picking up debris of myself

There's certain people in your life that does affect you,
be it their action, or sometimes even just their presence.

I would catergorise these people as important people in your life.
If not, little things that they do, it wouldn't even have any impact on you.

I do admit just by seeing him the other day was a nuisance impact. By no matter what, it did stir my feelings; (read: pissed feelings)

I do not feel love.
I do not feel sad or emo.
I feel irritated, and i wish he would just vanish.

Im having a ball of time with my friends, my loved ones.
Don't come appearing in front of me, i'll slap you.

Im on the road, moving on.
When i have already deleted your messages from my phone, it means im already over you.
The feelings are no longer there, sadly to say, the memories will always be pulling me back.
Im a strong girl, like he always says.
And i'll be stronger now.


Watch me shine.
I'll glow.
I'm off to bangkok, and when im back, i'll rock your ass!


with much loves,
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deep thinking

Sometimes, in time to time, i do a personality check.
I do wonder, am i a poser? Who likes to brag bout my daily happenings and stuffs?
Or am i just myself?

Its good to keep track of yourself once in awhile.
I'm glad to say, no matter what, i've been true to myself.
And im glad my friends accept me and my nature no matter how i am.

I'm glad i have you all by my side, growing and breaking out of our shells into the society.
New phases in life and stages we go through.
No matter what we become, you have me, and i have you.

Another Cut

I just had my 3rd short hair cut.
Hmm, kinda love it, kinda love my long hair.

Argh! Contradicting, im full of shit.

first, for Chinese New Year this year 2008,



my very first short cut!


hahaha, then just before my birthday i had a disaster cut but i managed to rock it by pinning it up.




and just only, before i go for my getaway, i need some good hair ma!! it was getting seriously out of shape and stuff already. So, my 3rd short cut!!




Please pursuade me to leave my hair long the next time when i feel like cutting! i really miss my long hair! boooooo~

loving short at the moment though :p