planning and death

Planning for life somehow just brings mortality up to the fray.

After a session with the insurance agent and trying to dust the cobwebs off the finance knowledge I was supposed to have acquired in school, it gives me such anxiety over what I need to do in my life... how much I need to earn to live comfortably.. how much complexities and uncertainties not only in life but in the damn financial products... how to prepare for life and death... financially and spiritually... and not least of all.. how to enjoy this damn life. and how to make full use of it alone and in company.

so many questions. so many what ifs. so many i wish-es.

always one to hate uncertainties...