prelims

PRELIMS!
press on~! we draw near, pick up ur arms and to battle we go! 4 more days to EL prelims, and then e mayhem starts.

Do i smell tt bad?! woah... studied today and didnt really notice my stench till now... freak... i smell like a hyena rubbing itself with a dead carcase. Gross. dun even talk bout e breath man. i needa bath... havent done tt for like 2 days, yuck.

im sorry

Im Sorry.
this sorry goes out to someone, someone of whom i care for. u know who u are.
Someone who i know i can seek comfort in, refuge and warmth. i miss ur delightful smile. i grow malencholic with every passing hour knowing that i shouldnt have done what i did, and knowing that i am not yet forgiven. i know u are pissed. i should have put more trust in u and yet i did not. my body says: TAKE ACTION FREDDIE! but God says, "wait... and be patient. Dont be rash". i shall follow God's orders then. im waiting on u, that special someone of whom i seek forgiveness from. Hear my distressed call oh Lord. Read Psalm 60.Yet again, i only scored a 1/3 for God's test of being humble, well so far... :(
Right now i humble myself before U and God to Forgive me for e wrong that i did. Forgive me oh Lord for certain blasphemeous acts that i partook in even with u tugging at my heart string. i owe u my life and yet i treat u in such a way that is blameworthy before u. Im sorry Lord. Amen.
P.s compassion. im forgiven because u were forsaken.

Barney

BARNEY!
lol oh my.... school ended and was walking down e slope with Zee to e main gate at our school.

then Zee came up with a random topic. He blurted out, "Barney!"

im like, "Barney?!"

"Yeah Barney."

"whats with that dumb dinosaur?"

"Quite cute what"

"Er.... okay la but his hands are so stubby bet if he falls he won't be able to get up!"

then i started singing e barney song (acting retarded), "i love you, u love me we team up to kill barney with a great big bang and a hammer to his head! No more stupid Dinosaur.".... "I love u, u love me. We hate barney to e core and his suit is fake, made out of strands of poo and goo. so who wants to hug him too."

Zee,"not tt bad la"

me,"i mean he's so fat, keeps eating and all."

LOL all e while we were walking behind this overweight ACS pri kid and when i said that phrase HAHA u should have seen his freaked out face and he was munching on some Greasy Fried Chicken LOL

(Kid stares at me while he munched his chicken cautiously)

im like, "Oh no not u" LOL

Both Zee and me burst out in laughter HAHAHAH and tt sent e kid scurrying away from us. He was so freaked out! Haha talk bout bad timing...

Be humble or Be Humbled

Be Humble or Be Humbled.
Luke 18:9-14
what are ur first impressions on e pharisee and tax collector?
pharisee: Hypocrite? some big shot?
tC: loser? cos he's a sinner?

loser is right, thats what e Jews viewed them as.... in their time, tax collectors worked for e Romans. Its like U working for e Japs in WW2 and tax ur Own ppl to fund e jap empire.

the pharisee on e other hand was a high noble man of the law, its like a Lawyer or doctor in our modern world context. A staunch follower of e law.

in vs 14 however Jesus says that the tC would be Justified rather than the Pharisee Even if the Pharisee gave Tenth of his income, fasted and did everything else better than the tC.
He (tc) was Humble to not even "Look up to heaven and to beat his breast in mornful spirit" Humility is the Key.
this is shown in: Luke 14:8-11
& 1 Peter 5:6

in 1peter 5:6,
it shows tt we are not doing it for Ourselves but its for they Glory of god tt all may see him in us. We do not use a tactic to BE HUMBLE in order for ppl to exalt us, instead we are Contented to be humble... not to do it cos we want attention... like go up to someone, "Eh eh im humble today", or to sit at the Corner and eye ppl and say tt "u know im real humble by sitting here"

therefore, u must know 1. To recognise tt ur a Sinner
2. To call upon God.
phrases by ppl in my cell.
Peter- Be Humble or Be humbled
Joseph- Do not think so highly of yourself
Benny- Im a tax collector
Me- your Own castle is the root of all evil
Davin- Whose kingdom are you serving?
Keith- im a sinner saved by grace
Ben- Be content of having no reputation
Siew Lee- God delights in a broken spirit
Victor- Do not judge others (Rumours included)

on saturday was on of e most reassuring days tt i ever had... i was in service, praise and worship. Kneeled and asked to be closer to Him cos i've backslided and have not been spending much time with him and doing unholy things in his sight. Was touched. i felt him cradling my head in his palms, holding me so gently... it was e most warmth and loveliest feeling tt feels so different as compared to a person holding ur head. He said, "I forgive u my child and i always will". sigh felt so relieved. :D and happy.

sleep

Gonna Sleep.... Whoopie! Zzz...

Even Banker is asleep.

