*rent = absolutely.fantastic!*

wow. i'm stunned. really purely stunned. i rented the movie "rent" and watched it last night. it was amazing! it's a musical-movie. normally i don't really like these types of movies.. it was partially buffy's fault coz they did their crappy musical. okay, but west side story was an exception to it all. anyyway! then i came across this movie when raph told me to rent it.. so i did! and true enough.. it was so goood!! heheh.



so yeah, this is a video clip of the theme song tt's called "seasons of love". i love their voices. all of them. well, except for maureen. lol. =p but yeah heeere. listen! it's sooooo gd! jesse.L.martin's voice is the best! he's one of the main cops on law and order.. it was totally unexpected that he could sing so good! gotta be one of the best contemporary baritone's i've ever hear hey. his range is so extensive! it's awesomee!! =D

SEASONS OF LOVE (Rent Soundtrack)

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*whoops.*

heyyyyy. okie. so i noe that it's been ages since i last posted.. and i've actually been on now and agen to write some stuff down, but, i've just never had the chance to actually click the word "post". so! here's just what i wrote previously. =))

wow! these past 2 weeks have gone by so fast! last last week was the ypg presentation night, then last week was youth camp! so much stuff to get through hey! but yeah. it was all very fulfilling and all very much worth the effort and the lack of sleep! the lessons learnt will always be hidden deep in the corners of my heart.

from last last week, preparing for the skit and the music items, i don't think i've ever felt that much stress! even through the exams, i don't think i felt that much pressure hey! like. we recorded a CD that we sold (we sold out by the way).. and then getting ready to present everything on the actual night, plus the fact that i was in charge of door sales and all that.. it was all quite rushed! but either way, the whole night turned out to be a complete success! we managed to raise over $1000 so it was great! =)

thennnn. youth camp started. it kinda started off bad bcoz i didn't get enough sleep leading up to it. see, a group of bethanians (from the singapore church) came down to perth, and they left on sunday night.. oh oh oh! which reminds me! we saw dani from big brother at the domestic airport!! hehehe. both enoch and cheng went up to her and got photos taken with her.. hahahah. =p wat sussheads! keke. but in the best way. it was quite funny. =p annnywayyy. yeah. so we went into youth camp really really tired, but we were very ready to listen to God's Word. thank God for pastor and for s-p chris for coming down from s'pore hey. they really opened my eyes to see a lot of things, and also made me realize things too! we had a lot of fun with the team games on those days, but it was great because the camp was also "Word-Centered".. so that was great! - 17th July 2006

okay. then there was another post, but i never really got it started. it was a blog post abt my trip to KL and genting highlands. i actually only got back on saturday.. the trip was so good hey. there were so many things about it which opened my eyes to see things differently... there's way too many for me to post up here.. but my uncle, my grandpa.. just seeing family.. also travelling up from s'pore to KL and to genting.. it was all quite character building actually.

anyway! so now uni is back.. first week usually isn't any work.. but i can already feel the pressure that i'm gonna feel throughout this semester.. hrrmm. tt's y i'm taking it easy this week.. =) oh oh oh! i finished watching the korean mini-series drama "FULL HOUSE".. hahah! if u haven't seen my msn nickname.. kim sung-soo is soooooooo HOT! hahaha. =p plus, he speaks fluent korean AND jap.. and he even speaks english! haha. he's really cool! hahah. =p but yes. okay. enough drooling for one day. haha. =)

*it's been too long*

wow! i haven't posted in quite a while hey =p. but time has been going by really slow. ever since having to defer my management exam, everything has been going slowly downhill. last last week, after sitting my accounting exam, i got sick! was sick through the week, even through the weekend.. unfortunately for me, my management exam was on monday, so i had to defer. i really resent that. i wish that i would've been well so that i could've just sat the exam and gotten it over and done with.. bcoz now, i've still got one exam to do! and everyone else is on holidays! sux don't it. the exam will be between 17 and 19 july. which means that i have to change my plans to go to s'pore. i was originally meant to leave on the 17th.., but i guess that has to change now.. =(

