which pacify me. here are three things:


first: apple juice with aloe vera bits.
my only question is.. why can't they manage to bring this into australia???


second: roti prata at midnight
it's just such fatty goodness... hahahah. =p


third: chicken rice
okay so this didn't come in the oil-proof brown paper wrapping, but still singapore's hainanese chicken rice just can't be beat.

now it's time for some other photo highlights:


for the first time ever, i went to a singapore museum. and believe me, this wasn't by choice. mum was looking for some trippy syringe-pens at singapore general hospital (SGH) and we somehow managed to get shanghai-ed into touring their museum. =.= i have no words.


lucky for me, my dates in singapore happened to cross paths with jas and luke and their holiday so we met up and went for some awesome japanese along with my cousin ben and his girlfriend, faith. food was awesome - i'm really glad i got to go back to shokudo. but funnily enough, the only photo i have with both jas and luke turned out to be fully blurry. hahaha. so this one will have to suffice!


we also went to check out mustafa, because i don't think they believed me when i told them about the 24-hr indian palazza of all neccesities/consumables that you could imagine. and true enough, in a world full of toothpaste, i managed to find one with a green appled flavor! and grape, and orange and strawberry. and they came in cute little tubes. oh how i wish i was a kid again. too bad i wasn't game enough to try it - for me, toothpaste is synonymous with mint. anything else is just plain weird. lol.


the other rocking aisle was that with all the tv dvd boxsets. you can't imagine how upset i was to realize that 1) the prices weren't any better than that in australia, and 2) everything i wanted to watch, i own already. *sad face*.


i guess scary seafood places aren't restricted to china. singapore has them too! and as my uncle put it, just because they're live - doesn't mean they're fresh!


and i realized again that i'm really not a seafood person. some people really get a "high" or a "kick" from seafood. i guess i just don't.


what would singapore be without those hawker stores that are state-wide famous for their awesome good food? this place is famous for their teo-chew porridge.. honestly, in my opinion? i couldn't tell the difference between this and rice and water. but hey, maybe i'm just not asian enough! =p *shock horror*


and of course, a singapore trip just isn't complete without a pure chocolate ice blended from coffee bean. =)

okay well that's about it for now.

you'll all be glad to hear that the LSATs are well and truly over. so! i'm happy living in ignorance at least for the next week and half until results come out. =)

til next time!


- pheebs.

almost over

whew.

exam period. always such a purge of stress. i must say i believe i've been coping with it all quite well this semester. i've been watching lots of tv, eating lots of instant noodles, and i've read (or should i say, re-read) 4 books over the past week and a half. all of this on top of finishing 3 final exam papers and final assignments. that's quite a feat right?

so, maybe overloading at uni is actually made for me. but then the white hairs growing on my head tell me otherwise - maybe stress is overrated.

in any case, i'm just glad that there's only one week left of this "hell on earth" that they call semester one of year four of uni. it's gone by so fast though. 

as a result of the intense studying and assignment-ing, social activities have been seriously limited. the zero number of new photos on my camera tells me that i haven't been investing enough time in my social life. =p more to the point, i haven't even had time to catch up with lunch buddies at uni. so poor. i can't wait for the dim-sum season to start again. i love dim sum in winter. it's so cheery. =p

oh and in the works are plans to visit sydney! now all that's left is to figure out the timing of the trip. it truly sucks when there's a window of four weeks for 3 people to schedule their annual leave because it just means that there's bound to be overlaps (which means extra work for all those stuck in the office). not only that, but it makes it harder to get approval. for the first time ever, i'm not the first one to book leave (usually i know these holidays in advance and do quite well to get in early), but this time, i've gotta work round the others. i don't mind at all because i'd love to work more during the semester break - just to try making the bank a bit fatter. in any case, y'all know how much i love the planning phase of things. this holiday is no exception. =)

til next time.

- pheebs.

decisions :(

if you're passing through here, please - help me decide by taking a vote.

which is more worthy?


