Ignorance is a Bliss...

What is growing up? It ponders me. When we were a kid, we wanted everyone to treat us like grown ups, give us all the freedom in the world, wanted all the time to have fun outside school. But now, seriously, you have all the freedom in the world, don't need to study anymore, why do you miss school? I really wonder, what is it good about growing up that we once persuaded? Growing up, I learnt to be selfish, learnt to be unfair, learnt to be afraid, harder & harder to be satisfied. What's good about growing up then? More responsiblies & less time for myself? As I grow up, I experienced more, fell down in relationship & stand up again, seen the uglier side of the world, I started to be afraid at times. I became protective & pay more attention for myself. I begin to be unfair to others & put myself as priority. Why? Maybe because I had bad experiences? I don't know either. Now, I find myself harder & harder to be pleased. When I was younger, perhaps I would be happy with some games. Now, I have games, have sports, have parties, buy nice clothes every now & then, about all I can enjoy at this age, yet I am still not satisfy. I want more. I want more parties, more games, more clothes. I want car & so much more. Remember Chinese New Year when we were a kid? One day of Lunar New Year seems so long and full of fun. We were so happy. How bout now? I admit, I still look forward to it, I am still very happy about it, but the level of happiness, is not as much as before. Its a different kind of feeling already. A day seems so short. Also, the food don't taste as nice either. Why? Maybe because we were ignorance at then? I really wonder...

I am a Mastermind

What's your personality type?

My Results
Your answers suggest you are a Mastermind

The four aspects that make up this personality type are:






Summary of Masterminds

* Visionaries who put energy into achieving their goals
* Prefer to work independently and dislike inefficiency
* Think of themselves as logical, thorough, and bright
* Values practicality and common sense above ideas and theories

More about Masterminds

Masterminds create a vision for the future by gathering and organising information. They then develop strategies to achieve their goals. They have a rare gift for looking at almost anything and seeing how it can be improved. These skills and the Masterminds' high standards often allow them to reach leadership positions at work.

Masterminds value independence and prefer to work on their own. Once they have decided on a course of action, Masterminds rarely change their minds, although they can be persuaded by clear reasoning by someone they respect.

In situations where they can't use their talents or are unappreciated, Masterminds may cut themselves off from a group and criticize people who don't understand their plans. Under extreme stress, Masterminds may overindulge in sensory experiences like eating, shopping or watching television.

Masterminds often have an unusual sense of humour, which arises from their ability to spot surprising links between seemingly unconnected facts.
Mastermind Careers

Masterminds are drawn to jobs requiring logical analysis or abstract thinking common in science or technical fields.

It's important to remember that no survey can predict personality type with 100 percent accuracy. Experts say that we should use personality type to better understand ourselves and others, but shouldn't feel restricted by our results.

My Dating Personality Profile?!

Your dating personality profile: Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active. Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate. Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about her appearance.

Your date match profile: Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps her body in top shape. Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If her jokes make you laugh, she has won your heart. Conservative - Forget liberals, you need a conservative match. Political discussions interest you, and a conservative will offer the viewpoint you need.

Your Top Ten Traits 1. Athletic 2. Liberal 3. Stylish 4. Outgoing 5. Wealthy/Ambitious 6. Adventurous 7. Intellectual 8. Romantic 9. Big-Hearted 10. Funny

Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Athletic 2. Funny 3. Conservative 4. Stylish 5. Practical 6. Adventurous 7. Outgoing 8. Sensual 9. Intellectual 10. Wealthy/Ambitious

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Well, got this test from Gil's blog. Aww...I am so far from..being religious, funny, romantic, big-hearted, traditional, athletic, adventurous, conservative, intellectual and lastly outgoing. Umm...few things I wanna point out though. I seriously, don't like & care about politics? Then...am I really so not humorous? Hahaz..

Silent of the night...

Finally, I can blog! Wanted to do this for whole day, but I think the server was down or something. Ok...let's see, I stopped at Tuesday eh? So Wednesday, what happened? I don't remember anything special except I nudge Joshua like 10 times and he blocked me (Hey...he started it first) & Gil came online late in the night again? Hahahaz...didn't get to chat much too.

Thursday was Jen Jenn's birthday. Well, happy birthday Jen Jenn! Umm...after work, went to watch The Maid with heaven-earth society members. Its quite a good show, worth a watch. Joshua, looked and feel so like Ah Soon! "Ah Soon guai. " Hahaz..after the show, we went to Party Box, a KTV pub at Paradiz. Well, I must say, its quite boring down there, playing some cards, dices & drink. They did some singing then kept the alcohol there & left at...abt 2345 hr. Left quite early as all of us is working tomorrow.

