haiz.. think i solve the stupid virus liao la... scanning plus deleting.. all sorts of thgs to solve and clean the trojan.. i deleted few files.. dunno will cause any problem to my com anot leh...haiz.. but now so gd.. my com start up time became shorter liao.. yay! haha
now no game to play liao.. fate to let me study liao.. mu private servers all down because of the gameguard problem.. unless really wan to play.. den hav to set some settings.. but i doubt so.. mayb its really the time for me to study liao.. but i still feel like playing sim city 4!!! i go the website see the screenshots.. wah lau.. damn nice leh... haiz.. too bad lo.. i dun hav the game..
i now den remember tat i still owe A maths hw leh.. 3 weeks ago work bah...but i still dunno how to do!! no one teach me.. victor always no time one.. haiz.. wad sia..den common test gt test tat topic!! die la..
den today.. dunno how.. suddenly.. everythg juz happen so fast.. mrs khoo juz gt angry and left class.. haiz.. dunno how la... alot thgs happen sia... we like so suay.. den my illness haven recover!! i sometimes still cough for no reason... den i also recieve a news tat 6 aug.. npcc ppl need stay back for the dunno wad competition leh! haiz.. so suay..
haiz.. den i also heard today xueting gt bang by someone.. haha.. the ding yuan.. accidentally..erm.. bang on her? den she so light.. den fall lo.. den bleed lo.. on the knees i think.. den she say she cant walk.. lol.. k la.. dun laugh... no wonder today ding yuan come our class.. den heard we tok abt it.. he straight away ran.. lol.. dunno how he feel sia.. haha
k la.. i go study and do hw liao.. but i will slp first.. lol..try the game wei jie lend me first.. but i dun really like RPG game lo.. actually.. i also dun quite noe wads RPG leh.. i only noe like Final Fantasy type i dun like.. but dynasty warrior nt bad.. and sim city tat type is gd for me.. muonline tat type also.. crazy taxi.. nt bad la.. den the.. vice city.. nice.. but quite boring.. cuz i dun like to like complete this course complete tat thg.. i juz like to play freely.. even war games i play skurmish mode.. haha.. tats my style bah.. dun like to limit myself juz to do tat stuff.. eg. to conquer tat plc.. den finish liao.. boring sia...
pandaboo penned at 7/30/2004 05:13:00 pm
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woot.. i juz came back frm sch.. haha.. and i really dun feel tired like last time.. and i confirm is tat nap tat make me awake bah.. haha.. but the fong jie.. wah lau.. her 'pronouncation veri veri nine ar' haha.. den she say we are slow in the topic.. is she keep repeating wad she taught lo.. like our fault like tat.. ahya.. dunno la.. common test 2 more weeks.. think cant use com liao..
haiz.. today 2 test.. SS i totally dunno wad to write.. chinese.. i actually remember the word.. but den when juz saw the paper.. forgot all!! and i panic so much tat i cant finish.. den anyhow read and write lo.. dunno how.. but one passage abt friendship one very through lo.. we cannot take frens for granted.. frens can make u or break u.. we make frens is nt juz for advantage in each other one.. erm.. others i forgot liao la..k la..nth much to write liao.. i go hav my nap.. cya!
ohya! i juz hav the urge to go see games.. and now gt a new sims console game.. called The URBZ : Sims in the city.. dunno nice anot leh.. wanna try.. i still waiting for my simscity 4 deluxe edition sia.. parents dowan buy.. too bad lo.... bye!
pandaboo penned at 7/29/2004 04:01:00 pm
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woohoo.. i feel so energetic today.. haha.. really sia. i dun feel tired at any lesson today! wow.. first time sia.. mayb cuz yesterday my 4hr evening nap.. even though i slp at 1.30am.. i still dun feel tired.. hahaha! and i juz took a nap... hehe.. ohno.. itz another long blog.. haha
haiz...yesterday nite i changed my mindset in life already...haha..think most of u noe tat when i chat.. i will always say abt my life.. my family.. always me.. den now.. somethg suddenly strike me.. i should let others to say their view and let others express their feelings and nt always me alone.. i shouldn't be so selfish.. haha.. think so la.. i also dunno wad i typing.. but i noe wad i thinking.. hahaha!
