*stresssssssss.*

grrrr! my heart. aiyoh. i just feel way too stressed abt everything. one by one. i just feel everything piling up. esp stuff from skl. i totally regret getting out my wisdom teeth in that last week hey. aiyoh. missed so many assessments. now i hafta catch up with them all. i gez i'm just gonna do wat nads sed.. write down a list - everything i hafta do. then just do it! hrmmm.

i want an mp3 playerrrrrrrr. my heart's broken since mine is gone.. broken.. sent back to singapore for fixing. sob sob.

okay. time's up. gonna go study now. bye bye!

*thank you Lord!*

whew! i've just come to realize how thankful i ought to be. so i've been awake for like 6 hours today. and about 3 of those hours was spent driving. as in. ME behind the wheel. first i had a driving lesson (trying to beat that new piece of legislation which grants that i'd hafta do a 60 hour log book, then wait 6 months before sitting the hazard perception test... which can be plainly summarized as a WASTE OF TIME! so yah.) annywayy. yehh. so driving lesson. was quite funny, as per usual. dennis had more wacky stories to tell. but yah. so one and a half hours there. thenn. later on i went to the shops, went to the bank to set up my internet backing thing, then to miss maud's for "lunch".. lol. i had an icecream sundae. hahaha. ;) but yah. thennn. did grocery shopping, then came home to drop off all the stuff. so after that, i had to go drop off my assignment at my teach's house. i noe i noe. how hardworking right? hahahah. NOT. lol. it's all bcoz of my stoopid wisdom teeth operation. since i missed out on the 8 assessments that week, my teach wanted me to do the assignment essay asap. so she scheduled for me to do it on the hols. i was meant to do it in the first week. but then there was camp. so my political and legal "mentality" was totally not in tact.. i was much too busy! so! was meant to do it on wednesday, butttt. i hadn't started studying then yet AND i din have a lift. so i pushed it for thursday. so yep, did it last night at church.. i never ever ever would've thought that i'd hafta do a skl test thing in church. lol.. was a really strange feeling. lol. =p but yah. soooooo. my teach called. sounded not too happy.. was askin if i had done it.. that was on thursday arvo. so i told her i was doing it at night.. then she asked if i could drop it off at her house. so me being me... i din mind going out of the way (it really was OUT of the way hey.) and so i drove it to her today.. annywayyy. the moral of this really really really long story was something that my mum sed to me when i was driving. driving in peak hour traffic.. under all that "stress" [don't laugh at me okay.. i'm a noob at driving! haha.] she asked me whether everytime i got into the car.. whether i prayed for safety first.. it's quite a simple thought if u think abt it. butttt. like. just imagine. without praying first.. u're going out blind onto the roads.. no security or anything. i just think of how many "close" calls i've had.. soooo. i've decided! everytime that i get behind the wheel. i'll say a silent prayer. that way.. i know i'll be safe. even if something bad does happen.. i noe that my chances are reduced coz my heart will be at peace. lol. okay.. so it doesn't sound that conventional.. but. i get it. and it seems pretty true and real to me.

okay okay. enough "remenicing" for one day. hahah. tata! =)

*chicken rice is waiting for me!* woohoo! =D

*my nose hurts.. sob.sob*

it sux being sick hey. my nose either won't stop running.. or just stops me from breathing coz it's blocked. grrr. i need to study!! but i can't concentrate. grrr. but yahhh. so today. had a doc appt. check up on the wisdom teeth. they're healing well! yay! hehehe. the nurse was like.. "so how was your recovery?" wahahaha. i was intent on just saying that it was fine. but my mum was like "it was really really bad!!" hahaha. it sure was! lol. i was heeeaaapss swollen. but meh. that's all in the past! not going to look back. hahah. or go for another oral/dental surgery. hahah. luckily i got all 4 out. so no more left.

annnywayyy. so after that appt.. oh yah. it was like the quickest consultation that i've ever been to hey. wasn't even 5 mins! she just walked in, told me to open my mouth, told me i was healing well then sent me on my way! lolll. luckily i din catch the bus there. i would've been so peeved. so much trouble for not even 5 mins of my life!! wahaha. but yahhhh. anyway. after that. called dennis [my driving instructor] to ask him to start up lessons again. lolll. he wouldn't let me off the hook that i had "pontang-ed" lessons for like.. 2 months? esp wen i told him it was just for that week. hahahaha. i had told him that i'd call him again the nxt week to schedule lessons. hahah. but yet there i was 2 MONTHS later calling him. hahaha. he found it quite funny. =p but yahh. so he made a lesson for today...! no wonder y the guy is so rich. hahaha. he fills up his vacancies heaps quick! lol. so yah. after calling him 2 hours later i was in his car for my first lesson all over again. hahah. took a drive to joondalup.. to familiarize me with the licencing center area.. then he was telling me / pointing out all the places where most peeps fail their tests.. like the "hidden" stop signs.. the tricky roads.. the tricky manouvres.. that kinda thing. quite a leisurely drive i must say. altho. i stalled it once. hahah. forgot to accellerate.. lol. duh!! hahahah. but yahhh. annywayy. then got home. finished making the brownies that i was baking b4 i left... ate some. heheheh. satisfied my chocolate cravings.. then ended up here! =))

