ahh!!
i dunno what to do!!
shouldi teach or should i not? easy money but i dunno!!! i dont want to step out of my comfort zone.. and not to mention slacking ard.. heeyers.. so sian.. :(
i wished someone gave me some data entry job i can do at home.. tt will be so nice n easy..
im ffin confused.. *growl*
somethings changed.. its not the same.. maybe i will move on after all.. but its still hard..
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
no ones gonna take my happiness away from me
just got back from jakarta.. lots of stories but im not in a mood to elaborate them all
lets start with the eyecandy haha
we took thai airlines and there was a cute steward there and back.. :) the back to sg one was cuter in a boyish sense.. his name was chincham or sth liddat n my sis n i were daring each other to tell him he was cute.. ahaha.. or at least leave a note on our seat addressed to him and maybe leave like our phone numbers.. hahahahha but we were too chicken to do it.. plus our parents were there.. of coz we have to be discreet.. ahha.. but we shook on it to do it the next time we flew tog w/o our parents.. which is.. hmm haha i cannot imagine when..
then we went to puncak.. its cooooldd.. but theres a mosque there which is so beautiful!! more beautiful than any mosque in singapore! to go in u have to cross this little 'river' to wash yr feet.. and the toilet is SO impeccably clean but since its like high up a mountain, after taking wuduk, we were freezing like crazy.. n then when we crossing the 'river' out of the mosque, i saw a cute guy! hahaha.. he looked really cool in my opinion.. i just kept looking n looking.. ahhh.. the first cute guy in my trip of coz i had to look for as long as i could.. hehehe so tts it yes
on a daily basis, i had the company of my really cute and smart 4 yr old nephew rifky syamsulhadi, future president of indonesia! :) tough to handle 24/7 but cute all the same.. he refused to see us leave cos he was really sad.. i was sad too.. :( well.. he'll get over it with his playstation.. ehhe
jakarta is so much more modernised now.. i felt like i was in malaysia.. except the roads were crazyyy.. its so easy to get carsick.. but the shopping was tonnes better in a sense there were really soooo many malls in one area.. and the prices are really good
hmms im a bit too sian to continue..
so..
to be (or not) continued....
just got back from jakarta.. lots of stories but im not in a mood to elaborate them all
lets start with the eyecandy haha
we took thai airlines and there was a cute steward there and back.. :) the back to sg one was cuter in a boyish sense.. his name was chincham or sth liddat n my sis n i were daring each other to tell him he was cute.. ahaha.. or at least leave a note on our seat addressed to him and maybe leave like our phone numbers.. hahahahha but we were too chicken to do it.. plus our parents were there.. of coz we have to be discreet.. ahha.. but we shook on it to do it the next time we flew tog w/o our parents.. which is.. hmm haha i cannot imagine when..
then we went to puncak.. its cooooldd.. but theres a mosque there which is so beautiful!! more beautiful than any mosque in singapore! to go in u have to cross this little 'river' to wash yr feet.. and the toilet is SO impeccably clean but since its like high up a mountain, after taking wuduk, we were freezing like crazy.. n then when we crossing the 'river' out of the mosque, i saw a cute guy! hahaha.. he looked really cool in my opinion.. i just kept looking n looking.. ahhh.. the first cute guy in my trip of coz i had to look for as long as i could.. hehehe so tts it yes
on a daily basis, i had the company of my really cute and smart 4 yr old nephew rifky syamsulhadi, future president of indonesia! :) tough to handle 24/7 but cute all the same.. he refused to see us leave cos he was really sad.. i was sad too.. :( well.. he'll get over it with his playstation.. ehhe
jakarta is so much more modernised now.. i felt like i was in malaysia.. except the roads were crazyyy.. its so easy to get carsick.. but the shopping was tonnes better in a sense there were really soooo many malls in one area.. and the prices are really good
hmms im a bit too sian to continue..
so..
to be (or not) continued....
Saturday, December 25, 2004
my first job today! at gdwd hotel..
the first few hours were pretty fun! buffet is so much easier..
i think i really appreciate this experience.. it feels real! n an eyeopener.. but the best thing tt i gained from this is how im gonna be so motivated to be so professional and capable and not get stuck at some dead end, toe pinching job.. :) but i do think tt professionals HAVE to have at least 1 day of experiencing doing every skill n task.. it makes them more down to earth.. n not so caught up in all tt paperwork and let the status get to their head..
still, F&B may not be my forte.. but i think i kinda enjoyed being part of a large family/staff and working as a team to fulfill sth! the pple were really nice n fun.. :) n mostly malay or indians.. most other times i would be exclaiming how stinking racist it is.. but hmmm.. i dunno.. i kinda respect those senior staff cos they are pro at what they do and im pretty sure they can get a promotion.. :) n one of the guys, izhar? issit.. he looks and smiles exactly like dzul.. the resemblance is so uncanny tt i cant help smiling like an idiot.. ahhah.. but he smiles so widely too.. :)
ok my feet shall have their deserved rest now..
im probably gonna further analyse my work experience summore later.. :)
the first few hours were pretty fun! buffet is so much easier..
i think i really appreciate this experience.. it feels real! n an eyeopener.. but the best thing tt i gained from this is how im gonna be so motivated to be so professional and capable and not get stuck at some dead end, toe pinching job.. :) but i do think tt professionals HAVE to have at least 1 day of experiencing doing every skill n task.. it makes them more down to earth.. n not so caught up in all tt paperwork and let the status get to their head..