and today get back the E maths paper.. and i pass!! woo! i get 16.. and so happy liao.. but for some ppl. pass is nth.. getting A1 is also nth.. haiz.. actually i feel tat.. failing during some test is nt bad.. at least we can experience the failure and treat it as a learning experience..but for some ppl, in their life.. they always get A1 A1.. getting a B3 will cuz a big impact on them.. so they are used to getting As.. so if they fail one time.. ohno.. dunno wad will happen.. like for xiaoyun today.. she gt FULL marks for A maths paper.. its juz as per normal to her.. but today the E maths.. i heard she juz pass.. mayb juz pass is very very lucky for some ppl liao.. but for her.. wow.. a great impact.. and she cried.. i was thinking.. wads the use of crying? does it help? wads done is already done.. so? itz still pass rite? and wonder.. if she nv fail.. A1 throughout to university or poly.. and one project.. she fail badly.. will she seek to die? think a big big impact will land on her.. juz a test can make her cry.. wad if itz business? haiz.. dunno wad to say..... failure is juz part of life.. u wan to succeed.. first muz hav failure..tats all i can say la..
and now toking abt interest thg.. many of us noe tat.. u will sure giv ur 100% when u do somethg u interest and or like to do in.. and so.. ur future job should be most probably ur interest.. as for me.. i interest in IT and business. and mayb i will start a IT business.. and i will giv my 100%.. u find tat.. when u hate somethg.. u will sure do badly.. i ask ks wad he wans to be in the future... he dunno.. i ask wads his interest.. he say maths.. so maths.. wad can he do? i say accounting like tat.. he say he dowan.. he say tat mayb he can do somethg he dun like to do.. and said U NV NOE.. wah lau! interest in maths.. den do biotechnology.. ahyo.. dunno wad he thinks la.. interest should nt be on subjects wad.. and he likes subjects.. haiz.. dunno how la.. this is wad he thinks.. no one can change his way of thinking bah..and hor.. DUN force urself to do anythg u dun like.. nth gd will result one...but u can adapt to it..
my tuition teacher say.. when u spray the pesticides on the insect.. everytime use the same brand of pesticides.. eventually the insect still wont die.. because they can adapt easily.. they adapt easily to 'HDB life' too.. tats y they survive.. so we muz change the brand everytime.. haha
so.. for us to survive.. we muz also learn how to adapt.. for now.. even u dun like certain subjects.. u still muz get gd results.. as it depends on ur future life.. so muz adapt to this studying environment first.. den can enjoy later...
wow.. long long blog.. alot ppl say my blog damn long.. but nvm la.. i like can liao.. i found this a gd way to express my feelings.. keeping it in heart dun feel gd... haha.. mayb one day when i grow up.. this blogger still here, i can still look at my post.. cuz i dun write diary one.. hope so.. kk.. i go study for my chinese and ss test liao.. gd luck all!
pandaboo penned at 7/28/2004 08:11:00 pm
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haiz.. y like tat? gt back A maths test paper and i failed.. and e maths.. i think also fail la.. when i noe i fail.. i didn't feel sad.. but i feel angry.. dunno la.. i dunno how to describe the feeling at tat time.. i heard ppl's happy voices.. and even those who pass.. still say.. "ahya.. y like tat... gimme 2 more marks " or wadsoever la.. den i feel so outcast.. so i nv tok during the whole period.. and i gt the anger in me sia.. blaming myself.. i HATE indices, surds and logarithms.. mayb is tat i made alot careless mistakes.. but the idiot logarithm hav alot stupid concept.. so stupid and dumb thg.. but i still hav to accept it.. cuz its true.. ok.. i always fail on log.. and because i hate it.. i have to BEAT IT!! i will sure master the topic on log!! i will! and i must!! i dowan to see all this stupid mistakes in my paper again.........alright.. i go study liao..
ohya.. so sad thg.. i dunno y my com became so lag and slow.. haiz.. feel tat alot thgs is against me.. dunno y.. k cya!
