2009 Xmas Eve & Xmas; A Very Happy Affair :)

Xmas eve we count down at Butter Fact itself.
We didn't really even know it was 12 midnight already so it wasn't really an exact countdown.

Anyway we had the table reserved by Anna, and yay, no damn queue again.
FYI, the queue was right up to the river and even longer..
It was madness.

Thank goodness we had a reserved table so we got in after reaching shortly.

Here's the Ladies VS Guys:




And a very kissy night it was!




We got high and we jumbled everyone's bf/gfs



Can you tell who is with who? :)





Sweetie got wasted though, but luckily she had Andre to send her home.
Poor Andre. But he was really nice, taking care of her and all.
A gentleman indeed. :)

Clau Bunny and i kept hopping around, alas, Yujun was always there to catch us back!
No fun!!

Partying is a part of me because i really like dancing it off. I just like moving and grooving to the music.

I don't hook up guys or get guys etc etc.

Anyway there was a point we went up to pole dance for a while. But Anna was the natural.
*salute*


We survived (my high heels for my case) till 4+am and we headed out to have some food.
Spize sucks big time though at River Valley.

Still love my simpang best!! Lagi shiok, so near me! Woo HOo~



Just when i was on my cosy bed, the bird kept calling out till i could hardly have a decent good sleep. That was like freaking 7amish!!

DAMN THAT BIRD!



Which few hours later in the day, i woke up, do up all the cards and presents, packed bags and prepared for our picnic at Marina Barrage!


It was a casual day, first time they would see me shorts i guess.


We had fun with a funny lame monk.


HAHAHHAHA!

He brought christmas crackers which didn't crack, technically. However they did open up to small lil' gifts like the hat he was wearing..


Bryan cooked delicious pasta! Oh man~ Must learn from him one day! hahaha!

Clau and Jed brought salad and drinks i think. Potato salad from Gloria Jeans was awesome! Shall buy that 1 day and eat it myself.

Sweetie made sandwiches which we all teased her with. But nevertheless, it was a good effort! Good try sweetie!!

I brought Kino jellies which my Mom made, because i can't due to my partying the night before.
Ahem!


Anyway, it was such a relaxing day! We ate, we took poloroids. We admired the breeze, the sky, the view and the many many kites.

B.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l.




We went for Sherlock Holmes which i actually enjoyed, (besides the very very hot Robert Downey Jr.) more due to the witty dialogues.

I just have the soft spot for that.

And did i mention how hot is Sherlocks Holmes?
I mean from young, i've always imagined him as a geek.
Never would i imagine how very sexy (his brain) is.


After the HOT movie, we went to Shenton Way's Party world and sang our hearts out till 4 freaking am.


I went home really happy. *grins*




I love my friends! And yes you you you and you, all my other friends too!

I hope all had a blessed and Merry Christmas.



There's a dinner booked for us on the eve.

Looking forward to my new year celebrations. :)

The Closure; 我不配

I was just listening to this song when suddenly the lyrics hit me. Hard.

In the chorus it said,

" 这感觉已经不对, 我努力在挽回.
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给, 你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微.
在妥协是我忽略, 你不过要人陪. "

I feel sad that when 2 people get together, there's supposed to be compromising, understanding, communication and interaction.

I feel sad that no matter how many times i told him before there's no interaction nor communication, it's hard to continue, he still doesn't do anything.

I feel sad that he didn't try harder.

After 4 years with him, there's definitely memories he left behind.


How We Knew Each Other:
We knew each other as poly friends. We were buddies in fact.
We used to cab to school together, or take bus. But we didn't hang out after school as i always return home. (I used to be such a nerd!)

Slowly as we went to year 2, he saw me going through my 2nd break up. He kept saying things like i was the most special girl he ever saw. I felt so unique in his eyes. I felt so rare to him.


Where's this feeling now?


He got his car. My mum used to gave him "pocket money" because he sends me to school as friends. I always felt happy waiting for him to pick me up even just as friends.




