Friday, February 11, 2005
wah lau! very sian leh!!! fri.. so sian!!!! heng got go sch ar... or else at home more sian.. arghh!! so sian now! nv go npcc.. cuZ dun feel like going.. and also nt feeling well lah... stomachache.. hmm.. the previous post abt i "dun dare tell daniel they all..." tat one i read liao also think tat its quite lame.. so edit abit but still quite lame.. mayb i use wrong words like "dun dare".. hmm... nt really dun dare lah.. is dowan tok abt it.. hehe.. now den think of it... tat one write till i very small like tat... hmm.. wah so sian! wad to do!!!! arghh!!!
pandaboo penned at 2/11/2005 04:03:00 pm
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005
haiz... today is eve of chinese new year liao.. which means its the last day of chinese 2004 liao... but nt very happy today.. actually quite happy lah.. but when the moment i step into my hse.. i nt happy liao.. dunno y leh! my parents juz like to pull my mood down.. haiz... juz now went watch movie wif victor they all.. watched the I do I do.. very funny.. den walk around plaza singapura..den go clark quay... den walk to city hall den go home.. i only bring $14 and i scare really nt enough.. so i borrow money frm jx to top up my ez link card...den reach there.. they wan eat.. den victor say he pay first den fri return him... like tat lor.. so okay lor...
but den when i reach home.. nth much lah.. until i tell my mother she giv nt enough so i borrow frm fren.. den her face change!!!! den scold me y i borrow.. say wad nt gd cuz i owe ppl money during new year.. and say lik tat i will always owe ppl money... wad lah.. den say my character no gd.. got money dowan use... say my character and personality very very bad lah.. all kinds of thg also can say one.. my parents scold me can link to alot alot thg one lah.. i dowan go eat cuz i no mood eat.. den they say i still nt mature.. say i cannot live alone.. say i cannot go overseas study.. den i play game till nv drink water.. they will also say the same thg and say i no use.. eat s*!t and say i cannot take care of myself all tat lah.. plz lor.. is i dowan lor.. nt i dunno lor.. BUT i noe i cannot reply.. or can say is 'tok-back'... cuz if i do so.. my father will kill me.. mother can lah.. den she complain to father.. den father will say say say and if i tok back.. he will scold like shit and say "i say like tat means like tat! u shut up lah! get OUT!".. haiz.. i no say in this hse one lah...
den i dun care lah.. my mother scold den scold.. den i juz come to my comp room and on pc.. den she scold again.. say i come back den use pc.. like this is ny my home like tat.. say i treat it like an inn... say i nv contribute to the family.. say i nv treat it as my own hse.. den say i nv do anythg.. den i ask wad i can do.. she say.. "tidy ur room!" plz lor.. if i can.. i will tok back liao.. but father at home.. cuz.. ask me tidy.. HOW! i only hav a super old and small lousy wood table tat i dunno put wad shit.. and another old metal computer table which has sharp edges.. always poke me one.. den also filled wif books.. and hav a bed and a cabinet for clothes which is half occupied by my father.. and den 1 row of cupboard below.. which is somehow blocked wif my tv set.. it hav 3 compartment..1st small one is put those board games.. 2nd one filled with no use books but "bu se de" throw away.. and 3rd one put those secondary books and files.. for o lvl use.. so tat can refer mah.. like tat.. how i put my sec 3 books and files? all is occupied.. den plus those stationerys tat i wan throw but my parents say i waste money.. den we bought a cabinet.. 3 compartment.. 1st one put those sec 3 and 4 books.. still nt big enough...2nd one put those no use items like stationery all tat.. and 3rd one put those big big files.. see lah.. my room is now 70% filled liao.. den somemore plus my parents thgs here and those letter or thg tat ask me see liao den dowan me return one.. FULL LIAO!
see lah.. how i tidy up? my mother helped me tidy.. putting my books anywhere tat she can put.. and in the end.. sec 4 book in sec 1 books group all tat.. i wan find a thg also muz search the whole room.. like tat where can! ask me tidy.. i cant lor.. den say i dunno.. den say i cannot take care of myself.. cannot do anythg.. cannot help the family.. plz lah.. i still studying leh.. where got time do all those.. if i do all those everyday.. can ask me be a girl liao.. giv up gaming and computer plus sports... wah lau.. wad they expect sia! now even girls dun pack their own thg lor.. expect me to pack.. HOW! i got no where to put all those stuffs lor.. and all my computer thg.. i can only put on my computer table which is so damn small.. putting my monitor.. modem...phone.. printer..keyboard.. all these.. occupied 60% liao.. den plus cds all tat.. no place for me to even put a piece of paper and write down thgs liao! den say i used 3 tables all together.. wah lau eh! i really no space lor.. ask me contribute.. can! gimme $50000.. i make sure i make my ideal room!!! but wad u all say? "SIAO AH! waste money only.. no use ah u! u go earn lah!".. fine! i go earn.. den they say "U SIAO AH! u only how old! cant even take care of urself den wan go earn money.. ppl bully u ah!".. see! wad can i do! say wan buy thgs.. use my own money.. last time i use my own money buy hp for MOTHER! den they scold me and angry wif me for 1 year.. controlling every cent i use.. wtf lor! wad to do? my family.. this is MY family! this is how SAD my family is.. haiz.. ty for reading till here.. juz wanting to say wad i dun dare to say.. hope there may be someone who can really understands me.. really hope.. haiz...