pandaboo penned at 7/27/2004 02:33:00 pm
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alright.. today.. juz back frm sch.. last lesson is the dunno wad lesson la.. feel tat wad mrs khoo said is really really right.. we are in a better family than others.. although i feel tat my family is nt as gd as standard one.. but i still feel i'm better than alot of others.. we should not laugh at others background.. it's their life.. they didn't choose to be like tat, as they were given like tat.. who can they blame? while like us.. laughing at them.. bad comments on them.. tats really bad.. many ppl tot tat i came frm a rich and gd family.. but wrong.. although i had mostly wad i wanted.. but those who noe or came my hse before.. they will noe.. my parents are real fierce and too caring.. they are of different generation frm u all's parents.. they are 10 years older.. haiz..so i looks more traditional...haha
now at teck hua.. i've been fren wif him since the start of primary 1, starting i tot tat he is naughty and playful.. but i think abt it again.. he's not.. juz now.. we saw a handicap student.. so pityful.. while teck hua still laugh at them.. so sad thg sia! teck hua mindset is to like.. being funny.. being a joker.. i noe he dun mend to hurt others.. he juz wan to be happy.. i noe his family.. and i dowan to tok much.. cuz.. u guys sure tok alot if u noe this.. but teck hua.. in inner heart.. is very gd.. he's hardworking.. if u sit beside him in lessons.. he will like concentrate alot.. although he tok kok.. but he absorb in infomations.. if he's nt as gd as u think.. then u think he manage to come this class??! u nv noe.. mayb he may juz get all straight As for 'O' lvl.. he is juz an example of a person very secretive... u nv noe wad he wans and his beliefs.. but he understand himself.. he dowan to show to others.. mayb of some fear.. he fear..
all these is juz my opinion and comments plus thinkings lo... nth much.. nt to hurt anyone.. but hope most of us.. grow up.. face the fact.... feel the other's feeling.. words can hurt alot.. juz 1 word can hurt alot..........
think his case is more sort of like mine.. although i nt like him.. like to make fun of others.. so secretive.. and.. alot alot.. i still can come here and tok abt my family.. tell others more abt me and hope they understand.. but i now also feel tat.. no point.. wads the use? juz rubbish to most of them..so i became.... more like a normal child.. but.......................
pandaboo penned at 7/27/2004 02:02:00 pm
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ok.. i really noe the inportance of being independent.. we need independance.. cuz frens may leave u anytime.. frens may betray u.. but trust them much and dun betray them.. trust in urself first.. i feel tat.. doing wad i really wan is so.. shiok!!
today i planned my first step to start hw.. to me.. its quite successful.. i manage to come home at 4.30 and hav everthg done to study by 5.30pm. carried a table to my com room.. on the air con.. sit on the bed.. and do my hw.. wif my comp on to listen to songs and music.. but sometimes distracted by some ppl tat wanted to chat.. haha.. dunno y.. mayb too comfortable tat i only manage to finish my maths.. quite a gd start.. i manage to say NO to my games.. yay!! and i'm now slowly and steadily changing myself to a better person in studies.. but there is still some obstructive thgs den blocked my way forward.. i MUST overcome it... no matter wad.. trust myself..
wei jie is right.. in his blog.. he wrote tat life is full of questions, who is going to answer? we muz find the answers ourselves and answer them.. ur english suxs.. mine can throw into the bin?! NO! we can change.. u say u need help.. HELP urself before others can help u! come on wei jie.. u are totally different in sch and on blog.. so much so much different.. mayb.... mayb.. somehow.. juz like me............
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and it can take years to recover.
It takes years to build trust,
and a few seconds to destroy it.
Real Beauty is not the one that we pleasure watching,
but the one in front of whom we must close our eyes.
Be Usual to Survive, Be Unique to Win!
Effort only fully releases its reward after a person refuses to quit.
pandaboo penned at 7/26/2004 10:41:00 pm
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haiz.. so sian sian sian.. i still haevn do hw =and np thg.. wtf man! dowan giv the sec 3 alot badges!! civil defence gold we haven even take the test.. some ppl attended the SANA course last year haven even take the badge.. and the sec 2 tat took the course in june gt the badge!!! damn them! crime prevention we haven take the test and the sec 2 gt the badge already!! marksman for us also haven giv!! wah lau!! wad they wan sia!! we pay for the t-shirt and in the end landed in sec 2's hand.. lame laa!! tell the teacher.. they will say "i go and check for u" tats all!! wad lame shit!!
