There was this bird chriping at my ear,"Teacher we are old already.We are retiring!"
Yahoo!We stepped down.Although our stepping down performance had a little technical error,and i got a little stressed thanks to some teachers,everything went well smooth.Everything is over.Nisha did a job well done for the video.When i saw the video,i got a little emo.Everything is over,i can't believe i lived through that whole year.The happy and sad memory,the good and bad times we had together,the challenges we faced as a team,the chaos,quarrels,everything is now over. All of a sudden, i was thinking,"Ah,the good times, it is now over".It felt like i lost something.Something is now the past.
Everyone is too used to their routine,coming early,feeling too free,feeling weird and out of place.When there is no duties,it is just feels weird.Walking aimlessly,doing NOTHING.We are going to class too early and finding the class empty,which never happened for a whole year.
Nevertheless i am also glad we stepped down.Don't think i'll miss it.We shall see on Monday,looking at Rooba running up and down,doing meja hadiah.Maybe i will.
Whee!I got the best prefect award!
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Saturday, July 22, 2006
It just hit me why i care so much.I always thought there was something,the familiarity of what happened.Now i know.And it makes me reminiscent the past.
Time keeps passing by so quickly.I feel there is insufficient time.I feel so many things.And all this concludes up to STRESS.
Something u just feel like you are lost in a jungle.You have no idea where you are, or what you are doing.You only know one thing,you got to get out.OUTTA here.All around you is just trees,nothing else.The sun is setting,time is running out.You have no food,no drinks,no place.There is only you and you alone,not forgetting the animals around.
Time keeps passing by so quickly.I feel there is insufficient time.I feel so many things.And all this concludes up to STRESS.
Something u just feel like you are lost in a jungle.You have no idea where you are, or what you are doing.You only know one thing,you got to get out.OUTTA here.All around you is just trees,nothing else.The sun is setting,time is running out.You have no food,no drinks,no place.There is only you and you alone,not forgetting the animals around.
Saturday, July 15, 2006
Is it just me or what?
My sleep has been a rather disturbing one lately.Waking up still feeling tired.Goodbye dreamless nights.Bad dreams/nightmare has been occuring.I feel so lethargic everyday.Is this what they call stress?Or is it just a normal thing?
Thing are not what they seem on the surface.Doesnt mean they dont say anything,doesnt mean there is nothing happening.There might be a tornado or tsunami happpening inside them,while on the surface they are as calm as water.Nevertheless,in their heart they know there are a bunch of friend which they can lean on and count on when they need it.Struggling in this period of time is not important,it is getting through it that's important.
Everything seems so near.Time just flies by,not waiting for everyone.While some people are using time as though it is the last day,there are still some people who just can't find enough time.Sometimes,it just feel like you are being pushed into this big lake by someone,and you can't swim.You are struggling but there is no one to help or save you.While some people tend to or suppose to save you,all they could do is look,thinking that you can save yourself, while you sink in deeper,deeper and "plunge!",but indirectly they are contributing to it,and not forgetting they themselves too,not knowing their own abilities.
Don't try to decipher any of this.It shall stay and remain in this blog.
Thing are not what they seem on the surface.Doesnt mean they dont say anything,doesnt mean there is nothing happening.There might be a tornado or tsunami happpening inside them,while on the surface they are as calm as water.Nevertheless,in their heart they know there are a bunch of friend which they can lean on and count on when they need it.Struggling in this period of time is not important,it is getting through it that's important.
Everything seems so near.Time just flies by,not waiting for everyone.While some people are using time as though it is the last day,there are still some people who just can't find enough time.Sometimes,it just feel like you are being pushed into this big lake by someone,and you can't swim.You are struggling but there is no one to help or save you.While some people tend to or suppose to save you,all they could do is look,thinking that you can save yourself, while you sink in deeper,deeper and "plunge!",but indirectly they are contributing to it,and not forgetting they themselves too,not knowing their own abilities.
Don't try to decipher any of this.It shall stay and remain in this blog.
Sunday, July 09, 2006
Everyone is stressed over the same thing.SPM.It is rather obvious that SPM is closer than all of us thinks.Everyone is in a foul mood.Some chose to keep it discreet,some like to express it.Some loses their appetite,some snaps at people,some just cries while some keep all to themselves as if nothing is happeinng.
I am not excluded too.The stress is unbearable.Sometime i wish i can go back time and restart the whole year and re-live it.The pressure is doubling,and the hopes are unavoidable.
Everyone seems to know,cant they just leave me alone?I have enough of it and you are adding to my pile.I dont need it,dont want it,and if i cant choose just ignore it.
I am not excluded too.The stress is unbearable.Sometime i wish i can go back time and restart the whole year and re-live it.The pressure is doubling,and the hopes are unavoidable.
Everyone seems to know,cant they just leave me alone?I have enough of it and you are adding to my pile.I dont need it,dont want it,and if i cant choose just ignore it.
Saturday, July 01, 2006
I found out,all the PJ school are doing realy well,thrashing it alot of events.Today was the finals for the Inter-School Accounting Quiz by Taylor's.We didnt manage to get a single placing.Nevertheless,congrats to those who won.They won fair and square.
I seemed to ignore everything now.The whole commottion has came to an end.I hope.I just have to be the guinea pig and eat up all the accusation,although it can be rather absurd.Whatever it is,everything is coming to an end.It doesnt matter anymore,as everyone would says.The split-into-half Prefectorial Board shall be gone in another 3 weeks.The junior board will take over,hope they do a good job and nothing will happen.
It is time to buck up and do something about.Lazing around will not get me anymore.Reminders has come and go,signs has appeared too.Everyone is worryinh about one thing now!!!And i am still so relax.I have studies to catch up,grades to mark up and promises to keep. But i am not doing anything.
I better go rot and think about it.Maybe what Sam is doing is right.Maybe i should not come online too.My conscience is telling me something...and I should listen to it.
I seemed to ignore everything now.The whole commottion has came to an end.I hope.I just have to be the guinea pig and eat up all the accusation,although it can be rather absurd.Whatever it is,everything is coming to an end.It doesnt matter anymore,as everyone would says.The split-into-half Prefectorial Board shall be gone in another 3 weeks.The junior board will take over,hope they do a good job and nothing will happen.
It is time to buck up and do something about.Lazing around will not get me anymore.Reminders has come and go,signs has appeared too.Everyone is worryinh about one thing now!!!And i am still so relax.I have studies to catch up,grades to mark up and promises to keep. But i am not doing anything.
I better go rot and think about it.Maybe what Sam is doing is right.Maybe i should not come online too.My conscience is telling me something...and I should listen to it.