soooooo. spent today driving around. hahah. first time i drove by myself! legally too! hahaha. it was really weird hey. i had to blast music really loud coz i felt so lonely.. now that i think abt it.. it really doesn't make any sense. but annnywayyyy.. so drove to skl for discrete revision class. u noe. i feel kinda dumb that i'm duin discrete revision classes. i dunno y. i just do. it's kinda gay i know. but yeah. still. so after class.. persuaded lassie, jas and nadia to go to karrinyup for coffee/eat/chat. it was weird hey. getting into the car was the strangest feeling. it just seriously felt like we were getting old! we din have to wait for anyone to pick us up - that was the strangest feeling. plus the fact that i think i look too young to be able to drive. hahah. but yeeeah. it was just. "weird". lol. but nothing that i'll take back. hahaha. so then yeah. we bumped into angela and beatrice at karrinyup too. sat with them for our lil "snack" then headed home afterwards. it took me less than half an hour to send all of them home u noe! lol! quite an achievement i must say. hahaha. but no. i'm going to practice driving at the speed limit. haha. it's just soo easy to speed. hahah. but yeah. then later last night after i got home, i felt like going shopping. so i called trish. hahahah. so yup. we went out. window shopped arnd.. nothing really good hey. but ended the night with maccas ice cream. hahahah. =p
so overall. it's just really strange driving. but i'm sure i'll get used to it. haha. =D okayyy. laterz!
*holiday.blues*
oh goodness. i really need to get motivated. i'm sooooo stuck! i just can't seem to find any speck of motivation to get me going along the study lines. this isn't even meant to be holidays. in teacher speak this is the year 12 "study break". chehh. lol. getting those exams back were more depressing than motivating really. i mean. i was really crushed abt some of them. but geez. lol. i just can't seem to pick my brain up off the floor. kinda sux actually. hahaha. and wat makes it even better is that i've got the o.c dvd's to watch (hahah. thanx to the chubs for that. lol.) anddd. going to royal show got me a big stack of candy supplies. kekek. oooh. which reminds me. i totally wanted to blog abt the trip to royal show!! hahaha.
okay. here goes. soooo. there were nine of us who went on sunday. rach, enoch, cheng, mish, steph, jj, lioney, shelley and me. 9 bucks entry. heeeh. which was a whole lot better than the 18 that rach had to pay (hahaha. sux being OLD don't it? kekekek. JOKING!! =p) annywayyy. we walked round for a lot of the time. (well duh? that's wat u're MEANT to do.) but yeah. checked out giant dogs.. no not kidding hey. there were monstrous-ly big. lol. huuuugggeee! hahaha. the highlight has definately gotta be the rides though. well.. singular. ridE. the ranger. that toooottalllyy rocked! hahahaha. wished it wasn't so expensive.. otherwise i would've gone agen. hehehe. it was soooo goooood! it was the one where it's like a pendulum.. except it goes all the way arnd. (360 degree i mean..) it hangs you upside down.. and all that. it was sooo good. going so high up.. then swinging all the way down. it was such a rush of adrenaline. but it felt absolutely awesome. definately want to do it agen. makes me kinda wanna consider bungee jumping... or... sky diving.. yeeeahh. sounds good. hehehe. =) even rach sed afta.. tt she could imagine me jumping out of a plane or something like that. hehehe. but yeah. that was really really good. felt awesome!! hehe. the nxt "highlight" was the showbags. lol. wasn't really fantastic.. but they were pretty good. hahaha. cheng and the boys got caught up with their ninja stuff. hahah. and cheng aka mr. defensive.. lol. yeah. had all the guns and stuff like that. rach settled for the inflatable hammer which came with her m&m showbag.. shellz got the wizz fizz one. oh mish did too. hahah. but yeeeehh. it was pretty funny. but OH Oh OH! the fireworks!!! yeeeeeahhh! they were HEAPS good! hehehe. soooo much better than the australia day and new years ones. lol. coz we were so close to it. felt like it was going to just keep coming down and land on us. made me feel kinda insignificant. kinda the same feeling i had at mandurah, standing on that beach last year. just staring at the vast sky. gave me that sense of insignificance in the midst of God's great creation... but yeeeeah. extraordinary feeling. =)