$59.95 mooks gaudalupe

OR


$109.95 goorin bros zendra

as i speak

people ask me... "how ARE you???"

my answer: B-U-S-Y!!

i'm not kidding!

but now, i feel like i owe a post, and after all, my new camera did arrive the week before last - which i totally neglected to tell you all! but yes, i decided to go with the ixus 100. it's tiny and cute. and takes good enough photos. so score!

i thought i'd post some photos to give a quick recap of what's been happening over the past few weeks... OTHER than uni of couse! =)



last month was mom's birthday. nothing quite as sweet as getting showered with presents throughout the day right? we got up extra extra early (and by we i mean rach and me) at 6am to make her breakfast. we then had flowers and chocolates sent to her office. followed by a homemade signed photo [below] and then.... a laptop! pretty good effort hey. =p




a few days later in april, it was jas's birthday! and because we're all such good friends, we spent the whole of friday "slaving" away, making cupcakes and a cupcake tower.


third birthday for this post goes to janice! happy 21st! but too bad that the clearest photo i have of all us girls has some random guy in it too!




last week we had family come visit from singapore. was pretty awesome. makes me remember how much i love having family around. so anyhow, weirdly enough we didn't actually take any group shots - well, none on my camera anyway! but i did get some pretty funny snaps of my 13 month old niece. she's hilarious! as soon as she gets into a car, she crashes. every single time! it's so awesome. but as it turns out, i'm such a bad auntie... teaching her to drink coke. it's totally in the genes coz she loved it. =p oh and she knows how to suck through a straw - that's pretty awesome for 13 months!


so with the last shot... of course, with the new camera, i just HAD to practice the self takes. and yup... i think i've got them down. =p


but all in all, it's been a busy past few weeks! and sadly, things don't look like they'll be slowing down anytime soon!!!

til next time...

peace!

xoxo. pheebs.

goodwill comes in...

note: i exercised goodwill today.

how... you may ask?

simply put, i gave in to my soft spot for fellow "starving" students making their way in the world.

hahaha. okay. so that's probably being slightly melodramatic, but the events of today seemingly highlights one inherent weakness that i can't seem to escape.

my trip to china over the 2008 christmas break reminded me that i really have absolutely zero skills at bargaining. again today, i can say with all confidence that i just don't know how to negotiate! see, i've been trying to sell my piano over the past couple of weeks and after putting an ad up on gumtree, i had quite a few calls. a serious buyer came to see the piano today and after inspecting the piano, we talked price. oh boy was it a bad idea for me to be there alone. lol. people say that you've gotta know the lowest point that you're willing to go to right? check, i did. but as soon as they said that the guy (who was like 17? 18?) was paying for it himself and was a student and only had $X saved up to pay for it and that they just moved into a new house and really couldn't afford much more, i said... okay, no worries. i'll do it for $X+100, even though it was less than what i wanted for it.

*haiz.sigh*

so i know i did a good thing. the guy was clearly a musician (he plays guitar and is learning composition, hence the piano), and i'm pretty sure that it'd go to good use. and hey, at least i sold the thing right? but the principle of the matter is still there: i gave in WAY too early.

ah well, it's a lesson for next time right?

;)

til next time,

x pheebs.

p.s. that was just a test.

okay. so let me just say.... WOW!

it actually worked!

that's soooooooo awesome. so right now it's like 4:34am. and here i am testing out this wicked new "blogging-system" which probably will change my world.
okay, so it probably won't change my world... but man. this is so crazily efficient. i check my email like 20 times a day, so this might just work out dandily! and you probably will be hearing more from me. =D

anyhow, so i figure that it's about time for a quick update as to what i've been up to for the past couple of months...

x. overloading at uni was a really good idea round about 8 weeks ago (or however long it's been since uni started)... but now it's just seeming pretty stressful. most times when i go to uni, i still feel more like a staff member than a student. and i'm not liking that too much. i have the luxury of having my desk look over the main pedestrian crossway on campus and every time i look outside, i see hundreds of students rushing about, carrying laptops, assmably rushing to hand in their assignments... and then there are those who are just chilling out,  just walking with friends. when i see all this, i think about how much work has changed my student life. two years ago i was like that and now, i'm at uni four days a week and three of them are spent holed up in an office at a desk in front of a slow computer. isn't that sad?