and also.. i hate TUTION! i go tution is juz sitting there hear him tok kok and laugh when he comment and say bad thgs abt others.. he giv a vocab test.. very very chim one.. den some say all words dunno.. den he say " how can tat be?! if so.. den too bad lo" wah lau! damn shit la! where gt this kind for thg one.. if we noe.. we come tuition for wad?!! sometimes we dunno.. we ask.. he say.. how can u dunno.. dunno den u r dead.. wah lan eh! i curse him go die la!!
and i CURSE HAN TECK CONSTIPATION FOR 6 MONTHS!!! he dowan giv us badge and shirt.. he shall get it.. wtf.. he gt best unit cadet.. lmao.. he idiot la.. see his idiot face.. tmd.. i damn angry now sia.. u all gonna get it from me!!!!
pandaboo penned at 7/25/2004 07:42:00 pm
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ohok.. my server is up and running.. but laggy.. hehe.. sian also.. after creating server.. make me nt so interested in game.. tats my goal! so tat i can concentrate on studies... hehe... now my parents so weird.. i say i wan buy thumb drive... my father first time say "anythg"!!! wah lau.. this word make me so shocked.. dunno wad to say.. haha.. dunno true anot leh...
so i muz work hard.. towards my goal!! ahya i forgot the phrase in the tv show liao.. the one tat ask : "wad is the meaning of life..."
den gt alot ans.. all so correct! life is to enjoy ourselves.. is life meant for us to work? to study and to get gd grades.. get into gd jobs and den work harder and den die? NO!
also in I,robot.. they say.. "we are created for reasons" ya! we are created to change the world.. to enjoy our life, not juz to study, to work and listen to wad other ppl say... we study is because we create jobs for teachers.. we get into jobs to earn money to invest and work harder and survive.. by the time we gt alot money.. hahaha.. dunno where will we be liao...and very very long la......forgot liao
haiz.. i got problem wif taking actions.. i gt so many thgs planned.. and till now haven take a book and read nor hav i done any hw or revised...saddddd
pandaboo penned at 7/24/2004 10:47:00 pm
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so so so sad.. i have the feeling of no fren again.. juz dunno y.. feel like no one is siding me leh.. so the lonely.. but i still keep in mind all those motivation thgs.. haha
like maths.. ask ppl help me.. they say no time.. den suddenly.. he go help others.. so the..haiz.. den like ask them qn den they dowan ans.. so sad.. till now i haven do my EM and AM.. e maths no one wan teach me.. AM ppl forgot to teach me.. so so so sad.. den now gt alot alot hw.. so boring..but i'm used to be boring liao la.. but i very emotional sia! i can like happy happy.. den heard some words.. my expression can like 1 sec change to quiet one..
now sch also face problems.. the Musical Nite thg have the copyright issue thg.. and our sch got fined for selling the afternoon show ticket..
den now is the video thg... wonder it can be sell to all of us anot..
ohya.. mr beh now use wei jie's blog for his computer lesson liao.. and mastermind is me.. lol. i didnt noe! i juz type the address as it is easy.. and i didnt noe he show to the class and even read it.. wah lau.. i die liao la...
and now.. we finished the geog trip project.. now going to the FireBlaze project.. which i found is very very suxs.. cuz too formal.. i saw the amazongreen script.. and theirs is so so so interesting.. ours is using PURE english words.. "oh gosh!".."sigh".."well.."..."dig in everyone".."sure.." "come on"... ahya.. its juz like very very gd english one.. quite boring.. dunno y mervyn so serious one.. den when argue wif him.. hahaha.. u sure die.. lol
ok.. i'm really very busy.. wif hw, test, exams, CCAs, server.. ahh! juz next week hav 5 test and exams coming.. hw gt geog,phy,chem(file),chinese(shit i forgot hand in),both maths(haven do),bio(ws),eng(new teacher and forced to do),ss...
wow!! its all subjects!!! excluding holidays hw.. lol... die liao la.. exams so near liao...
pandaboo penned at 7/23/2004 04:26:00 pm
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woot.. i finished my server and now adding thgs and editing..
its a MuOnline game server wif exp 20kX, auto reset, bless bug, gd items in shop...all best thgs.. only tat it will lag and not 24/7. haha.. but now still edting stadium and shops...
