neoprint and girls

Some pictures taken recently to perk anyone up!

I had been eating quite alot lately. With all the steamboats, the pizzas, the pizzas again, the sushi, the alcohol, i really need to lose some weight man!

Gosh!

I didn't really enjoy steamboat day 'cause the food sucks, the place suck and the people that day spoilt my mood.

sigh~





Anyway checked out Timbre on Brenda's birthday! Theme of the day was RETRO. Quite a nice chill out place with really really good pizza, but i dont think much of the live band. Have been to much better ones that really enchants me with the live singing (read: Edwin wins my heart over with his singing)

Shall post his singing online pretty soon.





We went downtown and watch Madagascar then! Fucking funny man the show! hahahha.. had a really good laugh. =) i just love comedies! I mean, why do u pay for a movie that scares you, or some lame ghoul effect, when u can have the best laugh and leave the cinema feeling really happy rather than thinking about some spooky scenes that keeps SPOOKING you?

Of course we couldn't resist taking some pics to past time while waiting for the movie!




Anyway on 7.12.2008, went to attend Steve Aoki's at zouk. That day was crazy man! Luckily Angela and i paid entrance for phuture so we could run to both places.
First the crowd was crazy. Everyone was fucking high and CRAZY! They kept pushing, pushing and more pushing and shoving! Some bitch poured alcohol on me. We fell down and got stamped on!



Mad house! And we were not high at all.. =(
Had a better time at phuture instead 'cause there's space at least.
And when we left at 5am, it was raining cats and dogs.
We had no choice but to RUN in the rain in our heels and get soaked to skin.
Worse there was NO CAB!!

Kinda worst day of the month!

It was insane! People were all queuing and calling for cab, but there were just very few cabs. And we took out our heels to walk barefooted 'cause our feet were too pain and exhausted. We were cold, and OUT in the blistering cold, with the wind constantly blowing. AND NO TRANSPORT HOME!

The time we managed to call a cab and get in was 630am.

What a wonderful morning.


Anyway last week i went crazy and did quite alot of shopping. =) in a way it was to justify my frustrations for not being able to shop in BKK.



So yea.

My collection of stitch!!




Alright im going to pack my things!

looking back on the things i've done~

Everything that a person does, happens for a reason.
Whether it is God's wishes, or fate, or whatever it might be.

Everything right or wrong, white or black, happens for the same reason.
We've all made mistakes.
We've all fallen before.

We've glory moments.
We've stand up from falls.


It is all the making of us, the creation of us.
Life is wonderful, as we grow up, we find out more and more about ourselves.

Isn't it remarkable?
I feel that, from the moment we're born, we're a puzzle itself. That we have to find out, putting pieces and pieces together, TRYING, we're always trying in life. We find pieces of ourselves, and piece us together.

Together, we make ourself the way we want it to look like.
Sometimes, after pieceing us together, we often forgetto check back how we look.
Are we doing the right things, going the right way?
Many things to look out for.

We can't determine your ownself in just 1 night, or in just your school days etc. It evolves as you grow. And every minute that u're adapting/changing, your puzzle changes too.


Life sure is interesting.
It's all about finding yourself. (:

No Festive Mood

For the past years, i've spent christmas, with mr ex. He hates christmas, which dampens my christmas mood.

The most memorable one was where he brought he atop Mount Faber, and we caught the first snow show ever. Since then all, the prices were crazy. We got it at a steal at $9 but i paid $30+ for a set of special photos though.

And i would always want to go round taking pics of the Christmas trees in town.
This year, i suddenly just lost it. I don't even feel like celebrating Christmas.
It isn't about him, i just lost the festive mood..

Thinking back, i always wonder, where is this person now? Why isn't he by my side anymore?

Then i look ahead, and i see that the future does not hold anything for both of us. If we're meant to be, we will be.
Im looking at things i'll be doing.
I look a few years from now, i would want my life to be better than now.
I would want to be happier. More matured, more grown, more nurtured.

I'm excited to grow old suddenly!
Are you?
=)


Hope to find my lost Xmas mood soon!

family ties

As you may know, i was unable to make it to Bangkok due to the sickening !@*U*&%#()@#_(! riots going on in its airport and f-up country.

My parents have been really supportive in many ways, financially and physically. They were there for me, respecting any decision i made and offering their sympathy when i couldn't go.

Of course my mood was low to the max, seriously didn't want to contact anyone or anything. Of course there were plans and ideas to go KL instead or even a day tour to Batam.

But u know, shit always happens all the same time.

What became the most anticipated week, became the most fucked up week.
Haa!