tml everyone go out.. go relative hse get ang bao.. but i dun dare tell daniel they all
**u believe?**..oie.. i dun dare say is cuz later they dun believe i nv go anywhere bai nian.. or wad.. i also dunno...nt cuz other thg lah! say liao only will make myself sad lah.. dun say le... i nv go anywhere.. i would be staying at home watching those nice shows tat channel 8 have.. tats wad i do.. same for thur.. fri.. daniel ask me dun go.. but.. i stay at home also nth.. but go sch for npcc.. like only me chinese.. very sian lor.. haiz... i hate these kind of thg sia.. seems so lonely and left out.. haiz... reunion dinner tonight.. which is later!.. ppl is with large grp of ppl.. me.. 3 ppl to eat steamboat only.. which is my father my mother and me.. 3 ppl.. i noe ppl steamboat is no much rice one.. but me.. MUST eat rice.. muz eat everythg! haiz.. quite sad leh.. so.. i really wish i can get married at arounf the age of 27 or wad.. den can really enjoy having a family.. a gd one.. reading on how ppl celebrate cny and valentine day.. so envy.. bt i'm still young.. muz juz work hard to get a degree and earn money in the society.. tats all bah...
!!WISHING EVERYONE A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
pandaboo penned at 2/08/2005 05:04:00 pm
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Wednesday, February 02, 2005
haiz.. bad brain bad brain.. sometimes i really ask myself.."am i really brainless and stupid?"... but i somehow ans to myself.. "no leh.. juz like wad weijie say.. GOT brain but NEVER use".. lol.. and den my brain ans again "u not stupid.. juz tat u not as clever as others".. LOL! positive thinking leh! but my another side of the brain.. more realistic.. saying "stupid means stupid lah.. wad lame thg like nt as clever... "... hahaha!
dunno leh.. nowadays i keep forgetting thgs leh! juz now forgot add this in my blog.. so i come online add.. lol.. juz finish 1 exercise of my a maths out of 5 exercise.. lol.. den.. haiz.. forgetful lah.. one very weird thg happened last sunday.. very very weird loh! i think i remember i 12pm woke liao go bath den go eat.. as usual.. saw xy.. haha.. den i forgot go where den go home... den i use comp.. play play surf surf liao.. den i dunno y.. hav the urge to go shit.. den go toilet.. suddenly no shit.. den dunno y.. i started to shower.. after my shower.. put on my clothes liao den i started to think.. "y i come in shower ar?" .. den look at the time.. 3.30pm..."juz now i shower liao mah! y again? tot i wan to shit only?" den i was like keep thinking and thinking in the toilet itself.. for 30mins.. den finally come out.. feeling so amazed.. like i in dream like tat.. or i still tot its weekday? dunno!!! i'm totally confused.. alot of such thg happen again.. Zzzz
wah lau.. my brain got prob ar? den sometimes study like siao also can forget.. arghh!! den i read some "cheng yu" in the "cheng yu chi dian".. next few days.. after reading it over and over again.. i only remember those meanings and dunno which cheng yu matches it.. can say is totally forget wad cheng yu.. only noe there is a cheng yu with such meaning.. LOL! hahahaha.. =.="
dunno lah.. alot weird thgs happen.. or my mind is playing trick on me? i tend to forget thgs so easily.. haiz.. and sometimes do thg repeatly!!! den make ppl so irritated.. so sorry u all!! i didnt meant to.. i will try to change ok?? haiz.. i will learn frm my mistakes lah.. got ppl even say me wu liao.. say me tok cock.. say me lame.. say me alot thgs.. haiz.. but its gd to say me! to let me realise my mistakes.. so.. plz tell me when i done anythg wrong!!! or else my mind juz wont change de.... sry for those i offended bah.. in basketball.. i think they will say i very wad.. cuz i keep hitting ppl or push ppl or step on them.. now i more relax liao.. tml play basketball i sure more relax! i promise! hehe...ok lah.. so late liao.. i go slp liao.. hehe.. tml no FONG lesson.. her hw slowly do.. hahaha.. BYE all!!! if wan assemble new comp.. ask me! charge u cheap cheap! but no warranty lah.. only got product warranty.. those ppl and sim lim also same one lah.. haha.. so.. find me ok? hehe
pandaboo penned at 2/02/2005 11:15:00 pm
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bad bad day for me sia.. i fell asleep yesterday.. without studying for my chinese test!!! arghh!! den woke up its 7am liao.. den rush to sch wif the chinese handbook... den reach sch.. no time study at all lor! so i flip flip flip thru.. den chinese test tat time.. came out those word i learn and write before one! cuz spelling got.. den i forgot all leh! how sad!!! arghh!! dunno lah.. i still HOPE and WISH and MUST get A lor.. dun disappoint myself...
