ark.. why is my throat sore..
anyway, went out for some shopping. bought meself a nice grey jumper from topshop.. i love it.. and its really warm.. and i had my sushi!!! wasnt buffet though.. n i ate 2 plates of 4 bucks stuff w/o know it.. wth.. spent a bomb on food.. oh well.. i can afford to splurge once in a while.. but i guess im saving money since im not spending on new shoes.. cant find any nice strappy ones.. oh well..
im gonna get tt SP job.. im gonna earn 300 bucks a week.. then slack the following week.. hehe.. not bad what.. ay.. got so much things to do.. shoould i bother going out to shop again this week?

oh yea i met tonnes of pple lately.. pple i havent met in like a gazillion years.. after bio p1, i met like 2 pri skl classmates, a pri skl track junior, my aunty from vj hehe on top of the hc pple.. and today i met sheila no not pakir.. hmm oh yea jiahan.. amalina! n munyuk shopping for certain prom stuffs.. ehehe.. its fun bumping into pple.. after all singapore is how small!

oh man my comp sucks
bleah
i cant even scan stuff anymore.. but if my dad sends the comp to repair.. ILL be in despair.. haha.. maybe he can send it during the prom night period.. i cant believe its next weekend.. i hope itll be good fun! yea my itenary is all lined up for next week
monday: softball outing
wednesday: yps outing to cikgus house
thursday: highlighting my hair
woohoo.. i found a colour i liked at jemputan just now.. hehe..

ahh i want to kill my aunts.. ok they are distant aunts.. my dads cousins more of.. theres this one family.. the mom thinks im older than my sis.. but the father thinks im taking PSLE and the oldest son thinks i sooooo cannot possibly be taking A levels.. it should be O levels instead.. blah.. think he so old issit.. and i went to my fav cousins place at like 11pm.. their daughter was sleeping but when we made alot of noise she got up and stoned/played with us.. she is soooooooooo adorable.. she took an anne geddes-like photo in australia and it looks completely real! i told my cousin i wanted a copy cos its just too cute! haha.. and she is so cheeky! shes only 2 years old but just for fun she calls her dad by his name.. then when we are like 'where is harry??' (the dads name) she started laughing!! then we asked 'who is harry?' and she said ayaH! isnt tt cute? hahaha.. and from time to time she'll start running and hugging pple.. hehe.. ooh and today at jemputan i found a relatively cute 2nd cousin.. my aunts were all ogling at him.. but he aint my type.. ehhe got some indian blood.. so im sure ain would love him.. he has those typical broody indian eyes and spiked up adzfar-like hair tall but fair skinned.. hmm damn i desperately need a camera phone for these situations..

its ooooooooooooooooooooooovvvvvvvveeeeerrrrrrrr
my post A post! hahahahhaha ok delirious
we watched the incredibles! it was cooooool.. :) i love edna!!!! dahhhlingss! she was the pretty funniest thing in the show!! haha.. and jackjack.. oh god.. morphing into a devil!?!?! thats.. EVIL... !!! haha he has special needs!
and who did we bump into!?!? QIANRU & MAYI!!!!! and the WHOLE ok almost whole hc gang.. seelah sharon.. never go with the class.. cannot see me.. :p ahhah.. xingni n poms n zzs hair were loooong.. but everyone looked basically the same.. :) hope we meet again sooN! n i bet u all went KBOX after tt.. rightrightright!?

then came the 'deciding what we should do' part.. in the end some of us ended up window shopping and i took a photo of yanling gill n muns taking photo of each other using their 'camera's.. i shall upload it asap! mann yea! my film has finallly finished!!! haha..

then finally 6 of us went to swensens to eat.. it was soooooooo spastic!!!! but really fun.. :) ended up drinking sooooooo many cups of water i had to go to the toilet twice!!!
why is msn so empty now??? arent pple supposed to be FREEEEEEEEE!?!? hehhe

and i watched the sg idol thingy just now.. taufik is such an anak mak!!! ohhhh.. isnt he like the best son u cud get!?!? n i was getting terribly pissed off by all the bad grammar made by syl n his parents.. anyway i was thinking.. softballers! lets have another mahjong gathering at hmm puisans place using hmmm crystals mahjong set? on wednesday cum a sg idol party at night! n we can even shop for puisans prom dress in the morning! yes yes? :D ehheheh call me!!