x. worse, i feel like my social life is inexistent now. but then... i'm pretty sure i felt like this the same time last year. i distinctively remember a conversation that went along the lines of "something's just got to give in my life right now". and then in the end, after months of deliberation, i decided it was serving in church. that, i regret. so now i'm actively serving (not as much as i want to be)... but at least i'm putting it as a priority. my only worry now is how next semester is going to go. i think i have that bad habit of living in the future. some people? living in the past is their thing. that used to be my lifesong, but not anymore! now i'm all about thinking what the next six months are going to be like, or what next year will hold for me.

x. this brings me to say... i've made quite a few decisions about next year actually. i've been forced to really. i know that i can't stay (and don't want to stay) at Curtin. as soon as i'm out of uni (which is most likely to be at the end of next semester), i'm definitely finding a new (and proper) job. not that Curtin hasn't been good to me. it's definitely been good. but i've been applying for jobs and for grad school. depending on how the latter goes, maybe i'll be able to call the eastern states "home"... at least for the next couple of years anyway.

see? there's that future talk again. all this talk has gotten me so serious. but... maybe it's just because it's almost five in the morning. why am i not tired you may ask? maybe it's because i spent all of thursday night "burning the midnight oil" finishing off an assignment that was due on friday. just for the record, that's the first time i've ever done that for a uni assignment. it felt weird. and i definitely don't have a good feeling about how the result is gonna go. but then i guess that's something which makes uni, uni right? so anyhow, i totally slept to catch up for it last night. slept 14 hours. which is something i haven't done in about a year. but it did feel sooooo good. in any case, i ended up waking up at five pm this afternoon, so that's the reason for my  five am psychosis. not something i'll work into my weekly routine i don't think.

next thought.

i don't usually like to think of myself as a shopaholic. i like shopping online, but that can probably be attributed for my love of receiving mail. don't you love getting surprizes in the mail? i do!! i gotta say, i was really popular this past week. got more than 10 letters... which okay i admit sounds pretty lame, but some of them held some good news! and who doesn't love good news? so yes. anyhow back to my original thought. my shopping list of desired items has been growing and growing and growing. and now that list contains the likes of:

x. a canon ixus 100 or 110 - i'm still not 100% decided
x. a ghd straigtener - preferably one with the fat plates (as opposed to the usual skinny ones)...
x. a 32GB iPod touch - my 8GB is pathetic and useless.
x. a new clock - random i know, but mine has stopped working and i've constantly been thinking about buying one that actually suits my room decor.
x. a new car (yes, one with 4 doors this time)
x. a new babolat tennis racquet - i already bought the sneakers, so of course there needs to be a matching racquet!
x. hair rebonding - technically this isn't a purchase... but then again, for $120, it technically is.
x. oh and yes while i'm at it, i'll add hair cut too.

well. at this time in the morning, that's all i really can think about. but i'm sure my list actually is a lot longer.

so anyhow. all i meant to say at the beginning of my little "rant", was that this year has been really interesting so far. hrm. or not. it's more like. things this year have been totally routine, but then there's little stuff coming out of nowhere which is making things interesting.

oh and p.s. just for a random thought, i really love the big taboo. i could play that game forever!

so here's me, keeping things happy.
xoxo. pheebs.

so much has changed.

wow. so you can email to your own blog huh?

who came up with that idea? totally awesome.

everytime i hang out with friends or even when i'm walking alone and just thinking of random things, i always have the thought... woah. i should definitely post about ____________. and then by the time i get home, the thought is totally gone and i never remember what it is i wanted to post about!

so wow. if this whole email thing works... maybe i'll even start posting stuff from my iTouch!

technology never seems to amaze me. watching movies about all those totally futuristic things? totally bugs me out. but now i think about it, so long as i don't have some eviil robot taking over my life... technology's pretty cool.

peace out y'all.


xoxo. pheebs.

