*double.yay!*

yay! heheh. i finally found a car that i like.. and that my parents like too. heheh. seeing that it's my first car.. i didn't want to get such a good one.. coz if i get in an accident (which i'm bound to.. but touchwood!!).. then it's a waste.. kind of anyway! but yeah! so this 1998 ford festiva seems to be the equilibrium of both types. the car was kept really well hey. no scratches or anything.. but yeah. here's a photo. =))

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haha. my dad's in the pic... and his shadow in the other.. lol! good thing he thinks its a good car too. hahah. he's so simple. he just said. "it suits you". lol! that's the best kind of remark you can get hey. hahah. so i'm definately happy about it. lol! at least i'd have my own car to drive around. heheh. =) even if it isn't the best car of all. i'm still happy. =)

*the.future.is.still.uncertain*

well... even though the results are officially out.. and as good as future prospects look.. it turns out that my parents both don't want me to go to melbourne. and obviously, if they don't want me to, i can't. and won't. so hrm. looks like melbourne isn't really going to happen. =( but i really wanted to go hey. it'd be a fresh start u noe? plus, the course over there is really good. it's exactly wat i want to be studying. i guess i'll just have to settle for over here. but u know.. even if i can't go.. it'd always be nice to say that i did get in..

but yeah! went looking for cars today with mum. heheh. found a couple. mum found a really nice one that she fell in love with. hahaha. a VW polo. hehehe. and i found a ford festiva.. it's pretty nice. heheh. interior is realllyy nice. just that the engine is kinda noisy. but yeah. we'll see how things go. =)

gtg. =) laterz!

*all.i.can.say.is."thank.you.Lord!*

whew! the past couple of days have been hectic as ever. cleanning the house, getting ready for the boxing day bbq.. which was really gd btw. heheh. pplz ended up sleeping over.. hehe. lots of "jong-ing" - a.k.a "dry swimming", and lots of lanning for the boys. hahah. ooh. and some ass-whooping for me at starcraft. hahah. i think i'll start playing that again!

but the biggest news of all.. is that TEE results are out!! =D hehehehe. let's just say that i'm totally happy. hehehe. and totally thankful to God. i can really see this as one of His blessings... after spending and devoting so much time in church and to serving Him, this comes as a blessing. seriously hey. i know that i definately would not have been able to do as well as i did without God making it happen. for that, i'm sooooo thankful. hehehe. =)

so it looks like melbourne could be a possibility after all.. i got higher than the cut-off rank for the course i wanted over there.. law/media and communications at melbourne uni. part of me is really sure that i want to do that.. but then the other part of me isn't quite sure if i want to study law.. coz i don't think i'd want to become a barrister.. i couldn't quite imagine myself arguing in a court room for the rest of my life. plus, i don't really want my uni life to be all work and no play. lol. coz it'd be a double degree after all. totally social-life killing. but i do want to talk to someone who's doing it now.. get some real-life advice u noe? but hrm. don't noe anyone! which would be the same problem that i'd have if i were to go over there to study..! not to mention.. i wouldn't have a church either. hrmmm.. no church, no friends.. but i might have family.. and i'd definately have God. hahaha. so hrrmmm.. i dunno!! we'll just see how things go hey? another 3 weeks until my fate for nxt year (and the following years) is revealed.

lol! but yes. i'm going to go now.. and continue to be deliriously happy about my results. hehehehe. it's definately good to expect the worst, but hope for the best. heheheheh. =) very.. fulfilling? and suprizing? and all of those other good things that come from feeling accomplished. hehehehe. =)))

laterzzz!! oh!! and congratz to all the chubs too hey. i know that u guys did super super well too!! =D oh and to all the others i know who just got their results. congratz guys! heheh. =)

*change.is.good*

haha. soooooo. i finally decided to quickly change my template. seeing that it's not winter anymore.. and it certainly isn't cold anymore.. this blog deserves a new look. however. i din have enough time to go scouting for a totally new one.. so this is a recycled template... but.. somehow i still really like it. =)

anyway! yeah! i've gtg. so laterrz ppl! =))

*rush.rush.rush*

hahaa. guys.. yeah. sorry it's been a while since i last posted... there's just way too much going on!! last last week it was all about preparation for the 16th concert.. then last week.. it was preparation for the children's xmas party... now this week.. it's just preparation for christmas in general! plus, my parents are having this gathering thing for church on boxing day at our place.. lol. so even more preparation!

i find it really nice to be busy during the christmas festive season. i'd hate to just sit and do nothing during this time hey. i love the shopping.. seeing people really happy.. even seeing kids whine and cry to their parents about getting the toy that they had their hearts set on. i've seen so many of those kids in the past couple of days. it takes a good parent to say no.

anyway... after these next couple of days.. i'll be "free" again. hahaha. i really ought to get a job. been checking everywhere for work.. hrm! how are u meant to get experience if no one wants to hire you? hrrrmmm...

wellll.. i've gtg. busy busy busy!

merry christmas to everyone! and a blessed new year! =D

*whoops*

soooo! this has like. been a while since i last posted... but things have been crazily busy over the past week. practicing for the christmas concert.. and working on stuff for the children's christmas party... it's actually pretty hard work doing all this stuff hey. and pretty tiring too. lol. i've still been watching heaps of charmed too! but no more left to watch. lol. i reaaalllyyy want my laptop. haha. it's still on the way.. as in.. ordered already but just being delievered... can't wait can't wait! =D

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it's preeetty cool eh? hehehe. =) counting downt the days. heheh. =D

*break.the.ice*

wow! it's been quite a while since i last posted... so much has happened in the last couple of days. lol!

weeeelll.. the chubs and i went away for a couple of days last week.. was sooooo fun!! =D we did heaps of stuff hey.. went bowling.. ate heaps. we all did something to our hair.. haha. trish, jas, nardz and me dyed it.. and then i gave lassie a hair cut.. thennnn.. we shopped heaps and heaps and heaps. haha. bout shoes! =D keke.

got back on saturday.. practiced with the girls for the xmas concert.. thennn. sunday.. came and went. as per usual.. fundraising for the xmas cards.. lunch.. kids choir.. then choir.. came home.. can't really remember hey.

monday.. cleaned. lol. went to the video shop. borrowed more charmed. hehe. i'm sooo hooked. haha. but got no more to watch. =(

annnywayy. going to skl tm to get my clearance. then there's twish's b'day thingy afta.. should be funnn. heheh. =D another sleepless night. annnnywayyyy. i'm outta here. =)

laterz!

*it's.all.over*

yayyy!! hehehe. after feeling so pooped.. it's finally over! =D *grinz* i think it's still gonna take a while to sink in though hey.

jap today was interesting. lol. i really felt like upping and leaving though. just din feel like writing anything! lol. wasn't really concentrating either. whoops!

haha. meh. just gotta wait for a month now. hahah. laterzzz.

*i'm.going.to.explode*

grrrrr!! this day seems to have gotten worse and worse and worse.

i woke up this morning in a seriously bad mood. i tried going for a shower to run that out of my system but it didn't work. didn't help that everything in the house seemed to be stuffinf up. ie. my light, the printer, the computer.. and ppl kept asking ME to help. which normally i wouldn't mind.. but just today was just really bad.

anyway. it totally sux hey. i'm totally depressed coz i'm so sick and tired of studying. but p&l seems totally endless! no matter how much i study.. i can't seem to cover everything. and that really really really bugs me. i've never ever had this problem before. usually for p&l i've had the mentality of just knowing wat i know and not caring about wat i don't until the exam is over... but this time.. being TEE and all.. i'm totally freaking. and my freaking has turned into an absolute piss off. so now i'm about to explode of anger. i've really never ever ever felt this boiled before.

grr!! worse. my conscience still tells me to go back and study... not to mention studying for jap! this is stupid!!

the only thing keeping me going is the fact that i know that this will all pass... and i will get through it no matter how much i like it or not.

i just wish that it was tuesday at 12:31 pm already. i want to be free.

*hmph* =(

okay. i'm just being really typically poopy. so don't mind me.

tata. off to studying now.

*sooooooooooo.FUNNY!*

hahaha. i totally cacked myself wen i read this story. hahahah. it's sooo funny!! lol. but yeah. =) have a read.

"A guy calls a company and orders their 5-day, 10 lb. weight loss
program.

The next day, there's a knock on the door and there stands before
him a voluptuous, athletic, 19 year old babe dressed in nothing but a pair
of Nike running shoes and a sign round her neck.

She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss
company.
The sign reads: "If you can catch me, you can have me."

Without a second thought, he takes off after her. A few miles later,
huffing and puffing, he finally catches her and has his way with her.

The same girl shows up for the next four days and the same thing
happens.

On the fifth day, he weighs himself and is delighted to find he has
lost 10 lb. as promised. He then calls the company and orders their
5-day/20 pound program.

The next day there's a knock at the door and there stands the most
stunning, beautiful, sexy woman he has ever seen in his life.

She is wearing nothing but Reebok running shoes and a sign around
her neck that reads:

"If you catch me you can have me."

Well, he's out the door after her like a shot!

This girl is in excellent shape and it takes him a while to catch
her; but when he does, it's definitely worth every muscle cramp and
wheeze, so for the next four days, the same routine happens.

Much to his delight, on the fifth day he weighs himself only to
discover that he has lost another 20 lb. as promised. He decides to go for
broke and calls the company to order the 7-day/50 pound program.

"Are you sure?" asks the representative on the phone - "This is our
most rigorous program."

"Absolutely," he replies,

"I haven't felt this good in years."

The next day there's a knock at the door; and when he opens it he
finds this huge, muscular, 7ft black man standing there wearing nothing
but pink running shoes and a sign around his neck that reads:

"I'm Francis. If I catch you, you're mine..." "


hehehe. funny right? oooh. dinner's ready. =) bye bye!

*T.E.E = kill.me.now*

i'm sooooooooooooo scared abt tm. i have absolutely no idea wat to expect.

please. history TEE paper?

kill me now!

*apparently.i'm.sponge.bob*



soooo. did a test that shelley sent to me... and apparently i'm sponge bob! i don't even noe wat sponge bob is like! but yeah! this is wat it says..

You are Sponge Bob Square Pants: You are the classic person that everyone loves. You are the best friend that anyone could ever have and never want to lose. You never cause harm to anyone and they would never not understand your feelings. Life is a journey, it's funny and calm for the most part. Stay away from traitors and jealous people, and then you will be stress free.

anyway. i've gtg. get back to studying. russian history. ugh. but yes. bye bye!

