Screwed Geography

Screwed Geography.
BIG TIME!
cant believe that i did what i did today (Slaps myself across the face).
Went into the exam hall hoping for the best, especially if when i studied all the way till 3am yesterday. Sat down, cleared my mind, and started.
INSTRUCTIONS!
CHOOSE 4 OUT OF 8 questions.
paper ended, okay... flipped e to e cover page and saw that. **** my heart blew apart when i saw that.
i did all e 8 questions....
when i only had to do 4.
ALL that time wasted when i could brush up on the other 4! i could have brushed up quite a bit actually...
tt was dumb alright... i admit. couldnt believe myself either. Im so not gonna mug late in e night ever again...! Quality sleep is essential.
today is a day for me where u feel Screwed up,
A day where u feel that all ur efforts went down the drain
A day when u told ur mom, "Mom i screwed up my paper"
A day when she replies, "Its okay son, Just do ur best"
A day where u feel like breaking down cos u promised ur mom.
A day of triumph turned into mourning.
A day...
just another Day...

i so wanted to show John chao (Geog teacher) that i could do it... That i could Score in his subject, since i screwed up e history paper yesterday too. I Wanted To Show The World!
I so Wanted to...
Not just another non studious person.
Not just another Student who does not Believe in Himself
Not another one who Cant be bothered about his Life
Not just another one who would not rise up to the challenges of life.
its gonna cast a bad impression upon me, as if i didnt study.

but i thank God that it wasnt the Os.
Or i did be SCREWED!
thank You LORD! He's given me so many chances, im not going to turn a blind eye towards his Grace no more...

SHEARING

oh well did some SHEARING today haha! took 2 hours for one side! So darn long... so decided to leave her for the day.
looks kinda good if u ask me... okay im not mean. i did it cos she had a skin allergy... cassie (aka KC, Casey) refused to let me shave her paws :( did shave her tail tho haha... she looks like a piglet... so could roast her... her tail feels ... oh so ticklish...
before.... or rather the LEFT hand side...After... Right hand side... look closely... u see e cropping of the fur on e other side... she looks Happy :) well okay contented...
tts just Half of her fur... anyway i didnt shave her legs cos she refused to let me shave em... oh yea lol e shaver jammed in her fur eek and Ripped it out by accident :(

jerky

im munching on Beef Jerky now... yummy.. haha addicted to this stuff. this jerky isnt really to my liking tho, its clouded with Thyme, doesnt really compliment the beef that well... ok well culinary wise, Thyme is one of the best compliments for beef but not so here with the intricate mix of many different spices, the taste of the beef is totally phased out. its like chewing on a piece of rawhide. i personally perfer the beef jerky that is from australia, its literally a hung of beef or a leg of a cow hung upon a hook, they would then slice the beef to your desired amount.
Currently i have 205.405405grams of beef jerky in front of me. needless to say my dogs are trailing me too :S... JERKY ADDICTION!

few days ago, my dad wanted to photocopy my prelim timetable. ok fair enough, afterall my dad has the right to my timetable. However i was asleep by now. next day, my mom told me about the hilarious envent that happened the night before.
My dad used the fax machine in his attempt to photocopy my timetable. Turns out, the machine screwed up on him LOL.... it Printed Gibberish OVER my timetable. He panicked HAHA,.... but the deed was already done. So after recieving his, or rather, my "Once" nicely printed timetable at the other end of the fax machine. So he went to copy the whole timetable out by hand, LOL while trying not to admit defeat... "Lousy fax machine!", "Buttons not well designed".
Okay... so after copying the timetable, which was supposed to be done by the machine. My dad quietly slipped the copied timetable Over the original and slotted it under the dining table's glass... LOL.... and he did say nothing about it till i found out. honestly i wouldnt really find out tt soon HAHA...

having lunch now yummy... oh yeah and i have a slime hour glass!!! Justin wants one :P AHHhhh.... :( dropped my asparagus on my keyboard...

mmmmm YUM! im a big eater...Mom's cooking :)Ooooo.... Drools....

CHIONG!

CHIONG!
i just manage to pull off a 3 hr tuition from 12 - 3 am lol... still feeling quite fresh tho. somehow i perform better at night, its quiet and cooling. During the day there's just too many distractions....! frankly speaking im gonna get a E8 if i take my chem paper now. Tts why im banging on e books hard core style till friday... hoping to get a B3 then. Super intense mugging lol... just the way i love it, :) bit nuts but yeah... i love e feeling of the adranaline pulsating in me. just get this year done and over WITH! CHIONG,... im loving it...

other than that. Went to church today, after church had Happy Hour with Glenn and some of e rest of my church mates at Holland V. Glenn was late due to some communication breakdown... but oh well on to Galare. so we ate nice Waffle ice-cream. was worth it about $3.50 per person... after that caught a Taxi with Ryan to Orchard. Managed to catch the last train Phew... if we took a bus i think we would have been dead meat. our wallets would have been exhausted.
pictures shown below... Pastor Glenn is known as Boss haha.

was supposed to Look FIERCE HAHA... Not WORKING!!!