after As list
1) learn driving
2) probably get that SP job
3) 2 star kayaking course
4) try pilates or at least get back in shape
5) SENTOSA trip with 412 or 3D
6) wildwildwet outing
7) mauritus?
8) poke my nose ard softball & yps track trainings
9) new yrs eve party at emily's or yanlings house?
10) make a pt to meet up with hc pple! but strictly no kbox.. maybe pool?
11) shop till i drop! :)

one more paper to goooo!!
maths S went hmm okay i guess.. the ones i could i do i could actually finish doing.. esp the fish qn!! i was so happy i could prove tt bloody summation to infinity equation! i hate summations! quite cool! this is a risk in opening up my hidden nerdy nature but i actually had fun reading the answers to the prelims paper.. i was like whoa.. thats interesting.. i would never be able to come up with it but thats cool.. maybe tts what studying is supposed to be?? except id never pass at that rate... hehe i only managed to do enough qns to get a merit anyway.. but a merit is good by my standards! :) too bad all the qns tt i didnt know how to do, well i didnt even know where to start.. so thats byebye to like half the marks..
ooh i had the loveliest nap! 3 hours after i reached home and watched FRIENDS.. funnily about the one with the nap partners.. hehe.. i just couldnt wake up! feeling really good and revitalised.. good enough to do my whole bio tys of mcqs.. hahahahhaha right..


will love come back to me
come back again to me
when i still believe that you're the one i need
though im trying hard to make it through
living is so empty w/o you
and i wonder must we go on this way

will love come back to me
if it isnt you i dont know what to do
and the more i try to start again
the more i miss you
baby tell me somehow we'll find a way

damn..
my As are so screwed...
i have like zero confidence for all my papers!
maths is the only thing that was relatively ok for me but now tt i know how to do that question 1, its so freaking easy.. im pissed
and im sooo hungry..
i think i ate a stale biscuit.. maybe all the stupid microorganisms that has produced toxins on it is gonna give me a tummy upset and i cant sit for maths S tom.. hehehe..
BAH..
and my stupid comp is pissing me off..
stupid econs.. its might as well be an F already!!!

love me if you dare

what an odd movie.. questionmarks everywhere.. but very cool.. and i pretty much loved it.. unlike american movies there wasnt a single moment where i was bored or waiting for sth to happen.. the 2nd french movie ive watched after 8 femme.. which was just as intriguing.. although i seem to only rem it for all the lesbian affairs.. :x n everyone is sooooo pretty!!! the little boy is so cute.. he's even cuter in glasses! the acting is fabulous too.. wow american movies can never compare..

bloody hell.. the one few days i actually wake up before 9am thinking maybe i can finish biotech and i cant find half of food biotech notes.. i messaged joan hoping i can photocopy from her but either she doesnt switch on her hp or she's not awake yet.. lets hope for the latter
n then i was contemplating going jogging.. its such a windy cloudy day, even at 10am.. i was standing in front of the house and brrrr.. very very windy.. it felt like a completely different country.. :) i love those few moments when singapore doesnt feel like singapore.. hehe.. but then i was too lazy to jog so i captured my cat and tried finding those darned notes again..

ah sg idol.. taufik is soooooooooooo gonna win. sylvester.. come on.. all he has are those moronic girls who cant sms as much u see o/w their parents will kill them for the hp bills haha.. taufik has a farrr wider reach from the young girl to all the makcikmakciks.. hehee and i do agree with sya.. he did 'aint no sunshine' so flawlessly! -impressed-

ooh went orchard yest with sis but i was being all whiny cos i was tired.. still, we managed to buy stuff w/o spending! i spent one ofmy HMV vouchers on 'love me if you dare' i caught some snippets of it while i drifted in n out of sleep cos my sis was watching it on the comp at 12 midnight.. but i just mostly heard a whole barrage of french.. heehe.. i guess ill watch it after As which is really SOON anyway.. dont u find that A levels are more boring than Os.. ive read those notes farrrr too many times.. cant wait for thursday! The Incredibles and sushi buffet awaits!!!!