*whew!*

sooooo! had the jap oral exam today.. hahah. i was sooo nervous going in hey! it was even more nerve racking having everyone around. lol. so we all went to skl this morning.. got there at abt 10:45ish. funny thing. i was meant to pick trish up at 10:15.. and for once.. i was actually on time!! but then. once i got out to the car.. (the volvo), i realized that i had to put my P's up. annnywayyy. it was those sticky ones.. but the stoopid thing wouldn't stick!! so i had to go get yellow-tack from inside. so by the time i got it to stick properly.. i was late. grrr! i was really annoyed actually. haha. but yes. anyway!

so we got to skl at 10:45.. then we met alan and lassie just outside the science and media dept. hahah. those two. love skl!!! hahah. but yeah. so we walked to meet up with jas and duyen who were at the back of the skl.. and yeah. we just practiced questions and all that... then like at 11:15 ish.. we left. trish, doogz and ryu went with me to get food first.... by the time we'd finished macas and gotten to uwa. it was abt 12:20ish.. so we had abt an hour to practice before we were called in.

so yeeeahhh. anyway. wen we got called in.. my phone rang. haha. coz mishy called me. but yeah. couldn't answer. haha. so we got ushered to our exam rooms.. had to sit outside on a chair. wen i got called in.. i was so suprized! i got 2 non-native japanese speakers! which is totally bizzare hey. i dunno if it's a gd thing or not. coz they could mark harder than native speakers. but yeah. she spoke slow and everything.. so it was pretty gd! heheh. =)

after coming out... duyen told us abt her examiner.. so crappy. asked her all the questions tt were in her speech.. totally threw her off. tt's so dumb hey!

anywayyyyyy. after the exams were over. i had to leave to go pick mum up from work.. so i dropped ryu off at harbour town on the way.. then yeah. lol. so overall.. today wasn't so bad. i'm just really glad that it's over. =))) gtg! tata. =D

*goodbye.school*

sooooooo... school is officially over. officially officially.

so graduation was really fun! but it went by soooo fast! it was really funny. coz there were like 20 prizes... and ave took out like 10 of them! hahaha. such a smart boy that one. hahaha. but yeahh. =) overall graduation was good. but the ceremony was really boring. hahah. i was actually nervous walking up on stage hey. so scared that i was gonna stack it. haha. but yeah! then the funniest thing. wen i got up there to shake mr. hunt's hand, i was meant to look up at the camera. but i was so nervous that wen i looked up.. i din look up at the camera! hahah. i like momentarily forgot where the camera was.. lol! but yeah. by the time i remembered, my moment up on stage was over. hahah. doh! felt like such an idiot. hahah.

anyway! it's a really weird feeling hey! but now all i've got to face is the TEE. hahah. "only". hrrrrrrm. getting kinda worried now hey! but yeahhhh. oh! i've uploaded all the pictures already. they're on the side. click here for pictures of the last day of school and then click here for the graduation ceremony pictures...

so yeah! i'm headed off now! laterz! =D

*yipeeeeee!*

woohooooo! hahaha. yr 12 is almost officially over!! hahaha. today was the last official day of classes. and yet it was only 2 classes for me! hahah. but zero classes with any work. hahahah. so anyway. dinner dance was tonight. it was an absolute blast!! =D was really really really good. hahah. took heaps of photos to remember the night by. hehe. u can click on this to see them!

here's just a few snapshots. =)



jas.duyen.twish.nardz.mel.me.lassie


too many ppl to name!! haha.


twish cacks me up. heheheh. =p


we had soooooo much fun! hahaha. very cute! keke.


i ended up driving there. in the volvo... a massive tank!! hahahah. had to parallel park too! hahah. overall. it was an interesting night. hahah. a bit of stress when trish and i were heading there... coz we din really noe where it was!! hahaha. =p but yeah. it all turned out pretty good. but the food sucked. hahah. except for the potato salad and the chocolate cake-thingy dessert. hahah. but yeah. overall. really awesome memories! hahah. =)

so yeah. graduation presentation night tm night.. lol! that should be fun!! hahaha. =p but yeah. i've gtg coz still got skl assembly tm! laterz!

congrats to all the churchlands yr 12's btw! =D

*oww! hmph.*

grrrrrr. sob sob. i'm so angry at myself. and suffering in pain at the same time. this royally sux. y do i have to be so freaking clumsy????!!!!?!?!?!?!! honestly. this is driving me crazy. trust me to be the one to always end up hurting myself. grrr!

so maybe i should explain. soooo. as i was studying. rach came in to ask if i could go to the shops for her to buy some stuff. being the nice sister that i am. of course i said yes. sooo. it was like 7 something then i had to use the camry (dad's beat up car) coz rach was heading off to the ypg comm. meeting. so anyway. i got ready and everything.. wen i got to the car i had to put my p's up, so i opened the back door. but coz it was so dark, i couldn't see anything. so! i put my hand in to the car, reaching for the back... but since it was dark..i hit my finger on the side of the car.. i broke a nail - no not a prissy snap. but like majorly.. it was like bleeding and all that... grrr! it hurt sooooo much! i'm so peeved now. coz it hurts. and i felt really disorientated wen i went to the shops. i felt like everything wasn't real! and i really really really really HATE that feeling. so yeah. i'm totally peed right now.

but yeah. just needed to vent. but no one's here to talk to me. i want to scream too!

*block ears.*

arrrrrrrggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

okay. enough venting. gtg cook dinner for dad. let's hope i dun burn anything out of anger.

jya.

*to.break.the.silence*

haha. eeeeyyyyyy. so! it's been a while since i last posted i think. haha. mish reminded me of that last nite wen i went round her place. she was like.. "poh! post already!" haha. or something along those lines! keke. annnywayy. so here i am. posting. =D *grinz*

annnnywayyy! so even though this is old.. i just recieved the fwd from jas.. (i recieved the same thing like 2 weeks ago from rach.. but i din have time to read it then..) anyway. it's the "how you know that you're an azn" thing. hahah. it's funny! hahaha. anyway. there's a couple of things which i deem as worth the effort it takes to post it.. lol. coz i really laughed wen i read some of these things coz they're just SOOOO true! hahah. lol. so yeah. here they are. =)

1. You always leave outdoor shoes at the door.
2. You wash rice 2-3 times before cooking it.
3.When toilet paper is on sale, you buy 100 rolls and store them.
-i think this is azn-ness at it's PEAK
4. You hate to waste food so, you have Tupperware in your fridge with three bites of rice or one leftover chicken wing.
5. You starve yourself before going to all-you-can-eat places.
-this next one is my favourite... (kekeke. ;) )
6. Your dad thinks he can fix everything himself.
7. You have a collection of miniature shampoo/conditioner bottles and little soap bars that you take every time you stay in a hotel.
8. You never discuss your love life with your parents.
9. If you play a musical instrument, it must be piano.
10. Your stove is covered with aluminum foil.
- ours isn't anymore.. but it used to be! haha.


so yeeeahhhh. those are just 10 of the ones which i just had to smile at. lol. =p

so anyhowz. skl. hrrrm. hahaha. it's sooooo not worth going these days hey. it's like. u go there. and the teachers literally waste your time. we're better off studying at home. coz u never get proper study done in skl. EVER. lol. and i really need proper study. hahah. but yeah! speaking of study! i think i'd best be off now. hahah. stayed on too long i think. so yeah. i'll catcha laterz! =D

it might take me a while to post again. so yeah. we'll see! :)

*it's.ending...!!*

awww. holidays are ending. i'm totally pooped hey. really don't want to go back to skl. coz as soon as we do.. it's like. 3 weeks until TEE. that kinda sux. lol. oh plus there's still tests to be done. sux hey? lol. so much for getting everything "over and done with" by term 4. mehhhh. i'm so done complaining. as i figure it. things aren't going to get any better until TEE is over. so as of november 22nd (by midday) my life will swing from contentment 0 to contentment 1000. hahaha. so yeah. =) lol! plus. there's leavers to look forward to. =)

anyway. yeah. going now! i'm here at jj's place... the boys are gaming and the girls are dry swimming. hahah. so going to jump in and dry swim too! laterz!

*new.found.photos*

eyyyyy. so i'm on my sis's laptop. *shhhhh* hahaha. ;) jkz. nah. i stumbled upon pictures from my b'day! hehehe. oh. and some othersss. so i thought i'd share them. hehhee.

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*the.group*

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*enoch.lei.me*

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*cheng.me.john*

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*steph.and.da.boyz*

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*me.and.zayzay*

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*me.and.cousin-chris*


but yeah. i'm putting the bigger link on the side. so click on it to see the whole album! =D

*gurgle.*

it was cloudy. and the clouds looked like they were going to bombard us with its goodness (for the dams anyway). but yeah. the ypg outing was fun! =D despite the game of 'dog-and-bone-soccer', a pretty creative innovation on part of the ypg committee. it was still good. heheh. and i managed to NOT get hit by any flying soccer, cricket or tennis balls for the whole day! heh. yay! but yeah. =) here's a pictoral momento. =D

*the.older.days.have.come*

soooooo. spent today driving around. hahah. first time i drove by myself! legally too! hahaha. it was really weird hey. i had to blast music really loud coz i felt so lonely.. now that i think abt it.. it really doesn't make any sense. but annnywayyyy.. so drove to skl for discrete revision class. u noe. i feel kinda dumb that i'm duin discrete revision classes. i dunno y. i just do. it's kinda gay i know. but yeah. still. so after class.. persuaded lassie, jas and nadia to go to karrinyup for coffee/eat/chat. it was weird hey. getting into the car was the strangest feeling. it just seriously felt like we were getting old! we din have to wait for anyone to pick us up - that was the strangest feeling. plus the fact that i think i look too young to be able to drive. hahah. but yeeeah. it was just. "weird". lol. but nothing that i'll take back. hahaha. so then yeah. we bumped into angela and beatrice at karrinyup too. sat with them for our lil "snack" then headed home afterwards. it took me less than half an hour to send all of them home u noe! lol! quite an achievement i must say. hahaha. but no. i'm going to practice driving at the speed limit. haha. it's just soo easy to speed. hahah. but yeah. then later last night after i got home, i felt like going shopping. so i called trish. hahahah. so yup. we went out. window shopped arnd.. nothing really good hey. but ended the night with maccas ice cream. hahahah. =p

so overall. it's just really strange driving. but i'm sure i'll get used to it. haha. =D okayyy. laterz!