annywayy. i've been in search of a new job.. well.. an additional job i should say.. bcoz i only get 8 hours at ace of hearts.. n i want more dosh! lol. soooo. anyway, to my suprize, my boss asked me whether i'd like to be "promoted" to be a sales representative in addition to working in the warehouse! this means that i get to go arnd to the different stores to check up on their stocks and to tidy it up and sell more products (the cards, gift bags, ribbons and all that stuff).. basically it's just selling stuff. and the best thin is that i know the products quite well now coz i've been working in the warehouse for quite a while.. so yeah! it seems like something that i wanna try out.. =)) plus it means i'll be working extra hours, so i'm happy. =))

annyway, we're having a home worship tm for ypg.. lol. basically it's just a time of lots and lots and lots of singing.. hahah. and i'm playing piano on that little itty bitty shoddy keyboard. lolll it's only 4 and a half octaves!! so pathetic. hahahah. =p but oh well, will have to do our best eh? but yeah. i hope it all goes well. =))

annnndddd. ypg is having a presentation night! to raise more funds for the youth camp. the presentation night is on the 8th of july. $5 bucks a person. =) there's gonna be a skit and singing items and stuff. gonna be heaps of fun! =)) so yeah. come if u can! heheh. watch us make a fool of ourselves.. lol. =p

okay okay okay. i'm gonna go now. hahah. seeeee ya!

oh oh oh! one more thing.. in the light of the WORLD CUP FEVER... this guy is sooo hot!! hahaha. he's a midfielder for japan.. ;) hey. don't get me wrong, i'm all for australia.. but this guy.. he's just... HOT! hahaha. =p by the way, his name is atushi yanagisawa. number 13. =))


too bad the picture is so small. haha.

*crappy.course*

meh. i'm so frustrated over this stupid course. i finally decided that i'm going to change to political science instead.. haha. i so hope that i'll enjoy it... but who noes hey... lol. it just kinda seems more up my alley.. in a weird academic-ish sorta way. but then it's kinda weird, coz as much as i like political and legal studies through yr 11 and 12, i found it kinda tedious.. coz of the having to remember examples and all that. but hrm. =S we'll see how it goes i guess. =p only got one more assignment to get done.. then i'm done until exams! lolll. sucky that this assignment is proving to be the hardest yet.. coz i gotta be verrryy creative.. literally. lol. which sux kinda. coz i don't mind creating stuff, but writing creatively just isn't my kinda thing. lol. =p

anyway. i'll check in laterz. byee!

*runaround.*

hey! soooo. i've been really busy and not been able to post much these last few weeks. anyway! nxt week is the last week of classes! whew! but man, how fast do these semesters go by hey! i'm so freaked. still got 3 assignments and 2 exams to get through before i'm totally free..

anywayy. on monday. it was quite funny. after getting pulled over by the cops (it was totally unreasonable! - failing to keep left on a multi lane road).. i could die. lol. but yeah. so my car was unlicenced bcoz we din get the renewal papers. soooo. i couldn't drive my car monday or tuesday. so, on monday raph was nice enough to take me to uni.. haha. after picking me up, i went with him to get his hair cut.. took soooooooo long. 1 and a half hours of waiting! hair etc is SO not worth it. lol. anyway. thennnnn. i needed to buy some poster card thingo for my management poster presentation (that was due on tuesday), so raph drove down beaufort st to try and find a stationary shop. unfortunately for me.. and with the bad luck that i have, we didn't find anything. SO. we drove home.. or at least tried to! haha. being in s'pore for 6 yrs must have had quite an effect coz i really don't think raph knew where he was going. hahah. i ended up telling him to "go where your heart pulls you!" hahaha. annywayy. he was like... "i feel like turning......... right!".. haha so he did. and we ended up going in one big big big circle. haha. so yeah. it was all getting a bit confusing.. looking like we were driving through pasendena town.. but yeah. we were happy once we saw this sign.. hahah.



keke. it's always gd when u see a sign that points out which way NORTH is! hahaha. =p so yeahhhhhh. we hopped onto reid hwy.. and soon enough, we were home. =))

so yeah. that's the adventure for this week. sunday doesn't count. coz that was NOT an adventure.. tt was a nightmare! so for now, i'm absolutely terrified of driving on the freeway! i think it'll take a little while for that to change. =S

anyway.. see ya later aligators!

