Double Standards

"I feel that she's someone different, you know... Unlike other 20 year olds, when you did wanna do your own thing she'll support you and allow you to get it done with"

"I agree bro, she's a good catch... "

"... Mmmn... Hmm... *nods*"

I walked together with my bestie back to his place to spend some time helping him out with his tank for our time is short. Brothers we are but with different stories to tell. When all was good and done I left his place with our usual farewells.

I drove home a happy man knowing that yet again I've helped a close friend and in turn built bridges that will stand the test of time.

Arrived home and got down to work with my usual 6hr shift of maintaining the aquarium and trying to gleam insight into what else I could learn from this hobby.

Exhausted, I dragged myself into the shower and got ready for bed. It was already 6am. I thought to myself,"I did better not sleep now otherwise I wouldn't be able to wake up in time for her"

So I waited, deliberated and decided I will try my very best to stay awake because she has set this time aside for me.

Until I went onto twitter. I am tired, let me cut it short here.

Read twitter.
Your comments.
Asked what's wrong = nothing = bullcrap = then why the fuck tweet?

Tell me in my face. Not like every other keyboard warrior.

So much for what I told my friend.

I am filled with a mixture of feelings ranging from anger to outright disappointment.

You were the one that said how you like it that I could bring a whole ecosystem to life, right... And now you can't tolerate it.

Where nothing is something and something is possibly nothing.

Double Standards.

If you wanna play cold war, bring it.

And you know what? I'm gonna sleep. You don't deserve my time. Double standards.