ooh.. colouring in my words is FUN!

whats wrong with cambridge? the papers are getting weirder and weirder

we were talking abt how we wanted to find out the answers to the stupid qns.. so we might go to popular next year one day and read up the answers in redspot haha.. but then i said tt i wanted to find out the asnwer to qn 1 of maths paper.. then ain n filza told me how to do it.. then ain wanted to know the answer to qn 27 and i knew how to do it.. looks like we dont need red spot after all huh.. hahahah

pple are still coming over to my house.. dont feel like layaning them.. but then one of them may be my future employee so better go suck up.. ahha..

oh i forgot to add
u know on the radio n tv they showed the masjid at admiralty lane.. al shafa'a? im not sure how u spell it.. its like 5 bus stops away from my house.. :) i went there this morning for sembahyang raya.. very cool.. the mufti and dr yaacob were there.. well tt wasnt really the cool part.. they have this koi pond.. very zen and cool.. AND.. i saw this indian mix guy who i was willing to bet anything that ain would love.. haha.. oh yea and they're not gonna demolish masjid kampung sembawang just yet.. yea good news! its like the only kampung masjid there is now.. I was an alumni of the madrasah there.. haha but well ya i wasnt too enthu abt tt at that time..

and well socialising hasnt been tt bad this yr.. i heard alot of stuff abt my mysterious uncle.. stuff abt jins, black magic, how to counter.. etc... scary but cool.. rough salt is a very important thing you should have in your house!!..

Dessy my loveliest most adorable little niece is like only 2 but i could just hug her to death.. haha.. she was enjoying herself so much in my sisters room even when her mommy left the room and told her they were going home without her, trying to lure her out of the room, u know what she said? she said 'otay!' hahah... awww.. and when she cannot remember peoples names she'll call them cockroach.. so my sis ended up being aunty cockroach.. while she couldnt pronounce my name so i ended up as aunty ali.. ah wells..

and tv 1 is playing mr cinderella 2.. finally a show i dont mind watching..

blah.. hari raya is here.. i think the prep for it is more fun than the actual day.. im no social butterfly.. i dont talk to my relatives.. but apparently one of them knows ms poon.. and he says she's nice n fun.. :X haha..

but at least cos my sis n i have exams on tuesday this is the first in like 10yrs we are sticking to home base.. meaning cutting my collection by 1/10 i think.. blah.. at least can rilek at home and supposedly study... right.. thanks for all the messages guys.. i went to the mosque in the morning and back and there were 6 lovely messages for me.. :D btw this contact lens idiot would like to know.. can u invert yr soft lenses? i thought u could.. maybe thats why my vision's a bit blurred.. hehe.. still, i must look the same with or w/o glasses since absolutely nobody commented.. like 4 families came and left and nothing..

Taufik got in.. :) yay!!

as each week goes by i become more and more embarassed by the fact that i supported sylvester in the beginning..
the thought of all those young teens gawking and OGLING after him sickens me..!!
but he always have to sing the bloody songs i like.. wth..
still, as my discontentment with him grows, so does the support for taufik! :)
hmm, actually i dont know any chinese taufik fans.. i guess the racial integration is not as good as we thought it was huh.. still.. im sure he has the support of both the indian n malay community!
ive always been the couch potato critic.. who knows when he makes it to the finals and if its up agst sylvester, i will actually bother to vote for taufik and make all those young disgusting girls cry mwahahha
i dont know what to make out of sylvester becoming sg idol.. i mean if he goes to world idol, it will be just odd.. maybe they should expand world idol songs to like all languages then maybe he can compete..

