*i'm officially broke....again*

mehhhh.. i seriously need a savings plan. lolll. i have like.. NO self control what-so-ever!!! loll... i just told myself this morning that i was gonna save all my money.. pay everyone (my bro & sis) back.. thennn.. i went out [i noe, i sed i wasn't gonna. but ended up going out anyway. lol]. thennn.. i bought anthony callea's new album.. he's definately easy on the eye. much easier than guy... heheh.



lollllll.... it's good tho! so definately a gd buy. hahahah. ;) aiyohhh.. so cannot go out anymore leh. got no money in my bank accnt now. hahah. it's down to single digits. hahahahah. ;) whoops! my bad. hahah. okay okay. i'm just gonna go now then. and listen to my new cd.. this is like.. the first that i've bought... since like... westlife in s'pore. lol. =p okay okay.

*cackle cackle*

bridget jones's diary is the funniest movie ever!! edge of reason topped it up. i must say that it's prob one of the best sequels i've ever seen. (except for mighty ducks of course! nothing will ever beat that! haha). but yeaaahhh. it was soooooooo funnnyy!! my eyes were like tearing of laughter. and i must say that colin firth makes me smile. lol. it's not like he's unbelievably good looking? or that he's charming or anything like that.. just somehow.. he and renee zellweger just act really really gd together. hahah. but yeh. renee zellweger is wikid ay! u've got to haf one heck of a lot of self confidence to be able to act the way she did.

haha. i'm still laughing/smiling from watching it. hahah. i think i wanna go buy edge of reason on dvd now. heheheh. it's one of those movies i kn watch over and over and over again. hahahahah. okayy. i'm still! laughing! heheheh.

gtg. lots work to do. oh yah. din end up going out today. soz nads!! i noe i noe. i'm a bailer. but sorry bout that.

laterz.

*suicide anyone?*

okay. so i ripped this off steph's blog.

weird thing. no.. i'm not suicidal! i love life actually! weeeirrrdd.

Happy Deathday!
Your name:	pheebs
You will die on:	Sunday, March 21, 2027
You will die of:	Suicide
Username:
Created by Quill

death by suicide... hrmmmmmmmm.

*happy easter everyone! chocolate...yum yum*

whew. it's over. haha. this weekend was sure to be a hectic one! from friday with the good friday service, then saturday with the ypg skit night, then today with the easter sunday service.. whewwwww!! hardly even time to breathe! i must say that it went reaaalllyy well! everyone acted sooooo fan-tab-u-lous last night!! a special congrats go to the winners = john.f, jj, shelley and liz for their wackily hilarious skit. hahah. jj definately suits being a nerd.. heeh. and john definately suits being a mom. hahah. =p nice work guys! but yehh. then i gotta say a congrats to my team! u guys were awesome! see? all that practice did pay off! so enoch, john[h] and aleesia.. thanx for making it so enjoyable! =D u guys rock. and plus, u're realllllyyy patient.. i noe i was losing it.. lol. i gez a seriousl lack of sleep can do that to ya. but yeeaahhh.. then last but not least to the 3rd place-ers.. mish, kat and yu! u guys were heaps gd in ur final production. went heaps smoother than ur rehearsals. and plus the improv.s were really gd. hahah. ;)

but yeeaaahhhhhh! the night was an incredible success! the ypg comm. should definately be proud of themselves. it was a wikid sight to see everyone just working together so well u noe? everyone really got to mingle with everyone else.. and to get to noe their teammates better. =D but yeah. it WAS really fun. =D

ooh. then today. the kids sang gd. but the funny thing was main choir. lollll. originally, the cd was in CD2 (the cd stacker thingo.).. but coz of the skits last night, the cd order got changed. but i forgot to tell nick that! soooo. he played cd2, ready for the choir to start singing.. and thennnnnn... 'roses - outkast' starts playing.. wahahahahaha.. it was quite funny.. lol... turns out tat da cd wasn't even in the stacker, it was still in it's case! lol.. but yeah. once we finally got the music sorted, it was all gd. i thought the choir sang preety gd even tho the back up wasn't plugged in/connected.. lol. so yeaaahhhh. it was a'ight.

so that's my weekend.. so far. lol. it's gone by pretty quick. can u believe we've still got another 2 days left of easter holidays? then this week, i've only got 1 day of skl.. coz thursday i'm goin for the wisdom teeth op. hrmmmm. a bit worried/nervous bout that. we'll se eh. gtg! =D

