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Clamness in the heart
ZHIHENG 08101992 meridian jc,chung cheng high main,kong hwa :)
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Saturday, March 31, 2012
just another hectic weekend....
it took me a little while to fill this space again as i was busy with the applications and visits to the universities which i hope i would be able to enter two years later with my humble results of BBB/A. well, this set of results doesn't really give me confidence in securing a place in the universities but what i would say about them was that i had put in my all for them and i am not regretful for not working hard enough.
emo talk of the day! moving on to stages in life sometimes gets really daunting. Time creeps away without us noticing until the moment we realise that people around you have matured, gotten into relationships or have entered the last phase of education needed in preparing us to contribute the economic progress of the world. that is when we feel that time really flies and relationships between people constantly face the challenges of the changing phases of life. people we were so closed to may suddenly feel distant because we did not communicate for some time. therefore, cherish all the people around us and make the extra effort to maintain that feeling of happiness when all of us come together and enjoy times like we always do. Back to army life. POP (pass out parade) in one week time! 8 weeks really passed by quickly and i will be marching on for my last 24km march in bmt. thinking of all the times i have spent with my 15 bunk mates made me inevitably sad for the fact that we will be spending our last week of staying under the same roof. we would not be looking at all the naked asses walking around like no one was looking and stuffing ourselves every night with food just before we sleep or shouting at each other in the toilet cubicles for each other to hurry up with their business any more once this is over. thank you guys for making soldering life for me meaningful and memorable. for those who happen to read this post you can come to my graduation parade on the 8th April Sunday 7.45am at the marina bay floating platform. it will be a blast and a blast of foul smell as well. (: signing out zhiheng 31st march 2012
Friday, February 24, 2012
2012. TWO YEARS AND ON....
well, i am back after such a long time on this space which i think none has visited in a long time.
its been two long years and i have finally finished my college education three months ago. much have happened throughout the two years though the majority of the time have been spent camping in simei study room mugging. results are releasing next week i heard and hopefully i would be able to get something decent. thanks to all those who have stuck close to me and supported me throughout the last two years! i really appreciated your companion. yesterday is my second time booking out since i enlisted in January 31St and i have come to know great army section mates which we lived and bathed under the same roof for the past month (the army count is three weeks). my weak physique really took a tolled on me when i just started my army life as the physical training may have been too much for me but trust me i am getting better. be prepared to see the fair skinned zhiheng charcoaled after being bath in the intense sunlight of pulau tekong. by the way tekong island is really a great place for vacation due to the clean air and clear sky, but sadly you wouldn't be able to visit there unless you are a Singaporean son. i did some self reflections of myself as and when i like over time and have slowly come to realised that i may have been too childish for a teenager whos turning twenty this year. going through some debates on national issues, reading through blog post and conversation with my friends made me realised i haven't grown much as a semi-adult. hopefully i will come to mature more throughout my days in army which has claimed over the years to be a place where boys becomes men. (: (but on a side note, i still think it is important to maintain that little childishness in yourself) that's about all from me this time and i will try to make more post in the days to come. bye! zhiheng. 24th February 2012
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
25th nov 2009
retaining. thats what i have to accept now. after screwing up my promos though i really really did put in effort. but that doesnt give u the pass u need, studying smartly is what counts. this is a world where hardwork alone doesnt give you what u want. time. the limiting factor.
one extra year of hell in studying. spending time just like a poly student but going through worse conditions. ahhh whatever just get on with it, work harder, work smarter, work towards good results. holidays arent holidays. u know what i mean. anyway i come to realise that my post recently are damn emo. haha maybe i am still not truly happy with what i am in for now. one life just live it. try to make the best out of it despite set backs! (:
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
11 nov 2009
(posting with a normal thinking brain :p)
Oral presentation is finally over~ although the presentation was quite screwed up, Q&A was fine :/ haha while everyone was the audience today it was also a super tense environment! we were shivering inside though we were not presenting yet heh. ezra request of raising of hands was damn obvious an arranged one to the accessors hahaa everyone raised their hands at the exact same timing! shruthi did the best i think~ they give weird questions for my team lahh! my question was like : (not the exact qns but smth like that) considering singapore as a garden city, how would inculcate street art into singapore while keeping the status? (meaning street art is messy) wow whats that? lucky i am able to answer it... group leader question was like : as you have stated that u are going to makeover public toliets with street art, how will make it such that the toliet is clean? -wth?- haha ahhh quite dissapointing not eating out after the presentation~ anyway its all over now and now is the last portion. the insights and reflection part. gonna do it well! haha chiong! chiong! chiong! i need to know how to pronouce "public" , "art" , "monetary" and have a normal english accenne(how spell? XD) byeee thats for now barhh byeee!
Saturday, October 24, 2009
promos over, wr over, really hetic way to end all this.
results were bad as usual though i really did mug very hard. have to meet the vp to determine my future... wr wise, although st said should be okay, but he doesnt seems convincing... haha but it was real fun at the last lap when everyone slept early in the morning like 4-5am and rushed to school in a couple of hours after that... the real deal was the printing of the wR... went to kenneth house to print and realised there was technical problem all over the place! the layout wouldnt work amandas cd drive wouldnt work.... but luckily the usually crappy nicky saved the day when he managed to solve the problem about half an hour before the deadline of submission at 5pm in school! dont buy brothers printer... its damn slow....it takes 19.62 seconds to print one piece of paper... and we had 63 pages to print.... we were damn nervous while waiting for it to print as we had to bind it too before submitting! at the last few pages we were like : HEY OPEN THE DOOR! GO PRESS THE LIFT!! WEAR THE SHOES!! and kenneth(our fastest runner) was on stand by and chiong immediately after the last piece came out... it was 4.55pm then ....and he MANAGED while we ran behind after losing sight of him as we RAN on to school. its practically impossible to do that but we somehow managed... it was like a marathon (: now back to reality.... i need go sleep haha good night... barhh byeee... zhiheng...
Thursday, August 27, 2009
27 august
i've changed.
change to someone who is pessimistic who loses self confidence easily who always tries to cover up his emotions with a smile or just expressionless. the emotional torture may sometimes be quite a feat for me... maybe i pms? haah.... friends... do i think too highly of myself? do i suspect too much? always feel that i am never true to most of my friends although i try to... cant get close to people..maybe i am close but i never felt so except for old friends....whats up with me... maybe i am just stressed... stressed... nevermind... there may be a day i just get use to all this... or maybe a better turn for me? anyway the main piroity now is to study, get to j2.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
26 july 2009 shit haven done my homework.
shit i am back here not doing my homework again i am goona screw up hard if i continue like this.
anyway todays post will be slightly more casual stuff (: went to help raise funds for children association at chinese garden early in the morning with the fellow reach members though i am not one of them however its quite fun to work together with the peeps screaming and shouting school cheers selling out burgers (people at the carnival hasnt got a choice) lastly getting to know more people though i am sure i will forget their names soon enough again....but not thier faces haha then went back to hokkien huay kuan to watch our graduation videos and found out i am still suck at speaking slowly and changing my style of acting shit haha but later watch seniors performance was kinda refreshing as they seem so innocent then hahaa.... yah thats about it wahhh hell lots of hmwk!!! okay gonna shut this robot down and continue with my work! oh yahh and detriot metal city the movie is very nice you should watch it... |