Friday, September 29, 2006

In everybody's life,there will be one person that will play a vital role in someone life.Someone to confide their feeling,someone they can trust,someone they feel connected too.There is no why or how,it just happens out of thin air.

Sometimes i wonder whether i made a wrong choice or not?I am rather sceptical with my choice.I am in quandry whether i should follow my heart or not?I am in a dilemma which no one can help me but myself.As they say,nothing venture nothing gain,i have to take the first step to know,if not i will never know.

Backstabbing is a no-no.I cant believe how some people can just betray and backstab their own friends.Then why do you need friends?Friends in need is a friend indeed.More like friends in need is betrayed and backstabbed.It is bad enough you dont have conscience,you even have to betray your own friends.If you can do that to your friend,you better not trust your friends around you too.What goes around comes around.It's karma.They will do that to you too.

I cant believe how some people can be such hypocrit.on the surface they look such a goody-goody,but deep down,help me,there's a big devil.Cheating is not going to get you anywhere in life,you might as well learn you lesson now then pay a heavier price later.But if you think it is still ok,I have no comment.You can do what you want with your life.Who am i to cricticize or comment?

P.S If it is due to your effort and hardwork,i am happy for you.But if not,please wipe that smirk of your face and stop bragging to everyone about how fantastic is your marks.

Thursday, September 28, 2006

"Wham!" As Trials has reached its end,subconciously everyone knows that SPM is gradually coming closer.Too near i guess,that all of us are starting to get immune.We just finished our Trial and they are talking about SPM.Sigh.

The 3 weeks has rather been a dread.Not only is the papers hard,the questions that comes out are those which i am weak at.=s

Then there are those not-to-be-mention-but-you-will-regret-someday humans,who seems to be having all this extra tips,and acting as a photostate machine.Except this photostate machinse writes.Not only that,the photostate machine even copies too,they could send information from one to another.Technology have improved so much.I should go buy one machine for myself too.=p

Well,that is up to their conscience.This would the last exam to know your own standard and strive for the real thing.Although have to admit,it can be rather tempting.It takes a lot of will,and not succumb to temptation.But we did survive!!!

I got to admit that this 3 weeks i had been rather stress,especially this last week,so if i offended everyone,sorry.My stress level was never this high.I was nearly in the verge of breaking down.My gastric worsen too during this exam period,which i became rather reliant on the medicine currently.Whatever it is this exam is over.Next up,SPM. *sigh*

P.S. I dont like SHEELALALALA! =p

*Drowning in thoughts* I think too much and worry too much too.=s