Horror Struck!

Armed with a torchlight and wet cloth,
I unveiled a nest of small ants/termites.

Totally flabbergusted, feeling itchy all over,
These crawlies kept me up all night.

In and out they crawled,
Out of magazines, wires and wood.

A pail of water i grabbed,
and everything infested, i threw.

My maid was woken up because of this,
sleep was spoilt, she was not pleased.

Up till now, itchy is all i feel.
What a nightmare i must deal!

As we grow, we mature.

Time really flies, doesn't it?
Just not too long ago, it was just the beginning of 2010.
And now, today? It's inching towards mid March already.


Time flies.
I feel that at times, i should have been more matured, yet i wasn't.
Is it probably due to time passing by so fast that i have not been able to grow with my age?

And as we grow, friends around you get attached, some even getting hitched.
And you're just single, just out of a 4 year long relationship.


Times when you feel lonely, you really want someone to be there.
But yet, it's a hassle to speak, to voice out.
It's a hassle to repeat things that you might have already told them but just want to repeat it out loud again..


There isn't really anyone there for you afterall, why so? Because they're all leading their happy lives.
Please don't get me wrong, dear friends. I'm extremely happy and glad and in no point sour or bitter about being alone.

I can deal with being alone. In fact, i think i rather LIKE being alone.


Hassle-free.
You know what your heart needs to know, thats all.

I lost the old me, that has to rant out verbally.
Instead, i take everything in stride, in silent.

There are times i wanna call up my sweet gfs to talk, but yet.. I'm actually too lazy to do that.

Maybe my past relationship trained me to be such a GUY.
Fuss-free, can't be bothered, lazy, independent.


I reminise myself being such a wuss last time.
Now? I can deal with any shit man..

I'm definitely a stronger, independent woman.

Happy Belated Woman's Day.

Cheers to every girl, lady and woman.

Love,

Sm