Glenn looks the same! haha same smile, same posture.

GLENN IS DA MAN! hahah.... Yes Boss!

MatchMaking

MATCHMAKING
Helping Deprived hopefuls everywhere!
decided to come up with my very own service of Matchmaking random people in my contact list.
First stop Jonathan Chia and Jiaxin... haha... kicked off quite well as compared to the others. oh well... might as well try the rest eh?
Next! Shawn Wong and Joy, both coming from COOS.
me: "Hi wanna be my client?"
shawn:"Looking at ur nickname? NOOOO!"

haha what is wrong with my nickname? sounded quite ok.
Hi my name is Frederick, Can i Stalk u?! MUAH... MUAHHHAHAHA!!! dun worry la... just pretend tt im an investigator ya? sub heading- matchmaking services held here.... i can PEAR u up with Someone Whether u like it or NOT :)

so was like "Hi shawn meet Joy".
"she's one of the deprived hopefuls that want to meet nice people like you!"
Joy's response, " Im not a deprived Hopeful! i think ur e one"
Shawn,"Huh whose Joy?"
Me,"aw come on talk..... Please?"
Joy"i do not want ur services"
Shawn," Yeah me too", "you stink"
me,"wah lau.... :("

okay... one failed attempt. Lets try someone else.... How bout YES!!! Primrose and donton..... whoo yeah... Prim thinks that Danton is hot but sadly she doesnt know him. So i thought oh well why not, just give them some QUALITY service by giving them a head start.
this how the conversation went.
While i was in the midst of doing my Quality Service towards the people that i care for.Justin came online... (ppl call me cupid. i might just as well rise up to my name haha)

Justin-[†§F†]-mm.. says:i match make you, with.. hrmm. your DP!

Hi my name is Frederick, Can i Stalk u?! MUAH... MUAHHHAHAHA!!! dun worry la... just pretend tt im an investigator ya? says:i tried to matchmake danton and prim.... prim thinks danton is hit LOL

-Justin-[†§F†]-mm.. says:hot*

-Justin-[†§F†]-mm.. says:lol

-Justin-[†§F†]-mm.. says:Prim prim prim-

Justin-[†§F†]-mm.. says:tsk tsk tsk-

Justin-[†§F†]-mm.. says:lol

okay so invited danton into e conversation (prim and me)

He left twice, so i had to persuade both of them, Prim obviously strongly opposed this.

flip flop gum drops says:IDIOT!
:flip flop gum drops says:embarrassing

Aw dont u just find this cute?! its like a little cute child scurrying off to a corner and she would peer round the corner to eye the man of her dreams.

But u know, the "IDIOT" that she said spoilt it all.

Obviously Us, Justin and Me, being guyswe felt the mischievious tinge that came up upon us. We decided to rub it in, lol.

-Justin-[†§F†]-mm.. says:shall i rub it into her?

-Justin-[†§F†]- says: haha

Hi my name is Frederick, Can i Stalk u?! MUAH... MUAHHHAHAHA!!! dun worry la... just pretend tt im an investigator ya? says:HAHAHAHHAH YES PLEASE!

Hi my name is Frederick, Can i Stalk u?! MUAH... MUAHHHAHAHA!!! dun worry la... just pretend tt im an investigator ya? says:eh tell me what she says ah

few minutes later. Justin's response came.

-Justin-[†§F†]-mm.. says:-Justin-[†§F†]-mm.. says:hi

primflip flop gum drops says:heyho

-Justin-[†§F†]-mm.. says:isnt Danton hot?

-Justin-[†§F†]-mm.. says:or so in ur opnion

-Justin-[†§F†]-mm.. says:?

Hi my name is Frederick, Can i Stalk u?! MUAH... MUAHHHAHAHA!!! dun worry la... just pretend tt im an investigator ya? says:oh my lol

-Justin-[†§F†]-mm.. says:flip flop gum drops says:ive nv seen him!

flip flop gum drops says:grrr

flip flop gum drops says:i nv said anything of tat sort

flip flop gum drops says:i just siad tat ppl say hes hotter than wayne

-Justin-[†§F†]-mm.. says:ohhh-Justin-[†§F†]-mm.. says:and is wayne hot?

flip flop gum drops says:oh fuck

flip flop gum drops says:hahaa

flip flop gum drops says:IM GONNA KILL FRED!!!!

LOL EEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

meanwhile the conversation box with prim and danton:

theres always something in the way,always something getting through,but its not me,its you.sometimes ignorance rings true. has been added to the conversation.

Hi my name is Frederick, Can i Stalk u?! MUAH... MUAHHHAHAHA!!! dun worry la... just pretend tt im an investigator ya? says:k can we just sit down an talk?

the funniest part was what happened next.

flip flop gum drops says:fred ud better not blog about it

flip flop gum drops says:oh crap wrong window sry

HAHA im like DOH oh no... (slaps forhead). LOL

Jiaxin Commenting on my matchmaking services.

A million. says:your matchmaking services are darn bad okay!

A million. says:have fun matchmakingA million. says:the wrong way

My my now... Whose NEXT?!