still, F&B may not be my forte.. but i think i kinda enjoyed being part of a large family/staff and working as a team to fulfill sth! the pple were really nice n fun.. :) n mostly malay or indians.. most other times i would be exclaiming how stinking racist it is.. but hmmm.. i dunno.. i kinda respect those senior staff cos they are pro at what they do and im pretty sure they can get a promotion.. :) n one of the guys, izhar? issit.. he looks and smiles exactly like dzul.. the resemblance is so uncanny tt i cant help smiling like an idiot.. ahhah.. but he smiles so widely too.. :)
ok my feet shall have their deserved rest now..
im probably gonna further analyse my work experience summore later.. :)
Friday, December 24, 2004
Virtues: You appreciate humor like none other. Puns might even spark laughter in you (TEHY R FUNNI). You seek adventure and connection with your surroundings. You seek friends who will not only share laughs with you but actually form a deep bond of trust and empathy beneath the surface. You look for adventure and courage in people, and variation is necessary to keep you under control. You see yourself as multi-faceted, so you need people who can see you in your many lights. You're constantly trying to figure yourself out while analyzing the people around you. Silly, silly people.
Aspirations: You can't decide what you want to be yet, but you know you want it to be adventures and interesting, with constant changes. You don't know what love will do for you yet, but it's competing with adventure for a place in your heart. An internal conflict has begun: can you be a successful worker, lover, and parent all at once?
Quirks: Noise of any sort is irritating when you're in the mood. Smacking gum, loud chewing, humming- it's about as pleasing as bodily noises. You dislike emaciated people because of jealousy and just plain disgust. You're a procrastinator but a hard worker, too.
Factors: You need constant attention and support. You're high-maintnence, but a great, reliable friend. Nature needs you and you need nature; it's helped thus far, so keep in touch with the outside world.
Future: Who knows! You absolutely need constant change, so vacationing is surely in the cards. Will you settle down or not? Love will find you eventually, as it does to everyone. Will you choose the sweet home life or the rewarding busy-bee life?
how sian.. i realise i didnt book my theory trial test.. so i studied it and worried abt it for nothing.. bloody.. ahh.. sian sian sian..
Aspirations: You can't decide what you want to be yet, but you know you want it to be adventures and interesting, with constant changes. You don't know what love will do for you yet, but it's competing with adventure for a place in your heart. An internal conflict has begun: can you be a successful worker, lover, and parent all at once?
Quirks: Noise of any sort is irritating when you're in the mood. Smacking gum, loud chewing, humming- it's about as pleasing as bodily noises. You dislike emaciated people because of jealousy and just plain disgust. You're a procrastinator but a hard worker, too.
Factors: You need constant attention and support. You're high-maintnence, but a great, reliable friend. Nature needs you and you need nature; it's helped thus far, so keep in touch with the outside world.
Future: Who knows! You absolutely need constant change, so vacationing is surely in the cards. Will you settle down or not? Love will find you eventually, as it does to everyone. Will you choose the sweet home life or the rewarding busy-bee life?
how sian.. i realise i didnt book my theory trial test.. so i studied it and worried abt it for nothing.. bloody.. ahh.. sian sian sian..
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
a whole string of so called frens on msn.. but nobody to talk to..
it blows when theres no special someone to simply enjoy each others company
maybe its the holidays
the 'festive' period
the time when it would suck to be alone..
where this little girl turns greener than ever.. sigh
i am happy where i am..
but i would think id be happier knowing there was someone..
cant it be my xmas prezzie? haha even tho i dont even celebrate it!?
the corners of my eyes are hurting like mad.. i think its dry from all the sun..
anyway, had badminton this morning with amir, sya n jon.. pretty fun.. except i forgot to bring the shuttlecocks.. ehehhehe.. -paiseh-
haiz.. anyway, spent a lovely afternoon watching taufik videos heheh.. i finally watched the whole of me n mrs jones.. hehe.. yea it is kinda late but better late than never.. went thru all his songs n decided to rank my favs.. n the top 5 goes to...
(5) Moondance
(4) September
(3) Me & Mrs Jones
(2) Ain't no Sunshine
and the number one spot goes to..........
It's you that matters!
verse 1:
time, has its way
to show me the reason for living
the world and all its splendour
gives me a sense of believing
that our love,
will shine thru,
and will keep us,
keep us forever,
and our love,
will pull us thru,
the bad times and keep us together.
chorus:
i don’t wanna fight this feeling no more
wanna love you and love you, its you i adore
cause its you that matters
just the sight of you throws my heart ashore
and the joy you bring opens up my door
cause its you that matters
verse 2:
my love, need to bloom
like a flower a process unencumbered
that want, should i feel
when that trail i truly discovered
that our love,
will shine thru,
and will keep us,
keep us forever,
and our love,
will pull us thru,
the bad times and keep us together.
it blows when theres no special someone to simply enjoy each others company
maybe its the holidays
the 'festive' period
the time when it would suck to be alone..
where this little girl turns greener than ever.. sigh
i am happy where i am..
but i would think id be happier knowing there was someone..
cant it be my xmas prezzie? haha even tho i dont even celebrate it!?
the corners of my eyes are hurting like mad.. i think its dry from all the sun..
anyway, had badminton this morning with amir, sya n jon.. pretty fun.. except i forgot to bring the shuttlecocks.. ehehhehe.. -paiseh-
haiz.. anyway, spent a lovely afternoon watching taufik videos heheh.. i finally watched the whole of me n mrs jones.. hehe.. yea it is kinda late but better late than never.. went thru all his songs n decided to rank my favs.. n the top 5 goes to...
(5) Moondance
(4) September
(3) Me & Mrs Jones
(2) Ain't no Sunshine
and the number one spot goes to..........
