27 minutes

1 phone call, 27 minutes, and all my wrecked nerves become settled again.

I'm not too sure how it's going to be between us.
But we just had such a nice time talking. Be it about us or about life recently. About my failed plan to attempt to cook. About work and all.


Fingers crossed when i see him this coming Tuesday!


I'm not thinking about forever.
I'm not thinking about the future.
I'm only thinking about now. And right now, my heart is with him.

Tonight, I cant help feeling it.

So emo. Upset. Depressed.

Just kill all my hopes.. Don't leave me hanging on a thread of hope.
It's really so tormenting.. I wish I can don't care, just like how you don't.
I really wish!!

Never ever trust anyone, with your secrets!

Trying the Blogger App!

Hello people!
Here i am, trying out the new blogger app using the phone.
This blogger app will make blogging so much easier. Plus we can upload photos instantly!

Awesome!

Last weekend was crazy partying when Darren came down to Sg with his new gf, Josephine from Sweden, for a visit as well as her birthday celebration.

Lots of crazy fun and I miss them so much already!

There are still times when I feel sad and lonely, and when I really miss Giel so much, but I guess it's really better to do without.. (moreover I feel so unwanted..) Gimme strength!!

Looking forward to weekends!

XOXO

I hate myself for loving you.

Song reflects my feelings. I feel I've thrown my pride, my dignity, my Leo-ness, everything away. I know, in love, there's no such thing as pride getting in the way. But now, I've definitely thrown myself way, way, way too much.

Shannon, please, wake up!! Enough. I throw myself way out there, and I get this. Stop it all! Fucking hate myself for being soooooo stupid.