$2

$2.
well do not know bout you but 2 dollars is worth alot to me. it can get me lunch, a train ride home or even get me 40 monster sweets (e ones with colouring).
a guy came up to me at the bus stop to ask for money. but why did he ask me? did my blue lips grab too much attention? i declined... what would you do?

was coming down e escalator towards orchard MRT from tangs... beside the escalators they would put up advertisment boards. While i was coming down i felt something strange that brushed against my arm. it turned out that it was a tuff of hair around 25cm in length and it was caught in the bolts of the add board... OUCH lol.
Random things bout me:
-i love honey stars
-Yan peng is my fav cell leader HAHA... is vic jealous?
-im reading Time magazine now.
-cut my hair yesterday, was caught in e exam hall.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
usually ppl in my school arnt tt patriotic about their nation but well since im gonna live here and its God's blessed country i did rather love it
Father in Heaven, Thank you for this Blessed Country of ours. that we, the young generation of Singapore may rise up to do ur works. the spreading of ur Word. Bless ur children Lord and Teach us to Bless others.
Amen.
oh yeah peter... haha u can eat now e 40 day fast is over :D

My aunt is in hospital for bleeding in her womb, her unborn child faces abortion. :(
this is what i wrote to her husband. (background info: she lost a child b4)
used this verse.
-Can a Mother forget her infant, be without tenderness for the child of her womb? Even should she forget, i will never forget you. See upon the palms of my hands. I have written your name.... (Isaiah 49:15-16)

To: Uncle Chew

i feel that this verse applies to Rachel.

To let go of her first and move on.

As the words go, "Can a mother forget her infant?"

No

"Be without tenderness for the child of her womb?"

Her child was her blood.

Her flesh.

"Even should she forget, i will never forget you"

indeed rachel will not be able to forget her child.

But God Loves her and he promised that he "Will not forget you".

Upon his palms are written the names of his children.

His palms were pierced.

They bled.

The Father feels for you.

We are his Children.

We are made anew from his blood.

We are made from his flesh,

just like an infant from one's mother.

Confide in God.

Seek him for the child will be safe

Have faith!

For the days of Jubilee approaches.

God offers out his loving hands and be upon you. To be covered by his Blood. To bring you comfort and peace.

Amen.

Yours truly,

Frederick Wee

Ps- We are with you Uncle Chew and Aunt Rachel.

recovered

ok thanks. i've more or less recovered. was quite distressed a few days back.
however i shall not linger upon that matter, today's monday and a new week is ahead.
Went to town today with justin for lunch. met justin in orchard at 1pm, went to taka to eat. Found a place, far enough. However i bought food from KFC and sat in Mcdonald's territory. Macdonald's staff tried to chase us off but we resorted to buying an ice cream.
Was supposed to surprise Amy after lunch but Cynthia gave it away haha... was walking with justin towards lido. one moment he was behind me and e next he was gone! thought oh well he's one person who cant stand slow traffic so he must have gone ahead of me or maybe he was trying to play some kind of practical joke.
turns out, he bumped into Amy first -.-
i had some coloured sweets so decided to comsume them, our lips turned blue after that and u should have seen the reaction of the public.
can u imagine rounding a corner and to be confronted by someone with Blue lips? Freaky haha... some ppl ok Most stared at us. some were terrified, a few squirmed, some shook their heads, some pointed, some even complimented us.
my tongue at the moment has a shade of blue.
3 random things about me today:
-my hand phone is mulfunctioning! the back button, 3,*,0 and # buttons are faulty. i dislike nokia now.
-im studying SS
-franco reassured me on the night i broke down in church.

im down...

im down. Very down, Everyone around me is rising and im Stagnant, no matter how hard i try. sometimes it seems that the harder i try the more i did fail.
right now seah is talking to me via msn...it was her birthday 26mins and 24seconds ago. i called her in e afternoon to wish her, and now she's telling me that she appreciates it. afterall she is my big sis. "greatly appreciate it lil bro... hee", "haha.... but i was really happy (=", and all i could say was "welcome" while i was within the cage of malancholy which is houses me. iall what would most probably head to church tomorrow and cry my heart out. i didn't want to ruin her special day.
frens are not much of a help now. all the bloody notes what help would they do if i cant even identify e main points and why i went wrong, stupid teachers and ppl make it so hard to decipher. One says this then another says that, who am i to follow the head or the tail? i did rather just shread all e notes and use it as a weeping bag. English did not go as planned, and im guessing e rest would be worse? Especially ss and history. days of sombre, days of anguish, days of endless weeping. im away. so far away from the island where everyone seems to be going. sometimes frens do more harm to u rather than healing. its like Gorging the wound and Rubbing Salt into it. Ppl look down upon me just because i am unable to score in certain subjects, which i once believed that i could do well in if i persevered and tried hard enough but u just get Runned down by Insensible ppl who cross your path and totally cut u off with their insensitive remarks or looks. Even Teachers look at me differently sometimes, as a Failure. FUCK LIFE! have u ever felt how a person like me would feel HUH?! u know how fucking painful it is?! fuck im crying.