okay okay. so yeah. royal show was good. don't know if i'll be going agen.. but i definately look out for more rides like "the ranger". heehehe. that was sooooooo gooooooooood!!! heheh. =D
okay. i'm gonna head off and TRY to do some work. hehehe. laterzzz. =)
okay. here goes. soooo. there were nine of us who went on sunday. rach, enoch, cheng, mish, steph, jj, lioney, shelley and me. 9 bucks entry. heeeh. which was a whole lot better than the 18 that rach had to pay (hahaha. sux being OLD don't it? kekekek. JOKING!! =p) annywayyy. we walked round for a lot of the time. (well duh? that's wat u're MEANT to do.) but yeah. checked out giant dogs.. no not kidding hey. there were monstrous-ly big. lol. huuuugggeee! hahaha. the highlight has definately gotta be the rides though. well.. singular. ridE. the ranger. that toooottalllyy rocked! hahahaha. wished it wasn't so expensive.. otherwise i would've gone agen. hehehe. it was soooo goooood! it was the one where it's like a pendulum.. except it goes all the way arnd. (360 degree i mean..) it hangs you upside down.. and all that. it was sooo good. going so high up.. then swinging all the way down. it was such a rush of adrenaline. but it felt absolutely awesome. definately want to do it agen. makes me kinda wanna consider bungee jumping... or... sky diving.. yeeeahh. sounds good. hehehe. =) even rach sed afta.. tt she could imagine me jumping out of a plane or something like that. hehehe. but yeah. that was really really good. felt awesome!! hehe. the nxt "highlight" was the showbags. lol. wasn't really fantastic.. but they were pretty good. hahaha. cheng and the boys got caught up with their ninja stuff. hahah. and cheng aka mr. defensive.. lol. yeah. had all the guns and stuff like that. rach settled for the inflatable hammer which came with her m&m showbag.. shellz got the wizz fizz one. oh mish did too. hahah. but yeeeehh. it was pretty funny. but OH Oh OH! the fireworks!!! yeeeeeahhh! they were HEAPS good! hehehe. soooo much better than the australia day and new years ones. lol. coz we were so close to it. felt like it was going to just keep coming down and land on us. made me feel kinda insignificant. kinda the same feeling i had at mandurah, standing on that beach last year. just staring at the vast sky. gave me that sense of insignificance in the midst of God's great creation... but yeeeeah. extraordinary feeling. =)
okay okay. so yeah. royal show was good. don't know if i'll be going agen.. but i definately look out for more rides like "the ranger". heehehe. that was sooooooo gooooooooood!!! heheh. =D
okay. i'm gonna head off and TRY to do some work. hehehe. laterzzz. =)
*yay!! *grinz*!*
wooooooooot! heheheh. i got my P's! hehehe. =D yay! no more logging hours. heehee. feels good hey. hahah. first step to independence. but lol. stil gotta get past T.E.E first. lol. =p
okay. just thought i'd blog that. but yeah. =) gtg. watch o.c! hehe. laterz.
okay. just thought i'd blog that. but yeah. =) gtg. watch o.c! hehe. laterz.
*forgetful.me*
oooh. i totally forgot. i was meant to blog abt something that happened today (not those crappy exam marks). i was telling lassie, nardz and duyen that i would. hahaha. so yeeeeahh. anyway. as usual, i bought a cheese pie to eat at recess (it's my lunch). but today, all of the cheese pie's were sold out except for one. i din really take a close look at it. so i just bought it. annywayyy. started eating it.. then a couple mins into it. i realized that it was seriously burnt. it was quite bad. but hey. i spent a whole $2.60 on it. soooo. nadia was really concerned about me eating it. so she convinced me to go to the canteen and get a spoon to eat the inside but not the crust. so. we walked to the canteen. i asked the canteen lady whether i could get a spoon, explaining that the pie was gross and inedible. she was like. "uh. just throw it in the bin?".. i was like.. "hey. i spent money buying it so i might as well eat it." (that sounds really scabby hey). but yeah. she was like. "well. i can give you your money back". so she did.. thennn. nadia and i walked off. she shouted after us.. ran after us.. the was like. "you can still eat it if you want to." then handed me a spoon. hahahaha. so it was like.. a FREE pie!! hahahahahaha. =p
okkkkayyy. enuff azn-ness. hahah. =D laterz.