*holiday.blues*

oh goodness. i really need to get motivated. i'm sooooo stuck! i just can't seem to find any speck of motivation to get me going along the study lines. this isn't even meant to be holidays. in teacher speak this is the year 12 "study break". chehh. lol. getting those exams back were more depressing than motivating really. i mean. i was really crushed abt some of them. but geez. lol. i just can't seem to pick my brain up off the floor. kinda sux actually. hahaha. and wat makes it even better is that i've got the o.c dvd's to watch (hahah. thanx to the chubs for that. lol.) anddd. going to royal show got me a big stack of candy supplies. kekek. oooh. which reminds me. i totally wanted to blog abt the trip to royal show!! hahaha.

okay. here goes. soooo. there were nine of us who went on sunday. rach, enoch, cheng, mish, steph, jj, lioney, shelley and me. 9 bucks entry. heeeh. which was a whole lot better than the 18 that rach had to pay (hahaha. sux being OLD don't it? kekekek. JOKING!! =p) annywayyy. we walked round for a lot of the time. (well duh? that's wat u're MEANT to do.) but yeah. checked out giant dogs.. no not kidding hey. there were monstrous-ly big. lol. huuuugggeee! hahaha. the highlight has definately gotta be the rides though. well.. singular. ridE. the ranger. that toooottalllyy rocked! hahahaha. wished it wasn't so expensive.. otherwise i would've gone agen. hehehe. it was soooo goooood! it was the one where it's like a pendulum.. except it goes all the way arnd. (360 degree i mean..) it hangs you upside down.. and all that. it was sooo good. going so high up.. then swinging all the way down. it was such a rush of adrenaline. but it felt absolutely awesome. definately want to do it agen. makes me kinda wanna consider bungee jumping... or... sky diving.. yeeeahh. sounds good. hehehe. =) even rach sed afta.. tt she could imagine me jumping out of a plane or something like that. hehehe. but yeah. that was really really good. felt awesome!! hehe. the nxt "highlight" was the showbags. lol. wasn't really fantastic.. but they were pretty good. hahaha. cheng and the boys got caught up with their ninja stuff. hahah. and cheng aka mr. defensive.. lol. yeah. had all the guns and stuff like that. rach settled for the inflatable hammer which came with her m&m showbag.. shellz got the wizz fizz one. oh mish did too. hahah. but yeeeehh. it was pretty funny. but OH Oh OH! the fireworks!!! yeeeeeahhh! they were HEAPS good! hehehe. soooo much better than the australia day and new years ones. lol. coz we were so close to it. felt like it was going to just keep coming down and land on us. made me feel kinda insignificant. kinda the same feeling i had at mandurah, standing on that beach last year. just staring at the vast sky. gave me that sense of insignificance in the midst of God's great creation... but yeeeeah. extraordinary feeling. =)

okay okay. so yeah. royal show was good. don't know if i'll be going agen.. but i definately look out for more rides like "the ranger". heehehe. that was sooooooo gooooooooood!!! heheh. =D

okay. i'm gonna head off and TRY to do some work. hehehe. laterzzz. =)

*yay!! *grinz*!*

wooooooooot! heheheh. i got my P's! hehehe. =D yay! no more logging hours. heehee. feels good hey. hahah. first step to independence. but lol. stil gotta get past T.E.E first. lol. =p

okay. just thought i'd blog that. but yeah. =) gtg. watch o.c! hehe. laterz.

*forgetful.me*

oooh. i totally forgot. i was meant to blog abt something that happened today (not those crappy exam marks). i was telling lassie, nardz and duyen that i would. hahaha. so yeeeeahh. anyway. as usual, i bought a cheese pie to eat at recess (it's my lunch). but today, all of the cheese pie's were sold out except for one. i din really take a close look at it. so i just bought it. annywayyy. started eating it.. then a couple mins into it. i realized that it was seriously burnt. it was quite bad. but hey. i spent a whole $2.60 on it. soooo. nadia was really concerned about me eating it. so she convinced me to go to the canteen and get a spoon to eat the inside but not the crust. so. we walked to the canteen. i asked the canteen lady whether i could get a spoon, explaining that the pie was gross and inedible. she was like. "uh. just throw it in the bin?".. i was like.. "hey. i spent money buying it so i might as well eat it." (that sounds really scabby hey). but yeah. she was like. "well. i can give you your money back". so she did.. thennn. nadia and i walked off. she shouted after us.. ran after us.. the was like. "you can still eat it if you want to." then handed me a spoon. hahahaha. so it was like.. a FREE pie!! hahahahahaha. =p

okkkkayyy. enuff azn-ness. hahah. =D laterz.

*happy.birthday.to.me* in 23 mins. =))

*i'm.so.pooped!!!*

grrrrrrrrrrr. birthday tm. but yet exams have got me completely utterly, totally pooped. stupid stupid stupid!!!!! that freaking p&l exam hey. i've vented and vented and vented so much today. but still hey. teach hasn't even finished marking it yet. but it's soooo bad so far. the short answer section. my goodness. i've NEVER done that bad before. it's crazzzzyyy!!!! so pissed off though. that stupid one question which i utterly flunked. that was stupid. grrr. i'm like. NOT in the mood to celebrate. grrrrrrrrrrrrr!!

hrm so tm. ice skating. i'm still not sure wat to expect. but i'm looking forward to it anyway. okay. gtg. hang out clothes. bbl.

*grrrrrrrrr!!!*

stoopid stoopid stoopid!!! officially as of today, p&l sux. really really really sux. went and sat the exam today. omg. it was soooo bad. as soon as i opened the paper. i was like. oh crap. oh crap. oh crap. i din like ANY of the questions. and that NEVER EVER happens. i always dislike a few, but like most. but this time. i hated them ALL. so that put me in a really bad position to start off with.

it's stupid because... i know that like for some of those questions, even if i had studied more (which i should've), i wouldn't have been able to answer them. they were just those "random" type questions which u can't really prepare for. and those really really really suck! i was super pissed off. for the first time in an exam, i left a question blank. i din even try answering it. it's totally stupid hey.

anyway. so jap tm. and i'm super worried. i just have this phobia of like getting into the exam and the same thing happening. i'm usually good at jap tho. so i dunno. but i'm usually good at p&l too. i wouldn't be suprized if i din even get past 65%. worse, if u do worse than than in p&l... it gets scaled down. not a lot. but that still really affects my marks. just gotta hope that i do good. pray. yeah. pray.

okay. so heading off now.

*la.la.la*

weeeeellll... with exams over for the week.. i feel relatively stress free. but then there's quite a lot that i gotta b4 before nxt week hits. i think i should write my japanese speech... so tt i kn get it checked. but then i gotta study for the actual written paper.. and memorize 400 pages of political and legal stuff. but yeah. hrm. wondering where to start..!

annnywayyy. i kn't believe. birthday nxt week. doesn't feel like a year's gone by since japan.. and the 16th b'day party (which was relatively tragic). i don't have much expectations for this year. i just want a low-key thing. but yeah. i don't even want a cake. birthday's used to be my favorite day. but now.. i've always had this feeling... i always expect birthday's to be a super happy time.. but then.. at every birthday.. something always is missing.. then it just happens to go by really quick. just like any other event. it's so unfair. time is unfair. all i'm left with is pixels of my memories which i have to reminisce on.

okay. back to dark angel. later luvs!

*exams...ohh.... whoooooops!!*

whoooooops! how did exams suddenly get to be starting on monday??? it was like.. yesterday that trish duyen and i were talking on the bus saying how exams were "soon-ish"... but geeeez! they start on monday! and yet. here i am. sitting on my bed.. facing 3 exams this week (yes i noe.. i'm one of the lucky ones). and yet i'm still not motivated to study. i'm starting to think that the word "motivation" doesn't really describe me anymore. bcoz.. i do have the motivation. but somehow, the motivation isn't acting out as it should. you know. normally when you get motivated you actually end up doing that thing which u're motivated to do? welll.. i don't exactly fall into that category.. i'm motivated to study. i know i have to. and i kinda want to. buttttt. i just haven't actually studied yet! lol. freakyyyyy. ain't it? it's kinda bogus. kinda screwy too. lol. and i noe this is insane saying this. but i'm worried for discrete. all that slacking off hasn't really done me much good. it's seeerrriouslllyy bad. the worst thing is that it's the only one that has to count for sure. worse. the other 4 are actually good. taking the average from the other 4 would put me in a really good position. but including discrete now.. i think it brings me down a bit. whoooooops! this is sucky. coz discrete is relatively easy. it's all to do with logic and problem solving. not so much calculations. so.. it's not too bad u noe? but still! it's hard in its own way. aiyoh!

anyywayy! for those of u who in ypg who haven't heard yet (you should've coz i've called everyone in the ypg... lol!) we're doing a farewell thing for josh. it's at 7pm at my place. pizza for dinner. pretty much just gaming the whole nite i think? if anything else comes up, we'll do it. =) but yeah. that's the plan. call me if u need to know anything more. =)

okayyyy. even tho it's 11:05 right now.. i'm gonna get off my butt to do something. then wake up early and study. (wahahahaha. yeah right!!!! lol! =p) but yeah.

g'nitez all! annddd. to all the yr 12 churchlanders, esp the chubstaz.. all the best for your exams! make sure u eat breakfast! (and that's a lot coming from me..!) oh. and if you're reading this.. u bad bad bad bad bad person! hahahaha. go and study already! heehee. =p okay.. final goodbye.

cheerios! oh btw. i am WAYY to happy atm for a yr 12 chick about to face mocks. lol. =p okay. byeee!

*grr.*

okay. only two words for this post. here we go.

*takes a breath*

school sucks!!!!

*busy.busy.week!*

sooooo. monday's gone. but still need to face tuesday wednesday thursday friday saturday sunday monday tuesday wednesday all over again. lollll. wat i mean is.. that there's so many thing to do within this next/coming week!! got so many freaking tests this week! stooooopiiidddd. thennn. there's the dedication, ordination and anniversary next week! ooh! funn! hahaha. and need to go shopping for clothes. a dress i mean. lol. can't re-wear any thing! hahah. but grrr. rach's 21st is on saturday too! so much to do!

oh! btw. for those of you coming on saturday.. just letting you know that the dress[code] is SEMI FORMAL! actually.. smart casual will do. but yeah. rach wants me to spread the word. hahah.

okkkkkkiiieeee. time to go. hahah. just thought i'd post. after has reminded me of how dead my blog has become! hahaha. =p later pplz. let's hope we get through this week okay. hahah. ciao!

