tom is chem prac.. blaaaaa..
spent the whole day reading chem stuff.. and the night watching tv.. heehee.. ms teen usa.. i love the girl who won it in 2003 and the winner for 2004 is so similar.. ms hawaii looks like annabelle francis too! anyway my predictions were right! :)
oh and yest watched arsenal thrash norwicH! they shud have just ended the match after the first half.. reyes is getting cuter and better with each match! surpassing freddy even.. :D n the last goal by bergkamp was pure class.. norwich was actually a pretty good side.. frustrated arsenal (and me) like mad.. which i guess is good.. but they are crazy to be playing football at such pace for the whole game!! it was violent man..
hmms it seems that jc life has more exams than in sec skl that the coming of this prelims feel like nothing more than just common tests.. esp since the teachers are scaring us silly over how hard its gonna be.. haiz..
let this all be over sooN!

wow u cant imagine how i slacked today away..
i managed to reach home at 1pm.. thanks to CJ.. i even dropped by for a little shopping.. went home complained to my dad abt phone and wennt out again to change the SIM card.. while dad caught up with work at the hello! shop.. bah.. i wanted to get the 7610 but its still so stinking ex.. but the girl at the counter recommended the ericsson k700i instead.. the keypad and colour looked uninviting but the allure of a coloured phone and camera was there.. still i put it off.. i WILL wait until after As when theres no more scare abt spastic locker raiders and hopefully by then the prices will drop like dead bugs :) and i will get myself a pretty 7610 or a 7200 or one of the ericsson phones.. ains phone is quite nice.. but i hate having the same phone with people i always meet.. then i went home hoping to study a bit but ended up sleeping until dinner.. ate again and slept again until now.. n i cant get myself to do any work! unwatched FRIENDS episodes are calling out to me.....

tummy is in pain.. :( nvm maybe i can not go to skl tom.. heehee

-pouts-
i miss silly ol' you

im aching .... shoulders legs arms tummy.. ah.. im sooooooo unfit..
i cant even cough lying down cos it hurts.. ooh after As plans are definitely get fit/slim enough to get back into a smaller jeans size.. i was soooooooo upset when i cudnt fit into these pair of jeans.. but they were the stretchy kind so i guess they were meant to be tight.. but i really felt as if blood circulation to my thighs had been cut off..

just watched singapore idol.. the judges suck.. i will repeat that the 4 of them are not exactly fit to criticise so much.. as always its so much easier to criticise.. i mean as if they had such blossoming careers themselves! who the hell even heard of the woman n the specs below the eyes guys before this? they kicked out tt rossalina girl.. or at least i think tts her name.. her voice is so power ah.. and who says she doesnt look like super chio.. what just because she doesnt show skin!? helooooo she wasnt ugly for petes sakes.. come on tt screechy boy made it thru ..? thats a joke.. and has anyone realised how half of the people who made it are like eurasians? but there were some really good pple too.. i loved tt girl with the afro hair.. supporting her all the way man! she rocks.. and she's so cute..

was also channel surfing to like suria.. where they were screening akhir kata and todays topic was on the youth feedback channel thing with dr maliki.. they brought up pretty valid points but i was just amused by the youngest guy there who had a little bit of trouble with his malay.. he kept saying the english word and backing it immediately with the malay substitute.. at least it was fluent.. of cos i am in no position to be cruel to them on a strictly malay speaking thing cos i would be speaking more english words than malay myself.. its pathetic.. me i mean.. tt reminds me the other day jon chen said sth in chinese and momo went.. 'whats tt?' jon chens reply was 'oh yea you're essentially monolingual' heh.. oh yea then sujadi siswo gave a very nice concluding statement .. very flowery and i think he made it up on the spot.. but i was thinking.. after him who would be like the next malay journalist? i mean i dont exactly know people who love malay to the core and are so fasih in it.. but i bet there are eh.. dont u find that some things are said better in the mother tongue? well i get it all the time from chinese .. especially teachers for some reason.. but i guess i do it too in malay.. sometimes i just answer naturally in malay.. even with chinese frens ard for some reason.. i think i must have had a withdrawal symptom once in hc cos i said sth in malay suddenly and realised there was no one there who could understand it..