haiz.. today i really suay and feel weird..haiz.. feel like i lost a fren again.. words can really hurt.. and i dunno y take it so seriously.. i noe my character better now.. and its a learning exprience for me.. the chem today i also do wrong.. but at least i learnt frm my mistakes....
pandaboo penned at 7/22/2004 08:31:00 pm
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yay.... *clap clap clap*... the musical nite video is going to be ready.. i saw it.. not bad la.. nice nice.. haha.. the preparation and training part some quite funny.. lol.. ohya.. i muz remember i'm motivated.. wah.. i think of this word.. i really force myself to do hw.. wow power.. haha.. but still got left alot hw.. and projects.. i nv learn for my test.. cuz i do hw and no time learn.. den today a maths. oh shit.. another blank copy.. haiz...
ohya.. weijie.. dun be so sad la.. dun sorry sorry so much.. be more happy.. cheerful and gay...lol.. cheer up la.. u in internet and sch diff leh.. in sch u look so.. so.. happy..
and i heard they going to sell the musical nite show video in VCD and DVD format.. and is coming out soon.. think so.. haha...
study studying time....
pandaboo penned at 7/19/2004 11:06:00 pm
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feel so sad tat my parents dun support me.. haiz.. and now i nv tok to them.. like all blame to me.. say i destroy they mood liao.. haiz.. this is diff situation..
son : i dun feel like going tution.. dun help me at all
dad : y?
son : cuz i feel like sitting there learning nth
dad : oh.. u shld try to learn somethg.. think it will be gd for ur exams
son : but the tutor is like.. dunno wad la..
dad : ok.. we tok abt this next time...
after seeing results....
dad : ur results is quite bad.. and shld work harder...
son : i'm trying very hard already..
dad : i believe u could do it.. get into university... and start ur own business
son : ya....
dad : dun think u bad.. u r gd.. do ur best next time.. dun play so much.. make studying interesting to u... u can do it!
wah like tat den shiok lo.. but for me is he will say "u die liao la.." den say alot bad thgs... den think i no use.. den alot negative one la.. make me dowan study like tat.. bad impact.. den sometimes is like " u think u can get 7As ar?! hahahaha! u get 2A i happy liao lo.. dun think too much la..." or somethg like siao ar... wa! this kind of parents.. dunno wad to say la.. den hor.. results back.. " so bad ar! y u cant get this?! " wadsoever la.. haiz.. but its my fault.. i shld blame myself.. cuz they r my parents.. i'm fate to be under this family.. and i will PROVE THEM WRONG.. they look down on me.. i will prove them wrong wrong wrong... i'll show u tat even I PLAY! I ALSO CAN DO WELL! lets see the 'O' levels results!!!]
u all will regret one day!!!
ohya.. i saw juz now.. 2 cats wanna fite or bully one cat.. and tat victim ran up a tree.. and 2 of them below is trying to catch it.. its juz like me.. i'm forced up the tree by parents.. and they are like out to hunt me.. haiz..
adam khoo course really gd sia.. i can apply wad they teach.. and i really absorb alot.. haha.. very gd.. really gd sia.. wad they say really true.. muz apply...
remember.. i'm a nice man.. i love children.. hahahaha!!
pandaboo penned at 7/18/2004 06:05:00 pm
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son is me...
son : i dun feel like going tution.. it dun help me at all
dad : MUST go! its my money! dun waste it.
son : den dun pay for it la..
dad : dun go tuition how u can get gd results?!! must go.. it helps u.
(i dun feel it helps me and it wont help me even if its 1million tuition)
dad : u noe ur grades?! i wan u get top 10 u get last 10.. like tat in future sure die!! U CANT get into university in short time.. and u take long time.. i wont hav money to support u.
dad : u like tat hor.. i cant help u.. and in the future u sure die when come out working.. u can go sweep the floor...........................................
(feeling irritated)
son : i cant do well if u keep saying i will die.. wad i cant make it... dun even believe me.
dad : wad?! u think words can change u? magic ar!! dun siao la! i tot u can go RI! everytime think u go RI.. y u cant go?!!!.........now ur results so BAD! how u can go JC and university.. u still dun work hard hor.. u sure die
(as if i nv work hard....)
son : where we going now? i feel like going home...
dad : huh! u wan go home play again ar!! ok gd! no more thgs for u liao.. nth for u liao... i wont pay for wad u wan! i wont pay ur bills.. i dun care u!! U DIE FOR SURE...