*counting.down.the.days*

wahhhh. the days till mocks are seriously going by fast! as of now, there's only 3 weeks! it's so screwy. all these tests, all these assignments, assessments. bleugh. kinda all makes me feel really rushed. but then again, i don't really. it's quite bad, bcoz i'm kinda cruisin at the moment. and i REALLY shouldn't be. i should be like worried? or at least... motivated?

wahaha. what a joke. i'm not. face it! hahaha. but i WILL do something. do some work at least. lol. =p

*let.the.sunshine.in*

woohoo. i'm actually feeling better! yay! andddddd. my voice is back! hehe. =D but i sounds 'husky'. hahah. was on the couch yesterday watching tv whilst knitting.. then rach was like.. "heyy. u know your voice actually sounds cute! cute husky voice and a button nose!" lolllll. i was like.. "heeyyyy. if you don't stop i'll poke your eyes out with my knitting needles!" hahaha. i was joking of course. thennn later that night, was talking to raph. and he was likee. "heyy! your voice is actually kinda cute!" hehehehe. i was like "grrrrrrrrrrrr." but yes. i'm not cute. lol.

aiyoh. forgot. p&l test tm. gotta revise. see ya! =D

*oh.crap.crap.crap*

man. i'm so totally screwed. this whole being sick things really makes things worse. just checked english comparability. the whole class average was really high. which is good for everyone. except for those who failed. and there were only 2 ppl who did. and gez who was one of them? YUP! me! 4.5! awwwwww mannnn. this totally stuffs everything everything up. i'm really really really really worried now hey. can't help but worry. i'm so scared that this being sick thing is gonna stuff up TEE for me. i really do think now that going to skl makes you more productive. staying at home is doing nothing for me. i'm obviously not healing / recovering. and obviously not getting much work done. i think this is the perfect motivator. i really need to bring up my marks in english. those comparabilities are really killing me. but wat sux even more is that EVERYONE did better than me. it's not like i was one of the many who did mediocre. instead, i was the minority.. and FAILED. this really really really sux. i think this makes me feel even more depressed.

going now. to sulk and cry. =(

*grrrrrrr!*

i'm sooooooo angry. but. quite calm. but still ANGRY. why can't i get better already? *sob*. i'm so sick of being sick. now i've totally lost my voice. yesterday it was hoarse, but at least i still could talk! but today?? TOTALLY gone. grrrr. i went and saw the doctor today. and he was like. soooo. "what are your symptoms?" and i opened my mouth to tell him. then he laughed. coz nothing came out!

annnywayyyy. still haven't done my assignments yet. nor studied for my tests. kinda crappy. lol.

but yeah. i gtg. laterz.

*the.unthinkable.happened*

wahaha. so who ever thought that i'd actually be LOOKING FORWARD to getting back to skl? after this whole week of not going to skl. i'm toooottalllyyy happy that i kn go tm. altho, i've got 2 tests. first two periods too! discrete then p&l. discrete should be alright. but p&l? hah! watevvvaaaaa! lolll. i'm totally gonna wing wateva happens tm. heheh. but yah!!

okay. going to go study. heeh! bubai!!

*yellow.is.the.world*

it's kinda weird how u see things wen ur mind has gone boggled. everything seems really yellow to me now. it's quite funny! but hrm. the other thing. i've been thinking a lot. like. my mind's constantly been working. i was at the doc's this morning with my dad. and dad was telling dr. teh (our family doctor.. i've been seeing him since i was a lil bubba) abt the new church building. gave him an invitation to the dedication week. then they were talking abt the building and all tt. n dr. teh was like.. "ohhh. i don't know if i'll come. i've been living in isolation you know!" loll. to think abt it. he does seem like a pretty lonely guy. but.. who knew u noe? he looks like a regular doctor with his own thing going for him. but hrmm. i just think, it'd be kinda sad to turn out that way. like. work. home. work. home. make money. work. home. make more money. work. home. u noe?? it'd be such.. a boring life! makes me really wanna get out there and explore the world (when i'm better of course! =D) i really want to travel. see what God's creation is like. explore all i can. i can't wait!! i'm thinking.. that i will apply for that scholarship. the scholarship to curtin where u kn apply to study a year abroad in japan. i think it'll be fun. i know exchange last year wasn't so flash. but i think, living by myself could be a lot better. force me to make friends u noe? get to be that "out-there" person i've always wanted to be. and not to mention to make me move out of my comfort zone. even tho i don't like that feeling, i think it'll be good for me. a really good life changing experience. =) but thennn.. i'm really really really attatched to perth. i noe... some of u'z would think.. "what's there to be attatched to in perth?" or.. "perth's a hole!" lolll. but to me it's not! to me perth has been the best home ever hey. i've loved growing up here. and i love being able to call perth my home too. it's so peaceful and quiet. but it's lively when u want it to be. i think that perth is ultimately the best place for people to raise their kids. it's got that 'innocent' but 'dangerous-enough' nature. like.. not too fast moving.. but not entirely slow either. yeah. i definately think that if i move away for part of my life, once i get married and settle down, i'll come back to perth and live.. that's if i even make it out of here! who knows, maybe i'm stuck here for life... but that wouldn't be too bad either. i'm definately not dying to get out of here. i just think that it'd be nice. okay.. i'm rambling on and on and on. hahaha. whoops! okay. going to go! (i.e enuff reminiscing/dreaming of the future.. wait. can u reminisce abt the future? lol. uh-oh. gonna get that nostalgic feeling soon!! hahaha. okay okay okay.) toodles! =D

*cough.*

sobbb. i got sick.. =(( it's really crapppp. the whole of last night, i couldn't sleep. only bcoz i couldn't breathe. the only way that i was comfortable was sitting up in bed, leaning back against the wall. and that still was like torture. i'm really really really tired. just feel weak. since i din go to skl today, got to sit that discrete test another day. dunno if i'll be at skl tm either. hope so tho. but tt just meant i gotta study for that test! uh-oh. lol. haven't even started yet. but yeahhhhh. gotta go. laterz.

*good.day.=)*

weeeelll! wednesday is always pretty relaxing. only 2 classes. english was orrite. spent it in the library. with duyen polluting my mind with incredibly sik thoughts. that girl! i'm totally worried about her! hahaha. but yah. trish, jas, mel and nardz were there too. well. actually, mel wasn't. she was typing up jas's essay for ms. lundy (coz jas got such a gd mark on the essay!! heheh. u go girl! =D) but yahhhhh. they were all talking bout dirty dirty stuff. hahaha. i think it's just WRONG! hahaha. annywayyy. after 1 whole week of bugging ms lundy (eng teach) for my essay, finally got it bak today (every1 got it bak yesterday). it was the stage drama section. we studied "a streetcar named desire by tennessee williams". it was really really really good! haha. i really enjoyed it. don't ask why tho. coz i really can't tell u why! but yeahhh. i was glad/happy/contented with my mark. A-. works out to 75%. which is good. altho, ms lundy said my sentence structure was pretty screwed for some bits. tt's were i lost points. so mehhhhh. gotta learn the art of being concise. i tend to talk the world b4 getting to my point. i think tt's wat i'm doing now. hahah. whoops! habit habit habit. annnnnnywayyyyyyy.

thennnn. i finnally stayed for phys ed today. hahaha. normally i skive off. and the round robin thing is pretty dodge. hahah. but it was fun today! played indoor cricket. and for the first time tt i've played a ball game, i did not get hit on the head or face. but yeahhhh. i bowled.. and got 3 ppl out! hehehe. =p felt pretty gd hey. =D yay! hehehehe. but yeah. nxt week is gymball. and guess wat. it's the rip-off game from dodgeball the movie. wahahahah. should be fun. =p

okay okay. i've gtg. should really be studying. got history doc study tm. then p&l assignment essay in class friday. then monday is discrete test. tuesday is p&l section test. then friday nxt week is english essay due. aiyoh aiyoh! hahaha. okay. gotta get stressin'! hehe. laterz all. =D

*i'm.scared*

T.E.E is looming over my head. well.. OUR heads i should say. it's seriously scary! there's so much to do.. but yet so short time.

aiyoh. gotta go.

a couple of quick words before i go.

[manhood]
[is]
[GAY]

*moodiness.spells.me*

bummed one second. happy the next. i can't take it. i need to do something to even myself out. ever since sunday and my minor "breakdown", i've had this feeling. it's a mixed feeling. i've been really bitchy lately tho. sorry! i dunno where it's come from. seems that i've been annoyed pretty easily too. grrr. how to get rid of this. it's probably a sleep thing. i think most ppl are suffering from a lack of sleep these days. bags under the eyes is the giveaway. altho, me ish lucky. don't get bags. but stillll. don't mean i'm not tired!!!

ooooh. got harry potter. muahaha. want to finish reading it soon. so i can get back to studying. u noe, there's this sense of urgency which i really should pick up on. but i just can't seem to. stupid sunday. normally i get over things really really easily. but this feeling just can't seem to be shrugged off. i kn still feel my anger.. and my hurt heart. i don't noe why. perhaps maybe bcoz it happened a number of times, and i've been shielding my heart from it for a long time. and maybe that shield just gave way. but i don't know. the only thing i do noe is that i feel angry. and i think that that anger is getting to everything else. i'm not really one to put on a fake persona or mask.. i can never succeed with doing that. can't make myself believe that i'm actually happy when i'm not. maybe sunday happened becoz of a few things which added together, was a lot. maybe i'm just not strong enough. maybe i should learn how to harden my heart to things which people say (in offense to me). or maybe i'm too sensitive. or maybe i was just emotionally volatile. who knows.

the only thing i know right now is that i've got to focus. but i just can't seem to do so. the things which keep me sane are the things which i told myself i need to control. but how stupid can i get? hrm. scary question.

finallllyy. before i go. i just want to shout out a word of thanx to the chubstaz. love u guys. =) thanx for being there.

*wonder.nostalgic.reminisce.ponder.*

so. i just wrote a reply email to the chubstaz. it really hit me you know. just how much God has blessed me with wonderful friendships. trish, nardz, duyen, jas, lassie, mel.. u guys are awesome. in the email i wrote to them... i quoted this very true inference about friends. "everyone hears what you say. friends listen to what you say. but best friends, they listen to what you don't say." how true is that you know? it's those kind of 'best friends' which you should embrace, hold onto, and cherish for all your lifetime. God has given us friends to help us along this long and winding path of life. next to choosing to believe in Him, we've also got to cherish our friends enough to help them come to know Christ, and love Him too. i stand amazed at the wonders of what God has done. what He has put in my life. the things that He has blessed me with and the things which He purposely put in my life to challenge me, and make me rise up to meet that challenge. i'm here - forever grateful.

so after reminiscing over that quote. i stumbled upon another "quote". it's not really a quote per se. coz it's quite long and.. un-quote like. buttt. it does point out some very very valuable things.

it goes like this.

