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Tuesday, April 03, 2007
second chance

when anyone commits a mistake,
he or she always hopes for a second chance.

however,

no one likes to give a second chance.

does that mean one will be condemned
for that one mistake he or she has made?

4:39 PM

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Wednesday, September 06, 2006
need to study

we are moving on to
lower limb nxt wk for anat, i heard.
n im still at bones for upper limb.
so dead.
that's only for anat.
lagging for physio n biochem too.
not mentioning abt histo...
bleahh.

seriously seriously need to study.
but how..

just now at dinner,
my blockmates were asking me
if im going src to support netball match.
i said not going.
(coz ytd went to look for costume whole afternn
till late at night and had meeting till 2am like that
den seriously never catch up on anything...
and this wk got prac. if don't study,
seriously go there n waste time.
and it doesnt help when the whole world
kinda know the answers to any question asked)

i said i wasnt going.
coz i seriously cmi le.
n the comment that kept coming was
"chao mugger"
sian.
i don't even mug.
mug means chionging work till
u r ahead of lessons.
means keep studying...
i don't even do that.
i don't even have the opportunity to
study when i think i need to or want to.
just trying to do the bare essential.
finding time to do so...
but sianz...
i don't know why im so affected.
i know it's just passing comments.
just joking one..
but don't know y.
i guess it just doesnt feel gd with
ple saying these when u really feel
desperate about finding time to
do what you have to do and
not joining the masses in
what you want to do.

i don't like to stay in hall
when the rest are out there playing,
chit chatting or supporting at matches.
but don't understd n dun hav
photographic memory simply
means i have to spend time to do work.
isnt it so?

sigh.
may be i shldnt be staying in hall.

6:55 PM

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Hey Xiuzhen,

I'm also very different from those in my dorm. Most of them are party-ers, playing all through weekends, whereas I opt to stay in my room and study. Now, they're blasting music, just when I'm about to study. Crazy living in my dorm, isn't it? But I can't really complain; I was probably put here for a purpose, so I'm gonna make the best of it. Transfers... probably just won't work.

Hopefully I'll endure through it all.

Today, though, just before I left my bible study meeting, someone mentioned something - that we're all given a purpose when we're put in some situation. I'm still searching for mine, having been put in this noisy dorm, but I'm sure you'll find yours too.

# posted by

Eric : 11:06 AM

Hey Xiuzhen,

You feeling okay? Coz I've seen that you've not updated for so long... it sounds like you're very stressed about things... Take care man..

# posted by

Eric : 12:04 PM

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Wednesday, August 23, 2006
passing thought

tze wee is a cockroach.

10:48 PM

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life in uni started with a big boom.
first to kr, then to school.
my first kr experience was with rag dance.
=) haha. super luan luan lai den
somehow entered kr rag dance.
enjoyed myself thoroughly there and
made some super good frenz.
nat, suf, san, sam rox! =)
hamster aka fako, tat, alvin, yunn rox!
i feel so relieved and proud that i
decided to join rag dance.
kr rag dance rox.

anyway, kr rag swept 7 out o 8 prizes
on rag day! =) *beams*

oh well. very tiring period...
practices till 1 or 2 everyday..
followed by supper coz super hungry
after dancing...
sleeping at 3 to 5am everyday..
only to wake up to dance again.
or join fwoc.
trying to join as many activities
as possible for orientation, on top
of rag dance prac, was rather challenging.
but i love my fwoc-kers!
and the c block seniors!!!
=) lalalaa..

still trying to juggle my time b/w
hall activites, studies, keeping up w frenz n stuff.
it's taking quite a toll on my
already tired-out brain.
bleah. but i know i can do it.
esp w wonderful frenz n hallmates arnd.

med is stressful in e sense that
they finish one lect notes within one lect.
n more so that ple visit the library incessantly.
yea. im more stressed by the competitiveness.
or shld i say the overtly n overly conscientiousness
that i cant really cope with.
but im sure there's some others who feel the same
and some rushing to the lib jus coz everyone
seems to be doing so.
so yea.
okies. that's the logical n clear-minded me
speaking at the moment.
haha. you won't want to hear me panic.
*winks*

okies. going over to my neighbour's rm nw.
shall continue updating soon.
life is as bz as a bumble beeeeeee...