We could tease each other, poke fun at each other. It really made school much easier to pass.



The Get-Together:
Before we even got together, he wanted to give up on me.
He thought i was still not over my past relationship.
Before we even got together, we quarreled.

In a way, that was how we got together. He brought me to East Coast Park and he held my hand.
He said he would never ever make me cry. He said he would hold my hand and walk down this path together. He said i was the only who he could really talk freely, openly and be himself without wearing any masks.

I guess, he took me for granted too many times.





There were many good times. He took me to the airport for meals. To the zoo. To marina bay, the old steamboat areas. We would fly kites there. We would just lie on the grass and just admire the sunset.

He surprised me on my 1st birthday together.
He actually took a bus carrying a huge-ass Tasmania Devil toy. And surprised me at my doorstep the moment it struck 12mn.

He took a bus to show his sincerity by not driving.




We kept our relationship a secret in school. To keep everyone guessing.
Every week we would go for movies.
He's the only one i watched so many freaking movies with before.





When he was working at Cabana at East Coast, i would wait alone at a bench, use his laptop, do my drawings, or read my book from evening till night just to wait for him to knock off.

We always check out new places together. Like Marina Square when it just opened.
It has pretty lights from the 2nd storey.




He dislike taking photos with me, but through the years, he tried to change for me.





His Army Life:
I would have stayed with him from the day he booked into camp till he completed his NS life but alas, he made me broke up with him months before his ORD.
He didn't meet me or called for a week, even though he was having his block leave at home.



Things strained between us, i felt like he just wanted to be with his NS friends, friends, and everyone else except me.

It was a major broke up, but we ended back together again.





How It Finally Ended Now:
I guess as i grew up, he did too, but we just had different opinions and way of seeing things.
Again, it's the priorities issues.
He's not a cheater.
He's not a player.
BUT, he's not a lover.

He's truly a good guy, good looks and potential for this great guy.





But one day i just felt this strong feeling so strongly.
He can never take care of me.

He can take care of himself, his family, his friends.
But he can never take care of me.

I can't even find him. Haa!


I know it's not easy to find someone whom u can get along with for years, or maybe for life.
It's not easy to find someone that can accommodate you or to accept who you are.

But still, i chose to gave him up.
Because, he can never take care of me.

I felt like i received God's Grace, an intuition told me that next time when i really need him, he's always never there for me.




He definitely taught me alot of things.
I feel sad, i feel that maybe if he had tried harder, we could have work out.

But im glad, that it's over already now.

I'm done with all the crying, the heartbreaks, the waiting party, the losing end and the weekly quarrels.

I sincerely wish him all the best in life, and i hope he'll find a better one than me.



I'm really glad it's finally a closure chapter of my life.
:)

May the memories burn.

THAT KADE SPADE RING

I really loved it at first sight! Oh my goodness!~



Saw it featured in Urban just last friday. I went down immediately to Taka's Kate Spade to get it.
Alas, it has been OOS since a month ago!

How sad!

I thought it was value for money; $150.
Kinda reasonable for something from Kate Spade.


So the desperate-me went online to search and i found it selling on Nordstrom.

The ring is selling at only S$93!

I filled up my particulars and was about to pay when i saw the postage.

Purchase: $93
Postage: $90
Fees: $6

Total: $195++

.........

Out of my budget. :(

Or should i just get it???

I'm really fat :(

LUSTING!

I'm lusting for a few things right now.

And im really a lustful person. *slurps*
Haven't really checked the pricing in Sg though.




Aww, these are soooooooooooo evil! But i really like the Elvis Pendant from Swarvoski!



My student has it and i really loved it since then! Lucky ass!
Sigh.








Think i like this "happy" necklace too. At least, it will remind me to be happy. =))
Can't wait to check out these stuffs at Ion!!

Loves*

Motivated to lose weight!

All females on earth have a conscious side.
They all want to be slimmer, prettier, better, richer for some reasons.