<~>
the greatest handicap ---------- fear
the best day ---------- today
the easiest thing to do ---------- find fault
the most useless asset ---------- pride
the greatest mistake ---------- giving up
the greatest block ---------- egotism
the greatest comfort ---------- work done well
the most disagreeable person ---------- the complainer
the worst bankcruptcy ---------- loss of enthusiasm
the greatest need ---------- common sense
the best gift ---------- forgiveness
the greatest moment ---------- death
the greatest knowledge ---------- the great spirit
the greatest thing ---------- love

<~>


you know, the amazing thing is that all of those things link to my walk with Christ. i know many of you might not see it. but really it does. the greatest handicap is the fear of sharing my faith and my love of God. the best day is today because i can say that i took the opportunity to give someone a Bible - God's very own Word. the most useless asset is pride because i could ever think that i'm too good to share what i know about Christ - about how He loves us so much. the greatest mistake is giving up because we should never give up defending and standing up for our faith. the greatest comfort is work well done because we would know that we did bring someone to know Christ. the worst bankcruptcy in losing enthusiasm in sharing our faith. the greatest need is common sense, because common sense grants us the best method of sharing out faith with someone. the best gift is forgiveness because God forgive us for the many things we do to hurt Him. the greatest moment is death because it will be the day that i go and be with Christ for eternity. the greatest knowledge is the great spirit because He gives me comfort and a wholehearted indwelling spirit to continue life, walking as a child of God. and finally, the greatest thing is love because Christ first loved us, so we should love others, as God loved us.

remarkable. isn't it?

*ahh.school.*

soooo. first day of school. lol. it's definately kinda weird going back to skl after being on break for 2 weeks. being in year 12, u'd think i'd be used to the school-holiday-school-holiday transition thing. but yet.., when i went to skl today, i was tired! wait. that's silly. we all get tired coz of a lack of slp. but nah. this wasn't a lack of sleep. mehhhhh. okay okay. so nxt thing. had a history test today. yep first day back. period 4. gosh. i was sooooooo scared!! unbelievably scared. worse, it was so cold that my hands were frozen... that made it incredibly hard to write. lol. buuuutttttttt. i'm just glad that it's over. =D and hopefully i'll do okay. =)

just wanna shout out to aleesia. happy birthday! =D

*it's.quiz.time.ppl!.=)*

soooo. i was really bored. then i checked my mail and angela sent me a quiz (a quiz where i couldn't get the results to. so grr. lol) but yeahhh. she inspired me to create a quiz! hehe. =) it's not too hard. so u's better do gd! haha. okay okay.

click here to take my quiz and then click here for the scoreboard... =))

laterzz. hehe. have fun! =)

*camp.photos*

weeell. finally uploaded photos. hehe. but there'll still be more to come. want to get summore off rebekah and steph. =)) buttt. click here to view the photos thus far! =)) enjoyy.

*helloooo.fatness!*

lolll... holidays? definately means fatness. lol. and worse, it's winter. so all i feel like doing is sleeping, watching movies, and eating. lol. couldn't be much more homey.. or unhealthy. haha. but mehhh. i still gotta do SOMETHING constructive this week. like study? lol. orrrr. come up with the actions for the kids. yeaaahhhh. need to. okayyyyy. going. =p bubai!

*new.look*

weeeell! i thought i was about time that i got a new template. hehe. and this one seems highly appropriate! it's freeeeezing here! lol. camp was like. yeah. FREEZING! lol. ooh! if u get confused with the tagboard, there's an invisible scroll bar which is to the right of the text.. so keep clicking ur mouse.. and u'll eventually find it. or, alternatively u can just highlight the text to scroll it down. =))

oooh! happy b'day john! hehe. all going out to movies later.. hehe. fantastic 4. should be good. hehe. =)) annnddd! i'm driving there! hehehe. earlier, drove to church. first time on the freeway! wooooot! hehehe. was kinda nervous actually hey. but it was funnn. hehehe. =) okay okay. goingz now! laterz.

*home.sweet.home*

weeelllll. camp is over! and i'm so glad that i've learnt so many lessons! too many to even type here. sooooo i'll type the one which has made the biggest imprint on my heart. =) it's about playing for service. i learnt and realized that i've gotta have the right heart. i vow to never complain about playing piano for bible study, ypg, main worship or choir ever again. i'm gonna do it with a heart of joy! coz it's service to God. and He deserves my best. so i'll do all i can to do that. =)

sooo! another thing to thank God for.. =) i passed my driving test! woohoo! hehehe. =D i really really really can't believe that i passed on the first go. lol. and plus i got a real crank of a tester. lol. apparently he's got the highest failure rate in joondalup and his aim is to have the highest in W.A. lolll. so! i'm just counting my lucky stars that my nerves din take over me. lol. =p but it feels good to have the log book. hahah. not like i kn go n get my P's anyway. gotta wait till late sept. lol. so i'm preeetty sure i'll have 25 hrs by then. loll. =p

okay okay. i would post more. and post picturess.. but i'm tired. and out of resources. lol. sooo i'll post laterzz! see ya! =D

*la.la.la*

i'm soooo not motivated to do anything! i think tomorrow i will be though. yeah. i'm just gonna relax tonight. but yeeeaahhhhhh. this picture is funny. =p



classic.
stole it from rach. =p

*grr. teachers = mean =(*

wellllll. it's silly. 2 days left of skl. thursday doesn't count coz it's open day and classes have been suspended. so yeah. 2 days left. and still got 3 tests to blitz through. i'm totally scared about english and p&l hey. p&l.. the section to cover is just soooo broad! and! i've not started any notes for any of it yet. uh-oh! =( thennn. english. it's hard! hope i do well in this essay. first extended text i've read. lol. so. i hope it pays off. haha.

okay. going to cook dinner. laterzz.

*yipee!*

hahaha. finally! the ball has come and gone. lol. all that preparation for like 6 hours. hahaha. but i must say that i think it was all worth it. i really had a really really really good time! i dunno y i found it so fun. hahah. i think it could primarily be becoz i had extremely low expectations of how the night would unwind. i just had this feeling before that something / everything would go wrong.. u noe? but then.. last night.. went rather smoothly! apart from the killing feet from walking and dancing.. it was really good!

the day itself was really busy. i woke up at about 10.30 actually. that was relatively late considering i still had to clean, get everything ready and go to my hair appt. after rushing quite a bit, and running late, i finally got out of the house, picked trish up and went to beauty palace to get our hair done. trish got hers done first, then me, then mel. i was so peeved! coz like.. i really don't like curls. but YET. i had curls. lol. so i complained and whined and complained and whined until trish was really pissed off. lol. =p sorry dude! hahah. but yeeahhhhh. even by the end of the night and now, i still dun like it. lol! but yeahhh. so we left beauty palace like.. 2 1/2 hours later. i went to trish's place to do make up. then went back to my place to finish getting ready. lei had already gotten to my place.. and he was getting ready too. thennnnn. yeah. it took like.. 1/2 hour to get ready and leave the house. picked up trish and went to nad's place for the befores. lol. once we got there, it was totally photo crazy. lol. and that photo craziness never really stopped until the afters. hahah. but yeaahhhh. the limos were nice!! hehe. it felt like such a relief to have paid it off hey. like. i hate collecting money now. lol. i'll never do it again! hahaa. in the limo was quite funny. hahah. sick jokes. lots of laughter. and good music. heheh. classic. =p annyway so the actual ball i found was good! except the food. the food was HEAPS dodge! hyatt. chehhhh. so din really end up eating anything. and worse, i hadn't had time to eat anything the whole day so i was totally starving. lol. even the dessert was crap. i reckon so much food was wasted. annywayyyy. so we danced a bit.. took quite a few photos.. tokked and stufff.. then it got to 12. so we found the limo.. we dropped duyen off on the way... then went back to nads place.. just hung out hey. nothing much. lol. chatted chatted chatted. drank, ate a lil bit. lol. but yeeaahhhh.

annyway. so after sleepin over at nads place, still had to go to ypg today. was DYING hey. had to lead choir.. i had quite a bit of energy for that.. i managed to block out the exhaustion. but then.. playing piano for the chairing.. then sitting through the message. i was dying.. really struggling to stay awake hey! but yeahhh. home now. think i might crash.

laterzzz.

oh! here are some photos from last night. heheh. =p nadia's uploaded her lot and mine. click here to see some! but here's a preview.. =)


too many to name. but us at the befores.


lei and i in the limo.


-jas.me.trish.nadia-


on the way back inside the limo.
-duyen.jas.lassie.trish.nadia-


back at nad's place afterwards

*la la la*

ooookiieeee. so the weekend flashed past. mann. it feels just like yesterday that it was friday. but really. yesterday was saturday. so i feel like a day behind. meh. nevermind that.

i was just reading twish n mel's blogz - giving a recount of their exam marks.. lol. i thought i would do the same. hahah. conformity. lol. hrm. well i'll just go in order of how i got them back.

so first was jap. i actually got that back during the exams, and the mark was really really good! for me. lol. 79.2%. amazing huh? but then yeah, as twish sed, teach marked it wrong.. i came down heaps. down to... 75%. overall semester mark was 75% swell. so a B. was expecting/hoping for a B so i'm pretty orrite with that. thenn. p&l. kinda pooped about both p&l and history though. coz last yr, i totally aced both of them... A's for both and all.. but this year, i've come down quite a bit... so i'm a B in both of them now. =( p&l exam mark was 71.5%. with scaling that went up to 73%. but overall semester mark was still 72%. so grr. missed out on an A by only like 2 or 3 percent. so that's pretty shoddy. then history. yeah. another disappointment. but at least i hit the 70% mark. lol. i totally misinterpreted one question. so i only got 2 out of 6. then i buggered up the essay. so tt totally brought my mark down. but yeah. 70% for that went down to 69% with scaling. overall semester mark was 71%. so still a B. and yet, missed out on an A by like 3-4 percent. poopies! thennnn. discrete. this was hrm. lol. first it was 80%. but marking error made it go up to 82%. haven't found out the scaled mark yet. i think it will go down to 60 something. probably mid 60s i think. so not gd! and that's my only subject which HAS to count, coz it's my only list 2. grr. but i think i'm an A anyway. lol. coz of the tests and stuffz. hope so. =p then english was last. that was a bit disappointing. 66.5% in the exam. i din do anything bad.. just it was all very average. anyway. that put my semester mark at 68%. but then with scaling i went up to 73%. so an A! yay! =D at least i got an A in the subject least expected to get an A in. so. there's once achievement. =p

annnywayyyyyy. got a p&l assignment tm. so gotta go study. tata! =D

*soooo lazzzzyy!*

hmph. i should be studying right now. u'd think that since exams are over all the need for studying so hard would at least cease for like.. a week? but nooooo. the teachers are so poopy that they feel the need to crash us with all more stress. it's soooo shoddy! grrrr. and worse, this p&l thing on friday is worth A LOT. so i'm scared. i did pretty crap in my last one. so i'm scared this one will go crap too. fear! and then i found out that discrete got scaled down 14%... or thereabouts. so that's heaps dodgy for my mark. grrr. then. jap got brought down too. it's seriously worrying.

aiyoh. gtg. cyerzz.