this has been such a terrible morning.. well except for the late replies
first i wake up to gastric.. tummmy acheee... blardy.. at least i didnt puke or anything.. wth.. i havent eaten as much as i normally do these days but i feel full.. maybe its cos im bloated with air blah..
then i hear my maid shooing the cat out of the house.. when i look whats happening.. my cat was biting into some poor bird!!!!! my cute (though often vicious) cat killed tt poor little birdyyy!!!! i tried to get her to put down the bird cos it still looked alive.. but by tt time the bird diedddddd.. ahhhh.. trauma of a dead bird in my garden.. and i was sooo angry at my cat i shouted at it.. but she acted nonchalent!!! and when i brought her to my room, she ran out to find the dead bird again and decided to play toss the bird!!!! WTH.. shes getting feathers in her mouth! wth!!!! i should go defang n declaw her man.. dont tell me its normal animal instincts finefine.. but she killed a poor pathetic bird.. when she has her own bloody food.. and she can go catch cockroaches n lizards in the house all fine to me.. but not birdssss!!!!! apparently the last time she caught an even BIGGER bird and brought it into the house to play toss.. so the house was spattered with blood and feathers all over.. i obvoiusly was not home to witness this...... my cattt... the innocent image i had of my cat.. ok more of a i think my cat is too slow and blur to catch any flying thing image is completely goneeee.. shes vicious!!!! just look at the claw marks on my hands the next time! wth.. im already feeding her gourmet cat food and shes catching birds.. cant she practise more dignity!? fine.. we're talking abt cat.. sigh.. what a cruel cruel world.....

ooh ngantuk.. first time before 12 ive actualyl said tt..

4 papers down a million more to go.. and least can slack for awhile..
crystal says pretty boy ljungberg there is so out of place on this blog.. well for the record i like him as a player and his hot-ness haha.. though his performance has been dipping quite terribly these days.. robben plays good football man.. was devastated after euro 04 when i found out chelsea bought him.. haiya.. my sister keeps insisting he is butt-ugly and not what he claims his age to be.. oh well i guess thats why i dont have his pic here eh hahah..
i just read adelines blog.. she was on football crazy! i want to see her!!! oooh.. a very amusing experience.. u all shud go and read..
oh terrible migraine.. can i put off doing work for a couple of days yess..

OCPH ~ may it commence soon & succeed.. :)

well arsenal obviously didnt thrash crystal palace.. n i get so worked up after their matches.. if i had lots of LDL bringing fatty deposits to my vessels, i think i would have had an angina pectoris already.. woo.. hehe

i just recently started finding my old pri skl pals.. and i have such a blast catching up them. the odd thing is i was never close to them before.. but its really awesome to have a fren who knew you from wayy back then.. n now.. its like our frenship has grown even stronger.. im sharing things that i kept close to my heart.. and it feels good.. it makes me think of the ones i love.. and miss.. i wished i had that someone close always..

well, there better be some good shows on hari raya.. There are some things that have to happen (or not) or it'll never feel like hari raya and they obviously dont include studying
Heres my top 10.. not in any order though..
1) The boredom at my grandfathers house
2) Figuring out who's who in this distorted family tree
3) menjiwang-jiwang-ing with halaman asmara & kurung biru
3) making kuih esp our one-of-a-kind choc chip cookies
4) watching salam lebaran and feeling oh-so cheated that the years show was never as good as that other year with the baju jolok-jolok
5) watching salam lebaran and picking out basir in the crowds and who he is sitting with
6) the really funny snippet of baju cap lalat before that hari raya song
7) Visiting our fav grand aunt who has a 10kilo cat (which sadly i doubt ill be doing this yr)
8) jalan rayaing with frens which normally turns out to be a flop
9) Watching a really funny advert on the malaysian channel
10) Watching an enjoyable malay show.. which normally stars the likes of Erra Fazira, Yusry KRU, Norman Hakim.. haha..

maybe ill go drop by SURIA webpage and see what they have in store for hari raya..

Halaman Asmara - Ziana Zain & Awie
Setahun aku lalui
Detik lama kan kembali
Pelita ku nyalakan
Di halaman asmara ini
Sering kali ku renungi
Kenangan mencuit hati
Sedar tak sedar detik itu kembali
Detik tahun lagi

Cinta di bawah cahaya
Dakapan seribu warna
Menerangi indah halaman asmara
Kita berdua

Kau melafazkan kerinduan
Ku sambut keriangan
Dan terungkaplah
Impian di hari mulia