oh ya. btw, i went for choir audition ytd!!
so cool! hee. gona try out for kr dancer too!
okies. byeee! =)

8:42 PM

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Thursday, July 27, 2006
when my life change

i made a major decision today.
today is the day my life take a 360 deg turn.
i accepted the offer to medical school.

insecure.

sudden changes always unsettle me.
i am still loving engine.
i love naruto.
will naruto still love me?
distance seems imminent.
will naruto still love me?
i will still love naruto.

the saddest thing while making this decision,
e major factor that held me back,
is the people in engine.
really like the culture.
n really love naruto.

i learnt to relax
w this bunch of friends.
i learnt to slow down.
i learnt to laze around n
watch the world go by.
i learnt to smile, carefreely.
i learnt to have fun.
yes, naruto.
i learnt that from u.

cannot go lect w them animore...

8:33 PM

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feel so loved by you guys out there.
thank you for always being there for me.
rendering advice and trigger questions
whenever i need them.
calling me whenever i sound like i m in trouble
or troubled.

even though you guys are very busy,
i know that when i need help,
or ask for it,
you will reach out and
give me a hand.

whenever i slow down,
and about to stop,
you guys will give me a push
to get me going.

whenever i go too fast
and forget to stop,
you guys will hold me back
and remind me to rest.

even when we do not keep in
frequent contact,
we know that we still have a place
in each other's heart.
there's always a connection.
silent, it may be.
but sweet.

when i am lost and confused,
vexed and wrecked,
you guys come to my mind.
and you guys never fail to warm my heart.
love ya lots.

cheryl, my advisor n confidante.
u never knew how wise u are..
u r my super fren.
thanks for always giving me your time.
love ya lots.

thanks yb for ur choco n treat.
thanks for sitting there w me n
listen to me talk.
sorry to make u worry so much.
thanks for all e msges n calls.
thanks for being there.

"call me at home when u can"
jias, i love you for that.

"u ok gal?"
wee, i love you for that.

"im so happy for you"
sushi, i love you for that.

"you know, i think you can."
junwei, your mui loves you.
really hope this friendship will last
forever and ever.

"always thought you wld mk a gd doc"
gwen, forever so sweet n mild. =)
i love you.

hualong, thanks for your bgr story.
very inspirational.
reflects how deep a thinker u r.
but seriously, it made a lot o sense.
u never fail to gime the confidence n
faith to do what i hav to do.
thanks a lot.
im so lucky to have a senior like u.

seeming, forever so caring.
another senior i love! =)

"hey, i call u later"
thanks shanyong. sorry for disrupting
your lessons. thanks for offering urself
as my m2 councillor.

thanks xiao shou, meiling n ling2 for
praying for me. yes. God did answer
our calls.

"yes. u r a simple girl.
and i do hope u get what u want in life.
no matter what's ur choice,
i believe u still can lead a simple life if
you choose to have it."
thanks weijian for having faith in
me making the life i want.

to drey, my another wise fren.
you rox. thanks for all your trigger points.

==learning to count my blessings==

God, thank you for everything.

6:47 PM

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Monday, July 17, 2006
speaking a thousand words

"These violent delights have violent ends
And in their triumph die,
like fire and powder,
Which as they kiss consume:
the sweetest honey
Is loathsome in his own deliciousness
And in the taste confounds the appetite:
Therefore love moderately;
long love doth so;
Too swift arrives as tardy as too slow."

"O, mickle is the powerful grace that lies
In herbs, plants, stones, and their true qualities:
For nought so vile that on the earth doth live
But to the earth some special good doth give,
Nor aught so good but strain'd from that fair use
Revolts from true birth, stumbling on abuse:
Virtue itself turns vice, being misapplied;
And vice sometimes by action dignified.
Within the infant rind of this small flower
Poison hath residence and medicine power:
For this, being smelt, with that part cheers each part;
Being tasted, slays all senses with the heart.

Two such opposed kings encamp them still
In man as well as herbs, grace and rude will;
And where the worser is predominant,
Full soon the canker death eats up that plant."

-Friar Lawrence, Romeo and Juliet

5:31 PM

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天空一片阴霾，
冷风续续不断地扑向我的脸颊。

此时此刻的我，希望能以世界隔离。
离开城市的喧嚣，舍弃肩负的责任，

静静地坐在一旁。

4:45 PM

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