*so cold!*

mannn... apparently it was the coldest day in 39 years here in perth yesterday. brrr. it WAS cold. my toes were frozen as i was wearing my heels. i stepped outside of church.. and straight into a freezing cold puddle of water! it was freeezing. n u noe how they say that if u're feet are warm, then the rest of ur body is warm. or in this case, if ur feet are cold, then the rest of ur body is cold. yeah. that happened. lol.

so went to skl todayyy. got all my exams back. haha. hrm. it was quite interesting. quite disappointed with history though. hrm. was really hoping for a lot higher. but i suppose it's okay. i've lost my A's in p&l and history though. they've gotten quite hard this year hey. hmmm. tt was the disappointment. discrete was okay. but being discrete i expected to do better. plus it'll be scaled down heaps. so.. not so gd. but overall it's gd. taking into accnt wat it converts into in a TER.. it's really gd. but the percentages themselves don't look very healthy. lol. at least they're all over 70 except for one. lol. with a TER or 94-ish, hopefully higher... i kn get into the courses which i'm thinkng of entering.... so i'm not really stressing much. but i think i kn do better... bring up my percentages a bit. will work hard. i promise myself that i will. going. tata.

*yawn..*

sigh. sooo. last two days. quite tiring! lol. yesterday, got up at 9 o'clock to go for my driving lesson. lol. regret sleeping so late the night before. i was hella tired during the lesson. i so couldn't like concentrate.. he asked me to stop outside 21... i ended up stopping at 27. lolz. whoops! annywayy. then after that, i bumbed for an hour at home.. then left to go meet up with da rest of the chubstaz.. lassie, nads, twish and jas had had their econs exam in da morning. and duyen n mel were already in da ct. so yah.. just met up with them. david was there too. and got to meet adrian (jas's bf) for the first time too. he and jas look sooo cute together! hehehe. perfect height i must say! =p thennnn. we shopped the whole day. lol. looked arnd for ball stuff. split up now and then. then met up again. lunch we were at carillon city food court. hahah. we dragged tables together.. thenz. we bumped into jo and janice.. then dom and muhua. lol. it was funny coz we went to da brittons formal wear suit hire place. n saw like.. quite a few pplz from skl. lolz. i woulda been so embaressed had i been that guy trying on the suit.. we were all totally looking at him (not in a checking him out kinda way).. but just looking. he went red!! hahaha. it was quite funny. saw quite a few nice suits. oh! and realized that white tie on white shirt actually does look gd. there was this guy who was wearing it.. a business style type thing. but he totally pulled it off. he kinda reminded me of russell from x-factor tho. lol. in a ruggedly way. quite weird to explain haha. but yeah. thennnn. went to utopia. mel, trish n doogs went first. then by the time the rest of us got there, andrew and joy were there too. we din stay for very long. went to myer... make up.. duyen!!! hehehe. i got pix. buttt. my stoopid phone. cannot send to computer. so.. one day wen i get the cable. i'll upload it. lolz. =p

annywayyy. so after myer, duyen and mel left. the rest of us shopped arnd a bit more. soon after jas and adrian left. at first jas was gonna come back, but her work needed her so much coz she's such a gd worker. so she had to go to work for the night. thennnn. us who were left - lassie, twish, nads, david and me looked arnd for a lil bit longer. but i decided that i needed to go.. coz i had to go to church coz there was a special meeting that night.

annywayyy. so they walked me to the bus stop.. we couldn't find it at first.. walked up and down and up and down st georges terrace trying to find it.. then coz i knew that the bus was coming soon.. we panicked.. i ended up running.. lassie ran with me.. in the drizzling rain to try and find the bust stop. luckily we found it.. and i got on the bus on time. =) it was kinda freaky coz it was the first time i'd ever taken the bus to church b4.. instead of train. train these days ain't safe at carlisle. esp not on a friday night. soooo. instead i took bus 210. and it took me heaps close to church! lol. was a bit scary coz there were funny looking ppl standing on the opposite side of the road. dunno how to explain really, but it was slightly intimidating. i almost stacked it across the road, coz i din see the curb properly coz it was so dark! luckily it was all okay. n i got to church safe and early! sooo in church was a demonstration new pew that's gonna be in the new church! it's sooo gd! i must say, in the photo it was kinda cruddy. but in real life it's way nice! =)

thennnn. afta. went to twish's place to join the g.n.i.. (girls night in) heheh. we talked and talked and talked and talked. it was sooo good! i'm totally thankful for friends like them! they're the best! u kn talk for hours and hours and hours. and no one got like.. annoyed.. or tired of just talking! it was gd! 'cept. i knew that i had to sleep coz i had ypg today.. but i was "resting".. and listening to most of the conversation. hahah. then there was nadia's beautique. hahah. and trish's guinea pig... guinea pig something. i can't remember!! hahaha. but it was sooo funny! so many laughs! hehehe. i think they got to sleep at like. 6... but i'd been half sleeping for a while.. trish too i think. thenn. we woke up at 9... so we could go to maccas for breakfast. last time we slept over at trish's place, we missed the breakfast! lol. so this time we were determined to be early! haha. so yeahhh. so hotcakes, bacon and egg mcmuffins, apple pies, hash browns, coffee and orange juices later... we went to warwick centro shopping centre to shop.. yup yup yup. jewellry. i bought a pair of jeans.. lolz. a lot more than wat i had planned to spend. so. feel broke now. hahah. but annywaay!

okay. so after that came home, showered. went to ypg. did choir coz daryl couldn't make it.. then played for ypg. without rehearsing. a bit bad. apparently i played the songs too slow. whoops. lol. but yeah i thought they were okay... (?) but yeahh. then the message.. was really really really good! like it's mind-joggling to think that i couldn't give an instantaneous answer to pastor's questions. but it was really good to get our minds thinking like this. even better to think that we'll be headed for a really productive week at camp in like.. a month's time! =) so yeah. definately looking forward to what's to come!

annywayy. now. okay. i'm tired. want to sleeeeep. tata.

*oveerrrrrr!*

woooot! i'm done! all 6 over and done with. really. it's actually 5. but then jap's got 2. so 6. but mehhh. i dun care anymore! it's finally over. heeheh. =) yay! but too bad. still got skl nxt week. tt majorly sux. lol. but the ball's coming up. in.. 2 weeks? hrm. not exactly hitting into the realm of "excited"... yet. i wonder if i'll ever be. hope so. the ball's meant to be the highlight of yr 12 right? meh. wateva. lol.

annywayyy. went to skl yesterday to practice for the jap oral which was this morning (which went.. hrm. sorta okay i suppose.. definately not crap. but definately not gd either.).. and got jap exam back. hahaha. 79.2%! i was sooooo suprized! seeing tt i din study as much as i had wanted to.. n that i was really scared. tt's really gd! it's kinda sad tho too. coz even tho i noe that that's a really gd mark for me.. it's only 0.8% off an A! grr. tt just makes me think. a couple more marks in the reading section... and i would've gotten an A! hrmm. but then the oral today still counts for 25% of the mark. so hopefully it doesn't pull down my exam mark too much. coz i noe it was definately NOT an A.. too much stumbling i think. and plus, that mental block of mine just made me look completely stoopid. ever get that feeling? like.. u NOE wat u want to say... but.. u just can't get it out right. in a jap oral exam. that's like the worst thing to happen to u. i'm just hoping and praying for the best!

ohhh! which reminds me! talk abt useful. rach and i decided to cook dinner last night. we thought of making pasta.. so we were raiding the fridge and stuff for gd stuff to put it in.. then i suggested pasta bake (i'd been feeling like that for quite a while now.. lol.).. sooo we pulled out all these ingredients from the fridge.. but. we realized we din have enuff cheese! coz rach had been eating all of it! hahaha. so anyway. we finally decided that if we were going to make pasta bake, we might as well make GOOD pasta bake. lol. so i conviced rach to drive us down to dewsons to buy good stuff. lol. so we did. i toook soooooo long to decided wat to get hey. hahah. minimize cost, maximise taste. heheh. annyway! so yeah. then we got back.. and we cut up everything. tomatoes... bacon.. we cooked chicken.. well RACH cooked the chicken. it was funny coz she was seasoning it.. so she took the lid off the "season-all" bottle of spices... and she was "lightly" sprinkling it by shaking it out of the bottle... u noe.. side to side kinda thing. annywayyy. something happened.. and a whole heap came out of the bottle!! lollll.. it was soooooo funny. hahaha. anyway so after getting past that.. she shredded the chicken.. i peeled n chopped garlic.. then boiled sausages (frankies).. then yeah. we cut it all up. haha. so thennnn we put it all in.. mixed it all together with the pasta bake sauce.. lolllll.. it turned out to be sooooooo much!! lol. like 2 massive trays. hahah. enuff to feed us for a week. lol.

anyway. went shopping yesterday.. and then today agen.. bought sum stuff finally! lol. i totally craved to shop hey! lolz. and still am craving it! hahaha. going to ct tm. so should be fun. hehe. okayyyy. gonna go. make myself useful arnd the house. tata.

*second post..haha. loser.*

okay. so i visited mel's blog. and look wat i found! hehe.

I'm The Original Cadbury's Dairy Milk!
I'm The Original Cadbury's Dairy Milk! What Are You?
Take the 'What Cadbury's Chocolate Are You?' Test
By Little Miss Alien.


another time killer. =)

*almost done! =D*

wix. i'm almost finished!! had my last written paper todayy. discrete. hehe. went pretty well... wen i first looked at the exam.. i was like... errrrrrrrgh. coz i've never timed myself doing questions. and the questions looked like they'd take a while to figure out.. lol. but it turns out that i finished half an hour early.. lol. and i'm pretty sure of my answers.. first time ever in a math exam! lol. last yr in intro calc. lolll. i left half the questions unanswered. hahah. it was quite funny! but yeahhhh. todayy. answered every single little itty bitty question. hahah. so it feels good. =)

nowww, i've just got a jap oral to get through. i'm thinking that i'm a tad bit screwed tho. cozz. i was meant to get my speech checked today after the discrete exam. but then, ms wells was sick... so.. hafta go tm. but i got an appt in the afternoon.. sooo my day is pretty taken. meh. i'm quite scared. not only do i not noe my speech.. but i haven't started preparing for the questions yet. and like twish sed. they're prob gonna ask really really really hard questions this year. so we'd all better be prepared. i'm realllllyy scared!! n i dunno what to expect either. hard yes.. but of wat nature will the questions be? *shrugs shoulders*

so after getting home today.. i've spent the rest of the day watching lord of the rings... hahah. i'm so addicted. watched two towers and return of the king. =) scary now.. coz i kn actually remember most of the dialogue!! hahaha. sorta turning into a mighty ducks and center stage movie.. hahaha. now those two. i've got off by heart. hehehe. =) okaayyyyyy.. i shan't revelate anymore of my sadness. lol.

okay. going to wash dishes. =) ciao!

oooh. and all the best (again) to everyone STILL doing exams. muahaha. heeh. jk! study hard! =D

*long weekend*

soooooo. chillin now. lol. the list of things to do is getting shorter.. but it's still pretty long at the same time.

u noe. sunday's is meant to be a "reliever". like. i'm normally really relaxed after church. but somehow, these past two weeks have been really stressful. i think i just need to chill. relax. not be so frantic so much. life was meant to be fun.. right? or at least.. not as stressful as how i feel.. or how i make it. like today... playing the piano for service.. stressing abt how the kid's order of worship/bulletin didn't get printed.. then photocopying.. starting to sort out the choir files. teaching the kids... then actually choir-ing. wahhhh. stressfullll. it's really bad bcoz i kn't sit there and have things musically.. not right? and like. not do anything abt it. i resent it sooooooo much. i hate the fact that i always have the urge to HAVE to say something.. if the rhythms wrong.. or the notes.. or wateva.. it's crap. i wish i could just go by with out saying anything. i might try that actually. suppress it. perhaps i'll feel less.. stressed. or wateva i'm feeling at the moment. i hate being disrespectful. and i think that's how it comes across. so i apolagize deeply. i meant no offence watsoever.

anyway. so went shopping today.. was sorta unproductive.. but it was okay i suppose. going shopping on wed, thurs and friday! hehehe. and going to watch mr. & mrs. smith on thursday nite. =) heeh. and ball shopping on friday. buttttt. got a discrete and jap oral exam to get through first. which reminds me. i gotta finish writing my jap speech.. STILL haven't done it. and i want to revise for discrete tm so i kn get 100% in the exam. it's soooo do-able hey. want to. reaaally want to.

okay. gonnnna go now. =) see yaaaa.