It's you that matters!
verse 1:
time, has its way
to show me the reason for living
the world and all its splendour
gives me a sense of believing
that our love,
will shine thru,
and will keep us,
keep us forever,
and our love,
will pull us thru,
the bad times and keep us together.
chorus:
i don’t wanna fight this feeling no more
wanna love you and love you, its you i adore
cause its you that matters
just the sight of you throws my heart ashore
and the joy you bring opens up my door
cause its you that matters
verse 2:
my love, need to bloom
like a flower a process unencumbered
that want, should i feel
when that trail i truly discovered
that our love,
will shine thru,
and will keep us,
keep us forever,
and our love,
will pull us thru,
the bad times and keep us together.
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
after a day of kayaking n sentosa.. i am now a very happily red/burnt girl with terrible tanlines which i dont think anyone will see haha.. im pretty happy with the tan actually.. :) yay..! then we headed off to fish n co where i had too much food and paid so much money, i wanted to cry! ahha but im happy... it was a good day.. evne with all the stoning.. gossiping.. stripping.. soccer.. and the HEAT.. it was a really hot day for a monsoon season..
aiyaiyai.. im out every single day!! i kinda wanna slack at home.. but i guess theres time for tt next yr.. hehe.. meeting meida n siti tom.. :) i love how we meet up several times a yr.. just out of the blue someone msgs each other to go out tog.. i love them! :) but we always end up reminiscing abt the old days.. haha i didnt say tt was bad.. !
aiyaiyai.. im out every single day!! i kinda wanna slack at home.. but i guess theres time for tt next yr.. hehe.. meeting meida n siti tom.. :) i love how we meet up several times a yr.. just out of the blue someone msgs each other to go out tog.. i love them! :) but we always end up reminiscing abt the old days.. haha i didnt say tt was bad.. !
Saturday, December 18, 2004
oh mann im INSANELY tired..
n im still drifting as if im still on the kayak
ill never forget today.. rushing out of big splash.. the fastest shower of my life!!! i thought the bus left us n we'd never get it.. but hon was like 'hazwani no!!! run after it!!!!' so we were flailing our arms like 2 mad girls with me with a towel on one hand!.. n the bus actually stopped for us!! the bus wanted to revers but hon was sooo insistent on going forward to it.. hahaha.. i thanked the bus uncle like crazy.. n we were panting like shit in the bus!!! haha.. and it stopped outside conrad so i could meet dee really easy!! kaoz.. but it was so fun.. talking in starbucks.. n eating my really ex log cake.. haha.. n just completely dying on the couch..
kaozzz.. i havent even mentioned how tiring the freaking thing was!!! only 6km!! well according to him its a little.. but i was completely dying by the end!!! i nearly gave up.. stupid kayak!! i got soooo frustrated at the end.. but hon was definitely more frustrated.. i very nearly got an asthma attack i think.. i kept stopping at the very end cos it was too much.. i just couldnt will myself to paddle.. just stoned at the stern n paddled n hoped i would finally reach the end! man i didnt know u could get such a workout from just tt.. it didnt feel like a good workout tho.. my arms died.. imagine if i hadnt jioned softball.. would have died a terrible death! n i was sweating like shit!! like hello im in the middle of the sea n im wet cos of sweat!! n my face was so dry!
but im in such a high right now.. must be after exchanging many stupid stories with dee n eugene.. i even said yes to street soccer tom at KEMBANGAN god at 830am.. HELLLOOOO person living in the north here!!! and one more day of kayaking after tt.. i hope ill survive.. i wished i was fitter!! pls let tomorrow be slack!! cannot tahan!! *prays hard*
thank god sentosa is on tuesday.. i think ill be sleeping so soundly tonight n tomorrow!
n im still drifting as if im still on the kayak
ill never forget today.. rushing out of big splash.. the fastest shower of my life!!! i thought the bus left us n we'd never get it.. but hon was like 'hazwani no!!! run after it!!!!' so we were flailing our arms like 2 mad girls with me with a towel on one hand!.. n the bus actually stopped for us!! the bus wanted to revers but hon was sooo insistent on going forward to it.. hahaha.. i thanked the bus uncle like crazy.. n we were panting like shit in the bus!!! haha.. and it stopped outside conrad so i could meet dee really easy!! kaoz.. but it was so fun.. talking in starbucks.. n eating my really ex log cake.. haha.. n just completely dying on the couch..
kaozzz.. i havent even mentioned how tiring the freaking thing was!!! only 6km!! well according to him its a little.. but i was completely dying by the end!!! i nearly gave up.. stupid kayak!! i got soooo frustrated at the end.. but hon was definitely more frustrated.. i very nearly got an asthma attack i think.. i kept stopping at the very end cos it was too much.. i just couldnt will myself to paddle.. just stoned at the stern n paddled n hoped i would finally reach the end! man i didnt know u could get such a workout from just tt.. it didnt feel like a good workout tho.. my arms died.. imagine if i hadnt jioned softball.. would have died a terrible death! n i was sweating like shit!! like hello im in the middle of the sea n im wet cos of sweat!! n my face was so dry!
but im in such a high right now.. must be after exchanging many stupid stories with dee n eugene.. i even said yes to street soccer tom at KEMBANGAN god at 830am.. HELLLOOOO person living in the north here!!! and one more day of kayaking after tt.. i hope ill survive.. i wished i was fitter!! pls let tomorrow be slack!! cannot tahan!! *prays hard*
thank god sentosa is on tuesday.. i think ill be sleeping so soundly tonight n tomorrow!