Friday! Friday was my mentor Jedd's last day in Starhub. He has been working here for more than a year, now going to University. How nice...how I wish to go University too. Hahaz...his last day, surely, was quite a grand one. Seto, Yvonne & Andrew bought us lunch at Pizza Hut & almost everyone of our group joined the lunch. After that, guess what, BM hospitality gave him a watch as token of appreciation. Umm...Jedd's honey lips sure got him paid off. Hahahaz! Well, Emily, Linda, Pris & quite a few from our department gave him a school bag. Michelle, Jas, Jack, Roland & me bought him a pen. He's gonna study, needs decent bag & pen. Hope he will pass everything with the pen I chose & won't forget to bring anything to school with that bag. Hahaz..after work, we went home for dinner & decided to meet back at Party Box! Ohh my..why there again?! Just because to finish up the alcohol. -_- Luckily, Jeffrey agreed to fetch me there...wow, the car he's driving, sure rockz!! Can fly on the road. Hahaz..ok lar. Surely there are more powerful cars, but, its the fastest & with most power among all the car I sat? Doesnt matter, when I reach there, which is pretty late already, Ah Soon's face is already all red with red eyes. He's just weak lar. Hahaz..had some fun there & took cab home. I must thanks Yen Nee. She treated us all for the drinks and cab! Thank you Yen Nee!!

Went to soccer on Saturday. Its the first time I joined them for a month. Sure enjoyed the game, but my ankle condition got bad again after the game. :( After the game, met up with JM and Olsen late in the night to watch soccer. Well, Gil came online again! Hahahaz...this time chatted quite awhile, but...

Today, went to see physician, had my ankle bandaged again, had that tim sum breakfast with my dad, then went home. Just like last Sunday. But, when I reach home, Chantel informed me about Jason hospitalised & Dal is crying like hell? They have already broken up, still so dramatic. Haiz...contacted Dal & went to CGH. Well, CGH is just beside my block. Guess what happened? From what Dal said, she presumed that Jason climbed to her window & fell down...from second floor. Falling down from second floor, he severely fractured his left arm, a hit on the head, injured his neck and cracked his tooth with both lips bleeding like hell. I really wonder how the hell did he fall. Did he head dive down from second floor?! Even if he did, how did he injured his arm?! Good question eh? To begin with, who ask him go and climb to her window? Haiz...he can get sued for that. I admire his determination, but...determine with a brain. No matter what, hope he get well soon too. Heard he's had an operation to fix his arm. May god be with them.

Tomorrow is Amanda's Birthday, happy birthday!

3 Days

Like last entry mentioned, I wanted a peaceful weekend. So, didn't have much to write for the past several days. Are you all bored? Hahaz..lets start from Sunday. Woke up early on Sunday morning to consult the physician. I think my ankle is getting better by day. =) Then, had a tim sum breakfast with my dad. The food sure taste good. After that, I went home & accompany Rayne, my computer, for the whole noon till late evening, went out to have dinner with parents at Bukit Merah. Sure is a far place from my house. After my dinner, I went TM to meet Dal. She had some problems with her boyfriend. I think they are gonna break up soon. Everyone around me breaks up. Umm...had a pool game with her, long chat with her before going back. Don't know what I should tell her too. Just...cheer up!

Monday, work work, nothing interesting. After work, Amanda & her boyfriend (I presume) came over my place to take something she left here while we were still together. I wonder if thats necessary? I could have pass it to her anywhere? Its just a CD afterall. Doesnt matter...luckily, she stayed no more than 10 minutes if not, my room will be a ruin. Why? Because she practically ravaged my room, picking up this, taking up that, touching everything she sees. Hahaz...after that Dal came over my place to play game & chat. She seems quite lost. Afterall, they are together for 3 years or so.

Tuesday I went home right away after work. After my shower & dinner, I accompany Rayne whole night through. Recently gaming alot. So much nice games to play yet so little time. Um...Gil came online pretty late in the night. I stopped my game & messaged her, but...she didn't reply. Fell asleep infront of computer waiting. Hahaz...wasted electricity! Quite awhile didn't get to chat with her. Haiz...

A joke for all my friends.
A mother and her son were flying Qantas from Perth to Sydney. The son, who had been looking out the window, turned to his mother and said, 'Why don't big planes have baby planes?" The mother, who couldn't think of an answer, told her son to ask the flight attendant. So, the little boy asked the flight attendant, "If big dogs have baby dogs and big cats have baby cats, why don't big planes have baby planes?" The flight attendant asked, "Did your mother tell you to ask that?" The boy said that she had. With a clever grin, the flight attendant said, "Tell your mother it's because Qantas always pulls out on time."

Peaceful Weekend!

Its a Saturday! This Saturday is the first Saturday, I stayed home since...since..don't remember already. Hahaz...*yawn* tired. Hope this weekend will be a peaceful weekend for me, no outings, no party, can stay home & accompany Rayne my dearest computer or rest. Then, peaceful weekend means nothing to post. Nothing to post means you all have nothing to read. Hahaz..but, who wants to read rite? Surely some of you would say that. Doesn't matter...nothing to write. Lastly, cheers to all my friends! Our friendship!