Of course, Casey... Woke her up tho :P she has her handy dandy pillow. :D so cute.

Sleeping maid too...

Momma fell asleep reading e bible...! everyone's sleeping booo...

Still sick. Decapitiated Koala

DECAPITATED KOALA
translation: Decapitated Koala.
first of all im getting damn pissed with Blogger. stupid font size, colour and bold is not responsive. Next! im still sick darn... was supposed to go for a dip tonight but i guess that it is not possible now due to this blasted sickness which strickens me. im in a real tempermental mood today. stupid illness.
Koalas are so darn cute arnt they? especially those clip on ones where they would happily cling onto a twig or anything of some sort that would fit their grasp of their savage plastic paws. Rargh! Ok nevermind lol. Not so savage afterall so we decided to test its durability (and with a hint of mischief) we ripped open e mouthless beast with it gnashing violently in an effort to save its fur. with its Plastic 3 prong claws it tried to grasp on to any passer-by in reach of an inch or so. Stripping him of his Jacket which stated "Australia" he did not last. screaming in terror we ripped his seams open, right down to e plastic entrails of 2 coiled springs and his Plastic backbone stated "Made in China". so much for country patriotism. Betrayed by his own country and violated, he accepted his fate as the last seam was severed from his limbs. he prayed, "Put me to good use God".
And we did! LOL we indeed did put e koala's parts to good use. Ok so me and justin got hold of a koala, ripped it open, examined it alittle. We had e fur pelt off of the koala, sensing our mischief in each other we turned and looked at e overhead rotating Fan! HAHA...
Lopped e poor bugger's skin into e overhead rotating fan, which has an open back, ITS PELT RATTLED IN SYNC WITH THE ROTATING BLADES.... LOL.... was so loud la lololol we rush out of e toilet haha... and it was still going about in its death merry-go-round... could hear it from outside!!! LOL. Darn e cleaner should have been there lol, so wanna see her reaction. i still had e rest of e body with me tho, with its head still attached... Popped its head off, indeed he had an oversized pea head, more like a bean. Not surprisingly he was hollow up there. Same routine, Justin threw e head in, it ricocheted off one of e fan's blades and into a cubicle in use. LOL.... imagine pissing and a koala's head comes and... ok nvm.
Once e guy was out we grabbed e head and threw it in, same old rattling noise which was so loud HAHAHA... and guess what, e head landed next to e fur coat which was lying on the fan's grill. they were in position LOL... Till death they do not part. E fur coat on e other hand turned from Grey to Black. LOL hey we were doing e school a favor. :P Cleaning their fans LOL...

Falling ill

FALLING SICK.
feeling terrible.... breathing through one nostril and each gulp hurts. i hink it was those dumb durians. so much for not going to school. Anyway, so cool found out how to post pictures on my blog :D feel like changing my skin, e viewing window is far too small. thanks kathy for e notes. darn its so early i wanna study but cant cos im sick :( think i would catch a fever or something like that. why does this always happen during e exam periods... stress? dust collected on my books? Information overload? been sneezing so much.
Nothing much happened today but since i found out about the post picture icon im gonna post some pictures in tribute of some ppl :D My family (top) bro isnt inside tho.
To Gel :P happy belated birthday haha i know kinda late huh. And e crack team :) miss ya'll.





To Amy, :D for being there for me when i was really down. AMYSIA.
Safari Boi Justin :P




















Fartllllie and e Rest of e NCOs :D Nice Brownie.

E Rest of e guys and gals in COOS....

CASSIE! / KC / Casey. nostril licking.
BANKER too...!

Kindship between relatives.... (Right) From left, Dad, Mom, Granddad, Grand Mother, me, Aunt Tillie, Aunt Rachael, Uncle Mark.

Falling ill part 2

Piriton! Finally some relief... Im getting drowsy.... :S still contemplating whether i should post Kerry's picture. Here goes nothing... and u do not Look HORRID!
and "i hate having my picture taken so pleeease" so put it up (quote by Kerry) sure.... haha im so evil.
Kerry is so Tallll.... :S
Story done by my sis :) and redone by me when i was 11 yrs old.

Baybeats, Surreal

BAYBEATS,Surreal
You guys Rocked Man!
it was so Loud woah... my shirt was trembling. Darn good playing too. Glenn u did great! and so did e rest of e band.
Ian and i rushed down from church via cab. Stupid roads were closed due to NDP. Why close em so early Doh! so ran from city hall mrt all e way to Esplanade. Reached just in time. found ephrim and e rest...
Was jammed pack! and i found out how small i was. haha...
Band came out tested their equipment and woah e sound quality was damn good! Ephrim was taken a back....
Shockwaves filled e air as out hearts raced with e ever increasing intensity of e drum beat. Half way through e 2nd song eveyone started to jostle... stupidly lame. E guys found it fun to push ppl around, saw this gals pushing ppl around and their guy friend had to finally scold their senses to light. so dumb man.... u dun contribute to e problem u try to stop it by not joining in.
they played 3 songs.
Met up with Glenn, went over to e booth bought a CD woo....
and bought Glenn a Coke, which was super sweet. As in the coke was super sweet. Im not gay lol.
Parted our ways towards home was on e second last train home, and so i am lying on ma bed blogging.... what a smashing good day.