*yay! new template!*

heylo people! (if there's anyone that still reads this deserted valour of information that is...). lol. anywayyyyy. yeah. i got home today after a very very very very long week, and i just felt like changing my blog template. this one is so much better isn't it? a lot more.. happier. hahah. anyway.

so today was mother's day. that means that yesterday everyone started to prepare everything. silly thing for this yr is that i was put in charge of food.. now anyone who's ever been to a BETHEL gathering/event before.. you'll know that food at bethel is a really big thing. so this year we decided to take the food one step up. this year, we gave the moms menu's! it listed various ranges of entrees, salads and main course dishses, to the drinks and desserts that would be served to them throughout the lunch. i think they really liked it! thanks so much to those ypg girls who made them and put them together yesterday.. =) gd job! thenn. also to the girls who were doing the gifts.. they turned out sooo nice! =))

but yeah.. overall i think that mother's day 2006 turned out pretty well.. the kids sang really gd. esp for the number that the had! only like.. 9 of them? they rocked! hahah. ypg was pretty gd too. altho a bit off at times. hahahah. go to the YPG BLOG and check out the video clips and the pictures too. =)

okieee. i'm signing off now! laterz! have a gd week everyone. =)

*funny as!!*

check this out! hahah. ave sent me an email with all these funny pictures.. hahah. gotta admit.. it makes u laugh hey.. =p



and then this one...


haha. okay. so maybe i was in a really weird mood? but yeah. it was really funny. haha. =p

*wellllll....*

well. it's been a while since i last posted.. but now that i'm posting.. i'm doing it from my very own new laptop!! kekeke. =) yay! finally! hehehe. i waited so long hey. lol. but yeahh.

annywayyy. uhh. yesterday. went fishing with rach, enoch, cheng and jj... it was actually kinda gd! we were getting bites and that, but that stupid security guard.. grr. it was so strange! and so random hey! he like.. came out of nowhere.. and like.. saw that i caught a tiny yellowtail.. he was like "that's too small!!" i was kinda freaking out.. but like. as i was abt to unhook it, then throw it back in, he like came over, picked up my rod then was like.. "don't take it off.. use it as live bait!" lol.. wat jj sed makes me keep thinkin abt how.. if u kn use the fish as live bait even if it's too small, y can't u just take it home and cook it...? lol! tt's so dumb hey!! but yeah. annyywayyy. he was totally freaking us out. think he was drunk.. but yeah.. he took my rod.. and was fishing with it for about half an hour.. i thought it was kinda rude though. like ppl dun go fishing to get interupted by security guards who want to fish with their rods? besides.. he was just kinda weird hey..

but yes. anyway. all day i've been working on my CIT essay. can't believe that liz wrote and finished it last week! luckily i've got a 1 week extension coz i was sick last week.. but yeeeahh. still doesn't make it any easier..

okay! going back to watching the biggest loser. haha. pretty gd results hey! see ya

*slight.downturn*

it's amazing how fast things can go from great to crap. but the worst thing of all is wen you don't know what's making things feel crap. when there's something tugging at your heart, wen there's something just telling you that things are going wrong. i definately know it's not uni.. coz tt's going fine.. something emotional. something deeper inside. i feel really incomplete.

hrm. what to do? i'm really not sure.

*the.cutest.picture!!*

keke. i came across the cutest picture on my brother's computer. heheheh. here it is! it definately deserves a spot on my blog! =D he looks exactly how i feel wenever i get disapointed.



cute heyy!!! hehehehe. i could just stare at him for hours!! hehehe. such a cutie.