haiz 4 days straight of going to skl myself.. applaud me.. hehe.. but seriously i think schools should all be made later.. like at 9am! i mean come on.. you watch tv and see how americans can have breakfast at home when the SUN IS SHINING so very brightly.. i think we deserve that.. and we should cut down the syllabus.. especially BIO! like slash it to 1/2 the amount.. ok maybe 3/4? i think chem syllabus is not too bad.. i mean quantity shouldnt be the main priority.. im sure i can live without knowing some of the topics in bio.. like... evolution.. :) and transport in plants.. and mining.. and all the freaky organisms.. i do wonder if doctors know all these organisms anyway... lots of times i think that im not good at everything.. and i should just be some happy married person at home.. ho hums..

its a horny world out there

-shivers- heh.. u cant imagine how much trust in guys have been slashed.. but still... some things refuse to change

anyway the j brudders ie. josh, julian, jiahan gave me a squidgie balL! :D its so amusing.. i intend to use it one of these days when i happen to study in skl until late with the softballers and the only thing we can bat will be this glowy squuidgie ball haha.. thanks guys.. i appreciate it very much..

bla.. i have to go to skl myself this week.. dad is still so sick.. and im sooooo tired.. im not cut out to go to skl n back for a week.. ill fall sick again.. hehe.. spoilt brat it is but yaa come on i take super long to reach skl such that the whole trip is like an adventure in itself.. plus my back is aching.. and theres a million things to do.. well actually its left with the chem design and the memorising thermody equations.. ay..

you know how some songs sound good but you have no clue what it means.. yea could someone enlighten me here... its talk show on mute by incubus..

Take a bow
Pack gun powder
Wash 'em out with buzzing lights
Pay an audience to care
"Impress me" personality

Still and transfixed
The electric sheep are dreaming of your face
Enjoy you from the chemical
Comfort all America

Come one, come all
Into 1984
Yeah, three, two, one
Lights, camera, transaction

Quick, your time is almost up
Make all forget that they're the moth
Edging in towards the flame
Burning into obscurity

Still and transfixed
The electric sheep are dreaming of your face
And judg you from the guard castle
Comfort all America

The Foundation is canyoning
Fault-lines should be worn with pride
I hate to say
There's so much more
There's so much more
Enduring with the sound turned off

anyway, all this while ive wanted an older brother.. but... bla..

hmms.. as i expected a lacklustre response from the class regarding the video but then again it was amateur.. im a bit pissed though that after all that people are telling me to change it.. im SORRY but having a primitive programme like mine or the skl's makes the whole task arduous and time consuming.. i would love to have rgs' IMAC imovies back but of course we are just too superior in our technology.. and it sure doesnt help to have really helpful classmates.. i know im being too judgmental and obviously not everyone or rather no one knows how to use a video cam.. not that i know of anyway.. and the only person who did have a vague idea didnt even tell me that he knew.. or offered to do it.. so yea if its too incriminating for you.. dont submit it then.. its just painful to have had no help whatsoever and having spent a lousy 4 hours figuring out and installing the programme and another 6 hours doing a 3 minute amateur piece and then have next to zero positive comments or even thankyous and then you want me to edit it??.. you think im not taking prelims?? im not saying i hate anyone or directing this to anyone but i knew this was gonna happen cos thats simply the way things work and i didnt wanna get involved in it again until everyone starting questioning who the hell is doing the video.. i felt bad cos i did have some footage and it would be nice to have at least some fond memories however amateur they were.. THAT was my aim.. im sorry its not good enough for you

i do however would like to thank amir for at least offering to help as well record some stuff.. n sya for some creativity and some other pple who may have offered some song suggestions..

but now that its come to this.. im leaving it at that for now.. but who knows if my mood changes after prelims, when by some miracle i dont screw my prelims i might actually edit it.. sigh

im sick.. again.. how weak of me
oh well no skl for me tomorrow then.. :D i hope i recover by tomorrow.. then i can throw ard some balls on friday with dawn.. well just before napping i decided to read TODAY and a one page commercial on Fancy Feast caught my eye.. it said just get 6 barcodes from each tin and send it together with the form to enjoy a holiday in the UK, with free airfare! well of course if we're chosen.. but my dearest fussy cat only eats like what 3 cans of fancy feast a day and if i scavage around all the TODAYs i might get enough forms to boost my chances.. haha.. so yea all you cat lovers whose cats are fancy feast lovers, this is a free advertisement for them.. though it would be nice if you brought me along if you won.. haha.. as if.. there are like only a pair of tickets for the winners.. even if i did win who would i go with?