*at the tip of my fingers*

so i've always known that i'm not exactly the most technically savvy person out there. but it only really just occured to me that not only am i totally under-utilizing my mac, but i just don't know enough about what the internet and technology has to offer!

so check this out. there's a user who has posted up a list of 25 of his top mac applications that he could not live without. of this list of 25, i currently have three installed on my own mac. these are: skype, handbrake and firefox. okay, so two of which are not mac-specific. that makes this even more pathetic to think about.

now going beyond this, the other 22 - i never even heard of! and to make things worse (or embarrassing), questions like "what's a BitTorrent client?" and "how does RSS feeds work?" crossed my mind.

i asked my brother to explain to me how RSS feeds work. his explanation was clear and simple. but somehow, i just can't get it. but. i have dared to be brave and have now downloaded NetNewsWire to dabble in. i will let you know how it goes!

in any case, i'm sure this is going to be interesting. but somehow, i'm still worried. downloading things from the net, whilst illegal, is moreover worrying for me! i just can't do it. i never know what looks like a good file or what files are going to have viruses. i don't know how people do it! it took me ages to get the concept of a torrent and how that whole thing works. somehow, i'd rather PAY for my stuff and do it the "right" way, rather than have to worry about downloading a worm or a trojan or another crazy computer bug.

hah. "computer bug". i guess really am a noob.

=.=

oh. and don't even get me started on the intellectual property argument. i've been thinking WAYYY too much about it the past few days. actually, you know what? i think i'll keep that topic on the table for a another dawning day. =))

*crap is crap*

usually, i'm the kind that never has nothing to say. i really do always have an opinion. about everything.

but the for the past two weeks (which seems like forever), i've been left surprizingly opinionless.
i'm not entirely sure what's to blame but these days i sit in my classes and i just think. wow. how come everyone knows so much?

how is it that the world's wealth of knowledge seems like it's been transferred to everyone else, except for me?

i feel foreign.

there was a point in time when i first got back from canada/US after a good six months of being abroad. and in class everyone was talking about the recent election and how australia was just about ready to be flushed down the toilet (of course this topic was discussed a lot more eloquently and passionately featuring extremist cases of political "jargon" and other such wisecracks). but for the life of me, even though i had followed the federal election briefly on youtube and news.com.au, i sat there not able to even recall who the new australian prime minister was, let alone being able to discuss new rudd policy directions, budgets, platforms and all of that stuff. shame on me! right?

so now, there are times when i think that i'm totally out of my league. is it my fault that i use common sense as my primary platform of political interpretation? ultimately, i just think that theories should exist to help us make sense of reality. but if a theory doesn't do anything except confuse reality even more, then it really must be a crap theory even if it was theorized by some dead guy who was the founder of whatever institution that was world-renown for watever reason.

honestly. crap is crap. why can't we just leave it at that?

*i marvel at God*

so today was probably one of my most scary days ever.

it started off with getting out of bed on the wrong side. as crazy as it sounds, my head just didn't feel right. i didn't feel good when i got dressed, i didn't feel good when i got in my car and i definitely didn't feel right when i got on the freeway then realized that i had forgotten my wallet.

things got worse because i was late for work and for a seminar (which was completely boring by the way). and then i was totally unproductive at work. things started to look up over lunch with liz, but then working after lunch was just totally painful.

so at about 4 o'clock, i decided that enough was enough and that it was time to go home. i packed my stuff and was out of the office by 4:30.

bad move.

i was so tired, my eyes kept closing. but then i got on the freeway and was relatively awake. i was only driving for about 5 minutes, past canning bridge on kwinana freeway. i was driving about 15 meters behind a ford falcon wagon pulling a trailer. then it all happened so fast. i saw the ratchet rattling... and before i knew it there was a block of metal the size of a large clay brick flying at me. i tried to take a quick look in my mirrors, but i couldn't swerve because there were cars in both lanes either side of me. so i saw it flying, screamed with my mouth wide open, then it hit. i even think i swallowed glass.

so all i can say now is that God is good. because if that metal brick thing hit any harder, i'm not entirely sure i'd be here right now! see have a look at this: it looks way worse in real life.