Friday, December 17, 2004
BAH! blah..
stupid applications.. i might as well forget it and just wait for my 'stellar' A level results.. bleagh.. man i just hope it isnt too bad..
i was soo happy chilling out at home and dunno why im so pissed suddenly.. hmm DMS? haha.. trackers joke? tho it doesnt take a neurosurgeon to guess what it means.. spastic.. i borrowed a book on yoga for those girly times of the mth but i think i ended up straining my back even more.. :X plus i realise i already do half of the stuff they recommend in the first place! hah! i dont need a book.. i dont need lessons! i can save money! yea! n for all those times my mom thought i was nuts watching tv upside down.. maybe it did me good after all.. i did stop doing it after i knocked my head on the floor though haha..
oohoo.. went for my first theory lessons just now.. i kept yawning n rolling my eyes though.. ok it wasnt tt bad.. entertaining for some parts.. but teetering towards lame.. but i think quite useful.. let me pass let me pass! :) n when i thought i was gonna be meeting aliya.. who did not register in the first place.. i was soo wrong.. i met not 1 not 2 not even 4.. but FIVE.. yessiree 5 other rgs girls in tt class! like.. whoa.. though i didnt really know any of them.. but made frens with cheryl.. syas obs fren who i always seem to associate with kayaking.. n there was tt other girl who sunny always hangs out with? tt councillor.. cant rem her name.. oh wells.. i was like.. wth.. but if any of u wanna go do the TTT - theory trial test in the next few weeks, tell me yea!
then came home and rented stepford wives.. its better than the book.. cos the ending wasnt so.. WHAT!?!? WHY LIKE THAT!?? yups.. MY rxn to the book ending anyway.. haha.. n they are so good at being perfect, i really couldnt tell which one was faith hill! haha..
ah.. maybe i should sleep soon since nutty early bird janice insists we meet at 10am at somerset :S sleeepp.. i need sleeeeppp... !!!
stupid applications.. i might as well forget it and just wait for my 'stellar' A level results.. bleagh.. man i just hope it isnt too bad..
i was soo happy chilling out at home and dunno why im so pissed suddenly.. hmm DMS? haha.. trackers joke? tho it doesnt take a neurosurgeon to guess what it means.. spastic.. i borrowed a book on yoga for those girly times of the mth but i think i ended up straining my back even more.. :X plus i realise i already do half of the stuff they recommend in the first place! hah! i dont need a book.. i dont need lessons! i can save money! yea! n for all those times my mom thought i was nuts watching tv upside down.. maybe it did me good after all.. i did stop doing it after i knocked my head on the floor though haha..
oohoo.. went for my first theory lessons just now.. i kept yawning n rolling my eyes though.. ok it wasnt tt bad.. entertaining for some parts.. but teetering towards lame.. but i think quite useful.. let me pass let me pass! :) n when i thought i was gonna be meeting aliya.. who did not register in the first place.. i was soo wrong.. i met not 1 not 2 not even 4.. but FIVE.. yessiree 5 other rgs girls in tt class! like.. whoa.. though i didnt really know any of them.. but made frens with cheryl.. syas obs fren who i always seem to associate with kayaking.. n there was tt other girl who sunny always hangs out with? tt councillor.. cant rem her name.. oh wells.. i was like.. wth.. but if any of u wanna go do the TTT - theory trial test in the next few weeks, tell me yea!
then came home and rented stepford wives.. its better than the book.. cos the ending wasnt so.. WHAT!?!? WHY LIKE THAT!?? yups.. MY rxn to the book ending anyway.. haha.. n they are so good at being perfect, i really couldnt tell which one was faith hill! haha..
ah.. maybe i should sleep soon since nutty early bird janice insists we meet at 10am at somerset :S sleeepp.. i need sleeeeppp... !!!
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
yay! with mr prom king..!! ooh... hahahah thnx sya!
just signed up for driving today.. feeling quite on abt it suddenly! understand how yanling feels.. i was kinda nervous abt the eyesight test cos i cant see very well with contacts.. n yanling failed it so i was very wary.. heh.. but yea i passed! haha.. anyone wanna go for class with me? its so boring alone!
then went to bugis for fish n chips which is awfully good!!! :) n ordered lamb chops as well which was wayyyyy too much!! it was sooo rich tt i felt like a blood thirsty carnivore! mom wanted to buy sth from TKC which took a while for me to understand what it was.. (ie tanjong katong complex).. ahha n realise it was all the way at PAYA LEBAR.. i hate traveling to the east after 12.. haha.. its simply too far away.. but at least i bought myself a really nice jubah! i fell in love with it while finding sth for someone.. so i had to get it.. i have no idea what the base colour is called but there are pretty blue flowers on it.. :) n had satay for dinner after napping for an hour cos i was completely exhausted from all the walking! ahah.. im such a loser..
Monday, December 13, 2004
im seriously developing a paunch.. endless eating with hardly any exercise..
went to kennys house today.. quite fun.. havent done it in a long time.. had a good mahjong day :) won 3 times and stupidly missed a tile so i could have won another time out of like what 6, 7 games? hehe.. then played monopoly.. wah quite entertaining.. zz kept going bankrupt.. then attempted to play tennis barefoot.. which is not a good idea.. i can feel blisters forming.. haiz.. plasters.. :( then played carrom.. i am terrible at it.. i cant hit straight..
went to kennys house today.. quite fun.. havent done it in a long time.. had a good mahjong day :) won 3 times and stupidly missed a tile so i could have won another time out of like what 6, 7 games? hehe.. then played monopoly.. wah quite entertaining.. zz kept going bankrupt.. then attempted to play tennis barefoot.. which is not a good idea.. i can feel blisters forming.. haiz.. plasters.. :( then played carrom.. i am terrible at it.. i cant hit straight..