*yup.good.reason.for.stress*

oooookieeee. yup. i really did have a good reason to stress about the accounting midsemester. it was hard!! well.. not so much hard.. just like, very confusing! as usual, they chucked in all this reversed crap. so i really had to think it out.. and it wasn't even sure wat i was doing!! i got so confused hey. grr! i reallllly dunno how it went. i'm sure i passed, but in light of the whole scholarship thing... i gotta make 70 or above! have u any idea how stressful that is? it's like a shadow constantly hanging over me. sometimes i really wish tt i didn't have to meet the expectations of the scholarship.. i'd like to think tt i'd be motivated to study even without the 70 average requirement... i mean, as blessed and as grateful that i am to have the scholarship, sometimes i think it's just making me go a lil crazy. i get so stressed over the littlest things.. eg. the management 100 unit!! like. my tutor is so crap hey. it's already week 6, we're meant to have met our group 5 times already, and know their names and contact details, and have started the group assignment. but noooooo. crappy tutor here din tell us anything. so here i'm left stranded, meant to do the group contract.. except.. i don't know anything. it's so totally gay. oh. did i mention it's due on tuesday? boo hoo hey! so crappy. i wish stuff would just be planne and organized. i do that muchhhh better.

annnywayyy. enough complaining for one day. lol! i'm going to get going now! laterzz.

why.do.i.even.care.so.much?

i'm so stressed right now. i don't even know why!! like.. normally i don't freak out for tests.. but for some reason, i'm really freaked out about this accounting mid-semester test/exam thing... i'm so scared.. i think it's becase even though i understand everything, i don't feel 100% confident! and i know that the only way i'll feel better is if i study more.. but i feel like i don't have the time to! the test is on friday.. i've taken friday off so i can study.. but cramming isn't something that i want to be doing! so that leaves tommorrow and thursday.. thursday doesn't really count because i've got a full day at uni.. so tt's like.. just tm!! i'm soooooooooooo freakkkeeddddd!!!

need to relax. and need to chill. not to mention pray! geez pheebs! u'd think tt that would be the first thing u remember.. my goodness. oh gosh. now i'm starting to talk to myself!! okayyyyyyy. need to take a chill pill.

*what.a.great.day!*

wow! u know, i haven't had so much fun in quite a while! the perfect blend of strategy and planning.. and just doing.. STUFF! hahaha. yeah. today instead of having the same old ypg, we had a fun and games day.. hehe. it was fun! there were quite a few different games. all of them were in teams.. it was funny coz the committee split us into pre-determined teams, and they labelled us as cold-blodded, warm-blooded, fruits or veggies.. and we had to find out wat we were, and then find out familiars. so yeah. after we got into our teams, we played timed charades/pictionary where the team had to form a number and the guesser had to guess it. charlene rocked! we took the record of 8 seconds! to make 166!! lol. even beat the other team who had the number 15! hahaha. go roman numerals hey. =D so yeahhhhh. thennnnnn, we had a scavenger hunt. the codes were pretty cool, even though some of the letters were out by a bit.. it was still fun decoding them. hehe. =) then we had activities in the middle of the hunt.. one was throwing an egg off a balcony to hit different point-areas on the ground.. except u had to make a basinet type thing to protect your egg. coz your points only counted if your egg wasn't cracked.. so yeah. tt was funny. coz we had our first egg, and it broke even before we had thrown it off! hahaha. so yeahhhhhh. lol. thennnn the other activity was forming a transport system to get water from the bottom to the top balcony... and seeing how much water you could get.. such team work in that one hey.. it was really gd! thennnn, there were water games.. "protect your fortress". haha. very creative! had to dress up one person {a.k.a our fortress.. a.k.a jonno} in toilet paper.. then make water bombs to go destroy other fortresses (wet them with the water bombs so their toilet paper came off).. but also protect our own fortress.. it was preeety fun.. except the fact that by the end, ppl were using buckets and tipping water all over ppl! and i got TOTALLY drenched!! i swear, liz, chris ong, TIM, zayzay.. all those guys.. mannnnnn! worse still, i was wearing jeans and i din bring a change of clothes!! lol! so booohoooo! lol. annnywayyyy. it was fun anyhow. =))

the bbq food was yummmy. =) haha. gd team work from b4.. and all in like half an hour! we did the chicken, the beef patties, the salad and potato salad! hehehe. those younger guys.. they rock hey! really productive and really helpful too! =)) good stuff guys.. =D

