poem 1

When are we due?

the things we wish we could do

The day that we expire

is the last day that we respire

Will we not come through

With hope and faith that may come true

Never one day will i get through

If not for his grace given for me and you too

if i had not know my Father

i would faltered all my days

And till my dying day

i lay true

that i am a soldier of God

through and through.

The Father's pain

ok im angry with my mom... Not as angry as her but i dont see why she must be so hyped up just because i didnt join her for lunch... then she has to show me that black face all day. i bet she'll continue for a few days to come. Whats the big Deal really? just because i told her i wanted to have lunch with my friends. Wont go on further, nuff said...

Shall go on with what i experienced on sunday.

On sunday i went to prayer meeting, a little reluctantly because of the timing. it was at 8.30am, if not for a lift from Keith i would have to leave the house by 7.30am and wake up at 6.30am. yeah i take over 1/2hr to get out of bed hehe...

Reached the loction and the first thing i noticed were the weird floor tiles. Usually the cementing between the tiles would be straight in a checkered design but this floor had alternating straight and zigzag lines. If seen from afar, it would seem like straight lines but when seen up close the true design would reveal itself.

After a powerful worship that i must say i could feel so much hunger to be filled by the spirit... Souls that crave for the anointing of God. Souls that want to know him more and to give him all the glory by lifting their voices.
We then wrote down on big pieces of paper the different ministries such as UR (Urban race / youths of the church), Youths of Singapore, Sonic edge, Mission field.
What was so real to me was when i went over to the UR poster and prayed. it felt so unreal... you could feel God's Anguish and pain literally engraved into it. so much so that i felt him crying over me. The heartache. the pain of a Father that loves.

It became even more real when everyone else were praying and i wrote down under the UR title "Do NOT live double LIVES" my whole body was blocking so it was not possible for aunt elaine to see what i wrote. but just when i lifted my crayon she said "Please Lord that the Youths of the church will not Live Double Lives"

Woah... yeah that hit me hard man.... word for word.

Buzznet

oh gah... i forgot my buzznet username and password... how i wish i could get a more user-friendly programn that allowed me to upload pictures, fast, fuss free and allow to upload an unlimited amount of pictures.

Just sent Alina, benny, victor and andrew off to china for their mission trip... :)

its late and i've just returned from a merry game of Dota with lawerence and his friends.

The funniest incident was when Clement and i were on the Sentinel side and lawerence was on the Scourge....

So after many minutes of leveling, lawerence had managed to save up enough money to buy a butterfly.... However we were already storming his base.

Since lawerence's inventory was full he had tp put drop stuff like the eaglehorn and the stuff he needed to make a butterfly.... He went about his duties in front of the fountain of putting down items and buying more items to create the butterfly....

Just then i screened his screen and *BLING* out came the idea... LOL

So i bypassed all the other towers and headed staight for the items placed on the floor... lol and i got the eaglehorn but died...

His reply : "Hhahaha... what the... why did u kill yourself..."

i didnt reply i was already laughing... hahaha....

Then a few seconds later : "Eh?! where did my stuff go to?!"

Me : "Er.. i dont know"

Law : (turns to me) and stated laughing lol came right up to me and started bashing me up lol.....

Lol and yes i used his item for my own good... lol and i did it a second time when he was trying to make another item LOL....

Admiralty West Prisions

i ened up not going to Admiralty west prision today... was strickened with a fever :S

Next stop will be Amoy Quee Camp (NCC seminar) this friday.

Start of Green Grass Roadshow

today i started working with the GREEN GRASS project team :) hehe....

i am Really HAPPY that im taking part in this project.

This Green Grass project is a campaign to spread drug awareness to youths through means of my youth pastor, Glenn, sharing his very own experience of abusing durgs and being caught. But by God's grace he was given the minimum charge for importation of drugs into singapore. A changed man since the time he came out of prision, he now does motivational talks to the youth about the harmful concequences of drug abuse.

Went to Rgs today for their PSL convention (Peer suppost Leadership convention) where various students from various schools come together to be trained as leaders. i went with the green grass team to screen Glenn's movie and to give out goodies to them. They were a real responsive crowd really,

Heading to Admiralty West Prisions tomorrow. i've never seen or experienced prision life before, im sure it will be an eye opening experience.... And No i do not mean it literally -.-

Chewing Gum

i dont see why we must sign in a log book before we buy chewing gum in singapore...

For example in Guardian, wanna buy a pack.

Then the pharmacist stopped me and said, please sign here.

I proceeded to say "yeah but even so they cant track me, i could just lie about my particulars and throw my chewing gum everywhere"

Pharmacist : (Irritated and pissed tone that she has to do this stupid proceedure) "Ya i know, thats why its Stupid....."

HUH.... ok... weird concepts that people have. even buying chewing gum have to put down particulars about yourself, name, IC number and phone number.

What are they gonna do? call you up and asked if you have disposed all ur chewing gum away properly? even so i can still lie... or what? Make a check on me to find that i have kept all my used chewing gum in my pocket before throwing them away in the bin? Er.... no thats gross...