Sunday, December 12, 2004
aiyo.. my arms are sore..
had a 2 star kayaking course yest but it was just brushing up on basics first.. the real stuff will happen next weekend! hopefully its do-able and FUN! and i hope tt terror will stop bugging me!! bah.. i ONLY want to go for expeditions.. but after a long time of not exercising, it was kinda tough to kayak.. terribly funny to see hon kayak heheheh.. she cant go in a straight line!!! haha.. and after a few times of capsizing and rescue drills, it wasnt tt bad after all.. though id rather do them in the swimming pool and will never ever voluntarily capsize in the sea.. im gonna be the most stable kayakist ever! hahah..
ooh i forgot to add tt i made many pple unagi fans during the bbq.. *cheers* i love eel!
cant wait for sentosa! i want the beach! the sun, sand and good company! :)
alot of pple have jobs already.. bah.. im jealous but i shall be patient.. ill find it next yr after i get back from jakarta.. but who cares.. according to Nydia, she only watched soap opera and taught tuition throughout the whole 3 mths.. i bet i could be contented with tt.. id rather be sian at home than sian at work.. crap i also need to sign up for driving..
anyway.. if any of you have any lobangs pls feel free to inform me.. i will love you to death! :) if not, lets go job hunting tog! but for this week.. its mahjong! mahjong n more mahjong! hahah right...
had a 2 star kayaking course yest but it was just brushing up on basics first.. the real stuff will happen next weekend! hopefully its do-able and FUN! and i hope tt terror will stop bugging me!! bah.. i ONLY want to go for expeditions.. but after a long time of not exercising, it was kinda tough to kayak.. terribly funny to see hon kayak heheheh.. she cant go in a straight line!!! haha.. and after a few times of capsizing and rescue drills, it wasnt tt bad after all.. though id rather do them in the swimming pool and will never ever voluntarily capsize in the sea.. im gonna be the most stable kayakist ever! hahah..
ooh i forgot to add tt i made many pple unagi fans during the bbq.. *cheers* i love eel!
cant wait for sentosa! i want the beach! the sun, sand and good company! :)
alot of pple have jobs already.. bah.. im jealous but i shall be patient.. ill find it next yr after i get back from jakarta.. but who cares.. according to Nydia, she only watched soap opera and taught tuition throughout the whole 3 mths.. i bet i could be contented with tt.. id rather be sian at home than sian at work.. crap i also need to sign up for driving..
anyway.. if any of you have any lobangs pls feel free to inform me.. i will love you to death! :) if not, lets go job hunting tog! but for this week.. its mahjong! mahjong n more mahjong! hahah right...
Friday, December 10, 2004
-prom photos-
yea.. finally got them scanned
had bbq at yanlings place yest.. it was good! i really love pple who cater to muslims.. u guys are the best.. :) it means alot! thanks babe!
yea.. finally got them scanned
had bbq at yanlings place yest.. it was good! i really love pple who cater to muslims.. u guys are the best.. :) it means alot! thanks babe!
Wednesday, December 08, 2004
i am baccccckk!
the comp is repaired before i suffered any withdrawal symptoms.. yea! haha.. prom was a blast!
i just got my photos today.. i could just stare at them forever.. haha.. esp the one with lumut.. i like the one with sheila.. i look like i have the thinnest calves on earth.. im glad to be thin but maybe its too thin.. i need to start exercising agaiN! i mean someone ever did compliment me on those.. and i was beaming like an idiot cos it was from someone special! :) hehe if JUST he was there...
ooh i loved very many things
i LOVED kailyns dress n hair to death! honlyns tan!(nono not tan honlyn.. tanned honlyn! hahahah) syas DIY makeup! munyuks bravery! gills dress and hair jokes! ains bollywood princess-ness! my very pretty guy classmates! photo with lumut! and nikhil! (who looks so mannequin-ish) the pretty hotel bathroom which i didnt want to stop showering in.. ooh n prom king n queen! haha.. yay!
the comp is repaired before i suffered any withdrawal symptoms.. yea! haha.. prom was a blast!
i just got my photos today.. i could just stare at them forever.. haha.. esp the one with lumut.. i like the one with sheila.. i look like i have the thinnest calves on earth.. im glad to be thin but maybe its too thin.. i need to start exercising agaiN! i mean someone ever did compliment me on those.. and i was beaming like an idiot cos it was from someone special! :) hehe if JUST he was there...
ooh i loved very many things
i LOVED kailyns dress n hair to death! honlyns tan!(nono not tan honlyn.. tanned honlyn! hahahah) syas DIY makeup! munyuks bravery! gills dress and hair jokes! ains bollywood princess-ness! my very pretty guy classmates! photo with lumut! and nikhil! (who looks so mannequin-ish) the pretty hotel bathroom which i didnt want to stop showering in.. ooh n prom king n queen! haha.. yay!
Friday, December 03, 2004
highlighted my hair.. so abt 1/10th of my head is THIS RED..
heh.. im really paranoid abt it being too bright.. but im finding a new parting so tt i dont feel too ahbengy abt it..
then joined parents for a 25th wedding anniversary lunch.. buffet.. yum.. i had so much sashimi i think i nearly puked.. i dont feel so psyched up for prom anymore.. it feels like its gonna be a bore
n im breaking out.. bleah.. i feel like getting a book on yoga from the library and trying it out myself.. -meditates-
heh.. im really paranoid abt it being too bright.. but im finding a new parting so tt i dont feel too ahbengy abt it..
then joined parents for a 25th wedding anniversary lunch.. buffet.. yum.. i had so much sashimi i think i nearly puked.. i dont feel so psyched up for prom anymore.. it feels like its gonna be a bore
n im breaking out.. bleah.. i feel like getting a book on yoga from the library and trying it out myself.. -meditates-
Wednesday, December 01, 2004
come on pple.. lets give it up for THE MAN....