so apart from being thankful that i'm still alive, i'm also thankful for friendship. sadly, ronnie and christa and baby jayden went back to new york after three years of stirring ministry here in perth. we're all so sad to see them go but i know that God has big things planned for them.

so here's a happy-sad moment sending them off at the airport:



and finally, there's other types of friendship which i find totally liberating. and i'm definitely thankful for it. the type of friendship where i'm be free to be myself, say what i want to say and be totally carefree.





there's many things that i'm thankful for. and today really just reminded me that you know what? i don't want to die yet. there's so many things that i still would like to have the chance to do.

but honestly, i marvel at God, the things that He creates and the ways that He shows us His love.

*just because*

rule: routine needs to be nipped in the bud.

that's what i keep thinking everytime i get home from work, tired. i just want to sleep. or plonk my butt on the couch. but then, i'll always find something to do. then by the time i have dinner and finish doing whatever i was doing, when i get into bed, it's always 12am, which is pretty late considering my days start at 6:45am. but then, at 12am, i always feel the urge to read. so, i give into the temptation and i whip out a novel to read. then once i start reading, i usually can't stop (especially if it's a robin jones gunn novel). so i read the book from cover to cover. by the time i put the 400+ page book down, it's 3am.

then i sleep.

for 3 hours.

at 6:45am, i'm rudely awakened by the sweet sounds of secondhand serenade, fall for you. which happens to be - my song. at that point in time i snooze my alarm. and do so roughly five to six times every morning. by the time i peel myself out of bed, it's 7:30am. at which point i realize that i'm late. not late by work standards, but late by my standards.

i realize that with a 7.5 hour work day, if i start at 7:30, i'll be done by 3:30. but if i start at 9:00, then i'm there til 5:00. and that's just depressing. not to mention a pain in the butt because of the peak hour traffic both there AND back. so ideally? work should start at 7:30.

but like i said, routine needs to be nipped in the bud.

so let's say thanks because i think a "new" routine is dawning for me this year.

yay to that!

*extremities*

a colleague today told me about her 14-year-old brother who brought his 14-year-old girlfriend home for dinner. her mom simply freaked. she just didn't know how to deal with "losing" her baby boy. and while this brother of hers was the kind of boy to not lift a finger around the house (and get away with it), at dinner he got up, cleared his girl's plate and asked her "how did you like it honey?" with a smile.

it's things like this which make me really laugh and wonder.

i laugh because i realize that it's so typical for young ones in love to lash out extremities. some of which may be regretted later on. now this boy carlos is probably one week away from saying "i love you" to this poor girl, and it seems to me that the words "i love you" can be so unbelievably carelessly used these days.

i wonder for this reason: if young people are going to throw around "love" like an everyday word of passion, then what does it mean for people to say it when they really mean it? do we need to come up with a stronger word for love then?

when i was growing up, just saying that you "liked" someone was such a huge deal, complete with the whispers and the giggles. let alone saying that you "like liked" someone. so now, when kids say that they "love" someone, does it carry the same meaning as it used to?

personally, i feel that this is how it should be: once you truly love something or someone, it never goes away. i am a strong believer in eternal love. maybe that's because i'm Christian and i cherish the eternal love that God has for me. but this probably doesn't apply for everyone in this world (although i do hope that one day it does). but perhaps this explains my intolerance for people who say that they "love someone always", but then years down the track it turns out it's not true.

nevertheless, i try to think 10 years or 20 years in the future and i can imagine the linguistically emotional stuntedness of teenagers. if no one says that they "crush" someone or that they "like" someone, and if "love" loses it's meaning... then what's left?


xoxo. pheebs.