I guess it's the personal ego.

Everyone wants to look good, who wants to look bad?

Having piled on much weight this year, i really wish i can get rid of all the excess fats + meat.
In fact all i wish now is to return to my former weight.




I newly discovered this girl's blog, and i think she's really awesome.
I wish i have her lanky frame and tan.



Her dress sense rocks!

Anyway im seriously looking for a pair of booties.. Can't seem to find the right one BESIDES the Fred Perry though. *sulks*

We can't have enough of shoes.
I'm certainly wishing i have a shoe/bag compartment like Mariah Carey's.



AWESOME RIGHT?!?!?!

Choice of song and Randoms.

Currently im doing,

1. Boring Haydn: Sonata in C major, Hob.XVI/50
2. Brahms Rhapsodies op. 79 (doing 2nd rhapsody first before starting the 1st one)
   

I'm asked to choose Ravel or Piazzolla but they're both boring too! :(

I quite like Dohnányi as well as Liszt.

Oh man! I hate choosing. And i always choose the nicer sounding ones. I hate playing ugly songs.....


*****

Anyway i splurged on myself and i bought my most expensive thing for myself ever!


TA-DAHHH!!!



Love it to the max except for the sickening batt life.
Sucks to the core. *DIE BATTERY!*


Anyway much thanks to my bro's recommendation for phone covers, my phone is a spanking chio pink!



Ok it's more of a fruitier shade of pink.



Loving it to the max though!


People interested in getting good & cheap iphone accessories may like to browse Evomobile.
They have many awesome covers and it's really much cheaper than the ones outside.
I bought a few just to change around depending on my mood!

Was browsing through pictures of iphone just now and i came across this:



Cupcakes made to look like the iphone menu! hahahhaa awesomely cute!


*****


I'm currently doing fine. Not well, but just fine..
I don't want to think about anything yet.

Just want to be alone by myself..

And i like that! :D
Everyone should have more ME-TIME.

Well, you'll feel more loved, by yourself.
You'll feel recharged.
You'll feel Incharged.
I feel bliss and calmness..

The world is too noisy. Too buzzing.
Sometimes i really just love time alone.



:)

我真的受伤了

the night when siu mei breaks into a million pieces again..
it wasn't easy becoming stronger.

It is said when one becomes stronger, the harder it is for them to hurt again.

It isn't true.





It hurts just as bad everytime. Again.

Loving Ion

Ion is my new playground now!



Love my new cap from Bershka Mens'. Couldn't care less about the gender so long it fits me. :)

Recently fell in love with a Fred Perry, Japan boots too! Exactly what i've been looking for but it's almost $400!



Ain't it a beauty!!









Been shopping during the Mad September periods. I worked late and when shops are still open, i'll just rush in to buy something to soothe my nerves. Of course i'll just get good buys.
Nothing works better than good buys.







Received quite a number of presents from the kids. Lovely.
That explains a hole in my pocket now as i have to buy back presents for them in Oct.


:(





My lovely 2010 new schedule book! Really keeps my thoughts and schedule neatly piled up!


Can't wait for a new year to come!


Good night ppl! Getting up for the gym tomorrow! Oh God!

pictoria weekend

:) ♥

CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS WEEK TO BE OVER~!

This friday marks the end of the ABRSM practical exam.


Which means:

1. I can get my hair done.
2. I can go for my long-awaited facial.
3. I can pamper myself with (more) shopping.
4. I can go home earlier and just work 35hrs a week.
5. I can practice my own songs and have lessons with my new teacher.
6. I can go ladies nights and everywhere else with my colleagues.
7. I can pack my room.
8. I can throw out some clothes from wardrobe.
9. I can meet Mr.BF after work sometimes :) He's just opposite me now!
10. I can go shooting again.
11. I can go develop my Vivitar photos. (It still has some HK pics!!!)
    
12. AND I CAN BLOODY HELL ENJOY THIS WEEKEND'S HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!

Hurrayyyyy~ Can't wait for the exams to be over!!