Anyway i continue my leave, and on Sunday, i spent quality time with my family. Which is not a very often thing. We went to return prayers, lunch at Modesto @ Vivo City (alas i didn't get to shop =.=) and visit my grandpa in Alexandra Hospital.

It was a simple, but yet everytime (even though Mum NAGS alot), i feel happy and thankful for the short day affair.



Today, i went to pick up my SKII products from my cousin's place, right opposite East Coast's MAC. It was a pleasant HOT day to start out. Love the sun though. I wished i could just cross the underpass over and sun tan!!

Spent my whole morning there playing with Aiden Boy! Darn cute, with lots of attitute kicked in! =P

I finally went down to Mrs Tay's and that's all.

Im a happy girl.




I don't need events or functions, or happening stuffs to make me happy.
Am happy with just simple affairs =))


Love ya.

picking up debris of myself

There's certain people in your life that does affect you,
be it their action, or sometimes even just their presence.

I would catergorise these people as important people in your life.
If not, little things that they do, it wouldn't even have any impact on you.

I do admit just by seeing him the other day was a nuisance impact. By no matter what, it did stir my feelings; (read: pissed feelings)

I do not feel love.
I do not feel sad or emo.
I feel irritated, and i wish he would just vanish.

Im having a ball of time with my friends, my loved ones.
Don't come appearing in front of me, i'll slap you.

Im on the road, moving on.
When i have already deleted your messages from my phone, it means im already over you.
The feelings are no longer there, sadly to say, the memories will always be pulling me back.
Im a strong girl, like he always says.
And i'll be stronger now.


Watch me shine.
I'll glow.
I'm off to bangkok, and when im back, i'll rock your ass!


with much loves,
sm

deep thinking

Sometimes, in time to time, i do a personality check.
I do wonder, am i a poser? Who likes to brag bout my daily happenings and stuffs?
Or am i just myself?

Its good to keep track of yourself once in awhile.
I'm glad to say, no matter what, i've been true to myself.
And im glad my friends accept me and my nature no matter how i am.

I'm glad i have you all by my side, growing and breaking out of our shells into the society.
New phases in life and stages we go through.
No matter what we become, you have me, and i have you.

Another Cut

I just had my 3rd short hair cut.
Hmm, kinda love it, kinda love my long hair.

Argh! Contradicting, im full of shit.

first, for Chinese New Year this year 2008,



my very first short cut!


hahaha, then just before my birthday i had a disaster cut but i managed to rock it by pinning it up.




and just only, before i go for my getaway, i need some good hair ma!! it was getting seriously out of shape and stuff already. So, my 3rd short cut!!




Please pursuade me to leave my hair long the next time when i feel like cutting! i really miss my long hair! boooooo~

loving short at the moment though :p

a anime/flower/manga freak!~

Recently, i've been spending my nights and free time at home!
What a good girl i've been!
However, I sleep at hours like 5+am etc all due to watching and reading anime online.

Suddenly, i'm very fascinated with flowery prints. Leading to anime + manga, leading to Japanese.

I grew up with block colours and suddenly (before anime fetish) i was turning to flower prints.

I just couldn't resist the lust for flower power. Or even lace. Hmm..... Talk about growing up huh.
Just last year, i thought that lace was gross and flower was auntie.

Now.


Which resulted in the items below:



Adidas Honey Slip On; $79




Recent flower dresses




My 2009 Organiser, Trinket Box for current jewellery



Lusting for more flowers!





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Vampire Knight.

A Japanese anime/manga by Matsuri Hino about a vampire king, a human who turned vampire, and a human who's vampire powers were put to sleep.
Ok, basically a boy, a boy and a girl, consectively.

Ok, 2 very handsome boys.








ta-dah!

the story has its mysterious selling point, its romance, cartoon looks really yummy-drawn!

Plot from Wiki:

Yuki Cross's earliest memory was when she was attacked by 1 vampire and was saved by another, Kaname Kuran. Yuki is adopted as the daughter of the headmaster of Cross Academy and has grown up and become a prefect for the school with one main purpose:

TO PROTECT THE HUMAN DAY CLASS AND THE VAMPIRE NIGHT CLASS FROM EACH OTHER.

+ point: The Day class doesn't know that the night class are actually Vampires! And they're all so droolable!!

Her fellow guardian, Zero Kiryu, a childhood companion whose parents were killed by a pureblood vampire, is now determined to kill them all and refuses to trust them. Through a cruel twist of fate,Zero becomes a vampire himself, (sobs) having been bitten by a pure-blood vampire four years before.














YES. THAT EXPLAINS MY CURRENT BLOG SKIN.
I cut out the characters from the above 2 pics and put them together for my header. =D

and i drew a rose using Illustrator for my side columns.

HAAA!

I AM A VK FAN!