anyywayy! here's a photo, dedicated to my wonderful team-mates. heheh. after all, we did win the prize for best team work. hahah. =)


charlene,jono,justin,me,kat and lioney

*a.ray.of.sunshine...kinda anyway!*

sooo. after a day at uni, i went n bought bubble tea for pplz at home.. i actually drove to koorong, coz i wanted to pick up some books, but then i realized that it was a public holiday!! stupid uni. makes the day so weird. hahah. it really didn't feel like a public holiday. haha. anyway. then i came home. and so here i sit chattin to my cousin in s'pore. and he's telling me these really lame but funny jokes.. here are just two.

#1
Q: what do you call someone sitting in a tree holding a brief case?
A: a branch manager

#2
Q: since Noah's ark had three storeys, and they only had windows on the first storey, how did they get lights to the other 2?
A: they used floodlights!

kekeke. i found these weirdly funny.. lol. for some strangeee reason. hahaha. but yes.... haha. i think i'll go now. =)
byee.

*management.SUX!!*

grr. and i thought we were meant to be studying the stuff we actually wanted to study once we got into uni.. but noooo. lol! management is so stupid hey. not only are the lecture and tutorial times totally bad. but the stuff in the course is so stupid. i'd rather be doing accounting! and i'm like... number-illiterate!! lol! it's soooo stuppiidddd. and frustrating.. coz i actually need a 70 percent average in order to keep my scholarship. so i gotta do well. oh and i also wanna get on the VC list. so. lol! fat chance there!

anywwwayyyy. i'm majorly tired. spent the whole morning working through the books at work. as in the account books. lol. =p it's so not my thing. lol. but i'll do it anyway. =) okayyyy. so i'll be going now. =) tata!

*as.the.days.go.by*

you know, sometimes i think that as i grow older, i'm meant to know myself better. know what i can and can't do, know what i'm comfortable and uncomfortable doing, know the places where my heart is content to go. but then there are other times when i feel like i don't know myself at all, and that i haven't grown in any way. it's often those days that i turn to the people who i love, and look to them for direction. but sometimes, i find that i'm just so confused with everything, that nothing makes sense at all! i think the best thing that i can do, is to cry. and just sob it out of my system.

duyen sent this to me a couple of days ago. only just then did i read it. but it's true you know. why limit yourself to having just one bestestest friend when you can have many close friends. third to faith and family, friends is the one thing that you can't pass up in life. you need friends at every stage and point in life. there's no way that you can bypass it. unless you're content with being an introvertedly lonely person. i don't want to be that person. ever.

anyway. here's the email. =)

"When I was little, I used to believe in the concept of one best friend, and then I started to become a woman. And then I found out that if you allow your heart to open up, God would show you the best in many friends. One friend is needed when you're going through things with your mom. Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt, joke, or just be. One friend will say "Let's cry together," another, "Let's fight together," another, "Let's walk away together." One friend will meet your spiritual need, another your shoe fetish, another your love for movies, another will be with you in your season of confusion, another will be your clarifier, another the wind beneath your wings. But whatever the assignment in your life, one whatever the occasion, on whatever the day, or wherever you need them to meet you with their gym shoes on and hair pulled back, or to hold you back from making a complete fool of yourself, those are your best friends. It may be wrapped up in one woman, but for many, it's wrapped up in several... one from 6th grade, one from high school, several from the college years, a couple from old jobs, on some days your mother, on some days your neighbour, on others, your sisters, and on some days, your daughters. So whether they've been there 20 minutes or 20 years, pass this on to the women that God has placed in your life to make a difference."When I was little, I used to believe in the concept of one best friend, and then I started to become a woman. And then I found out that if you allow your heart to open up, God would show you the best in many friends. One friend is needed when you're going through things with your mom. Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt, joke, or just be. One friend will say "Let's cry together," another, "Let's fight together," another, "Let's walk away together." One friend will meet your spiritual need, another your shoe fetish, another your love for movies, another will be with you in your season of confusion, another will be your clarifier, another the wind beneath your wings. But whatever the assignment in your life, one whatever the occasion, on whatever the day, or wherever you need them to meet you with their gym shoes on and hair pulled back, or to hold you back from making a complete fool of yourself, those are your best friends. It may be wrapped up in one woman, but for many, it's wrapped up in several... one from 6th grade, one from high school, several from the college years, a couple from old jobs, on some days your mother, on some days your neighbour, on others, your sisters, and on some days, your daughters. So whether they've been there 20 minutes or 20 years, pass this on to the women that God has placed in your life to make a difference."