If I wear a mask, I can the fool the world, but not myself.

Time passed so much faster then I thought it would. In less then 2 months' time, I will be enlisted. I start to ponder, what I wanna do, what I still haven't do & what I really want. I supposed this life I have now, is not what I really wanted? I ain't too sure either. I have a room with PC, TV, DVD player, video game consoles, CD player, my beloved turtle, phones & alot of games. What more can I want? I even have good friends around me, enough money to spend, nice temp job, have time for myself & family, whats more can I ask for? I know, alot more, but what I have now, is really good enough isn't it? Then whats this feeling inside me? Feels so bottled up. When I look in the mirror, I wonder who is the one staring back at me. Why must I conceal what I think and how I feel? Why am I hiding a secret me?

The Mini Grapes

Yesterday Yvonne gave Sell Food some mini grapes that is so small and cute. They sure taste nice. Show you all. Hahahaz...

Dirty CaT

Ughh..just now woke up and found out that, I didnt off lights, installing a game halfway, MP3 playing, & best of all, I haven't take my shower! Hahaz...dirty cat & waste electricity. Ok...there's a reason for all these. Earlier in the night, went to the Physician, well, again, he twisted and turn my leg. This time, the problem is not only on my ankle. It even stretch to my hamstring. Now my right leg has one more part bandaged and guess what, Jen Jenn too, asked me to do a casting of whole leg. How sweet of her too. The bus trip back took me an hour or so? I reached home pretty late & starving! Of course, took my dinner first but with the old way of saying, don't bath directly after a meal? I wonder why though, so took a rest and...i dozed off. Hahaz..its still not too late to bath now. I must say, bathing was never such a big challenge to me, bathing was never so tiring, until now. I had to lift my right leg up to a certain angle in order not to let the bandage touch water. Imagine how I bath? Hahaz...luckily, there's some support. After a challenging shower, continue to install my games, the worse thing is, the game...the game..is spoiled!! =( Aww...it seems so nice, too bad can't play. I think I should turn in now. Tired...still gonna work in the morning. Good night!!

What did the physician do?!

After months of persuasion, I finally went to see a physician 2 weeks ago. Its an old injuries of my ankle, have been there on n off for minimum 2 years. Well...I should go n see a doctor. Now my ankle seems getting better but, now my whole leg is in pain. How great...what did the physician do?! From an ankle injuries cure till a whole leg injuried. Ohh my...and guess what, how sweet of Jessica. She asked me to do a casting of my whole leg so that she can sign for me. She's so sweet. -_-

National Day

National Day...so miss those days when National Day eve is only half day, there will be performances to watch in the hall. Otherwise, there will be alot of people selling food & stuff all around the school, banners put up, all sort of weird mini-games...aww..student life is sweet. I guess, might not have much chance to be a full time student anymore. Missing school already? Hahaz..ok, back to National Day. National Day, went out with Jin Hao (again!), Angel (Xiao Pang Mei) & Hui Wen. Well, last night told Jin Hao to meet me 1430 hr. Guess what, I called him at 1425, he was still sleeping! Great..how nice of him. Because of his impunctuality, Angel have to wait at Eunos train alone for..20 minutes. If Jin Hao ever read this, go and do some soul searching, third class species...don't talk about him anymore. Hahahaz...after meeting up, we proceed to Marina Square to meet Hui Wen. There sure changed a big lot. They had a short shopping & tried some arcade games, then went over to Marina South to the National Day Carnival there. There are some car stunts performances & car show at the carnival. Angel & Hui Wen are fantasized over cars. Crazy little girls (Whats worse was, they keep on looking at guys! ). After the car shows, went over to the Arm Forces Carnival, which is around that area too, played with their guns, looked at the different tanks & vehicles. Quite a spectacular display from Singapore Arm Forces. I supposed two months later I will see these tanks & guns everyday. Doesn't matter, its a must to go NS, furthermore, I am Pest C, its good enough. Ok...next we went to the parade square and waited for the fireworks. I think...we stood there for an hour or so. Finally, about 2015 hr, fireworks!! Aww..its so pretty. If only, someone...is there too. Next, we walked back to Marina train station as the bus is too crowed. Guess what, the train station is so crowed too. We can't even get close to the escalator of the station! Imagine the crowd! We took a short break, then decided to walk to Suntec from Marina train station. Next thing i found out was, we were at Shenton Way! Tanjong Pagar train station! So much for the walk to Suntec. Flagged a cab, went to Geylang Lor 17 to have some Tim Sum, which tastes real good, then back home. *Yawn* Tired.