Of course im already starting my collection of VK things. HAHAHAHHAA! Was tempted to even role-play. Hmm... Expensive hobby though.

Anyway, am still chasing the series.



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Next,

Rosario :+: Vampire

From Wiki:

Tsukune Aono got into a school which turns out to be a secret school for supernatural monsters (yōkai), who are disguised as humans. The first student he meets is the beautiful Moka Akashiya, who is a vampire.

Tsukune and Moka make new friends and enemies as their stay at Yōkai Academy progresses. Together, they fight through many monsters with evil intentions etc etc.

Ok i edited it. Haa, the wiki info was way too long man.

No pics as i just enjoy reading/watching it. Lazy to save. More into VK!~ hahaha



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Anyway, a few tuesdays ago, i went for my facial and i went Chinese Garden to snap snap.

Still learning, trying out Big Baby. Hmm.....


















Love the purple flowers against the green..



Alright! Have a Happy Halloween this friday peeps! I wanna be a vampire!
Vk-ing!~



TRA-LALALALALA

you don't know...

you don't know how your words, be it doting, or poking, has an effect on me.
you don't know whenever i see you, i just feel like running to your arms, once again.

there are so many considerations to think about first..




which i know, i can never bring myself to deal with matters head over heart.

addictions

im missing you alot...

=(

Back with super-duper many pics

Sorry for the lack of updates. haha!
I was busy studying for my Music exam, and after it was over, i was just chocked full with things to do; enjoy life



im still awaiting my results!!
so pray hard! =D


*****


anyway the week before my exam, we girls went Alphs Cafe at selegie there. Nice place to chill, sing and eat! We really ate alot the first time we're there!!



Definately a good chill-out place to sit for long!

so after my exam, we went back for the 2nd time!
and this time round with Brenda and we declared it to be Maxi-Dress Day out!




hahaha so yea, err we're all dressed in MUM'S CURTAINS!!




Jas + me acted like we're being chased by paparazzis




Our group Table 11 =)




Brenda + Dylan,
Min + Tony couple



Meet our Blow-Up Doll, Jasmine!!




anyway we got really crazy, so err ......................




Fingers 1 - 10




5 Ways to Pose with your Drink




Even Tony has a decorated plate with our chocolate fondue!
and know what, our Dolly actually dropped her green apple into the candle and it saturated the whole glass.

hmm.


Anyway its amazing, the girls can still do crazy stuff like jumping around in their maxis.

Look:







Amazing right!
Caught Mama-mia after that and it bored us to sleep. We really slept! Good songs though.


*****


On another weekend, we caught Forgetting Sarah Marshall. It was really good, i felt. Nice romance comedy. And we snuck in the theatres with 3 bowls of Mee Sua. Hohohoho~ Piping hot and pretty inconsiderate. But it was our dinner at 930pm!
=p



We just happened to cover our faces. Jas is the extreme one.



We nua at Starbucks after that and guess what?

I saw YSL.
Not the brand. Its Mr Ex.. Hmm, anyway went to talk to them. and since then we've been contacting, as friends. Things are definately not the same, but i feel that things are still... umm special. There's no way he can't set my heart beating..

It just seems like magic whenever i see him. Sigh..


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Anyway on another weekend, before going zouk, i went back to NYP in my freaking high heels for the TKD gathering. It was the biggest mistake wearing heels + going zouk!



I cabbed to zouk and phuture was already full at 1015pm wtf right! So my whole night was spoiled and thankfully sweetie and tony stuck by me, accompany me people watch. Hmm....... Lousy night man.



My heels seriously fucked things up too..


*****


On the public holiday, we went to Uncle 5's house again!

Look what we can do with the snake!



HAHAHHAHAA tony and boyboy forgot his name shane or what win k! To pose with snakes is to put it round your neck!



Feeding time next at 5:45pm





Playing with your baby next, Whole day





*****


On another day we just last min went Ikea. From there we were conned into going Mimi's house.


But it was fun; ROLE PLAY TIME!!!



FLASHER SCHOOL-GIRL JAS!




BATHE ROBE SM!


hahaha

we drew on each other with eyeliner, played with Xiao Qing, and err played at the playground.


*****


MM's 34th Birthday at Aloha Loyang. Rushed down after my work and guess what, Mardiyah was in the train with me! So we went down together! hahaha.. She wasn't planning to go actually. =)






This really cute girl, is so into balloons, she made all of us blow balloons for her.. SO CUTE!



Blow Fala Blow!!! Your balloons are so biggggg!!
hahaha



Birthday boy gets dunked. =)


*****


Oh well, Im just doing my things and catching up with friends every now and then. Makes life pretty enjoyable..

=)

Love all of you.. love YSL too. =))))))