Everything is failing on me! Ipod's damaged although i've never dropped it, Lost my mouse pad, No more webcam (really wanted to see someone), Lost my calculator!, LAPTOP SCREWED UP! always lags like crazy, cant even run 2 programmes properly. SPEAKERS in my room are gone case?! cannot turn on anymore, Aquarium lights spoiled!............................ARGH......................! ok nvm... they are not a need. i still will survive. except maybe for the laptop yes.

Xmas list coming up soon!!!! (Dont take it seriously, because if you really knew me i wouldnt want some of the items tt im gonna list down - mainly cos some are just ridiculously ludicris! and impractical).

DC BP! GO NOW! Woosh~!

Hey all, just back from the competition. I think i did great! but i dont think all e judges were impressed. Well i guess mainly because my design doesnt really cater to being "All out green" if you may put it. What they wanted was inovative technology that makes things go green, like how to make, say a washing machine more efficent in reducing the amount of water used, or how to make water out of air... You get the idea. Mine was more into changing the social fabric of how people could choose to go green by choosing and personalizing their own facade. Guess i'll try again in another competition :D

Competition Day!

Its Competition Day! Wish me luck! :) i hope i win, worked so hard for it! Shakin' in my pants. hhaha...

You are Missed My old Friend

"You are Missed"

Now that took long to do, not because it was hard but to just to edit a heartwrenching picture that i do not want to view, conjures up emotions which i managed to control, just.

Now please, i dont want anyone to comfort me, Its over. i rather forget the way he had to go.

But least you could do is to smile :) and make my day.

NOW that hurt!

This Hurt alright! Bottom wisdom teeth extraction for both sides last year, Thank God when i did the top wisdom teeth last friday they didnt hurt at all as they didnt have to cut into the gums and stitch it up! Phew... Was happily munching on lumps of fried pork bits right after the extraction :)

Better than e last time where i couldn't talk or eat for a good 3 days?

I overheard a conversation between the dentists' about patients going paralyse due to a wisdom tooth extraction as the tooth was attached to a nerve fibre thus leading to half of the face being paralyzed. Therefore for all y'all out there if you wanna do an extraction on the BOTTOM jaw, do it early before your wisdom teeth's roots grow longer and come in contact with the nerves that control your muscular functions of your face.

NO WONDER I WAS NERVOUS BEFORE THE EXTRACTION!

But i still can do this! *SMILE!* and it always makes my day.

PostSecret.com

God it just

breaks my heart

always to hear the secrets of people around the world suffering.

"Halloween"

"I did not see my dad much after my parents divorce. One of my enduring memories of him was when he came over to help me carve my pumpkin. After he left, I lit the candle myself and set my jack-o-lantern on our porch. I could hear the older neighborhood kids laughing from my room as they stomped it in.

That was 36 years ago."

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"missing"

(i've) just woken up after suffering painful side effects of having a protein overdose. *7.10am* woke up with a sharp throbbing pain to my left torso, just below the rib cage. Curled up in a ball hoping that it will go away but it didnt, i deduced that it had to be the protein shake that i took the night before - thus putting stress onto my liver and kidneys to siphon out all the protein. Too much stress.God it hurt like hell and i was immediately reminded of my friend telling me how his friend's brother died from protein poisoning. So as i lay there i looked up at the ceiling wondering, "So this is how it feels eh?", "What will i become if i close my eyes and never wake up again?", "will that arguement that i had last night with her be my everlasting memory?", "How many days till they find me?". BUT anyway i dont think its going to happen or has happened for the matter of fact.

Got complacent in my driving... bah basically my flaw acted up and didnt listen to the instructor and pissed him off... Really felt like giving up then, but then again im so close. ANYWAY i cancelled all my driving lessons till a fortnight before the test so i can get ready! :D Mustnt lose faith! yup yup yup!

Driving test

Booked my driving test on a tuesday when i thought that it would be a free day only to find out today that my free day is actually on a FRIDAY! Sigh. So im left with elbowing my way through tuesday's morning rush hour and it did be jolly Good if i pass. I hope i do - really i do. Cant cancel it because SSDC doesnt allow such transactions starting from 1st oct. Oh bummer.

oops overflowed into tagboard. Sweeney Todd's A Little Priest
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HK pics

Tai O, Western Tip of HK

It says, Im a Giant Piece of Wood

Tai O

TST

Rainbow
Sushi Buffet

family ties

I came home soon after buying economy rice. sat upon the biggest bed in the house after being invited to sit beside her. Happily ate my way through its heart and lapped up every bit of stranded grain. As usual i thought, talking with my dad via webcam. I felt as ease for once, knowing that my family will not always be there my whole life. Mom proceeded to saying, "your dad is a family man, he only has me!" she eyed me for a reaction. "But doesnt he have a best friend or someone like that that he can go for coffee with?" i said. "I encouraged him to do so but he's shy, he rather keeps to himself, he only has his family and his family alone" she bore her eyes through mine.
i said nothing, instead i buried my head in my food. The reason? i was on the brink of tears. Tears of heartfelt joy knowing that i have a father that is so distant but yet by my side everyday. Then it struck home, i longed to ask my mom,"if he doesnt have anyone else, won't he be a lonely man if you go? or vice versa?" But i knew all to well, if one goes the other might as well follow suit. Inseparable, incomprehensible, unconditional love for one another. My heart was shaken today, from its foundations to its very core. My blood flows through my parents veins which pools from an unsumountable lake that feeds the worlds' homeless, the poor, the malnourished whom may lack in many aspects but what you cannot phantom is that all are able to feel it. To Feel Loved.