that was sent to me from astrology.com
free, for my birthday
(Upright) This year you may prove a true and faithful friend, or demonstrate the capacity to love unconditionally. You may become one of the lucky one's who are fortunate to find their true soul mate, provided you don't give into temptation for instant gratification or settle for less than what you deserve. Develop compassion, and learn to put the needs or happiness of someone you care for ahead of your own. A desire for long term connection, love, and fulfillment will enable you to recognize or cultivate your hearts desire, while appreciating consequence, the art of compromise, and the importance of trust. This year may be all about learning to use good judgment.
(Reversed) This year could bring hurt, abuse, or being used or let down by love, and this could affect your judgment, identity, sexuality, commitment, or self-esteem. Stubborn pride, embarrassment, or control issues could keep you from seeking support or coming to an understanding, while lust, insecurity, or indifference could cause you to be indiscriminant in choosing your companions. A misguided belief that you can change someone into your soul mate could show a glaring disparity between what you think you desire, what you deserve, and how you may be settling. Something will be missing this year, but until you are true and faithful to yourself, no one else can be. Work on issues of self-trust, compromise, or commitment, and learn from past mistakes.
somehow, i feel that i could relate to it. This year can bring hurt, abuse? haha, i think of andy.
lol! oh gosh!
sigh
anyway, here's the rest about my life, which describes my character and i think its really true.. =)
(Upright) You are a person of strong conviction, persuasion, determination, and great courage, and you may thrive on, or be confronted with an inordinate amount of challenges or tests of character. You've been there and done that, and you understand that setbacks, suffering, or loss can either make you or break you, and you aren't going to let anything hold you down or cause you to give up. Having more responsibility, dignity, willpower, or obligations than many, you are an example of inspiration or perseverance, and you may have little tolerance for those who don't take responsibility for their lives, blame bad luck, make excuses, or have a victim mentality. Remember that compassion, especially when you think you're the only one going through difficulties, will be the greatest show of strength.
(Reversed) Jealousy, bad luck, shame, blame, insecurity, or a victim mentality could reflect an inability to accept responsibility for your own choices or decisions. When things don't go your way, you may resort to threats, violence, retaliation, revenge, or strong-armed tactics of manipulation in order to get your point across or get even. Being too controlling, getting in other people's faces, talking over others, or going "off" on them, only pushes them away or demonstrates a lack of self-control or willpower. Playing to the crowd not only turns the situation into a circus, but can cause others to question your self-respect. It only takes one act of true courage to inspire transformation of character.
Basically im just enjoying my life at the moment. Im out with whoever i want.
Darren says clubbing in 2 weeks time. we shall see.. haha.
Im not looking for anything, im not desperate for anyone.
I have a great bunch of friends all around me; mindy, jas, celeste, julia, sheau yun in melbourne, angela, eve, janice, liza, rachel etc etc etc
Today will be my 4th Day of Celebration! lol
with my beloved secondary sch friends!
Thurs 24th: Shokudu, Room108 with Starhub mates
Fri 25th (actual): Obar, with 8 friends; min,jas,ahlau,tony,dom,eve,jan,jan's bf
Sat 26th: Dinner at Crystal Jade Ginseng Chicken with Benji, Museum with Angela
Sun 27th: Dinner at Magic Wok Novena with lala,jas,cel,nur,mardiyah, to be continued
.
.
.
=))
i love everyone MUACKS!