true isn't it? oh, and i love you too duyen. =p

*pauses.in.the.silence*

wow. it's been a while since i last posted.. and yeah. it's been a while since i last wrote in my diary too. i think the date sits at 7th january 2006. hrm. i think i kinda just realize how incredibly boring my life is right now. every day i live, even though i stop and thank God that i'm still alive, i still can't believe that i do basically the same thing everyday! i'm beginning to feel like drew barrymore in "50 first dates"... except, the people around me aren't exactly lying to me. lol. but yeah. i always set my alarm before i go to bed. wake up at 7:25am, snooze it until 7:30, get up. brush my teeth, get dressed, make breakfast, then drive off to working eating it. i work until 12:30pm then come home. usually buying lunch on the way back. then i watch movies, until late.. or go to class if it's a tuesday or thursday. then eat dinner. then sleep. then do the same thing all over again. my tendency to go insane is increasing ever so slightly! i'm not sure how much longer i can take it. good thing is that next week is o-week at uni.. so at least i'll be doing something OTHER than working and watching movies.

oh. did i mention that chinese class sux? my excitement of starting the classes has seriously deteriorated. i'm even thinking of just quitting. lol! but then tt'd be proving rach right. lol. but yeah. i think i'd have more luck just learning it myself out of the book. hehe. coz yeah. going to class isn't really helpful. plus, it's really slow moving too. so yeah. i'm not sure. either that.. or i think i might go and do jap instead. i'd prob enjoy that more. haha. so yeahhhh. we'll just have to see hey?

annnnywayy! yeah.. i'm thinking that i'll go now. haha. do something else. so yeah. i'll see ya round! tata!

*oh.how.life.goes*

man... only just today did i realize how quickly time passes. you know.. after going to choir.. cleaning a bit then lunch, then shopping, then book-selling then trish's.. i came to realize that this year.. everything is gonna be so different. like. muhua. she's leaving us to go to sydney to study.. and like. it just seems that every change.. no matter how small or big it is.. it's going to make a difference this year. this is the year that we'll all "expand our horizons" (hopefully).. we'll make new friends. we'll experience uni life. we'll try new things. and like. it just seems really strange right now. to think about it.. i like continuity and consistency. the change kinda throws me off balance. and i think it's just gonna take me a while so tt i can adjust to it.

annywayyy. here's a wacky picture tt we took at trish's tonight after dinner.

and.. it's pretty much muhua being muhua.. hahah. =D

*yawn.again*

oh mannnn. i'm so tired! kinda funny. coz i got a job! a full-time job.. until uni starts anyway. working at a warehouse in osborne park. it's good though. coz i'm also a storeperson. so i get to help customers and do stock stuff. but yeah. in the future my boss wants me to do accounts and book-keeping.. lol. only coz i'll be a commerce student. haah! lol. meh. but yeah. it's alright pay too. a heck of a lot better than crepe! hahaha. =p

anywayyy. raph's back too. so having a family thing now.

ooh. gtg. byeeeee!

so i recieved this email... and it was quite.. true!