and my physics LA3 test results really disappoint me! i hav alot confidence in it one leh.. den in the end.. i'm one of those who failed.. and lowest score in the class.. tats the worse part! and only 2 person fail.. another is wynne getting 9 and i get 8/20.. how sad!!! the diagram one i nv see properly...loudness i go put alot higher frequency which is pitch.. and low pitch i go put lower amplitude.. wtf lor! i get back den i see.. "WTF am i doing! how can i do tat?!" i dun even noe y i do tat! den one short ans qn i nv learn.. so dunno.. den the wavelength.. dunno unit. go put CM den wrong.. its METRE!! arghh!! den another one.. dunno how do.. use wrong formula.. got inclue the 4 waves one also.. Zzz.. i go use the T=1/f and den V=f x wavelength... but den... i wrong leh! but they write 40Hz leh.. so i tot tat its 40 waves in 1 sec.. den.. dunno lah.. den shl be correct mah.. but the ans is 40/4 cuz they say total got 4 waves.. wah lau! i very confuse liao lor now! correct mah.. frequency is the number of waves in 1s mah.. nt meh? y so confusing liao!!! arghh!!! physics actually alot loophole one leh.. haiz.. muz set ur mind to the path the setter thinks..
haiz..so disappointed lor.. but i console myself.. cuz when i take test tat time.. i really nt feeling well.. sore throat.. den got thg stuck at throat there.. very uncomfortable.. den somemore stomachache.. wanna fart also muz CONTROL! den i was like "arghh!! wo REN!!".. den i all anyhow do le.. actually wanna go toilet halfway one.. but den my test later no time.. den cher also dun let.. will say after test.. den later i stand liao shit come out den cannot go in ar.. hahaha! dunno lah.. so i ren ren ren! after phy den chiong to toilet.. lol
den heard tat mdm rogayah lost her thgs.. money hp all tat.. so sad.. pity her.. lost information is the worse leh! somemore is her UK contacts!! haiyo!~ sad ah... ok lah.. but i really getting more and more sian in chem and bio lessons liao.. bio.. dun even care.. chem muz after 30mins den can adjuz myself to think abit.. haiz.. if i really can hor! i drop both liao! but cannot lah.. i wan go JC leh.. muz work hard... chem.. really so boring! QA ppl say boring! and tat haliza say its the most interesting topic liao.. this shows tat chem is so damn boring... bio ok lah.. juz tat the names all tat.. wah dammit.. and those processes.. wah lan eh! how got urine also wan noe.. lame lah! as if we learn liao we noe how prevent diseases.. but like nv teach leh.. only teach the parts and wad happen to those thgs in our body.. sian lah!
ok lah.. mayb tats all.. chinese new year coming.. but i'm sick.. and braces.. wah lau.. braces alot thgs cannot eat ah! ba gua eat one den buay tahan liao.. but so nice! haiz.. den braces also got thgs stuck.. den wan get those thgs out with my tongue.. den the saliva or wad inside the mouth will drip out .. cuz i open mouth too big? wah lau.. alot time liao! even sneeze!! den it was like so DISGUSTING! apalling!! wah lau.. so shameful in front of frens sia.. haiz.. now learnt a lesson.. muz control!!
and.. i promise not to make any mistakes in SOUND AND WAVES AGAIN!!! NO AGAIN! arghh.. till now.. i already made quite alot of promise.. like dun make any mistakes in sound.. waves.. pressure.. logarithm...and wad else? haiz.. STRIVE!! everyone makes mistakes! but the main thg is.. "Do you learn from your mistakes??" YAH I Do!!!! hehe.. later chiong a maths hw liao den play CS abit.. haha.. den chiong ss hw again.. or else tat fong.. sian lah.. will write a big "LATE" on the work den anyhow mark and giv marks one... she dun care lar.. she so lame for these few days.. but i always say this to myself "WHO CARES? tats ur prob".. hehe.. learnt my lesson liao.. u happy all the time.. she nt happy.. so.. dun show tat u r unhappy towards her.. cuz she loves ppl to be unhappy.. hahahaha! tats wad i noe lar.. den if they say "y u so happy? y u smiling?" den i would say "tats for gd health.. i'm always happy :D ".. hehe.. den she gt nth else to say liao.. LOL! okokok.. so long liao...
so now its time to greet u all!!! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! gong xi gong xi! gong xi fa cai.. hong bao na lai!!! hehe.. wan shi ru yu.. xin xiang shi cheng.. da ji da li...haha!
pandaboo penned at 2/02/2005 05:56:00 pm
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Name : Wei Rong
D.O.B : 17 September 1989
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Bedok North 'low' School
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others eat to live and live to study.. i am the opp
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Attain First Class Honours for my degree
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Own an AUDI before age of 30
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Get married before age of 30
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