TAUFIK!
applauds.. wolf whistle.. confetti.. wooohoo.. !!!!!!!
haha.. tt was fun.. rather than letting starhub take all my money im gonna buy taufiks album instead! :)
but id rather talk abt sth closer to my heart this time..
i just visited my pri skl teacher cikgu sadiah.. she rocks.. she welcomed us with open arms, hugging me! ooh i love hugs.. she's so proud of our batch.. im proud too.. im proud tt we turned out alright.. we were good.. but when she said she was esp proud of me.. i dunno.. ever since i left yps, i lost alot of drive.. i lost my desires to be the best.. i dunno.. maybe it was just my atmosphere.. my frens or the fact tt i was getting shitty results all the time.. i lost faith in myself.. i feel like i failed her.. but all i want now is to redeem myself.. i need to believe in myself cos she believes in me.. im not gonna fail her.. i want her so badly to be even prouder than ever.. when i truly achieve sth successful.. im gonna make it .. i want to prove tt this girl has got guts.. this girl is gonna go far.. and this malay girl is gonna show that malays rock.. that malays are so versatile.. that our contributions are so significant.. u just cant do w/o us.. thats what ive lived for since young.. im not racist. i just want to show the better side of malays instead of all the stupid crap the teenagers are doing these days.. i hate the pain tt she is going through.. i hate to see what morons those mats n minahs become.. and i dont want to fail.. i cant.. i have to keep the desire burning all my life.. it might seem like bullshit to u.. but tts what i want to do with my life..
on a funnier side.. why did azlinda have to go bring up farhan huh huh huh! haha..to put it quaintly in her typical phrase.. menyebok aje!!! well the whole world knew i had a thing for him anyway.. even cikgu knows.. :s
TAUFIK!
applauds.. wolf whistle.. confetti.. wooohoo.. !!!!!!!
haha.. tt was fun.. rather than letting starhub take all my money im gonna buy taufiks album instead! :)
but id rather talk abt sth closer to my heart this time..
i just visited my pri skl teacher cikgu sadiah.. she rocks.. she welcomed us with open arms, hugging me! ooh i love hugs.. she's so proud of our batch.. im proud too.. im proud tt we turned out alright.. we were good.. but when she said she was esp proud of me.. i dunno.. ever since i left yps, i lost alot of drive.. i lost my desires to be the best.. i dunno.. maybe it was just my atmosphere.. my frens or the fact tt i was getting shitty results all the time.. i lost faith in myself.. i feel like i failed her.. but all i want now is to redeem myself.. i need to believe in myself cos she believes in me.. im not gonna fail her.. i want her so badly to be even prouder than ever.. when i truly achieve sth successful.. im gonna make it .. i want to prove tt this girl has got guts.. this girl is gonna go far.. and this malay girl is gonna show that malays rock.. that malays are so versatile.. that our contributions are so significant.. u just cant do w/o us.. thats what ive lived for since young.. im not racist. i just want to show the better side of malays instead of all the stupid crap the teenagers are doing these days.. i hate the pain tt she is going through.. i hate to see what morons those mats n minahs become.. and i dont want to fail.. i cant.. i have to keep the desire burning all my life.. it might seem like bullshit to u.. but tts what i want to do with my life..
on a funnier side.. why did azlinda have to go bring up farhan huh huh huh! haha..to put it quaintly in her typical phrase.. menyebok aje!!! well the whole world knew i had a thing for him anyway.. even cikgu knows.. :s
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
ark.. why is my throat sore..
anyway, went out for some shopping. bought meself a nice grey jumper from topshop.. i love it.. and its really warm.. and i had my sushi!!! wasnt buffet though.. n i ate 2 plates of 4 bucks stuff w/o know it.. wth.. spent a bomb on food.. oh well.. i can afford to splurge once in a while.. but i guess im saving money since im not spending on new shoes.. cant find any nice strappy ones.. oh well..
im gonna get tt SP job.. im gonna earn 300 bucks a week.. then slack the following week.. hehe.. not bad what.. ay.. got so much things to do.. shoould i bother going out to shop again this week?
oh yea i met tonnes of pple lately.. pple i havent met in like a gazillion years.. after bio p1, i met like 2 pri skl classmates, a pri skl track junior, my aunty from vj hehe on top of the hc pple.. and today i met sheila no not pakir.. hmm oh yea jiahan.. amalina! n munyuk shopping for certain prom stuffs.. ehehe.. its fun bumping into pple.. after all singapore is how small!
anyway, went out for some shopping. bought meself a nice grey jumper from topshop.. i love it.. and its really warm.. and i had my sushi!!! wasnt buffet though.. n i ate 2 plates of 4 bucks stuff w/o know it.. wth.. spent a bomb on food.. oh well.. i can afford to splurge once in a while.. but i guess im saving money since im not spending on new shoes.. cant find any nice strappy ones.. oh well..
im gonna get tt SP job.. im gonna earn 300 bucks a week.. then slack the following week.. hehe.. not bad what.. ay.. got so much things to do.. shoould i bother going out to shop again this week?
oh yea i met tonnes of pple lately.. pple i havent met in like a gazillion years.. after bio p1, i met like 2 pri skl classmates, a pri skl track junior, my aunty from vj hehe on top of the hc pple.. and today i met sheila no not pakir.. hmm oh yea jiahan.. amalina! n munyuk shopping for certain prom stuffs.. ehehe.. its fun bumping into pple.. after all singapore is how small!