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

so yeah. =) just a thought for the day. =)

*officially.a.curtin.student*

weeeeelll! these past few days has been pretty eventful hey! on friday after cleaning church, 9 of us went down to port kennedy (my aunty's place - right next to the beach!) and just veged out... it was actually a fishing trip.. but we din end up doing much fishing! haha. so bad though. i got totally burnt! lol. not red burnt.. but black burnt!! lol. so yeah. now i have a major tanning issue. hahah. gotta go lie in the sun for a while one of these days! lol. so yeah. we ended up taking a realllyy long walk abt 4 kms i think! haha. it's all cheng's fault! lol. funny though. coz we were all carrying fishing rods, buckets and tackle boxes all around mandurah! hahaha. lol. went on a lil crazy adventure. but it was fun... but i really din feel like putting my life at risk that night. lol. i'd much have rathered been safe and sound. hahahah. lol. i think i was being a bit of a party pooper actually. sorry! lol. =p annywayyy it was really fun.. we posed for heeeapps of pictures outside the mandurah regal cinemas. hahah. it was so funny!! hahaha. then the nxt day.. after fishing (i caught the most fish btw! hahaha. but crappy ass trumpets lol.) thennnn.. we had a bbq!! was yumm! hehehe. then pokered. then.. fishing / crabbing agen. hahahah. it was so windy though. so windy that wen lil and i jumped, the wind moved us! lol. i think i caught a sort-of cold from there hey. baddddd!

anyway! i went and enrolled at curtin today. it was so hot! lei went with me though.. kept me company. =) was a pain in the butt though. coz it was soooo hot! and worse, coz of the double degree i had to walk from one side of the campus to the other and back and forth and back and forth. was so tired by the end of it hey! not to mention totally dehydrated. but yeah. there was a problem with my timetable.. some clashes.. but eventually i figured it out.. only just then actually! lol. so yeah. everything is pretty much set! which is a relief. heheh. so yeah. i'm now officially a curtin student. hahah.

oh. i went with trish to the arts information session at uwa. hahah. going there just made me like curtin all the more! lol. curtin is so much more relaxed hey. like. the course are simpler. in uwa u gotta pick 4 different discipline areas.. but let's just say that the course structures are totally different.. and that i'm totally inclined to favour curtin. hahah.

ohhhh! one more funnny thing that i realized today. i dunno if u'll get it.. but yeah. like for the past couple of years in church - john, cheng and lei formed J.C.L and then we had quartet which added me and mish - giving P and M. anyway. today at curtin there was a building John Curtin Prime Ministerial Library which in initials gives you = J.C.P.M.L, which gives you - John.Cheng.Phoebe.Michelle.Lei!! hahahaha. funny hey! lol. it took me a split 3 seconds after looking at the building sign to realize it!! hahaha. i found it soo funny! haha. okay.. yeah. lol. just an interesting realization.. but i'll think of that every time i walk past there now. lol. =p

annywayyyy. it's late. and i'm tired. so i promise that i'll blog another day. =) bubai!

*friday.the.13th.indeed*

so. i woke up this morning and thought it was going to be a normal day. let me just say that i was really wrong! so i went out with rach today.. spending the day together.. coz she's starting work soon.. and i'm getting a new job (i quit crepe btw! haha. way too far to drive everyday.) but yeah. the day started to go really wrong when rach and i had to go to the toilet in macas. but yeah. this psycho lady came in.. i reckon she was drunk or high on drugs or something.. but yeah. as soon as i was done, i walked out of the cubicle to wash my hands.. she was standing in front of the mirrors.. talking to herself. then like. she was pretending to cry.. couldn't really tell wat she was talking abt coz she had a major slur. then like. she turned to me and started asking me for money. but i was like.. "errrrr".. then when she started to get really rough, i quickly knocked on rach's cubicle door, telling her to get out.. but i don't think she heard me.. so i just stayed there.. din say anything.. i asked the lady if she was okay.. but she just kept sobbing.. then like. rach came out, quickly washed her hands and went out the door.. i followed her, but the lady pushed in front of me.. she stopped at the 2nd door (which leads out into the dining bit) then turned to me.. she looked up as if to check for security cameras.. then she leaned towards me, got in my face and was like "if you're ever in this situation.. no one's ever going to give you money!" then BAM! she punched me square on my chin.. then hit my throat! then quickly ran out! i was like.. winded hey. totally shocked.

but yeahh.. i've never been hit before hey. it went totally fast. so fast tt i din even have time to respond! or like.. lash back! i just really wasn't expecting her to hit me.

