Friday, February 04, 2011
新年快乐, 万事如意!!
兔年行好运!!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
It's chinese new year again and it's 2011. As usual, I'm at home. It's probably a chance for me to take a break. Slept the whole day, I'm just not in the mood to go out. Everyone else is busy visiting.
It's a long weekend for me and it's a chance for me to start catching up with my studies. School already started 2 weeks ago and till now I have no idea what's going on. Have not started with my notes yet. Yet I still aim for GPA 4.5 -.-"
My last sem's results were bad, very bad. I had a 3.03. Way way below my expectation of 4. Although everyone says that an average engine student will get 3.5, I wanted more. And now I'm below average. Can't blame anyone but myself, I didn't have the mood to study and I was just slacking all the way. Until 2 weeks before the exams where I tried to swallow everything down. Studying till 5am almost everyday and depriving myself of sleep. It was real bad, I didn't have the energy to even talk to people.
This sem, I aim even higher. I want to pull my gpa up. But looking at my calendar, I am more busy than before.
I am involved in bike rally 2011 and I have also joined as sports camp programmer. Both are super xiong. Bike rally will be on 27 feb and all the planning peaks now, especially as a logistics officer. Planning is not as easy as I thought, everything is very strict and formal. It's good in a way as I learn from all these kind of planning. But it drains out my time, just preparing the briefing notes for meeting can take days. But well, I like what I am doing so I have no complains.
Sports Camp programmer, another super xiong post. The sports camp progs are well known to be very uptight,strict and zai. So we gonna live up to the standard. Our meetings are held formally in meeting rooms and proposals are presented to everyone for their criticism. It's not easy at all, somemore with a tighter timeline this year.
Sometimes I wish I can be more creative and have more ideas.
Not just these, I'm also my hall's blk rep and hall foc programmer. These sounds a lot but some others have even more commitments than me! I wonder how do they cope. I'm already dying from all these.
And my new year resolution, is to have more time for my friends and family. I need to rest, I don't like such fast paced life. I like to chill on the beach, lying on the fine grains of sand, drinking a cup of chilled drink.
It's the 2nd sem of my uni life, 2nd sem in hall, and away from home. I feel lost touch with my family (not as if i'm very close to my family previous, but now it's worse). I have no idea what to do. Sometimes I come home, feeling homely, but the things i hear, is not what i want to hear. I know, it's not gonna be easy.
I'm also feeling the pinch on my wallet, spent too much recently. Hais..
When the spirits are low, when the day appears dark, when work become monotonous, when hope hardly seems worth having, just mount a bicycle and go out for a spin down the road, without thought on anything but the ride you are taking.
Wheel you ride with me?
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