*hrrrmmm...*

so. had jap this morning. =S. a beeeeeet worried. i just dunno heyyy. the listening was sorta okay. except for the last last question. screwwwyyyyy! i totally guessed most of it. and worse, it was worth 13 marks total. the written was okay. suprizingly. i was totally worried abt that. i totally have problems brainstorming ideas of what to write. once i think of those ideas, i'm all gd. but it's just the idea-process which is crazzyy! mehhh. the reading was pretty gd actually. the kanji was only just a bit dodge. lol. so yeah. kinda gd i suppose.

anyway. so tm. p&l exam. i'm worried for that too hey. coz like. i haven't started studying yet. not even touched the book! and there's SO much to remember. it's 2.30 now. and the exam's at 12.50 tm. soo. i think i should be okay. lol. i'll start studying soon. hehe. cyerzzz.

*so much for sleeping*

lol. okay. a second post within like.. half an hour. i noe i noe. lammeeee. but yahh.
i stumbled upon dom's blog. and saw these incredibily hilarious photos. hahah.


heheh. kiddy strength. aweeeesome.



"i love u". pweety kewl.



wahahahahah. classic.



okay. so now here's some ideas for ball hair. =)


pretty nice hey. dunno if its me..?



i like this from the front.. =)



okayyy. laterzz.

*historyyyyy.*

i was so scared. honestly. i was soooooooooo scared!!! i still feel it now. really really REALLY don't feel like studying. i'm all studied out hey. but i'm gonna die for jap AND p&l if i don't study. this is really crap. things are turing really really crap right now. i just feel. tired. yeah. really tired. it sux. grrr. i just can't wait until these two weeks are over. reaalllyy can't wait.

okay. i think i'm gonna go to sleep now. way too tired right now. lata.

*ahhh. exammmmssss.*

sooo. exams started today. english. wasn't as bad as what i expected. actually.. i din noe wat to expect. i just knew that the comprehension would be hard. and true enuff.. it was. but i think i did okay. =) the print and non-print sections were ace. so.. really happy with that. thennnnn. now i'm meant to be studying for history tm. i'm sooooo scared! i really dunno wat to expect hey. i haven't really been doing great in history either.. i mean.. my average is sorta okay.. but it's not okay enuff for me to be confident going into the exam tm. i really suck at skills tests.. and to make it even better, there's TWO of them in the exam tm... there's also 2 essays. whichhh.. i dunno abt heyy. like i sed. i'm REALLY scared. i'm also freaked for jap and p&l.. coz i really really don't know my stuff. jap it's coz we so didn't learn anything in class. soooo. listening is reallly crap. and reading... is screwed coz of the kanji. writing is screwed coz of the grammar structures. lol. so overall.. it's pretty screwy. that makes me really really scared. then there's p&l. gotta memorise like half the text bk. i'm really starting not to care tho hey. i mean, i do care. want to do well and all that. buttttt. i'm just so not motivated!! it really really sux.

annnywayyyy. i was so tempted to cart this over to msn.spaces. hahaha. buttt. i'm revelling in my pride - as humbly as possible - that i've managed to stick to blogger for so long. hahah. i've never really been able to keep with one thing for very long.. so this is quite an achievement! so yeahh. for now.. i'm feeling blogger-loyal. so i think i'll stick with this. although, i think the tangibility of moving to msn.spaces will suck me in one of these days. lol. =p we'll see eh?

okay okay. i'm off now. going to try and study again. hopefully my brain won't fry too much. sunny side of things is.. that once this week is over, i'll be happy again. discrete and jap oral nxt week. haven't got me OVERLY worried. just.. moderately freaked. which is relatively normal for me now. lol. okay okay. ciaaaoo! =D

p.s all the best to everyone else sitting exams! =) study hard! gambatte! hehe =D

*yay.!*

wooot. so today marked an incredibly productive day. productive in even a non-scholastic way. loll. let me start from the beginning.

so this morning started with me being woken up by my crazy phone alarm. stoopid tune. i think i should change it! it's one of those where like u get a heart attack from the sudden-ness of it. lolll. so that was at 7:10 in the morning.. but i was like "nahhhhhh. just a couple more minutes".. so i snoozed it. as it turns out, i snoozed it till 7:55 when dad walked in. loll. he came in and was like "hey. it's too late already, get your mum to send you. bye". lollll. i was still half asleep. it din really register. lolll. so i went back to sleep. i decided that i'd stay home for first period as i've done for the past couple of weeks. it's study period anyway. so i figure that it's best spent sleeping in.. u noe. catch up with all that sleep i lose normally. ANYWAY. so yeah. i ended up getting out of bed at abt.. 8:50? annywayy. so i got up. washed up and stuff. then finished my history summary notes. (25 pages of it!!! grr.) so yeah. thennn. at bout.. 9:20? i heard my mum shout from the other room. so i got up to see wat was up. turns out that my crappppy memory decided to play up again. i had totally forgotten that mum had a doctor's appt. and was going to send me to skl before going! but the appt was at 9.30! soooo! we were reaallly late. anyway. as it turns out. mum din have time to send me to skl nemore. so she went. and then was gonna come back and then send me to skl later... anyway. so at bout 11, mum called back. she had finished her appt. for the first time, she acutally asked me if i wanted to not go to skl! hehehehe. =p i was like... "uhh. okay then...?" hehaheh. as if i'm gonna say no. loll. exams start next week, so i could use any de-stress opportunity.

but yeahhh. while waiting for mum. i did study. hehe. i finally finished those p&l notes which i've been trying to get completed for the past like... week and a half! so yayyy! i felt super relieved that i finished it hey. my hand was totally caining tho. way sore. lolll. annyway!

soooo! after mum got home, i asked her to take me to the post office. to pay the limo deposit thing for the ball. wanted to make sure that that was covered. =)) first time i've ever done a money order thing hey. hehe. at last, got that one done. thenn. mum bought other stuff from the pharmacy. thennn as we were leaving, we went back out to the car. we sat there for a while. discussing bout where to go next. then like. 5 mins later. mum was reversing.. and i looked out the window. a guy on a bike got hit by a car!! it was sooooo strange! like. one minute as we were walking to the car, no one was there. but then 5 mins later we reversed, the guy was on the pavement, his face bleeding profusely - a pool of blood next to him. we din even hear him get hit!! there were all these ppl crowding arnd. i think he got hit by the ute that was reversing. the driver musn't have seen him. there was this lady trying to dry the wound on his face with paper towels... it reaaallly din look good hey. the guy must've been like.. 18? or a bit younger? he was rolling arnd on the pavement.. holding onto his face. holding the paper towel to his face rather. it was sooo scary! i asked mum to get down.. being a nurse and all. but then like. the guy had called an ambulance. and mum din have any first aid equipment.. so she wouldn't have been able to help much. so with the ambulance on it's way... we decided to leave..

so yeah. that was a bit of a shock. thenn. we headed to the city. to get lunch and do some shopping. hehe. ball shopping. =p i was looking for shoes, coz i sent my dress to the tailor's yesterday, to get altered. i'm a bit hrm abt my dress now hey. i mean. i like it and stuff. but i'm still pretty bothered by the fact that everyone else in the group is wearing pinkish-themed colours.. while i'm the only one wearing and odd colour.. green!! but at least it's a nice, soft pastel green. and not some yucky, solid, turquoise-y green. that would be horrifying!! hehe. but i would never pick a colour like that anyway. hehehe. sooooo. anyway! shopped arnd quite a bitttt. oooh. took mum to get bubble tea. hahah. should've seen some of the pplz faces. lol. they're so age-prejudiced! loll. like they've never seen an aunty go into utopia b4. hahah. quite funnnny. lol. anywayyy. sooo. went to betts. emporio. zu. williams. david jones. and STILL couldn't find anything. soooo. went to soul outlet.. found a couple. they were okay-ishhh. but not nice enuff for me to buy it! buutttt.! i did find these really nice shoes! trish! u noe the one i'm talkin bout. the ones that i was totally drooling over the last time! the suede - wool on the inside one. i found a pair at soul outlet! they were realllly nice! hehe. annd lucky me, they were on sale too. =)) sooo. mum was like "want them?" hehehehe. of course! so i got them.. hehehe. only $35 bucks!! =)) gd buy! hehe. =))

so the last stop was myers. hehh. should really have gone there first. but yahhh. i found themmm! finally! tried on like... 4 pairs? hehe. but the ones i got. pierre fontaine.. realllly reallly reallly nice! hehehe. they're quite high. stilletos. i think i'll stack it a couple of times. hahaha. but oh well. i like them lots! hehehe. =) they're silver. quite shiny-ishhh. it's a bit hard to describe. but i like them coz like, the strap at the back doesn't strap to the front.. (weird description i noeee.) but still. i hate heels that have straps which buckle all arnd the ankle. they're really uncomfortable. feel like ur ankle would snap. but yeahh. so i got them!! yay! hehehe. it's a big big big relief hey. now i dun really have much to worry abt. gots to do hair and jewellry. thennn. find a bag. thenn. that's it. =))

okayyyy. so watching center stage now.. i love this movie. haha. dunno y. okay okay. goingzz. =) hope u were as productive as me today! =D heh. tata.

