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June 28, 2008
Life, hope
Something tells me to let go of every thing i have been holding on from my past.. Holding grudges, envy, jealousy, hatred, negative thoughts will only lead to one's heart emptiness. Something tells me there's is something more important in life that i can experience.. Today is the day that i felt so light than ever before.. Life is full of up and downs..thats what make a meaningful life.. I remind myself that whatever happens in life, or whenever i fall, i will seek for hope and my faith. I believe that it will come true one day..whatever that i wish or hope for.. Life is not just about having fun.. It is also the risk we take.. we experience.. Go for new risk.. no one will stop you. You want to learn new things, scream, eat more, travel lots, Laugh for nothing..go for it.. If you failed to achieve something, try once again. Failed twice..try again. 3rd time..try again untill you have succeed. something will comes out for your hard work. Patience is one of the key to life.. In the end..you will realize that you gain something and grow as a person.. Keep growing as a person.. I'm so in love with the song sang by switchfoot ,dare you to move. i know its a very old song..but it has really touch me today.. Pastor Matthew & Sam & Russell has really taught me alot of things these few months.. For a moment.. i think that at times i have took things too seriously..and i think should loosen up abit.. At times i have been frustrated at some very little things..which i see no point of doing that.. .. i'm geeting sleepy.. 4.00 am already... yikess..bahhh go first
++ Francisca at 2:41 AM June 26, 2008
 He said he was going to come here in half an hours time.. and i would play his favourite piece and watch the sunset... If he miss the sunset, he would still catch the sunrise together.. He said Good-bye , and would dream of coming down to melb.. i realize it was just a dream.. I'm still in love with him.. If only he knew..
++ Francisca at 11:26 PM June 25, 2008
Holidays
Didnt blog as much already.. its ok..i will blog once in a while.. Holidays are not too bad.. been slackin around, eating, sleeping, shopping..out haha.. but i think i spend too much... the more cheaper things it gets..the more i want spend.., better lock myself at home. hahah. Shelly is flying to spore tmrw.. leaving so soon..and grandma will be going on when? 26 right? ahhahah.. I can't wait ..i can't wait for the movie to be out!! confession of shopaholic!!! weee! so exciting.. Felt so light ... every thing's done, exam was done, assignment was done...semester 1 was done!!!!!!!!!! weee! finall y...i can breathe..i can finally rest in peace!! but the exams was quite difficult.. esp psych.. Mcq is tuff . sociology was not too bad la.. at least i understand what they are trying to say. oh well..no point stressing abt it..whats done is done.. bought a few jackets, a dress, comestic stuffs.. jewelleries for myself last week... haa i remind myself its a treat its a treat after all the hard work ive done..lolz! HAPPY 18th birthday Namii !! :D:D Happy 23th birthday rachh !! sorry i can't be there for your bday..nvm wait til u come back la alrgihty gtg thats all for now :D
++ Francisca at 12:37 AM June 12, 2008
I will remember you - Sarah Mclachlan
 I will remember you Will you remember me? Don't let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories Remember the good times that we had? I let them slip away from us when things got bad How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one I will remember you Will you remember me? Don't let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories I'm so tired but I can't sleep Standin' on the edge of something much too deep It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard But I will remember you Will you remember me? Don't let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light And I will remember you Will you remember me? Don't let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories And I will remember you Will you remember me? Don't let your life pass you by Weep not for the memories Weep not for the memories
++ Francisca at 1:58 AM
Dum-dim-dum
OKayz...they were having fun..karoake-ing last nite! ahahha damn it..! i was this close...about to follow them..but no no...My ego says no..i got to study for exams..! hahaha oh dear..they are tempting me... i was in a mood to play la campanella composed by Liszt, it was such a beautiful song..why didnt i try to play it back then? i found it while i was browsing through my piano files.. my piano files is always there for collecting dust only.. so sad la..so rusty already my playing.. My brother didnt come back last nite..so i didnt bother but he did leave a weird msg while i was asleep.." i cannt come back tonite..will be sleeping over..i'm so high now..HAHAH". i really want to see the scene..havent seen him high for ages and also never see him sing a song while he was damn high la ! 2 more papers to go... 2 more..!!!! 
++ Francisca at 12:39 AM June 8, 2008
you left, Without any words.. without goodbye... is this a test again? Why put so much pain and grief on us ? After all these 18 yrs.. A fake love..a fake smile.. is this wt i receive from you? enough is enough.. these scars will remain deeply inside us.. but it will heal.. time will tell.. we will remain strong without you.. we will go on without you.. until you realize it one day.. you will...
++ Francisca at 5:56 PM |
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Francisca Lee 18th . 20/9/89. Monash
lee_Francisca_@hotmail.com. Sophia kinsella is my fav author..love all her shopaholic books.. Loves to sleep, limteh, play piano violin, swimming.. anything that i find interesting.