*oh how things change*

generally speaking, when people welcome in a new year, it begins with resolutions, promises and others of the like. but one thing which i only noticed this year, is that the new year also brings dramatic change. i feel as if people around me are living towards new aspirations and are somewhat conscious of the fact that they really want something different from the year 2009.

work is definitely like this.

i kinda expected that it was going to be a bit weird coming back to my job after leaving for a couple of weeks. obviously, someone had to do my job when i was away, but i didn't quite expect to feel so... trodden over. it's not so much that i feel replaceable because to be honest, i'm actually quite relieved that i am so replaceable right now! but when i look ahead at the year 2009, i'm scared. scared is all i feel. overloading at uni and dealing with work and other commitments, while fulfilling my promise to myself that i WILL have a social life this year - it's all quite worrying. last year i kept getting frustrated because i was never able to go where i wanted to, despite the fact that transportation and finances were no object. time seems to run away from me. but i know for a fact that i don't want to be one of those 80 year olds sitting in a rocking chair while looking back on life realizing that i spent my 20s working hard at things that didn't really matter.

friends matter.
faith matters.
even uni matters.

when it comes to compromise. i suck. i really really do suck. i'll be the first to admit that decision making has never been my forte. put me in a petrol kiosk with 25 different kinds of beverages? chances are, i'll walk out with five, just because i couldn't decide. and that's after 20 minutes of serious deliberation.

but the problem is that life isn't like the petrol kiosk refrigerators. it's actually a lot harder. and so this is where i'm lacking. the only problem now is that i know where my head is at, but the action part of the equation lags quite far behind.

well, now it's time for a p.s.
honesty is a virtue that is often ignored. but i personally think that the virtue most forgotten these days is patience.

patience in answers.
patience in prayers.
patience in wisdom.
patience in friendship.
patience in knowing what's right even though everything else tells you it's wrong.


xoxo. pheebs.

*welcome to 2009*

so it's the the first day of the new year! gosh 2008 went fast. like really. i feel like i barely accomplished anything! hopefully though looking to the new year, 2009 will hold better things!

okay so as promised, i still have a lot more photos to share from my travels. the rest of these start from tuesday last week, when we took a ferry over from hong kong to zhongsan. my uncle and aunty have been living there for the past four years, and let me tell you, after spending a week in hong kong, relatively unplanned about where to go and what to see, it was such a fantastic feeling to have a tour guide and a driver!!! since my uncle is the general manager for a plant over there, he was so cool to have his driver take us around zhongsan and then take two day trips to shenzhen and guangzhou. it's always really good when you meet family abroad though!

anyhow, here's the snaps and a rundown of our china trip so far:


this is the CKS ferry that we hopped on, it was about a one and a half hours ride from HK to zhongsan. seeing that we were all pretty knackered, we slept through most of it anyway! so no, i don't actually remember it being very bumpy, but it sure was foggy outside! but then again, maybe it could've been thick smog or pollution, in china, you never really know!


so maybe the van curtin is slightly in the way, but still it was a funny sight! so that makes two motorcyclists that i've seen carrying some heavy duty equipment! one guy tied a washing machine to the back of his bike! i really was waiting to see a guy carrying 15 people stacked up. would've made for quite a photo huh?


in guangzhou, we went for lunch at a thai restaurant called Banana Leaf. so we get seated, i look around, quite bewildered at the two massive trees which seem to spread all over the ceiling. so naturally, i look up to check out the superficiality of the tree leaves. but then, i don't see bananas hanging from the tree, but i see a multitude of massive durians! i'm not sure if that was intentional, or if they just couldn't find fake bananas to hang off the tree (but then it is china and they can make anything right?) or if they just got lazy and thought their patrons wouldn't notice! strange...


like i mentioned before, china makes for much more funny english and signage than hong kong.


it also seems that china makes for good food when you know where to go. my uncle brought us to his regular teppanyaki place. the chef simply put was very very skilled. i'm not sure i agree with her recommendations of which sauce to use on what meat, but the way she de-shelled those prawns had me amazed. needless to say, it's pretty cool watching people cook for you when their hands move so fast.


another night for dinner our uncle took us to "Seaport City Restaurant". now this place was just crazily amazing! i've never been to a restaurant like it before. firstly, we had our own room. and second, we had our own private bathroom. let's just say that it was very very very posh.