*happy.birthday.to.me* in 23 mins. =))
okkkkayyy. enuff azn-ness. hahah. =D laterz.
*happy.birthday.to.me* in 23 mins. =))
*i'm.so.pooped!!!*
grrrrrrrrrrr. birthday tm. but yet exams have got me completely utterly, totally pooped. stupid stupid stupid!!!!! that freaking p&l exam hey. i've vented and vented and vented so much today. but still hey. teach hasn't even finished marking it yet. but it's soooo bad so far. the short answer section. my goodness. i've NEVER done that bad before. it's crazzzzyyy!!!! so pissed off though. that stupid one question which i utterly flunked. that was stupid. grrr. i'm like. NOT in the mood to celebrate. grrrrrrrrrrrrr!!
hrm so tm. ice skating. i'm still not sure wat to expect. but i'm looking forward to it anyway. okay. gtg. hang out clothes. bbl.
hrm so tm. ice skating. i'm still not sure wat to expect. but i'm looking forward to it anyway. okay. gtg. hang out clothes. bbl.
*grrrrrrrrr!!!*
stoopid stoopid stoopid!!! officially as of today, p&l sux. really really really sux. went and sat the exam today. omg. it was soooo bad. as soon as i opened the paper. i was like. oh crap. oh crap. oh crap. i din like ANY of the questions. and that NEVER EVER happens. i always dislike a few, but like most. but this time. i hated them ALL. so that put me in a really bad position to start off with.
it's stupid because... i know that like for some of those questions, even if i had studied more (which i should've), i wouldn't have been able to answer them. they were just those "random" type questions which u can't really prepare for. and those really really really suck! i was super pissed off. for the first time in an exam, i left a question blank. i din even try answering it. it's totally stupid hey.
anyway. so jap tm. and i'm super worried. i just have this phobia of like getting into the exam and the same thing happening. i'm usually good at jap tho. so i dunno. but i'm usually good at p&l too. i wouldn't be suprized if i din even get past 65%. worse, if u do worse than than in p&l... it gets scaled down. not a lot. but that still really affects my marks. just gotta hope that i do good. pray. yeah. pray.
okay. so heading off now.
it's stupid because... i know that like for some of those questions, even if i had studied more (which i should've), i wouldn't have been able to answer them. they were just those "random" type questions which u can't really prepare for. and those really really really suck! i was super pissed off. for the first time in an exam, i left a question blank. i din even try answering it. it's totally stupid hey.
anyway. so jap tm. and i'm super worried. i just have this phobia of like getting into the exam and the same thing happening. i'm usually good at jap tho. so i dunno. but i'm usually good at p&l too. i wouldn't be suprized if i din even get past 65%. worse, if u do worse than than in p&l... it gets scaled down. not a lot. but that still really affects my marks. just gotta hope that i do good. pray. yeah. pray.
okay. so heading off now.
*la.la.la*
weeeeellll... with exams over for the week.. i feel relatively stress free. but then there's quite a lot that i gotta b4 before nxt week hits. i think i should write my japanese speech... so tt i kn get it checked. but then i gotta study for the actual written paper.. and memorize 400 pages of political and legal stuff. but yeah. hrm. wondering where to start..!
annnywayyy. i kn't believe. birthday nxt week. doesn't feel like a year's gone by since japan.. and the 16th b'day party (which was relatively tragic). i don't have much expectations for this year. i just want a low-key thing. but yeah. i don't even want a cake. birthday's used to be my favorite day. but now.. i've always had this feeling... i always expect birthday's to be a super happy time.. but then.. at every birthday.. something always is missing.. then it just happens to go by really quick. just like any other event. it's so unfair. time is unfair. all i'm left with is pixels of my memories which i have to reminisce on.