*new look*

heehee. okay. boredom definatley got the better of me. so i've been here in church since like.. 9 in the morning? but i did go out for lunch, so tt counts for something. but yeah. good friday service today. and since daryl had to work (dammnnnn yuuu! but meh nah. i'm over it.) i had to play the piano for main worship. and oh! first time playing for holy communion. wahah. i soooo din noe that i was meant to PLAY something while the bread/cups were goin round. heehee. >.< but nyeh! it went okay. the one song.. 'o sacred'... something or rather.. that was a bit iffy. but all the rest were gd..

so for lunch. we went to cisorello's (spelling?). it's sooo ex!! and seeing that i din noe tt we were going out for lunch (i was expectin the traditional macas for lunch actually..) we all ended up havin fish n chips. it was way too much for me to eat. felt quite bloated afterwards. i think i was gettin into a really snotty mood after that.. my group - enoch, aleesia n john prob got the worst of that (sorry guys!) but yehhhh. i dunno y i was gettin so agitated so easily.. mehhhh.

annnywaayyyyy. yeahhh. so we all practiced for our skits today. my groups's is sooooo long! super super super super long. our scene changes are totally crap ey. really need to speed them up for tm. lol. i think our rehearsal lasted for like.... 1 hour? and the skit is only meant to be like max 20 mins long. haaaah. we'll prob end up going overtime. oh yeh. i dun think i sed y we were practicing skits for. lol. tm night is the ypg skit presentation night for the month of march. haha. we've been preparing in groups over the past couple of weeks for this presentation. but, everything seems to be last minute (gosh! as per usual. haha.)

but yah. so i'm stillllll here in church. it's 12:51am right now. i wanna go home!!
okie okie. going going going. bubai! >.<

*woohoo*!

definately a gd day today! =D *gRinz*

despite the heat [ 41 degrees!!!!! ] i got home in one piece after rockin up to skl late.. i totally slept in! woke up at the time tt skl started! whooops. then. had that jap speech! woohooo!! 9.5 out of 10! yippeeee!!! it's crap that it doesn't count for that much.. boohoo. still can't bring up my average that much. suckkkyyyy. since bombing out on that reading strand.. it sux. grrrrr. but anyway! that wasn't the focus for today. loll. yes. congrats doogs! and trish! and jas! heeehee. trish is too good for her own good! lol. a perfect 10/10!! lolll... but yeehhhh!

then wen i got home.. trish came round to grab human bio stuff. gosh! i never realized that rach was so organized! that girl! shesh! organized eveerrryyythinngg! lolll.. a tad bit on the freaky side hey. lol.. but i'm not complaining. she organized all the discrete stuff too.. so all gd for me! heeh. okie anyway. then dad got home! arrived safely back from s'pore.. bearing........ MY MP3 playerrr!! woohoo! gotta be honest tho, wen i first saw it in the packet (yes, packet and not a box).. i was like. "oh.. uhm.. thannks." lol.. but.. now.. it's all gd. yeah. it's grown on me... i like it.. the colour is a lot warmer that wat the picture shows... tt's y i was a bit... hmmmmmmm. but nahhh. it's okay. =)

anywayyy! got a big history thing tm. gotta go study! haven't started yet!

keep working hard ppl! onli 8 more months to go! =D

oh yehh! that reminds me. we got our leaver's jumpers / jackets this week... hrrrrrm. there's a lot i could say abt it. let's just sayyyy. i think we really could have done better. but we've got wat we've got. and i'm sure it will look better in winter. when everyone is wearing it. lol. but for the record.. fluro red and fluro yellow just does NOT go with a warm gold... lolll... but yeahhh. i've bitched wayyy to much abt them this week. lol. so i'll stop now before another person starts gettin pissed at me.

okiieeee. going now. =) bb.

*i got my new phone!!!! =D*

yay!!! finally! i have a new toy. =D heehee. too bad it's charging now. so i can't play with it. but ooo! it's uber-cool! =D can't wait for it to finish charging.. *counting down the minutes* !! =DD



ain't it pweeety? =D i love it! i just love it! =D =D

*mental block anyone?*

ever had a mental block at the worst possible time? man! i've got this extended essay to write, due on friday, but gotta get da teach to check it out tm for corrections n stuff. and i can't get past the thesis statement. sheshh. i just can't think straight. too much stuff on my mind! grr. tests tests tests. assignments assignments assignments. oh it's the life! let me just say that i can-not wait for this yr to be over. end already would ya?!? loll.

gotta run. =)

*sob*sob*

at this moment, i should be sitting in kings park listening to the musical wonders of ben folds five!! but. i decided that i had to study for the jap tests this week. i'm seriously behind in it all eh. i never understand what's going on i class. and i never recognize any of the kanji. it really sux ey. so yes. i decided to be gd and stay at home to study. *sob*sob*sob*

aiyoh. my bed's calling me.. saying "sleeeeeeeeeeeeepp..." lol. and i'm heeding to it. so. g'nite!! =D