Mgs Drama Night, Repetoire.

Mgs Drama Night, Repetoire.
looked at my watch Shit! its 1900! im so not gonna make it in time. Dad fetched me to orchard mrt station, he was kinda pissed and mad at me, and the traffic was not helpful either. reached Mgs. 1950. Doors are closing.... whipped out cash to get a ticket and guess what?! LOL they GAVE me e tickets!!! Whee... but seriously e drama was so bad. Needless to say some stupid guy in e audience couldnt shut up...so felt like scoulding e fella, ATTENTION SEEKERS! and all the cheering. e actress would be saying out her line and suddenly a abrupt cheer cuts her off from e audience, disrupting everyone's attention.
AMY!!!? what happened? e sound system was so Screwed, mg seriously needs better sound systems. Moreover i think if i didnt view e play's rehearsals i honestly wouldnt get e storyline. well except for e "Statue and e Sparrow" play and syf play too.
met this guy called terrence. he's an nus student, he took a module that required him to view school plays and concerts. Cool... next one he is going to is an ACSi production called "The Birds" its about Greek Gods, e Culture, Political influences. etc etc.
after that i met primrose, kim chow, amy, kerry, few other ppl tt i cant remember lol sorry and Rong Xin, she rubbed my hair. Quite a bold move considering that i only SAW her once and not spoken to her before. i do not like my hair being messed up, but well not so particular about that now a days since MESSY is e look might as well let them mess it up even more. Met primrose and Kim chow, Kim asked me, "Am i fat?" im like NO Hell no.... lol. then she's like "See ur calling me fat!!!" HAHAHA I MEAN WHATTTT?!! okay i said No now what a yes? i decided to try lol she got Offended. HAHAHHA i mean what am i supposed to say? "Er.... no u dun look fat, at least not obese.", or "I think its ur bum and thighs." lol. then prim thought that she was fat too?! so both of em got offended and STARTED BEATING E CRAP OUTTA ME! unfair world lol... "well at least Im not fat" hahaha!!!!! then they WACK ME BRAINS OUT! hahha...i recieved so many hugs from Kerry, primrose too haha. thanks.
KERRY on heels = Woah! CN tower!
BAHAHHAA! and primrose's theory is that ALL ACS guys are either Gay or Perverts. Meaning ACSj guys are Gay and ACSp are perverts... lol hmm... and she plans to go to acjc? She was like gesticulating with her senior who is now in ACJC outside mg school gate about how bad AC was lol... "WTH is this?! a Dog? (Points at badge) ya tts why its e best is yet to be". hmmm both of em were lost in their own world la lol and its like e rest of us are like "Uh huh........." hahhaha...
Kerry ur not a slut, Ur Hot not Fat like a rat. Nor flat like a mat too.
Kim chow, Cheer ups. Ur not ugly and fat. ur just erm...... LOL ok OK! im not so mean. Ur Gorgeous in your very own special way :D i wouldnt call u fat. Such a teddy bear to hug haha.. happy?
Primrose? She made me carry her stuff!!! well i guess it was only right too. Meeep! she's more vulgar than i thought! :S cheery bright gal that never fails to get a beating out of you. haha. some how she's addicted to russell peter's 50 cents Joke. Had to act out e whole thing for her.
getting late better be off now, and i came to e drama night concert for ONE reason. not gonna say. :D I THINK I KNOW IT REALLY WELL.

SMASH!

SMASH!
tts what i heard when i was in my fren's car. Woot!!! his whole bumper was like smashed at e side, ven tho if it was just a nudge from a container truck u know those tt weighs over 7TONs! Lunging its container attached to its back. E stupid container truck was on e middle lane, while we were on e same lane, so we switched lanes in order to over take e trailer. SWITCHED to e fast lane (Right lane) accelerated, was halfway to over taking e trailer Then oh Shit.... He signalled once and swerved into our lane. I was like OH SHIT.... We're gonna get crushed against e barriers. or by e TRAILER!!! we slowed down and got nicked at e side of e car on e left side of e bumper. was so tense :S thank goodness we were saved... sigh. E tonner was like Reinforced steel la. :S imagine knife cutting cheese, yeah something like tt.... it was freaky esp with Jap cars.... really really soft body.
Anyway, watched Hotel Rwanda today... about the genocide tt happened in 1994. Damn sad movie :S innocent lives lost. over a million ppl died bec of that civil war.

