haha... my dear sister... hehehehehehehehehehe.... remind me.. hu was the one hu sed tt blogs were.. i quote.. "for ppl with no lives"... heahe.. join us dear sis.. join us.. =D hehehe...

but! more scarily!! i've actually gotta lead the ypg choir tonite!! ahhhh!!! i'm scared eh.. freaked... i dun think i can lead them... not very well anyway.. i'm like.. waayy more towards the younger ones... i'm like.. the 4th youngest? i dun think i can lead all those pplz hu are older dan me.. they dun listen! 'n i'm not just abt to tell 'em to shuddup.. so all i can do is just stick it out.. but... still... it's realli uncomfortable... wish me luck..

ahh!! skl fotos tm.. haha...
all da gals r gonna rock up wif their faces plastered wif animal-tested crap.. lol... '
cept me of course..!=) oh ever so natural.. heh.. tho.. tm will realli suck... gotta be at skl @ 7:30 in da mornin! i'm not even usually AWAKE then! lol.. crappy music fotos..
see? if i sed NO to continue being in symphonic.. then i wouldn't hafta go.. or even if i was demoted to being in senior.. then i wouldn't hafta go... trust me to make tt crappy decision.. ah shesh...
this song.. is good.. =)

[along life's road
there will be sunshine and rain
roses and thorns, laughter and pain
and 'cross the miles
you will face mountains so steep
deserts so long and valleys so deep
sometimes the journey's gentle
sometimes the cold winds blow
but i want you to remember
i want you to know]
[you will never walk alone
as long as you have faith
Jesus will be right beside you
all the way and
you may feel you're far from home
but home is where He is
and He'll be there down every road
you will never walk alone]
[the path will wind
and you will find wonders and fears
labors of love and a few fallen tears
across the years
there will be some twists and turns
mistakes to make and lessons to learn
sometimes the journey's gentle
sometimes the cold winds blow
but i want you to remember wherever you may go]

bleugh.

japanese. bleugh.

crap teacher. japanese. bleugh

want to quit. crap teacher. japanese. bleugh

want to yell at teacher. want to quit. japanese. bleugh

want to protest. want to yell at teacher. want to quit. japanese. bleugh

help me. want to protest. want to yell at teacher. want to quit. japanese. bleugh

yeah.

you get the picture.

aiyohh.... so many tests! ahhh... i suppose it's all a welcome to the life of yr 11 tho ey? hmm... test here, test there.. oh! and another one too! sheessshhh... tho otha pplz haf survived it all.. i'm pretty sure i can.. lol.. tho i hate studying.. i talk to myself too much... hah... ppl will prob think i'm weird now.. ah weelll.. i'm pretty normal.. i think?

tho.. so much stuff has been going on (since i last blogged anyway)... bitch bitch bitch here.. and then some nice suckin-up comments to da teacher... geezz.. dus everyone hafta do tt? bsides.. it's not onli just to the teacher either.. it's to ppl hu we could ignore if we actually wanted to! sooooo pointless... it kinda means tt no one reali noes wat anyone else thinks of them bcoz no one actually tells the truth... tt's so.. hypocritical on our parts tho... coz everone ses tt they want everyone else to like them.. but they go round bitchin themselves? such a contradiction...

oh! annddd. stupid blake.. freakin' yr 9... y do they all make me debate against them???!!!??? ssheeshh.. it's my lunchtime 'swell! as if i dun get enuff time to debate issues which i personally don't realli care abt (even tho my entire subject [p&L] revovles arnd them)... stuff like euthanasia, abortions and the realli crappy - same sex marriages! it's like.. didn't the australian society ever come up with a DIFFERENT issue? geeeeez... tt's all we tokk abt in p&L.. but besides tt.. can u believe.. blake actually thinks tt prositution should be LEGAL.. can u believe it? well.. at least u noe wat he thinks women should do for a living.. but i dun think he actually took into consideration the fact that these women are actually getting PAID for it.. or rather.. these men are the ones who are paying FOR it... all lunchtime it seemed tt his argument was based arnd the fact tt the meaning of life is to reproduce.. but.. paying for tt? i dun think so... considering tt a fair few of these women afta gettin paid for it.. would hafta go n spend tt money on gettin consultation from docs 'n pshycols in order to get an abortion anyway! so it completely defeats the purpose on gettin' pregnant in an illegal way in the first place... see blake? there is a reason y things like tt which firstly is IMMORAL, are illegal...

aiyohh.... don't want to think abt legal stuff any more.. had enuff of it... gotta go..
school.. early mornings.. damn them.. i haatteee waking up before 8... it's too earli..

suprisingly.. skool's not too bad.. most of my classes are ok.. and the most suprising thing is tt intro calc ain't tt bad! i actually enjoy it...lol.. very very weird.. a complete change from last yr.. but i suppose it's all a gd change.. so it's all gd... =) the onli bad thing.. music.. i dunno if i should be doing it or not.. i've alreadi spoken to the HOD about changing.. 'n he's seriously reluctant to let me change.. is tt saying something? is tt a "sign" which is telling me tt i shouldn't change? i realli realli dunno eh.. but if i were to drop it.. i'd pick up jap.. picking it up could be a good thing actually.. 1. i'd learn another lanuage properly.. in more depth.. and 2. i'd probably enjoy it more..
enjoying it more is a gd thing u noe? coz i'd do better at something which i actually enjoy.. but there's 2 reasons y i'm wanting to change out of music.. firstly, bcoz the trombone is bcoming a pain in the butt.. i'm starting to look at it and immediately feel frustration. 'n tt's not a good thing.. definately not. i dun want to be committed to doing something which i feel absolute hatred towards. secondly, i haf a feeling tt i'll do better in jap than i would in music. sure the aural, theory and lit is absolutely fine. i actually enjoy tt. but still.. overall i think jap mite be better..

annywaayyy...i dunno.. i still gotta think abt things properly.. i'm realli not sure wat to do.. gotta go.. =)