(nth to say.. and i went home to slp)
to my parents:
I TELL U ALL!! I WILL PROVE U WRONG!!! DONT U EVER LOOK DOWN ON ME!!!
i will post a diff situation later.. now hav to rush for stupid wasting time tuition... Alright.. u all curse me.. dun believe me!! u all gd!!!
pandaboo penned at 7/18/2004 02:52:00 pm
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testing testing.. dunno wad happen to my font...
pandaboo penned at 7/17/2004 07:28:00 pm
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Adam khoo ar adam khoo.. really motivated me alot.. haha.. i still remember alot of thgs i learnt in the course.. haha.. ultimate success formula.. Goals, stretegy,ACTION!.. Past does not equals to the future..Do whatever it takes to reach ur goals.. everyone is a champion since u r born.. U muz control ur state of mind rather than being controlled..haha... and also.. i'm a nice man.. i love childrens.. lol.. muz hav high self-esteem..hehe.. i keep remember all these to motivate me to study.. 'O' levels is very very very important in our whole life.. and today my oral i nv apply wad i learnt.. end up being messed up.. sad... i'll DO my best.. hehe... k cya all.. remember all these in mind!!!
pandaboo penned at 7/17/2004 07:26:00 pm
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ok... i really buay tahan liao.. tried so many ways.. trying to get server up.. den i notice.. ADSL normal connection cannot make a server one.. cuz singnet there wadever wadever... wah lau.. waste my time only.. actually i dowan give up.. as the adam khoo course said.. dun giv up.. but after much consideration.. i open a server oso no use.. i cant on my com for so long long time.. wads the use? haiz.. mayb next time.. now its juz time for me to study.. not for time to do so much things.. weird leh.. i juz 3 days nv play mu game.. den now i open the game.. like also dowan play liao.. i only keep remember i got alot hw..
haiz..one reminder to u all.. dun call me while i'm sleeping.. i now really noe.. when i'm sleeping.. i'm toking kok.. i dun even noe wad i toking...i will go.. "orh.. ok.. orh" juz tat.. haha.. like this morning 6.30am i slping.. i recieve a call.. i dunno who.. i forgot who.. cant even remember the voice.. den i dunno wad.. i juz hang up.. haha.. sry lor.. its the mei hsing tat call me to go sch.. for meeting.. and i dunno do wad la.. i slp till very late.. go sch kena scold by them.. but i really put in effort to do the ppt lor.. den slp at 2am.. no choice.. i always slp late.. k.. now i wanna slp.. but have alot hw!!! .. soooooo....BYE!
pandaboo penned at 7/15/2004 10:33:00 pm
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haiz.. after so much motivation.. i still cannot lor.. the 'shy' i tok abt is still wif me.. like today's presentation.. feel so weird.. i noe i skipped alot of thgs.. but i juz noe tat i hav to carry on.. i will continue to overcome it.. haha.. when i get up.. i so scared tat my legs were shaking.. lol..
after the course and like back to sch life.. i feel tat thgs started to change back.. oh shit.. i forgot wad i wanna say..ohya.. i believe tat alot ppl gt touched and cried during the section.. but i juz cant cry out.. dunno y.. but i really can feel it lor.. i still believe parents are the best.. like for kiat sheng.. he told me tat he believe tat his mom and bro wont come.. but i told him they will come even though they were late.. he juz dun believe me.. and truely.. halfway.. his mom came and tok to him.. dunno wad.. and i can feel tat he juz gt touched lor.. haha... tats it la.. i really forgot wad i wanna say liao..