I'm thankful the august students have passed. Thank God!


Cheers!

Vampire better than a Human

I wished i received such a card for my birthday!



Everyone, let's Melt~
Awwwwww~



I know u'll never ever forget anything about me Edward!
(HAHAHHAHAHAHHAA)


Take a look at the inside of the card:



Cool huh!!
Hahaha interesting cards they could come up with.

These ppl sure know how to make money; girls will really buy these type of things for girls. Or maybe for themselves even.

I know i would!
Lol!

:D

Woes

1. I'm stressed about this thurs as i have a Grade 1, 3 and two Grade 5 students taking exam.
They're currently still not in top form, thus im giving extra lessons for the remaining consecutive days we have left.



2. I'm bloody FUCKING pissed at this WOMAN who had no bloody manners nor etiquette, as she saw me waiting for a cab in the rain, while she has her damn brolly, actually had the audacity to STEAL my cab right under my fucking nose.

I was so mad that i actually ran to the taxi, and i shouted at her "Hey i was here first!"

She continued to close the cab door.

I continued raising my arms and shouting at her ("You inconsiderate Bitch!")
("No bloody manners!")


YES I WAS THAT FRUSTRATED AND PISSED!

I hope she gets back 10 ppl who does the same back to her.

BITCH!



3. My fucking nose is really painful. I don't know what's wrong with it. It's swollen and recently a few specks of blood.



4. I really hate my BF. He could go fort canning in the middle of the night suddenly. Alone.



5. My BF could go ECP to cycle with his friend without having the decent manners to tell me either.


Wow!
How great he's making life for me.

I've not been talking to him, and i won't.
NEITHER will i ever tell him what im doing nor what my plans are anymore.


TIT FOR TAT.
BUTTER FOR FAT.
YOU KILL MY DOG.
I KILL YOUR CAT.


It's Karma baby.

LELONG!

Any interested parties to get these new pieces?
Bought it and it was a lousy fit. (they haven't even been washed, fresh from the store.)




Letting the blue one go at the price i bought it, at $10
SOLD!



Checkered Dress at $8
SOLD!


Leave a tag if u're interested.

Wonderful Weekend, Terrible Day back at Work

I've never felt so low at work before.

My 2009 Bday WishList

Here's my dreaded birthday's wishlist!

Why do i dread my own birthday?



Firstly, because i turn a year older.

And ladies don't like turning old.







Secondly, it means i must stop playing/spending/wasting $$ that much and start to do more practical stuffs.






Thirdly, i find it a chore to gather all gray matters of the brain, to brainstorm where to go, what to do, how to celebrate, what to wear, how much to spend, who to invite etc etc.

THESE ARE FRUSTRATING! (to me) Arghhhhh!

Where's my Dorota to plan all these? (hahaha)



Anyway here's the 2009 Wishlist!
Are you excited to know what i lust for???


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1. Chace Crawford!



He just turned 24 delicious years of age.
Just nice for me!
I'll still be younger than him!



HOT!




2. A Werewolf BF



What can i say? Wonderful washboard abs, toned, dark, jet-black dark hair, lovely white teeth and smile.

And he can transform himself into a wolf!
I will be a colour-wolf for him instead!



WOooooooooOooooO WoooooOOooooOOooooooo~



3. A Vampire BF

Vampires are such sexy creatures that no one can oomph up that amount of sexiness.
Look at the way they feed.
They feed off necks.
You don't see them slaughtering their prey, tearing them apart or such, but just sucking blood from them.



They fly, they live in beautiful castles, they look great in black and red.



Everything about them is sexy.




Cute




Erotic




4. A Cartoonic Vampire BF!





5. A Doll Vampire BF!






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Lol! ok jokes aside,

I seriously have no idea what i want.
So i was just thinking i'll head down to the Juicy Couture shop at Taka to check out if there're any yummy objects.

:)







UTTERLY JUICY!


xoxo