Hello everyone.. I'm back to blogging again. The 5 days Mid Year Exam finally ended with disappointments.
Especially Physics paper for me. Paper 2 wasn't a killer but it killed me. It taught me a lesson. It made me feel guilty. It demoralised me. Somehow, it is telling me "this is what you shall get for not studying". Yup, I seriously did not study for it except for completing the Physics Keep In Touch Questions online. Keep in Touch questions can try so many times, how I know which try was correct? They should include the answer I submitted eh?
Well, other subjects no need say lah hor.. As disappointing as before. Shall wait for the results to be released bah. So scary leh, I scare my A levels after my exam and I got this kind of disappointing feeling, I will suffer for the 4 months before the release of results sia.. So scared now..must chiong..
And also, I wanted to talk about each and every individual subject in my blog post, but i am so afraid that I will write but do nothing about it. It seems to be better when I don't write it out. So that I will feel this "burden" on me and make me move.. hmm...
It's term 3 now, busy term with lots of stuffs planned. Even more in term 4. So excited now, thinking about the days after A levels. Just like after O levels. PLAY! It's even better than O levels because after A levels, will be slacking 2 years before going Uni. HOWEVER, if I did not do well, I will worry even more and feel even worse than now. ArghhH~~.. such a big risk sia...
ok.. i'm now back to watching videos.. so many videos for me to watch now.. hahaha!
ok.. was slacking almost whole day until now.. i shall do a fast blog before i go off to study! i really slacked too much.. arghh~
anyway.. i have so much so much to say.. but den.. i'm scared that after i said it.. i will forget abt it.. and after i said it.. i wont do it.. arghh~.. so i might as well keep it in my mind...
ohya.. been mugging these few days quite badly.. but sometimes my mind really went off track alot.. even before i sleep.. i'm thinking alot.. no idea.. maybe only through mugging.. den i know how important are my precious slacking times.. and only through mugging.. den i know how colourful is our lives...omg.. i miss those days i enjoyed...
anyway.. other than mugging.. i do come online.. what do i do? i surf computer sites.. thinking of buying some hardwares to upgrade my computer.. omg.. i actually thought of buying one $70 item to pamper myself after my Common Test!!! siao siao.. and i thought a lot a lot more.. crazy me... NASI WA WOO JIPABAN~~ lolx.. the song..
anyway.. i just now wasted almost 2 hours on doing some stupid crap... i was reading some econs stuffs.. and i was disturbed by the small monitor i have and i wish to hav extended monitor... so yah.. i though or dual screen.. then i went google.. yes! my graphics card can do it.. download some files and realised it wasn't for a PC.. nvm.. i went to my other room and took the old 15" LCD that i have.
Connected. I see my screen freezed. And within few seconds, i see black screen, then the Windows XP screen -.-" yes, it restarted.
pardon my messy desktop..you haven't seen the other side... anyway.. i got this screen at first.
after going to the Nvidia settings and adjust.. I got it working.. BUT! the screen resolution is so weird.. words and stuffs become big on my 17" -.-""" anyway.. i removed the whole setup after i took this picture.
alright..I was thinking, will i be a different person in the next 5 months? or will I go back to my usual self, hooked on to hardware stuffs and become a person stucked at home and facing the computer everyday?
Anyway, i predict I will become a nerd soon. For A levels.. but dam.. i shldn't be saying.. becuz once i said.. i may not do it -.-""".. well.. i will be quite busy in this coming 2 terms.. well.. all the best to all of you and me!!!
mugging really makes me hav so many idea.. i want to make videos.. i want a new PC system.. I want new stuffs.. I want to edit my blog template...soon...importing my imeem playlist in.. meanwhile visit my frenster... (=
Recently, I changed my msn pm to "i feel like dreaming"..just because i was watching this show and i feel very engaged in it. really feels like living in that world. And i guess because of the PM, my friend talked to me about dreams. She said that having a dream is a good thing because it will be my goal of life. It will lead me to where i want to go. This made me thought awhile, "do i have a dream now?" I used to have many dreams when i'm younger. I said I want to be this, I want to be that, but those are just childhood dreams, I now know how difficult it is. My most recent dream, is to own a hotel/resort. A simple tourist attraction but top the visitors list. This derived from me wanting to be a boss, to start a business, but realised that I do not have the ability to fight the MNCs, being a SME also not a bad idea, but SME also means working lots and lots.
I am a person who loves to enjoy, I don't like to work much and I don't really have an obvious interest. I just want to have a happy family and live a simple but fulfilling life. Of course, to enjoy that, i need to work, i need to earn quite a lot. But, I do not like to get involved in those business processes too much. This seems very troublesome and impossible right? haha.. this is why I'm quite confused of what I want to be. So, from now, i will start dreaming....again..
However, I do have some short term goals. I don't think I want to say it out because it seems like i failed almost every goal i planned few months ago. =/
Alright, that should be all.