Sunday, November 28, 2004
oh man my comp sucks
bleah
i cant even scan stuff anymore.. but if my dad sends the comp to repair.. ILL be in despair.. haha.. maybe he can send it during the prom night period.. i cant believe its next weekend.. i hope itll be good fun! yea my itenary is all lined up for next week
monday: softball outing
wednesday: yps outing to cikgus house
thursday: highlighting my hair
woohoo.. i found a colour i liked at jemputan just now.. hehe..
ahh i want to kill my aunts.. ok they are distant aunts.. my dads cousins more of.. theres this one family.. the mom thinks im older than my sis.. but the father thinks im taking PSLE and the oldest son thinks i sooooo cannot possibly be taking A levels.. it should be O levels instead.. blah.. think he so old issit.. and i went to my fav cousins place at like 11pm.. their daughter was sleeping but when we made alot of noise she got up and stoned/played with us.. she is soooooooooo adorable.. she took an anne geddes-like photo in australia and it looks completely real! i told my cousin i wanted a copy cos its just too cute! haha.. and she is so cheeky! shes only 2 years old but just for fun she calls her dad by his name.. then when we are like 'where is harry??' (the dads name) she started laughing!! then we asked 'who is harry?' and she said ayaH! isnt tt cute? hahaha.. and from time to time she'll start running and hugging pple.. hehe.. ooh and today at jemputan i found a relatively cute 2nd cousin.. my aunts were all ogling at him.. but he aint my type.. ehhe got some indian blood.. so im sure ain would love him.. he has those typical broody indian eyes and spiked up adzfar-like hair tall but fair skinned.. hmm damn i desperately need a camera phone for these situations..
bleah
i cant even scan stuff anymore.. but if my dad sends the comp to repair.. ILL be in despair.. haha.. maybe he can send it during the prom night period.. i cant believe its next weekend.. i hope itll be good fun! yea my itenary is all lined up for next week
monday: softball outing
wednesday: yps outing to cikgus house
thursday: highlighting my hair
woohoo.. i found a colour i liked at jemputan just now.. hehe..
ahh i want to kill my aunts.. ok they are distant aunts.. my dads cousins more of.. theres this one family.. the mom thinks im older than my sis.. but the father thinks im taking PSLE and the oldest son thinks i sooooo cannot possibly be taking A levels.. it should be O levels instead.. blah.. think he so old issit.. and i went to my fav cousins place at like 11pm.. their daughter was sleeping but when we made alot of noise she got up and stoned/played with us.. she is soooooooooo adorable.. she took an anne geddes-like photo in australia and it looks completely real! i told my cousin i wanted a copy cos its just too cute! haha.. and she is so cheeky! shes only 2 years old but just for fun she calls her dad by his name.. then when we are like 'where is harry??' (the dads name) she started laughing!! then we asked 'who is harry?' and she said ayaH! isnt tt cute? hahaha.. and from time to time she'll start running and hugging pple.. hehe.. ooh and today at jemputan i found a relatively cute 2nd cousin.. my aunts were all ogling at him.. but he aint my type.. ehhe got some indian blood.. so im sure ain would love him.. he has those typical broody indian eyes and spiked up adzfar-like hair tall but fair skinned.. hmm damn i desperately need a camera phone for these situations..
Thursday, November 25, 2004
its ooooooooooooooooooooooovvvvvvvveeeeerrrrrrrr
my post A post! hahahahhaha ok delirious
we watched the incredibles! it was cooooool.. :) i love edna!!!! dahhhlingss! she was the pretty funniest thing in the show!! haha.. and jackjack.. oh god.. morphing into a devil!?!?! thats.. EVIL... !!! haha he has special needs!
and who did we bump into!?!? QIANRU & MAYI!!!!! and the WHOLE ok almost whole hc gang.. seelah sharon.. never go with the class.. cannot see me.. :p ahhah.. xingni n poms n zzs hair were loooong.. but everyone looked basically the same.. :) hope we meet again sooN! n i bet u all went KBOX after tt.. rightrightright!?
then came the 'deciding what we should do' part.. in the end some of us ended up window shopping and i took a photo of yanling gill n muns taking photo of each other using their 'camera's.. i shall upload it asap! mann yea! my film has finallly finished!!! haha..
then finally 6 of us went to swensens to eat.. it was soooooooo spastic!!!! but really fun.. :) ended up drinking sooooooo many cups of water i had to go to the toilet twice!!!
why is msn so empty now??? arent pple supposed to be FREEEEEEEEE!?!? hehhe
and i watched the sg idol thingy just now.. taufik is such an anak mak!!! ohhhh.. isnt he like the best son u cud get!?!? n i was getting terribly pissed off by all the bad grammar made by syl n his parents.. anyway i was thinking.. softballers! lets have another mahjong gathering at hmm puisans place using hmmm crystals mahjong set? on wednesday cum a sg idol party at night! n we can even shop for puisans prom dress in the morning! yes yes? :D ehheheh call me!!
after As list
1) learn driving
2) probably get that SP job
3) 2 star kayaking course
4) try pilates or at least get back in shape
5) SENTOSA trip with 412 or 3D
6) wildwildwet outing
7) mauritus?
8) poke my nose ard softball & yps track trainings
9) new yrs eve party at emily's or yanlings house?
10) make a pt to meet up with hc pple! but strictly no kbox.. maybe pool?