I know all about,
Yea about your reputation
And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm were you are
You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Lovin you, That isn't really something I should do
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Ya, baby you're the right kind of wrong

It might be a mistake
A mistake I'm makin'
But what your givin I am happy to be takin
Cause no one's ever made me
The way I feel when I'm in your arms

They say your somethin I should do without
They don't know what goes on
When the lights go out
There's no way to explain
All the pleasure is worth all the pain
Lovin you, That isn't really something I should do ya-hey
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Ya, baby you're the right kind of wrong

I should try to run but I just can't seem to
'Cause every time I run your the one I run to
Can't do without what you do to me,
I don't care if I'm in to deep yeah

spent a good deal of the day yest in the pool just hanging out..
laughed so much that we prob developed abs heh.. 1/3 of the girls were there.. sad but whatever.. had a generally good time :) and my freaking cd burner i realised has burnt me a dvd.. interesting eh..

things that i've always longed for has appeared right before me
yet its still not all that
'cos its not mine to keep and never will be

im superrrrrrrrrrrrrr pissed.. nothing is working out right today AT ALL.. ok mebbe just the food aspect of today.. but tts not gd either to be gaining weight.. -pouts-

the freaking class video refuses to be made.. n i refuse to spend my time on it any longer.. it shall be like the crap it is now.. i cant believe i spent the whole day ONLY doing maths tut.. what the shit man.. my statistics is as good as dead.. ahhhhh!!!!!!!! n then bring it on 2 is allllllllll rented out.. and looks like ill be rewanging tomorrow and tt means i might go late to syas house which means tt i might as well NOT go cos like its not gonna be stayover after all.. and i borrowed a stinking vcd which has to be returned tomororw.. justttttt wither and diee.. like the class rose is doing right now..

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im too freaking irritated to write the nice things tt happened yest.. n its not like i can be angry at anyone.. cos its called a victim of circumstances! shit you ...

looks like i cant go OBK after all.. how upsetting n i wanted to go buy new shades.. oh well.. maybe itll turn out for the best after all.. well i must make the trip to Mauritius work then! :) cut my hair today.. it took soo long.. i was contemplating if the guy cutting my hair was an amateur.. he put the blowdryer so close to my head it hurt! but he seemed to know what he was doing.. at least he gave his input on my hair.. and its not tt bad i guess.. pretty short but wth.. hair grows.. heh
there civics breakfast tom.. how interesting..

oh i just got back from melaka for a wedding.. my sis and i were one of the few dodo teens who were there.. met jau's and aliya's parents.. but didnt see them.. bah! but i guess it was quite fun.. the pengantin looked so cute together.. and i liked the silver outfit..when we came the place was sooo packed.. everyone was nudging each other.. but i still managed to see one adorable-to-me-only guy.. haha.. my sis didnt exactly agree.. he was like a mix of toot and cool.. which made him quite cool to me.. he had these typical studious glasses but wore a leather jacket and carried a motorbike helmet.. wonder what bike he rides.. but then again i should stop wondering cos he's possibly a relative.. oops. haha.. but yea the day before we stayed overnight at a hotel and went shopping! yayee.. i spent the most out of everyone.. ayzz.. makes up for all the drought shopping i encounter in singapore.. and i finally bought hana's present.. i hope she likes it.. its soooooo her.. and i got my kain for hari raya.. indian silk.. so looks very .. indian.. haha.. guess i only one piece this yr considering hari raya is right in the beginning of As.. ooooh.. on the drive back to Sg, we stopped by at Machap and guess who i saw walking out of the surau!? cikgu said!!!!!! of all pple.. i made a turn towards my sis.. and waited for him to walk past but he never did.. phew. haha.. oh and last night i watched my dad experience bekam.. it looks painful.. but of cos i was enjoying my crepe while watching someone hurt him.. Well, they claimed it would help get rid of 'dirty' blood and all the toxins cos his knee is experiencing major arthritis.. so they used this suction thingy on his leg.. they also poked 3 acupuncture needles above the knee and passed current through it so strong tt the needle was vibrating.. and then after the cup thing sucked the skin after a while, they used this blade and pricked a million holes in the place they previously sucked.. and they returned the cup and pumped out more air to expel the blood.. it was gruesome!!! it wsa thick red blood which solidified after a while.. needless to say my appetite was affected.. but it was really cool to watch.. we walked back to the hotel with like a million holes on his leg.. i was amazed no blood oozed out when he walked back.. heheh.. haiz but can you imagine.. i was reading bio and did an econs essay while in melaka? how tragic is this.. bleah. and i think disney channel is really nice! i watched some show with mischa barton and jared paledecki.. ohh.. speaking of which i missed gilmore girls because of the stupid causeway jam.. we were there for at least an hour or 2.. bleah.. haiz.. and now the weekend is gone...................