after my setting up of a mu game server.. really alot of errors.. now the error is due to the ip.. and i juz cant connect to my own server.. dunno y.. trying to solve.. but i still hav to do my hw.. still gt... maths.. a maths which i missed alot lessons.. chinese alot.. eng.. ya think tats all.. like tat say is like very little.. but when i do it.. wah.. fainting man.. haha.. k cya
pandaboo penned at 7/15/2004 06:47:00 pm
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ooo.. finally i found a bit of time to write on this blog.. ok.. finished the 3 day adam khoo course.. i really learn alot frm it..and somehow became 'motivated'. but wad he says muz always apply to the conditions one.. nt like everythg can use all the skills.. tat's wad i felt la.. but it really make me to control myself well.. i hav goals but i nv set them nicely.. but now i really take them seriously liao.. i really planned un-believable goals.. 6As.. wow.. haha
but i still hav some worries at the back of my mind.. erm.. and before i come to this course.. i tot i wont move me.. but.. now.. it really does.. i wanted to change frm now.. i cannot say i wanna try.. i WANT! tats wad i learn.. but till now.. i still afraid to do somethings.. i feel shy alot of times.. juz tat i looks tat i dun care.. but in my mind.. its juz too fast for me to noe wad to do..so wad i do is dun care lor.. but i made my goal.. i wanted to speak in front of a hall of ppl by the age of 30.. i shldn't be so shy anymore.. i muz speak up.. or else how i become a businessman?
ohya.. but the time plan.. i dun think it worked for me.. cuz i count count.. we juz dun hav the time.. now is not = to the past.. tats y.. some skills may not work.. u think we will hav 6hrs a day to study? imagine 4pm reach home... 6 hrs.. study to 10pm.. wad abt other things to do? dun do? hahaha.. juz tat la..
argh.. i still got alot hw for me to finish.. and i realise i cant finish now.. cuz its early in the morning 1.34am.. haha.. time to slp.. juz finished my phy proj.. and now worried abt the teachers faces tml.. how sia.. but i muz change!!! muz not be so shy like a kid.. lol.. i muz change liao.. presentation muz tok more liao...
pandaboo penned at 7/15/2004 01:27:00 am
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alright.. i'm really sick now.. tot not so serious.. feel like the medicines making it worse.. haiz.. but i gt MC.. and now staying at home.. done my A maths.. and left chinese tat i'm juz too tired to do.. no strenght at all.. but staying at home is juz so comfortable.. mmm.. think in 1 hours time.. sch will end liao.. and i'm trying to go sch at 1.30pm to settle some stuffs.. so.. i go back to slp now..
byebye
pandaboo penned at 7/09/2004 11:38:00 am
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oh yeah.. now already thu liao. musical nite is over.. yesterday nite came back at abt 12mn and 1am den slp.. so damn tired and still have to go back to sch..
the performance is great.. but there was alot faults in the nite show.. but i enjoy it.. juz tat i'm sick and still eating alot fast food.. i dowan go sch today one.. but den i have my reponsiblity to return the video cams.. so i go.. but i'm so tired tat i nv pack my bag.. went to sch wif almost nth.. and in the end gt punished.. den the lessons.. i really hear nth..lolz..
ohya and today.. mrs fong was toking toking and explaining.. den suddenly she show middle finger.. haha.. den those who saw was laughing like crazy.. Jonas really laugh the whole lesson.. cuz the reaction is like.. funny.. haha.. dunno how to say.. den finally today i go see doctor and got a MC for tml.. phew.. finally hav MC and no need go sch.. but i still going at around 2pm tml to settle some stuffs.. so i still hav to do hw and hand in.. as next mon-wed we hav the adam khoo course liao.. so hav to hand in tml.. k cya.. i go do my AM.. so difficult.. cuz i nt in class on wed.. den like noe nth.. haiz..
gd nite all...
pandaboo penned at 7/08/2004 10:27:00 pm
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ahh... finally hav time to write.. haiz.. think hav finished most of the filming.. today really a 'u nv know' day.. first.. the lamp dropped.. second the video gt overwritten.. third.. the cam was forgotten.. lolz.. den malaysia trip one.. haiz.. haven finish.. dunno can put wad music.. any suggestions? haha.. ahya.. today xy they all juz leave and forgot abt the vid cam tat was put on the table.. den i notice it.. so forgetful.. den i decided to let them feel the 'urgent-ness'.. so i lied tat i nv get the cam.. haha.. den i think la.. think only.. they abit scare lo.. hehe.. sry la if u all read this.. hehe..