*ipod.shuffle.mania*

la la la


i luv da ipod! hehehe.

hrm. so today! was. hrm. kinda. okay? ish. very ish. choir was good. apart from the lots of time spent discussing. the singing itself was wikiddd. hehe. the guys are heappss powerful! hehe. and there's a bazillion sops. so. it sounds gd! hehehe. =)) but yeahh. we planned the concert already. so. it's all gd. kinda worried tho. just gotta have faith that we'll be able to pull it off!

okay okay. gotta goooo. going to try study summore. cyerzz.

*new.toy!*

heeeeeeeeeehehehehehe. i bought the ipod shuffle!!! hahahahaha. hrmm. i dun think it's considered an impulse buy. coz i thought about it for quite a while. but yahhh. i reeeeeaaallllyyy like it! hehehe. i dun relli care tt it doesn't have a screen. who gives! hahaha. but yahhh. going to sell my other one once it gets fixed (or IF it gets fixed i should say). but yahhh. oooohhh. i think i've gtg hey. going to bible study.

catchaaaa.

*i'm so stressed i can't take it*

grrrrrrr... where did all this stress come from?? it's crazzzyyyyy. between the time i got home from school.. stress levels trebled. or more likely... quadrupled to the infinity. i'm suppperrr stressed! all bcoz of this stupid english essay tm. 2 things freaking me out. first. i dun think i noe my stuff well enuff.. the more i try, the more frustrated i get. so i'm basically plunging myself into this really deep hole. thenn.. 2nd. i don't really have a time to do it tm. i've got this appt in the city so i've got to leave skl early. but then... there's no time! was gonna do it between form and lunch. but turns out i hafta leave earlier coz i gotta take the bus. so GRR. i think i'm pushed to the limit. oh and i REALLY hate this documentary. like really really really really REALLY hate it. bowling for columbine. it SUX! big time! grrrrrrrrrrrr. problem is that i can't remember it. not in it's entirety anyway. so it makes it really hard to write about smth that u don't really remember. so yeah. it's HARD. i'm just so frustrated. and it's the weekend tm. hrrrrrmm... i think i might fail the essay hey. grr.

then i got tests back today. which.. hrmmm.. not really so gd. discrete. i knew i buggered that up tho. goes to show that u do need to study for it.. lol... i KNEW i should've done exercises from the book. lol. i just did all those study guide ones! lol. so duh. thenn.. history. bombed it. but.. not quite bombed to a fail. but bombed it for a 56%. lol.. which is my lowest. EVER. so lol. not so good. but my history essay was heaps better. 2nd highest. which made me happy. then 91% for our group oral presentation. which was awesome. hehehe. totally brought our marks up! =)) so yeahhhh. that 91 pretty much balanced out all the bad stuff.. but still. kinda pooped bout discrete. really gotta do some revision. lolll.

hrmmm. okay. back to stressing. going to go and... mentally kill myself over these questions. gonna DIE! see ya.

*i need to relax!*

yeah! i really do need to relax!! hrm. and here i was thinking that i already did heaps of that during the week. i shouldn't have though. lol. bad timing! now i've got way too much work to get thru for this weekend. don't even noe wat i'm doing online right now. gotta study for discrete. yahh. tt sounds stoopid. but like. i've been sooooo lazy! haven't done any of the exercises from the whole section.. lol. and there's a test on it on monday. don't want to wing it now! hehehe. so yah. i will study. then there's jap. got an oral assessment on monday.. this week is soooo crammed with stuff hey. so yeh. monday is discrete and jap. tues is eng (oral presentation). thursday is history essay and jap reading. friday is history cog test and english in class. i'm reeaaalllyyy worried bout that eng in class tho. i don't fully understand it all.. so i don't think i kn write abt it very well.. i need to do more readings on it!! grrr. which also means time. time that none of us have anymore!

okay okay. i'm gonna stop wasting time. cyaaa.

*=)*

sooo. the past couple of days. haha. fun. lol. well minus the skl part of it all of course! ;) yesterday was quite funny.. we had ballroom dancing as per usual.. and so to avoid the human traffic jams coming out of the girl's changerooms, most of us [myself,trish,duyen,jas,nadia,mel] - i'm not sure bout lassie tho. - we locked our bags in our lockers.. then.. jas did the smartest thing. she put her bag in the locker, and locked the lock. lol.. buuuttttt. only after locking it did she realise that the key was IN her bag which was IN the locked-locker!! hahaha. even tho she shares lockers with nads, nads left her keys at home.. so they were in a stuck-stuck situation... hahah. nads tried calling home and all that.. but to no avail. so after dancing (which was pretty good..), they tried breaking into their locker. loll.. jas is soooo handy! hahaha. she took a bobbypin.. and was just fiddling arnd with it in the lock.. she twisted and all that! and *pop*! it opened!!! hahahaa. wattta smart girl! hehehehe. tt's pretty kewl hey. haha. but given this, all the more i stand by the fact that combination locks are heaps better than key-lock ones! hahah. =p

ooooh. thennnn. for most of last night - lassie, nads and i called round soooo many limo places trying to sort it out for the ball. grrrrr. we called SO many places! i think i called like 24? lassie abt 16.. lol. and nads called the final company that we decided to go with. but even now.. i still dunno what's happening hey. seems that we've either got too many, or too little.. loll.. and we're trying to convince trish to bring someone! hahaha. c'mon twiissshhhh!! u noe u want to! hehehe. but yahhhh. so i think we've gotta sort it all out tonight. should be too hard? i dunno. as long as i dun hafta deal with anymore difficult pplz. there was this one lady.. from Finesse Limosines... she was sooooooooooooooooooo rude!!! she was like. giving me a lecture. don't go to them!!! they're super-rude. lol. she was giving me a lecture abt cancellations and teenagers not being able to make up their minds!! grrrr. i like.. stopped her in mid sentence. and told her to just answer my question. grrr. ppl like that annoy me. no WAY are we going with them. rudeness reflects inflexibility not to mention the un-deserving-ness of business. lol.

okay okay. i'm heading off now! tata! =)

*new template*

woooh! okkkk.. just really felt like getting a new template. hahah. i'd actually been thinking abt it for quite a while.. but only just then could i be bothered to actually find a new nice one! hahaha. this is definately a nice one. quite "me" i must say! hehehe. makes me feel happy just looking at it. heheh. i think it's the colour! heheh.

annnywwayyy.. 20 days and counting till exams. and abt 6 weeks left till the ball. grrr. time's running out for everything! think.. one the exams are over, there's only like.. 13 weeks left of skl? tt's soooo scary! mannn.. this year is FLYING past. can't wait till it's all over!!

okay okay. i'm gonna go! =D ciao!

*happy.mother's.day!*

wheewww. it's over. =) all that practice paid off! hehe. shelleyy... u rockkkk!!! =D hehehe. yeh. i'm talking bout how the "new" quartet sang at the mother's day celebration in church today... it was a gd day.. relatively peaceful.. the kids sang, mish solo on guitar, quartet, the ypg choir and the fathers... =) then there was lunch.. which was pretty gd.. and the desserts were gd too! hehe. at least the ypg desserts didn't totally crash and burn.. even if there was lard which had solidified at the top of those nougat chocolate things we made. lolll. the brownies weren't too bad either. hehe. but yeahhhh. a gd day. =) and at least yesterday wasn't completely wasted either.

i was at church till like 10 yesterday.. all by myself. *sob.sob* haha. nahhh. not really. it wasn't too bad. was doing the bulletin coz rach had to work. it was pretty peaceful hey. can't wait til the new church is finished! i'd stay there anytime! heck, i'd even purposely strand myself there just to stay. heheh. can't waiiiittt!

oh! i've uploaded pics from mother's day.. going to add it to the side of my "photobooks" list. but for the direct link, just click HERE! =)

okay. my books are calling me. going to study! exams are yet only 22 days away.. aiiyoohhhh. stress stress stress! hahaha. okay. tata. =)

*....okay okay....*

okayyyy... so i was bored.. just feeling in the mood to do something like this. so yahhhhhhh. here goes. =)

Extraversion |||||||||||||| 60%
Stability |||||||||||| 46%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56%
Empathy |||||||||||| 50%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Intellectual |||||||||| 36%
Mystical |||||| 30%
Artistic |||||||||| 36%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hedonism |||| 16%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||| 30%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 43%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 50%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 43%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 63%
Change averse |||||||||||||| 56%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 43%
Individuality |||||| 30%
Sexuality |||||| 23%
Peter pan complex |||||||||| 36%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Food indulgent |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Paranoia |||||| 30%
Vanity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 50%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||| 76%

Stability results were medium which suggests you are moderately relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.

Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

trait snapshot:
changeable, in the middle, suspicious, somewhat traditional, dislikes chaos, down to earth, group oriented, practical... you scored in the middle on the overall factors of this test.


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*bz.bz.bz*

wahhhh.. haven't posted for a while! been super busy. studying all the time. actually... that's not true. hahah. i've been really slack this week actually. i totally din study for history. and worst is that i found it hard. soooo. i dun think i did very welll. grrr! that peeves me off. meh. but i'm positive i passed. i think it's hard to fail history doc studies.. u only fail it if u don't answer the questions (as in miss them out) or if u don't answer the questions (as in totally crap on abt irrelavent stuff). soooo. i think i'm safe. buttttt. i din give "quality" stuff. so mehhh. besides for that. hmm. did the discrete epw. found it quite easy. but still only got 17/20. for discrete that's stoopid. lol. and plus its math, so it's very possible to get 100%. thennn. got p&l back. wahaha. the whole class did pretty bad. worse, it counts for quite a lot coz it was a section test. i got 2nd highest. which is grr. coz p&l is meant to be my best subject.

okay. i cbb continuing any of that. lol. getting slack. hahah. okay okay. i'm going now. =)) will post sometime in the distant future. cheerio! =D

*cloud lifted*

wheewww. so that week is over. and i'm on the edge of facing yet another assessment-filled week. aiyoohhhhh. i kn still feel the stress from last week though. lollll.

anyway!! it's sorta crap these days how my life seems to constitute of only 2 things. SCHOOL and CHURCH. that's it. i haven't even been shopping! grrrrr. i was meant to go shoe shopping to relieve my stress. butttt. wo mei chien. lol. okay dodgy pin yin but still. hahaha. i noe not how to save. so it really sux. as much as i love serving in church... it just doesn't seem right that i don't spend enough time studying. my fault tho. i really need to learn how to prioritize better. hrrrm. where to start! i.don't.know!

mehhhhh! stress stress stress. is that all that is meant for year 12? what happened to the fun? grrr.

i.want.my.freedom! let yr 12 be overrrrrrrrr alreadyyyyyyyyyyy.

ok ok. i gotta go! study is waiting for me. bubai!