I am just really annoyed when B called me out of the blue to tell me about things that i dont really like to hear about, esp when it happens alot. I dont wish to be affected but I guess I dont have to divulge anything about my relationship here, or how much I know or how much I dont know. All you need to know is, I think this might be my swan song here. :)

♥ Ask me if you wanna know!

B i love you alot!

Yesterday I did the my first ever prayer walk and it was such a memorable first experience. Steffi brought me to join crusade and it was quite an experience, not that i felt too comfortable as it was my first time, but more of me being fed God's word for the first time in a few weeks. Have been missing csbi due to project meetings on Saturdays and this and that happening during the weekends. So def i took away something. Let me share this here:

2 Kings 13:18-19 (New International Version)

18 Then he said, "Take the arrows," and the king took them. Elisha told him, "Strike the ground." He struck it three times and stopped. 19 The man of God was angry with him and said, "You should have struck the ground five or six times; then you would have defeated Aram and completely destroyed it. But now you will defeat it only three times."Even though the King has struck the ground thrice, it was not enough at all because he did not persevere and he thought that it was enough.

This is alike to our prayer life, in our lives there are a million things we are praying for which the results have not materialized. Along the way we forget, or we lose focus. And we do nothing to revive the prayer requests because we are too busy with chasing grades and chasing gossip girl. We are distracted.

So applicable because personally I am sure we have our own little secrets or prayer requests that we pray and let God take charge but the time doesnt seem to be here yet so to wait, we lose focus. Easy to lose focus but difficult to come back ya?

I just guess we have to make the effort!

To the rock I cling
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