Gotham Penthouse? Zouk?

Started with a plan to go Gotham Penthouse. After work, meet up with Jen Jenn and had the Wanton noodle at Heeren, it taste real nice, then Jin Hao for his dinner slightly later. After our dinner, went to Cini-Leisure to have an hour of pool. Jin Hao sure is better then me. Doesn't matter, after the game, went to Long John to have second dinner. Hahaz...saw Luqman there. He sure is a changed person now, with a GF n enlisted. Ok...after second dinner, went over to Clarke Quay, waited for Kang Ming, Olsen & his company then proceeded to Gotham Penthouse together. Guess ain't too lucky, we reached there pretty late, 11 plus, & its full house! Too bad...we decided to change location & went to Zouk. Zouk, a nice place with good DJ & good music. After ordering the drinks, Jen Jenn, Kang Ming & Jin Hao went to dance floor with me. The weird thing is, at the dance floor, there are 3 big sized guys, taller den mi & 2 times of my sized, all beside, not dancing, stood there, did nothing (seems like bouncer eh). Aww...waste of space. After awhile, took a rest, had some drinks and, went home. Sure is fast...because Jen Jenn is drunk & the DJ changed the music. Umm..can see Jen Jenn don't feel too good, somethings are troubling her. Well Jen Jenn, cheer up! Just be strong & stay happy. So, thats about my Monday night...

Sometimes...

Sometimes, somethings, no matter how hard you try, how much effort you put in, how much time u spent on it, its just not meant to be...

A Boring Posting

Just like a flash, its Sunday already. My Friday & Saturday nights are gone! Basically, Friday after work, went to catch Seven Swords with my colleagues, the Red Lotus Society members. Hahahaz...I personally think that the show is not bad, but Jedd keep on picking on me! Hey Jedd! Seven Swords is a nice show ok!! Compromise a little can anot?! Ok..after that, went to a KTV pub at Paradiz centre. Well, we just played some guessing games, drinking games, cards & dices games , in another words, just some typical mini-games you can play in a pub. One thing, now I understand why KS insist not to drink. Then, they sang a few songs, had some fun, then home we go. Thanks Roland for your ride again.

Saturday...had a real weird dream that woke me up. Dreamt about me, going to lots of places searching and waiting for something. Umm...doesn't matter, Saturday wanted to stay home & accompany Rayne, my computer, but Lim Wei Yang asked me out, just to...walk around? (Aww...) Went to Bugis, then Sub-Way for..high tea? Hahaz...then to Suntec tried a couple of arcade games & back home for dinner with my family. Not a second to waste, after dinner, I rush back to town, Somerset, to meet Destiny, Amanda & ZF. Guess what, went eating AGAIN. They force me to order a slice of cake!! Hahaz...ok, had a chat but Destiny had church event on next day morning, so she had to leave early. Three of us continued and walked to the Mac at Shaw Tower from Cini-Leisure. Guess what, finally had our butts on the chairs of Mac, ZF had a toilet break, I had a "break the password" session (I have forgotten my E-linkz password for Mac points), then Amanda decided to...go home. -_- Thats such a nice idea. We walked back to Orchard MRT station, entered the station, waited for like...fifteen minutes, then find out that, the last train had left! Ohh my...how nice. Follow on, Lim Wei Yang called again & asked if I wanna go club tonight. So I azked Amanda & ZF to tag along, then next, we were at Double O. Retro sucks...I will never go there again. Hahahaz..at least there is some R&B in the later night, had some drink, some dance and home. *Yawn*

Working makes me fat

Why do I say so? Because working here, I eat plentiful of tibits everyday. There are candies, chocolate, crackers, chips, biscults here. 2 weeks ago Michelle & me bought $12 worth of crackers!! We finished them in, lets say, a week? Everyday, I will start to eat snacks and tibits from 3 PM to 5 PM. How can working make me not fat? Ughh...fat.

The show is here, but...

Finally...Wedding Crasher is here. I waited so long for it...just thought that, I can watch it with, someone. Hahaz...but guess, too sick to watch.

Worried...

After so long, guess what, Gillian is online! Last seen her was like, weeks ago? (Sure seems like a very long time to me.) Had a short chat with her & found out that, she's not too well still. Can feel her frustration even through MSN. Perhaps I said the wrong things? Certainly, with her state now, I am worried. All I can do now is, pray that she get well soon. Good as saying, I can't do a thing. Umm...I am tired. Good night everyone..

To those who are sick!

My friends are all falling sick. Angel, KS, Si Hui, Gillian, Sharon Ng, Kang Ming, Ann & Cindy are sick. Umm...get well soon. All take care of yourselves.

For Sharon Lim

Since she mentioned it, I will have a posting for her. Sharon mah..a dumbo girl. Very stupid. Thats all. Hahahaz..