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I miss the old me

I really miss the old me. The naive, gullible, simple-minded girl.
Life was so much simpler then.

I know it's a part of growing up. But why do I have to grow with such horrible ways?

2011 has left me scars in many ways.. Many many ways.

It's such an awful year.
I know till the day that I die, I'll be scarred..
Sigh.

New read!

Just the 1st chapter already brought me close to tears. It's talks about life, despite it and its ups and downs, life is still good.

This will be a good read and self-heal process. :)

Bought it from Prologue. It's usual price is $12.95 but surpriseeee! Got it at $10.36!! Awesome cashier said there's a 20% discount for some Christmas deal.

There. Life IS good! :)

Pictorial advice

Shaken

Just when I'm getting all good and settled, there comes a bombshell. Out of the sudden. Out of the blue. When I least expects it....

How do I put it in words? Like, I could feel my heartbeat so much faster, really fast and hard, it hasn't slowed down the past 5 minutes..

Tears welled up a little, but I'm outside so I just shake it all away..

Wow. What a sudden.

Fruitful Tuesday!

Sweetie once said something that I'll remember for life.

Something like: "clothes may change, hairstyles may change, boyfriends can change, but girlfriends can never change."

Something like that, but you get the picture don't you?
Loving girlfriends are for life!!
I love my girls ^^

So nothing really new and drastic (not yet, I still want really long hair).
But it's a new colour, minus the highlights and the dried ends.

Hellooooooo new smooth hair! <3 <3 It was a wonderful Tuesday. Lunched with dad, opened a trading account. Collected my LTCL cert. Practiced and refreshed my driving. Dyed, treat and cut my hair. Perfectttttt happy Tuesday! :))))

5 months ago...

5 months ago was the time when I wore this romper. It was fitting then.

5 months ago, I was happy.
Well, at least the heart was smiling.

Today I wear this romper, sure it gives me lots of happy memories.. It was just a Tuesday, my off and his off day so I went to visit him in Phuket.

Well 5 months ago! As good as half a year ago.

Nevertheless, I feel great today! It's been weeks since I last shaved my legs, plucked my brows. I was a wreck!!
Oh and I did my own nails! :D


I just hid all my flaws, wearing makeup only when I go partying, not wearing any when I just meet my girlfriends or even when I work.

And today I just feel awesome doing all these before going for my haircut! It'll be a new me. I'm thinking of something drastic but we'll see.

*breathes*

To a brand new whole me again.

Cheers :)

11.11.11

Just wanna do a shoutout that I'm alive on such a special day and special time. Opps actually I'm late.

Time is always passing us by.
Make the most of the time in your life to be happy :)

LOTS OF LOVE TO EVERYONE OUT THERE! xx

Me. My piano, and I.

1027pm.
Had been playing the piano since 930pm after work.
Unleashed and poured all my feelings into the song.
Tears fell. Notes banged.
Heart still broken.
The song never sounded more emotional than ever.
Dry my eyes. Pack up.
Time to go home.
The world still goes on.
Everything still goes on.