Ohya, I was quite disturbed by that "tpjcian" message at my tagboard. But nevermind, since that person don't want to explain, i shall live my life as usual =)
ps. erm..what's with my attitude? did i offended you? i seldom offend ppl leh...
pandaboo penned at 6/19/2007 02:26:00 am
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YEA..If there is no one dreaming of flying, aeroplane won't be invented. The world is transformed by the BIGGEST Daydreamers. OH YES, never too small to dream BIG!
ok..yesterday wanted to blog..but somehow i cant load this page.. so yah.. haha.. ytd was really very bored after coming back frm kc hse.. was studying there for almost one full day.. everytime will feel the same after studying.. the bored feeling.. games also dun feel like playing.. chat also dun feel like chatting.. den wan continue to study.. will also feel bored and tired.. so i just sat there.. and complain that i'm bored.. haha..
anyway.. i found that when this situation happen.. watching tv shows will be the best entertainment.. haha.. i was waiting for my dl to finish.. waited 45mins before i see.. "100-100607 has finished downloading"... this is the first file to complete and i immediately chiong to watch.. it's a chinese show.. some chinese yu le jie mu.. haha.. called Yu Le Bai Fen Bai.. it's nice.. with xiao zhu and xiao gui making thgs funny.. haha.. but the thg is.. everyday hav! means i will be dling it everyday?! =\.. haha..
anyway.. yup i watched watched and yup.. of course.. my parents came in and scold me as usual.. scold scold and scold.. nag nag and nag till i am dam fedupp.. but heck lah..
woke up in the morning feeling very tired becuz my slp is obviously disturbed by them again.. Zzz.. nvm.. juz got home after my maths lesson in sch... here are some pictures updates.. I'm finally broke again.. hahaha!
remember my hectic week? my duty for guitar concert that day.. nice hor? haha.. only in control room will u get this kind of pic =)
yu.. this is rahman.. 2nd pic which is blurred.. he was looking emo in the first pic.. ohya.. the concert is on! and we are taking pics =\ hahaha!
My Caribbean Dream =)
The Seven Seas Chicken Meal.. lolx.. looks nice but it suxs.. the potato -.-"" and the pinapple is nt fresh!!!
dam cool!!! got alot of their videos on youtube.. find it bah.. dam nice.. i like the chinese flute.. forgot the name liao.. but they looks very elegant...
ENGLISH ; i love you POLISH ; ja kocham cibie FRENCH ; je t'aime HINDI ; hum tumhe pyar karte hae CZECH ; miluji te SLOVAKIAN ; lu'bim ta ITALIAN ; ti amo UKRAINIAN ; ya tebe kahayu GERMAN ; ish libe dish CHINESE ; wo ai ni GREEK ; s' agapo HAWAIAN ; aloha wau ia oi LITHUIANIAN ; tav myliu KOREAN ; sa rang hae yo JAPENESE ; aishiteru ROMANIAN ; te ubsec BOSNIAN ; volim te ALBANIAN ; te dua FILIPINO ; mahal kita SPANISH ; te amo PORTUGESE ; amo te ARABIAN ; annah be hebic
I am bored. So bored. Revert back to my lifestyle of waking up at 2pm today although I got waken up at 9am. Means 9am-2pm is a waste of time, just feeling tired.
Yup, I officially slacked for 1 week. ONE Full holiday week. I have no idea why time passes so fast and what the hell I am doing. I only remembered that the time I planned for my studies were used by some last min stuff. Doing this and that, helping this and that. Am I doing too much good deeds until I forgot about myself? "Every man for himself", this doesn't really apply to me eh? Should I just abide to this phrase? But then, what for I live in this world? It will be so boring with myself. Just like studying alone, sucks.
Had my IT/AVA camp on friday to saturday. We need to report at 8.30am, but there wasn't anything for us to do until 12pm for our lunch. That is very crap because I feel that so much time is wasted. Had some games which are quite fun and also dirtied myself. Had our BBQ dinner and I koped some food from the Interact Club. Come to think of it, the food that day wasn't bad! Should have taken more 'agar agar' from the interact club =\ Fried bee hoon, chicken wings, hotdog, satay, otah, agar agar...Nice foods!! Wanted to eat more, but rahman and kenneth don't feel like eating. So I also didn't take much.
Started our night walk at 12am and it wasn't really scary until the last station where I was trapped in this toilet. I can't really see properly at night and I was quite scared =X And with one of the doors locked and the atmosphere is really scary.
Then, after the walk, we slacked till 3am. That is the time I am the most active, or should i say i am the most awake. But there isn't anything for us to do! Slacked in the canteen, rahman and kenneth fell asleep. The boredom made me sleepy too. Went back to our classroom and I slept on the table under the fan. Woke up at 5am because the fan is too strong *for the first time i say the fan is strong*. Somehow, the wind entered my body and i feel bloated with air. Stomachache and I farted my way home.. lolx.. It's natural la, no choice..too much air le.
ohya, recently quite addicted to this taiwan drama. 18 Jin bu Jin. It's a nice show though it's quite lame sometimes. It shows some examples that happened in real life, of course acted out. And taught us some principles, wait, should be reminded us those principles. Those that we know but seldom realise it. It's really nice. Now looking forward to ep 7. The show is really meaningful =)
Ohya, played tennis with ky and bio yesterday at SP. Yup, got scolding from the old guy because I don't belong to SP. Crap lah.. travelled so far somemore. But nvm, it's free! Except for almost $2 transport fee. Bought 50 sticks of satay and me alone finished 30+.. It was really too nice! But I told my parents i bought 30. hahaha! Or else I will get scoldings. This is call, a white lie =)
Ohya, Spent almost $100 this week. Just this week. I have no idea what i spent on also. CCA fund? class fund? Food and everything. I am really poor. And Mr Beh ask me to go some BBQ later, near my house there. It isn't free, I got to pay $7. I can't reject eh? Must give face mah. So I said I'm having dinner at home, but I still need to pay $4 for present for jielin. Haiz.. ppl's present mah, must pay. But I don't have a single cent in my wallet now. I think this is why my money depreciate so fast bah. Spent too much money on satays too i guess. How I wish I'm born with a golden spoon. *oops, translated from chinese*
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Name : Wei Rong D.O.B : 17 September 1989 Race : 华人 Horoscope : Virgo Where?? : Singapore School : Maha Bodhi School
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