okay. back to dark angel. later luvs!
annnywayyy. i kn't believe. birthday nxt week. doesn't feel like a year's gone by since japan.. and the 16th b'day party (which was relatively tragic). i don't have much expectations for this year. i just want a low-key thing. but yeah. i don't even want a cake. birthday's used to be my favorite day. but now.. i've always had this feeling... i always expect birthday's to be a super happy time.. but then.. at every birthday.. something always is missing.. then it just happens to go by really quick. just like any other event. it's so unfair. time is unfair. all i'm left with is pixels of my memories which i have to reminisce on.
okay. back to dark angel. later luvs!
*exams...ohh.... whoooooops!!*
whoooooops! how did exams suddenly get to be starting on monday??? it was like.. yesterday that trish duyen and i were talking on the bus saying how exams were "soon-ish"... but geeeez! they start on monday! and yet. here i am. sitting on my bed.. facing 3 exams this week (yes i noe.. i'm one of the lucky ones). and yet i'm still not motivated to study. i'm starting to think that the word "motivation" doesn't really describe me anymore. bcoz.. i do have the motivation. but somehow, the motivation isn't acting out as it should. you know. normally when you get motivated you actually end up doing that thing which u're motivated to do? welll.. i don't exactly fall into that category.. i'm motivated to study. i know i have to. and i kinda want to. buttttt. i just haven't actually studied yet! lol. freakyyyyy. ain't it? it's kinda bogus. kinda screwy too. lol. and i noe this is insane saying this. but i'm worried for discrete. all that slacking off hasn't really done me much good. it's seeerrriouslllyy bad. the worst thing is that it's the only one that has to count for sure. worse. the other 4 are actually good. taking the average from the other 4 would put me in a really good position. but including discrete now.. i think it brings me down a bit. whoooooops! this is sucky. coz discrete is relatively easy. it's all to do with logic and problem solving. not so much calculations. so.. it's not too bad u noe? but still! it's hard in its own way. aiyoh!
anyywayy! for those of u who in ypg who haven't heard yet (you should've coz i've called everyone in the ypg... lol!) we're doing a farewell thing for josh. it's at 7pm at my place. pizza for dinner. pretty much just gaming the whole nite i think? if anything else comes up, we'll do it. =) but yeah. that's the plan. call me if u need to know anything more. =)
okayyyy. even tho it's 11:05 right now.. i'm gonna get off my butt to do something. then wake up early and study. (wahahahaha. yeah right!!!! lol! =p) but yeah.
g'nitez all! annddd. to all the yr 12 churchlanders, esp the chubstaz.. all the best for your exams! make sure u eat breakfast! (and that's a lot coming from me..!) oh. and if you're reading this.. u bad bad bad bad bad person! hahahaha. go and study already! heehee. =p okay.. final goodbye.
cheerios! oh btw. i am WAYY to happy atm for a yr 12 chick about to face mocks. lol. =p okay. byeee!
anyywayy! for those of u who in ypg who haven't heard yet (you should've coz i've called everyone in the ypg... lol!) we're doing a farewell thing for josh. it's at 7pm at my place. pizza for dinner. pretty much just gaming the whole nite i think? if anything else comes up, we'll do it. =) but yeah. that's the plan. call me if u need to know anything more. =)
okayyyy. even tho it's 11:05 right now.. i'm gonna get off my butt to do something. then wake up early and study. (wahahahaha. yeah right!!!! lol! =p) but yeah.
g'nitez all! annddd. to all the yr 12 churchlanders, esp the chubstaz.. all the best for your exams! make sure u eat breakfast! (and that's a lot coming from me..!) oh. and if you're reading this.. u bad bad bad bad bad person! hahahaha. go and study already! heehee. =p okay.. final goodbye.
cheerios! oh btw. i am WAYY to happy atm for a yr 12 chick about to face mocks. lol. =p okay. byeee!
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