Name Cards.

Name Cards... Are Embarrassing.
Sorry havent blogged for a long time, getting stressed over the prelims. Yep, just finish a conversation with wai mun about how each of us are doing, studies and personal stories :) esp e part where i hate LianXz. Eeeuch! yuck.
one thing i've notice is how Singaporeans dress esp e youths, everywhere u turn its e norm. Short skirt, Tank top, branded shoes and a short handbag. Mind u all of e stuff on em are branded. Von dutch, Rip curl, Roxy.
How boring..... e same old style over and over again, copying others. its worst if they're lian, not that i dispise them or Hate em to e core. it more of a YUCK feeling u know. Rite? justin? lol like ur hate of Monks esp e temple next to ur house where they do daily rituals of ramming their heads against the big gong in e spire. LOL and we shot stuff over la lol should shoot like "Monk Repelient" next time, come up with a secret formulae. SO NOISY!!! ok stop criticising. Anyway where was i about e FASHION TRENDS IN SINGAPORE. Their dressing is like so cliche. sigh. Branded good what so Good about em, ok maybe i do have a few branded goods but its cos they last yeah but its SO obvious that some ppl buy it cos they think its so COOL. Some use it as a way to entertain themselves and even to hide depression. Shopaholics (how ever u spell it). i know i shouldnt judge ppl like this but its just my opinion about how they dress and carry themselves, not being humble and all. flaunting their wealth (WHICH IS SICK) or when they're not rich and yet try to flaunt their wealth. Please save ur money and dun get all this useless materialistic stuff.
Once my frens and i were walking down orchard road, wasafter mid years. Say this gal Sashaying down e road towards us. Just as she passed us we were having this conversation about how we hated imitation goods and how ppl still flaunt it, HAHA so happen that That gal's bag was a PIRATED von dutch bag. how sad, cos she overheard our conversation... hahah So much for sashaying which turned into sulking.Yes yes coming to e name cards part. i cant stand well lians cos, i find that their too animated? they have this Childish tinge in em tt i find odd esp if e gal is like 19+ and its like these gals have veiled their true character by a false identity? just to fit into e crowd? All starts when e person is young man. Parents dun control them they just follow e rest of e world and living life without a meaning to it. Everyting is cash cash cash. i mean okay u've got a screwed up face but when u try to flaunt it and think that u look so great it gets alittle overboard yeah? And not only that is when u have a screwed up character too? Double Badness man.I've got this fren of whom that i thought that she would turn SO vain and materialistic, i was so Wrong. i went back to my previous school and lo and behold she had makeup on her, so obvious she rebonded her hair, was combing and preening herself in e glass plane of e noticeboard. Her frenster is like DOH so vain and like typical lian now eek... I so Believe that no one is stopping u from being beautiful, its just how do u carry urself and how would other ppl think of u when u do stuff like that (eg, flaunt ur wealth, velvet ur true character). Ultimately its up to you to show who u are. i learnt one important thing from Ben Ang, is "Think of how others would view u as a servant of God and what God would do if he were in that situation that u were in". i guess God has brought me through many things so far in my life, 16 years and i've experienced so much, i've got many more years to come and i'll treasure em.
ok e giving out name cards part, went for tuition today and finished my work so tutor wanted me to give out name cards to Ij St Joseph convent gals :S was terrible.... Stepped out into e vast sea of blue like a lost child clinging on to his name cards. Being eyed at by Brutish Butches eek! freaky man they've got CHEST MUSCLES.... and yes CHESS ABS LOL... dunno bout arm pit hair tho lol. dun wanna know. SO SO many butches... and like holding their partner's hands. Yuck. However i find that e indian gals were e nicest, no butches frenly, TAKES UR NAME CARDS. unlike some ppl. haha. My line? "Hi, i m helping my tuition teaher give out his name cards, care to take one? (Take all!!!! take this burden off of my hands). Had one bunch of gals was so obvious, they purposely went directly to me knowing that they wanted e name cards. LOL i gave em like 20?! and they actually thought that i was e TUTOR?! haha pity my tutor he's gonna get all e prank calls. it says on e card, "RAFFLES TUITION", "RJC". DO I EVEN LOOK ONE BIT LIKE A RAFFLESIAN? and besides i was wearing an ACS uniform?! hmmm lol.but one of e funniest ones were, *i approached this gal* used my line and her ans was a straight "No thanks". lol i didnt even finish my sentence. HAHAHAH I GAVE THAT "Erm... okay" look in abit of a stunned mode with my hand protruding out to pass her e cards... hahaha but then she amd her Laughed, haha wasnt tt bad. smiled and said "Thank you".Interesting day i would say.