okay okay. going to do some work now. heeh. tata.

*wahhhh..*

okay. so a week at camp. now i've got one whole week of lots and lots and lots of work. gonna stop myself from going out this week. i've still got to write that p&l thing. going to sooks place to do it on wednesday. thennn. got that discrete one to do too. aiyoh. then going to jas's 17th tonight. i almost forgot hey! tt's how tired i am!!

ooh. something i found on trish's blog. hahaha. check it out.

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Your kiss is...	breath taking
Your hugs are...	to die for
Your eyes...	twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...	irresistable
Your smell is...	beautiful
Your smile is...	encouraging
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hehehe. quite funnnyyyy. =p meh. okay. gonna prepare stuff for tonight. laterzz.

*home.sweet.home*

at last!! i'm back in my own room, my own bathroom, my own BED! heehee. but camp was really really good. i'm going to be a VESSEL OF HONOUR. or strive to be anyway. camp was very fulfilling. coz i had to balance teaching the nursery, chairing and absorbing all that i learnt from the sessions at the same time. it was truly a big big blessing! and very fun too! =D hehehe. annywayyy. so after those 5 days, i'm actually still tired! i slept 16 hours to try to recover. i don't think i'm fully healed yet. but yah..

tonight we all went to chris tan's place.. just to chill basically. spent the whole nite playing nintendo gamecube, xbox and ps2! that guy has everything!!! his house is like an arcade.. no joke hey. hahaha. oh.. jj wants me to say bout how he kicked my butt at that donky kong bongo game. hahaha. but he couldn't beat daryl.. hahaha. but i did! heehee. okay jj. u're good. happy? i sed it! hahaha. ;) but nahhh. it was truly fun! my hands hurt.. =( hahaha. ooh we played ddr and para para too! hahahaha. funnnn. but they got boring after a while. the golden moment was wen enoch did a freestyle|break-dancing thing.. hahha. dazza's got it on video too! wahahahah. i'll get it posted up here as soon as i get it! hahahaha. ;)

okay okay. i'm playing for service tm. so gotta run! nite all!

*whew*

man. i'm so tired! planning to sleep earli tonight. hehe. just so that i won't be completely knackered tm wen camp starts. haha. gotta be there earllyyy to set up n all that. hrm. haven't packed yet. and i've still gotta do the stuff for nursery tm night. was just outside spray painting the styrofoam star. but guess wat. SPRAY PAINT EATS STYROFOAM! lolllll.. whooops. that one i really didn't noe. lol. so yah. now.. i've only got 4 stars.. and i need 5. so gonna hafta make one more. hm.

okay. i'm tired. i'm going. bye! oh. won't post for a week. so. yah. see ya! hehe. =) hopefully i'll learn lots at camp and have heaps to tokk bout! heehee. cyer!

*i found it!!!!*

i found my ball dress! yay yay yay!!!!! it's sooo niceee. it's green (i noe.. i noe..) and it's got these clear beaded things on them.. and it's got that split that i was looking for.. it's perfect.. u really hafta see it to see just why i love it so much! so i've put it on hold and i'm gonna get mum to go with my to check it out then buy it!! woohoo! and it's arnd the price range i was lookin for too... hehehehe. yayyyyyy!!! i'm so relieved! hahaha. ;) and plus its a colour. not a black and white.. so mum will be happy. =D i'm so stoked! hahaha.

*woohoo!!*

orritee!!! i'm going to skl on friday!! yay!! this is unbelievable.. i've never been this happy to go to skl before. lol. =p first for everything eh? but annywayyy. another "joyous" moment.. i ate a sausage roll! woooot! hahah. i mean. i had to cut it up into really little itsy bits to minimize the chewing needed.. but i still ate it! hehe.. =D yay! i feel like i've conquered the world! hahaha. nahhh. not really. =p

okay okay. gonna go! cya laterrrr.