the other thing that i've realized this trip is that i think i'm an animals-right-ist at heart. prior to this trip, i usually could care less about what animal i'm eating because i think the food chain exists for a reason (i do however draw the line at dogs and cats). but over the past two weeks, every time we've eaten chicken (which by the way happens to my favorite edible animal), my heart churns because they always always ALWAYS put the head on the plate for display with the rest of the body! i really do think it's totally gross and just completely unnecessary. =(


chicken aside, seaport was so posh that if you wanted a seafood dish and wished to choose exactly which fish/crab/lobster/sea cucumber/snake/eel/prawn you wanted, you took the lift down to the ground floor and picked them straight out of the tank/tub. now the fish and the prawns i could deal with, but my goodness! i have never ever seen so many snakes ready to be eaten! there were cages and cages, and buckets full of them. it was totally rank! however, i must say that the prawns that my uncle chose were pretty huge, and not to mention, tasty! =p



okay moving on, shenzhen made for some good shopping experiences - especially for raph! it was hilarious, we went to a upmarket shopping center that day and for the most part we were just browsing as stuff was suprizingly expensive! we then wandered into Jack Jones, which seems to be a pretty good brand over here (it's somehow related to the brand, Only). now the salesgirls in this store were particularly leechy, and i had purposely made a bee line straight out of the store a few minutes earlier because one of the girls was seriously seriously stalking me. but anyhow, raph was trying on a few jackets here and there, and one salesgirls just totally got attached. but i've gotta say. she was just so good. and even though she spoke really little english, and we even less mandarin, we still managed to work our way around getting sizes and what not. single-handedly, she managed to up raph's purchase from just one jacket, to the jacket, shirt and vest! i know it doesn't sound like much, but when you consider that each item was pretty pricey, it was pretty skilled of her!

but what made the moment even "golder" was the fact that she ushered raph to the fitting room to try on all the merchandise. while waiting for him to dress up, rach and i ended up chatting to her. among other things, she asked us where we were from, whether we were working, how we related (p.s. she was totally suprized when we told her we were siblings - it must be the one child policy thing!), and then - whether or not raph had a girlfriend! she was totally excited and just really really cute. she helped raph to fold up his sleeves and she pretty much just told him straight out that the t-shirt he was wearing just wasn't good enough, and that he needed to walk out of the shop wearing the shirt from there! so of course, the moment warranted a snap!


cute huh?

the next day also saw another day trip to the city of guangzhou. we ended up leaving the house quite late today, so we didn't get much of a chance to do too much shopping once we were there. but our aunty took us to a pretty sweet market-y type bazaar in which we found some awesome bargains! i bought a bunch of jewelry and scarves =)



later on that night, we went on a night-cruise to see the lights of the city. while the bridges were pretty cool, it really just didn't compare to the other tours that i've been on - especially when you compare it to the east/hudson river in new york and pugent sound in seattle!



so that leg of our china trip ended on tuesday morning when mom, dad, rach and i took a ferry back to the HK airport in order to make our flight to shanghai. raph ended up taking a ferry back to HK to shop and party it up with friends there.

upon arriving in our hotel at shanghai, rach and i realized that there was seriously something suss about our hotel room. it seems to us, that this hotel, despite being awesomely located to everything touristy, is intentionally tailored for perverted travelers.


so not only does our room come equipped with a full packet of condoms, but it also has a hormonal supplement for dudes that need "assistance"! the funniest part of it is the descriptions on the back of the box. however, in fear for the young ones and innocent minds, i think it best not to post them up here! one other thing which adds to the perversion, is the fact that our shower has a half body mirror sitting right next to the shower head. =.= quoting from rach, it's probably of some assistance when hotel guests find themselves getting up to the heebie-geebies!

what i will post up here however for another laugh, is one page of the hotel's service directory. now there's only one instruction. click on the two photos below, and read it aloud to yourself:



and for an itemized description of the "list of artcles":



awesome english huh? honestly, as soon as i read it, i called my mum in her room, told her to flip to the page, and just started crying with laughter. i laughed so hard, my back started to hurt!

well that pretty much sums up my travels so far! =D

well i should be off, tomorrow has in store a day trip to hangzhou that happens to start at 6:30am! woohoo right? =.=

haha.


love,

pheebs.