juz dun all let us do lo.. haiz.. tats all.. hehe
once again.. 'U NEVER KNOW' wads going to happen tml, later, or even now.. so juz treasure ur current moment of happiness.. release urself frm limitations.. and also.. u have ur
- Inalienable rights -.. haha.. ppl frm 3e would noe.. lolz
pandaboo penned at 7/06/2004 07:48:00 pm
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haiz.. juz come back and eaten dinner.. so tired.. morning 6am wake up.. den went to parkway at 7am.. and found tat 6 person on the same bus.. lol? or mayb less.. dunno.. blur.. went to have mcd.. we of course.. the first costomers.. lol.. have our breakfast and start filming the video.. very weird cuz very early and no one... den after muz laughing.. we went to east coast.. film film.. NG NG.. cut cut... den after tat went shopping.. "buy-nth" shopping.. lol.. den i realise tat.. tat 2 different scene.. and they forgot to change clothes.. aw.. lol
after all all all.. went to marina to watch the Spiderman 2 wif mervyn,xy.sarly.. quite crowded.. lol. i met my fren there.. even met weijie also dere.. wif his secret person.. dunno who.. but we only saw him alone..rushing to dunno where.. ok.. think tats all for today.. hope the editing wont have any prob and dun need RE-TAKE! .. haha
k cya...
pandaboo penned at 7/05/2004 08:22:00 pm
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omg.. damn busy today.. meeting in the morning for phy project.. den after tat late for tuition.. and i nv see the reciept.. it wrote others name as paid.. den i come home gt scolded.. haiz.. den now wanna book the tml spiderman2 tickets.. all full...haiz.. regret for nt booking earlier.. now muz ask again.. see they wan watch at marina anot.. tml filming at 7am.. so early.. but no choice lo.. haiz.. now still doing the tml thg.. cuz mr beh cam batt dun last long.. so i borrow frm my fren a gd gd video cam.. i really muz thanks him alot.. haha
ohya.. i forgot wad i wanna say.. but for the mrs tay thg.. u all would think tats nth wrong.. but her words are too strong for me.. if she say " plz listen up den".. den i will accept.. and not " y? thinking of ur robots again" quite a insult to me.. like i'm only interested in robots.. haiz.. ok.. i really forgot wad i wanna say.. juz say gd nite to all.. hehe
oh shit.. sms come again.. july and i sent 140 sms liao.. die la..
ohya.. the background music load very long.. cuz it will dl it or so called 'buffer' it finish den it will start playing.. think i changing again.. tats too.. uncomfortable.. as finish reading the blog.. the song also haven come out ( if u gt slow connection)
pandaboo penned at 7/04/2004 11:11:00 pm
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k.. juz after the 5th day of sch.. and finally gt time to type.. so da busy.. haiz.. ohya.. this my new blog.. wanted to change the template again.. but blogskins is down.. haiz.. tot of what i wanna say frm wed till now den gt time.. some forgotten liao..
5th day.. frm the 1st day.. i already notice some changes in other ppl, and mostly more became matured.. i dunno y.. juz my feeling.. or are they juz not used to be in sch again? 'U never KNOW!' lol.. but i really learn alot during this holiday.. gt through "sour,sweet,bitter,hot" life.. lol.. translated frm chinese.. haiz.. juz i feel i learn alot and learn alot frm others. . learn frm comments for me.. hope i could noe more and change to be a betta person
ohya.. i remember the wed thg.. i juz cant forget wad mrs tay said.. ok.. tat time i hav a headache and i really put my head down and looks like slping.. and she said " u wanna drop bio izzit?" , " he looks like listening but he's not" and " y? thinking of ur robots again?". and i HATE tat kind of expression she giv.. tat time i was so blur.. den i went back and think of it.. this phrase really make me change my impression of her.. she is bad.. she tot i was still in robotics..if i think of robots...den i shld be gd.. cuz i can devote my attention on robots and means i...committed! means i gd la.. but this words really hurt me lo.. den i really feel like dropping bio.. haiz.. den somemore today she make dirty the floor and said " leave the cleaning to the cleaners" and she even throw the tissue on floor and dun bother to pick it up!! so irresponsible.. through my observations.. she dunno much on bios too.. juz on textbook knowledge..ask her abt others.. den she say she dunno and dun even bother to check for us..
wow.. such a long blog.. lol.. k i now do hw and later start edit this blog again...cya
pandaboo penned at 7/02/2004 06:10:00 pm
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circle of friends... there is no beginning .. there is no end.
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pandaboo penned at 7/02/2004 12:10:00 am
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