Tercurah kasih dan sayang
Menyambut Syawal menjelma
Tapi daku gembira bertemu saudara
Di samping kasih yang ku cinta

does anyone else feel that hari raya has come too soon?
its surreal..
i dont feel like ive fasted for 3 weeks.. what a shame
well GP was a disaster.. nevertheless giving me more motivation to get 4 As.. NOTHING LESS.. nonononon.. aim for the stars.. even if i falter abit.. it will be just slightly less than perfection.. FOUR As FOUR As FOUR As FOUR As.. yea! haha..
better yet.. SMU ACCEPT ME! let me be eligible for DOUBLE DEGREE and give me a SCHOLARSHIP.. woohoo.. haha.. going crazy.. i havent started on chem yet.. but thats okay.. tonight while i wait for Arsenal to hopefully THRASH crystal palace and tomorrow while i supposedly help my sis out with econs, chem is what i will breath.. chem is is what i will think of in my sleep, dreams, while i walk and talk.. yessirreee.. you stinking subject.. i shall get my first A for chem in these entire 2 years!

on another still exhilarited note.. wowowow.. taufik rocks.. he's improved soo much.. and look at him! he's so very stylo n happening mannnn.. he's gonna win! if anyone else wins this.. i blame racism hah! hehe j/k

and have u guys seen lindsay lohans latest music video.. man.. she is sooooo prostituting herself.. it is like a cheaper ripoff of my prerogative.. but both equally sleazy and slutty..i cant rem the song title but its sth to tt effect.. tsktsk.. never did i imagine would come the day that i would say that hillary duff is a better artiste than lindsay lohan cos at least she isnt selling herself out.. she is still too cheesy n i still think shes looking kinda fat.. though i guess that gives a good role model to anorexic teens huh.. well in tt other music video with her sister when they kept giving this slutty, lesbian look.. oh.. why do i know so much abt this in the first place..

yay good news for people from 3D!
Our hotel bookings are finally under way! 2 rooms at Conrad Centennial Hotel $130 each.. i have a feeling it includes service and GST from the looks of things.. so if everyone is staying.. according to QT, its less than 10 bucks each.. haha.. how cheapo are we.. yupyup.. gdgd.. got more money to do other things.. just prepare anything from 10-17 bucks i think..

i swear im a complete moron with the comp
i set out to reinstall my windows 98.. which finally corrected my other starting problems but it still didnt correct my pressing problem.. in the end, i had to reinstall my modem for some reason.. but no it refused to be installed.. the lights just keep flickering at me as if its sniggering.. then when i finally sought my dads frens help, all was okay.. until my parents left while the comp restarted.. and i tested if it would go online.. but noo.. it still didnt.. i gave up naturally.. and returned to it at 1am in the morning feeling ready to conquer or destroy..i very well nearly destroyed it.. i decided the best way to it shud be to reinstall the modem.. so thinking i had enough experience from before, i uninstalled everything.. n then reinstalled.. but then.. my icon button to go online disappeared altogether!!!!! i died.. so i uninstalled everything AGAIN.. and when i tried to reinstall the freaking programme kept telling me to connect my modem to the PC when it was already connected.. and it kept asking me which driver to use.. but they couldnt find no driver.. so yes.. i uninstalled absolutely everything yet AGAIN.. and finally installed the thing properly.. i must have rebooted my comp at least 10 times yest.. right so there my little icon to connect online finally reappeared on the desktop.. ah.. relief.. double clicked.. but nooooooo.. it decided not to go online.. and the modem still flickers at me.. wah.. wanted to give up.. so for fun i decided to change the username... and poof.. im online.. hahahhaha.. turns out that i didnt key in the correct username.. im such a complete dodo!!!!! sigh... what a sad sad case..i could have avoided the whole incident altogether i realised.. but STILLLLL.. my problem is NOT solved.. isnt this just wonderful.......welll yea whatever.. ill survive with this thing..

yest night was tv fest galore... watched hours of simpsons halloween special, a stupid HK movie which had very many cute actors and pretty girls.. the bachelorette.. (i wonder if they're still tog) just shoot me, and this jap show.. searching for my ... couldnt get the last word.. hahah.. 2 guys in tt show are quite cute.. they look abit old though.. oh cripes.. just realised main papers start next monday.. :( i hope i know my stuff.. n hari raya is coming so fast... why is the world going by so fast!? well actually i guess thats a good thing.. the sooner As will be over.. the better!