*sunshine's shining in*

sooo. let's just say that today, things are looking better. the swelling has gone down.. but i still can't feel my cheeks. soooo. i still can't eat. grrr. u noe wat i really crave for? apart from that green apple bubble tea (with extra bubbles so i can prove to myself that i can actually chew).. buttt.. i'm craving for a nice, long, big, chunky and "need-to-chew" sausage roll! i just wanna smell that smell.. and not hafta watch rach eat it. lol. i wanna eat it!! grrrr. only a few more days until i can chew again! i hope anyway. i think it's the stitches which prevent me from chewing.. coz the rest of my mouth feels fine.. pity that it'll be 2 weeks till they fall out. mehhhhh.. i'm going crazy. i'm super super super super bored here. i've been watching and indulging in the endless realm of love triangles between our friends dawson, pacey and joey. lol. i'm soooo tired of it. but i just can't seem to stop coz there's nothing else to watch. so i'm up to season 4, episode 8. lol. i skipped season 3 coz it was driving me nuts.

hrrrmmm.. i wanna study. prepare for all of those tests that i'm gonna be bombarded with. but.. i hope that i won't hafta sit them immediately. too sick to study? is that a excuse which they'll accept? let's just hope so. coz really. i couldn't do anything these past few days. whilst sum ppl might be thinking that it's real good to be staying at home all day long.. it's most definately not a good thing. after this is over, i promise not to complain about going to skl ever ever again! [that's probably not going to happen... lol. i can just imagine once exam time comes round.. lol.]

okay okay. i'm gonna go now. laterz.

*whyyyyyyyy??????*

mannnnnn.. why does this have to last for so long!!! i'm still swollen like a football! believe it or not. it's been like.. 5 days already. i'm getting really really really anxious. i can't stop feeling like crying my eyes out. i just really really really really really really really want to get better. i feel sooo bad being sick like this. it's not even a flu sick. it's just like a really bad hopeless and boredom thing. like.. i can't do anything. can't play the piano, can't read books, can't study (which is actually wat i want to do the most), can't talk on the phone, can't sing, can't talk properly.. can't do anything normal! the only thing i can do. is sleep and watch tv. and half the time wen i watch tv, my eyes hurt, so i end up sleeping. i'm sick of sleeping. and i'm sick of changing the ice packs every 20 mins. it's just.. soooooo frustrating!!! whyyyyyyyyy??? i feel like such a stupid dork for having gone for this operation. oh hey. do me a favour and answer this question.

if u've gotten 4 wisdom teeth out b4, from like in the gum, not just pulled out.. how long did it take you to recover?

i just need to noe.

*prays on knees* help me God. help. may your mercies overflow me. and healing power capture me. please. it's all i ask.

*sob sob*

at this point of time. i really don't think i could feel any worse. my head is killing me. i've got a running fever. my cheeks are so swollen i can't feel them. and i've got some stoopid gauze/stitches still in my mouth which prevents me from chewing. which means i can't eat. so i'm hungry, cold, and utterly in pain. and can u believe this is gonna last for the next two days?? mannn.. i wish i never went for the stoooooooppiddd op! just a warning for everyone else out there. please. do urself a favour and don't get ur wisdom teeth out (esp FOUR of them) unless you really really really really really have no other choice. i was stoopid. i thought gettin them out would be LESS pain than wat they were causing me before. stoopid stoopid STOOPID me! grrrrr. okay. gonna go bak to crying and hybernating now. see y'all in a few decades after all this pain/swelling goes away.

signing off.. your resident chipmonk. =D (see the fat cheeks in that smiley? keke.)

*can't-feel-cheeks*

aiyoh aiyoh aiyoh! i honestly din expect it to be this bad. i can't do nothing! kn barely walk 'swell. grrrrr. and the taste of blood is doing nothing gd for my stomach either.. *sob*sob*sob*. i want my cheeks back. lol. my lips feel obese. and my tongue... what tongue? lol. feels like that's not there anymore either.. wahahah. oh yah. just in case u dunno wat i'm going on abt. i just got my wisdom teeth out. all 4. and we all say yay! those of u who see me this wkend, pls don't laugh. my heart can't take it. lol. but hey. the best feeling of all of this was the feeling of being sedated.. it's like.. u're actually allowed to not listen to anyone arnd u.. but they kept waking me up.. checking how i was and stuff. i swear, i was couting - they took my blood pressure 9 times in 2 hours. lol. my arm was suffocating! hahaha. mehhhhhhhh. okay.. going to sleep now. sleep off all those painkillers. yum yum. ciao.