i guess. this just teaches me a lesson. to be really careful when i go out in the future. all for the better i suppose! at least i'm not THAT hurt! she could've like.. stabbed me with a syringe! so yeah. i'll just count my blessings. but i'll be extra cautious for strangers from now on. =)

gtg! bubai! =))

*yawn.*

man. i'm so tired these days! it's totally weird! i go to sleep. wake up. eat lunch. go to work. come home. watch tv. talk on the phone. go to sleep. then do the whole routine all over again! hrrmmmmm. wonder why i'm so tired!

annnywayyy.. monday, took the day off to go hand in my scholarship application form. i'll find out whether i got it this coming monday. thenn.. tuesday.. went to work. learnt how to use the till and actually served ppl for the first time. lol! turns out it was quite an achievement? seeing tt it was my... 3rd day working? but yeah. i like serving customers. one heck of a lot better than cleaning!! but yes. then i came home, broke my light in my room.. or.. actually i FOUND it broken. (that way it doesn't add to my list of clumsinessesness [new word!].) so gotta go buy a new one tm. thennn after work went to lioney's place.. hung with the "clan", had dinner.. watched 'DOOM' - freaky ass movie. got home.. after 12 (not too hot with the parentals) then today.. went to work.. amazed myself with my crepe making skills. made a couple of real crepes.. haha. then served more ppl. closed store.. came home. got angry at yet another ford falcon aka. perfect-car-for-drivers-with-serious-road-rage-kind-of-car .. thennnn. got home. ate dinner. watched OC & charmed.. talked on phone a bit more. then worked my way here in front of the computer.

fancy dancy stuff ain't it? well.. not really. but still. only 2 more days till the weekend! woohoo. lol. i actually feel like i'm at skl.. dread the week, love the weekend. ugh. gee. i so can't wait for monday. then tuesday (melbourne offers come out) then wednesday (tisc offers appear).. so yeah.. nxt week should be pretty enlightening, in terms of my future anyway. lol. but yeeeahhh.

i gots to go. clean clean clean. even at like 10:38pm! lol. but yes. tata!

*sunnn.is.shining!*

wellllll!! things are certainly changing around here. well. for me anyway. only within the past week or so.. everything has changed! first the car.. then the job.. now i just found out earlier today abt this curtin scholarship thing. some lady called home today.. but i was working.. spoke to my mum. offered me a scholarship! but it's weird.. coz i gotta go apply on monday.. lol! but then the closing date was today! the lady - julie.. sed that she'll keep it open for me until monday at 4:40. but yeah! the scholarship is an academic merit one.. it covers all tuition fees, plus $2000 annually for spending money! how awesome is that! haha. but.. i dun even noe if the scholarship is really mine or not.. but yeah. it seems weird. coz ppl are meant to apply for it.. they're not meant to ask ppl to apply right? but yeah. we'll see wat happens! haha. but yeah! if i do get it.. i guess it's God's way of telling me that i'm meant to stay here.. and not go to melbourne. but yeah. all of these good things that's happening now is all because of God. i realize that you know?

but yeah. work has been pretty hrrm. lol. and only 2 days! it's kinda crappy.. coz all i do is clean stuff! lol. i really like the making of crepes and pancakes and stuff.. but like.. i HATE the cleaning. lol! but yeah. those of u who noe me know that cleaning is definately NOT my thing. lol. i've been looking in the newspaper for more jobs.. i think i'm more suited to office jobs. hahah. but we'll see. =))

anyway! i'd best be off! btw. chronicles of naria rox! heheh. =D such a gd movie. =)) go watch it if u haven't already!!

*brrrrinngg*

wowww... so tm! job interview! haha. i'm kinda nervous hey! don't really know wat to expect. but yet.. i'm pretty sure that i'll be alright. i really hope and pray that i get this job hey! really need the mulah! hehe. but yes. oh! and my parents did buy the ford festiva for me. heheh. so now i hae my very own carrrr! =D whoopeeee! haha.

okay. going high-ish. hahaha. but it's probably the lack of sleep talking. haha. so anyway. i'll post tm.. let u know how everything went. wish me luck! =D