*da-da-da-da!*

woohoo! i'm finally gettin my mp3 player! heeh. =D turns out that there's this IT show in s'pore.. and things are goin preeeety cheap! so i got raph to go look. and being the FANTASTIC brother that he is [a BEEEEG thank yu!!! =D]... he found one!! =D haha. plus, we're doing a deal. coz i'm super broke. wahaha. annnywayyyy. so i got lucky. sorry mish!! i'm a brand-stealer..! loll.. it's a cReatiVe. anndd!!! it's LIME GREEN! the cReatiVe muvo n200! check it out!



yay!!! dad's bringin it bak when he gets back from s'pore.. =D *!gRinZ!*

i.can't.wait.i.can't.wait.i.can't.wait.i.can't.wait.i.can't.wait!

*tell me...is it just a phase?*

hmmm.. so i've got all these thoughts going thru my head atm.. i keep thinking abt the future... and wat i'm gonna do for the rest of my life. i noe it's a real. weird? thing to be thinkin bout? like.. coz it's so 'far' away and everything. but i dunno. that's just where my mind wonders to nowadays. even wen i'm meant to be concentrating on something - like the movie tonight? i just keep thinkin about it. i just keep thinking whether or not there's one suitable path of life that i'm meant to take. something which God intends for me to take.. and that i'll truly be happy with as well. but u noe wat? there's these bks that i'm reading at the moment. the Christy Miller Series. i've been reading them since i was like.. 10? but anyway. i was a koorong [a christian bkshop] on friday arvo, and i came across the final 3 bkz of the series.. where the main character christy has finally grown up - in college and ready to get married.. but annnnywayyyyyy.. the 3 bks are really gd.. coz they really show how we've got to trust God in every aspect of our lives. like how life is this really really big picture. and He actually noes everything that's gonna happen. so i suppose, the biggest lesson i've caught onto in these bks is that we can't be in control of everything.. we're not supposed to be either. wen i say that, i mean that we're meant to let God be in control of everything. i suppose that's one of the exact things that i'm guilty of. i have a lack of trust in God. i think i don't trust enough that things will turn out right if i just let go and let things be. i don't feel safe enough doing that. but i guess that's where true faith comes in.

annnywayy. after all this faith-speak, i come bak to the thought of the future. and how i just can't see wat the future holds. i gez that just scares me a bit. i'm not sure. hmmm. anyway. so wat i really was gonnna say. the lastest thought i've had is abt wat i'm gonna do in uni. uni is only nxt yr! so! i'm thinkin bout early childhood education... i gez, i just thought abt how much i like kids.. and i'd love to work with them u noe? i think i kn see myself being happy doing that. but thenn... i dunno there are other parts to it which make me quite unsure. somehow i just don't see myself studying education in uni. it just doesn't seem quite right. but then neither does law. mehhhhhhh. i dunno! the more i think, the more confused i get. nyehhhhhhh....

trish just came up with a great idea! hehe. one which just might be the solution to my confusion... she suggested that i right down all of those ambitions which i think i want to do.. or can see myself doing.. then as time goes by, cross out the ones which i'm not so keen on.. that way i'll be narrowing down my options.. and that's gd.. coz i've definately got wayyyyyy too many atm! heheh.. thanx twish! =D

ok. i'm gonna go now. lol. will post later!! =D

*yayyy!! smiles all round. =D*

so! today was such a gd day.. =D *grinz*. first history. turns out that i did a heck of a lot better in the doc study than i expected.. after doing it, i wasn't so confident. was expecting abt 65%.. which i would've been okay with considering that i found it quite difficult (in the sense that there was too much to write in the time given).. sooo anywayyyyy.. we got it back today. turns out that i got the top of both classes! wow! heck i even beat doug! loll. he beat me in the essay, so i gez now we're even. i'm so aiming for that prize at the end of the year. lol. =p but yeah... 39/50.. not bad. heheh. was reeeeaaalllyyy happy. =D then! sum of u's might recall me going on and on and on and on abt that discrete epw... how i really "got" the concept so i was pretty confident abt it. i was really aiming for 100%. and guess wat?!? i got it!!! FIRST time that i've ever gotten 100% on a math test b4 eyyyy. i'm sooooo happy! after last yr intro calc, and always failin the tests and stuff.. i was kinda used to failing or JUST passing.. mannn!!!!!! i'm sooooooooo happyy!!! hehehehe. =D

anywayyyyy! just thought i'd share my joy with you! *grinz* i'm REALLLYYY happy!! can't stop smiling actually. heheheheh. =)

ooh. more joy. an eng essay to write and hand in tm.! fun! hahhaa. NOT. =p okay okay. i'm going. bubai!!