11) shop till i drop! :)
my post A post! hahahahhaha ok delirious
we watched the incredibles! it was cooooool.. :) i love edna!!!! dahhhlingss! she was the pretty funniest thing in the show!! haha.. and jackjack.. oh god.. morphing into a devil!?!?! thats.. EVIL... !!! haha he has special needs!
and who did we bump into!?!? QIANRU & MAYI!!!!! and the WHOLE ok almost whole hc gang.. seelah sharon.. never go with the class.. cannot see me.. :p ahhah.. xingni n poms n zzs hair were loooong.. but everyone looked basically the same.. :) hope we meet again sooN! n i bet u all went KBOX after tt.. rightrightright!?
then came the 'deciding what we should do' part.. in the end some of us ended up window shopping and i took a photo of yanling gill n muns taking photo of each other using their 'camera's.. i shall upload it asap! mann yea! my film has finallly finished!!! haha..
then finally 6 of us went to swensens to eat.. it was soooooooo spastic!!!! but really fun.. :) ended up drinking sooooooo many cups of water i had to go to the toilet twice!!!
why is msn so empty now??? arent pple supposed to be FREEEEEEEEE!?!? hehhe
and i watched the sg idol thingy just now.. taufik is such an anak mak!!! ohhhh.. isnt he like the best son u cud get!?!? n i was getting terribly pissed off by all the bad grammar made by syl n his parents.. anyway i was thinking.. softballers! lets have another mahjong gathering at hmm puisans place using hmmm crystals mahjong set? on wednesday cum a sg idol party at night! n we can even shop for puisans prom dress in the morning! yes yes? :D ehheheh call me!!
after As list
1) learn driving
2) probably get that SP job
3) 2 star kayaking course
4) try pilates or at least get back in shape
5) SENTOSA trip with 412 or 3D
6) wildwildwet outing
7) mauritus?
8) poke my nose ard softball & yps track trainings
9) new yrs eve party at emily's or yanlings house?
10) make a pt to meet up with hc pple! but strictly no kbox.. maybe pool?
11) shop till i drop! :)
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
one more paper to goooo!!
maths S went hmm okay i guess.. the ones i could i do i could actually finish doing.. esp the fish qn!! i was so happy i could prove tt bloody summation to infinity equation! i hate summations! quite cool! this is a risk in opening up my hidden nerdy nature but i actually had fun reading the answers to the prelims paper.. i was like whoa.. thats interesting.. i would never be able to come up with it but thats cool.. maybe tts what studying is supposed to be?? except id never pass at that rate... hehe i only managed to do enough qns to get a merit anyway.. but a merit is good by my standards! :) too bad all the qns tt i didnt know how to do, well i didnt even know where to start.. so thats byebye to like half the marks..
ooh i had the loveliest nap! 3 hours after i reached home and watched FRIENDS.. funnily about the one with the nap partners.. hehe.. i just couldnt wake up! feeling really good and revitalised.. good enough to do my whole bio tys of mcqs.. hahahahhaha right..
will love come back to me
come back again to me
when i still believe that you're the one i need
though im trying hard to make it through
living is so empty w/o you
and i wonder must we go on this way
will love come back to me
if it isnt you i dont know what to do
and the more i try to start again
the more i miss you
baby tell me somehow we'll find a way
maths S went hmm okay i guess.. the ones i could i do i could actually finish doing.. esp the fish qn!! i was so happy i could prove tt bloody summation to infinity equation! i hate summations! quite cool! this is a risk in opening up my hidden nerdy nature but i actually had fun reading the answers to the prelims paper.. i was like whoa.. thats interesting.. i would never be able to come up with it but thats cool.. maybe tts what studying is supposed to be?? except id never pass at that rate... hehe i only managed to do enough qns to get a merit anyway.. but a merit is good by my standards! :) too bad all the qns tt i didnt know how to do, well i didnt even know where to start.. so thats byebye to like half the marks..
ooh i had the loveliest nap! 3 hours after i reached home and watched FRIENDS.. funnily about the one with the nap partners.. hehe.. i just couldnt wake up! feeling really good and revitalised.. good enough to do my whole bio tys of mcqs.. hahahahhaha right..
will love come back to me
come back again to me
when i still believe that you're the one i need
though im trying hard to make it through
living is so empty w/o you
and i wonder must we go on this way
will love come back to me
if it isnt you i dont know what to do
and the more i try to start again
the more i miss you
baby tell me somehow we'll find a way
Monday, November 22, 2004
damn..
my As are so screwed...
i have like zero confidence for all my papers!
maths is the only thing that was relatively ok for me but now tt i know how to do that question 1, its so freaking easy.. im pissed
and im sooo hungry..
i think i ate a stale biscuit.. maybe all the stupid microorganisms that has produced toxins on it is gonna give me a tummy upset and i cant sit for maths S tom.. hehehe..
BAH..
and my stupid comp is pissing me off..
stupid econs.. its might as well be an F already!!!
my As are so screwed...
i have like zero confidence for all my papers!
maths is the only thing that was relatively ok for me but now tt i know how to do that question 1, its so freaking easy.. im pissed
and im sooo hungry..
i think i ate a stale biscuit.. maybe all the stupid microorganisms that has produced toxins on it is gonna give me a tummy upset and i cant sit for maths S tom.. hehehe..
BAH..
and my stupid comp is pissing me off..
stupid econs.. its might as well be an F already!!!
Saturday, November 20, 2004
love me if you dare
what an odd movie.. questionmarks everywhere.. but very cool.. and i pretty much loved it.. unlike american movies there wasnt a single moment where i was bored or waiting for sth to happen.. the 2nd french movie ive watched after 8 femme.. which was just as intriguing.. although i seem to only rem it for all the lesbian affairs.. :x n everyone is sooooo pretty!!! the little boy is so cute.. he's even cuter in glasses! the acting is fabulous too.. wow american movies can never compare..
what an odd movie.. questionmarks everywhere.. but very cool.. and i pretty much loved it.. unlike american movies there wasnt a single moment where i was bored or waiting for sth to happen.. the 2nd french movie ive watched after 8 femme.. which was just as intriguing.. although i seem to only rem it for all the lesbian affairs.. :x n everyone is sooooo pretty!!! the little boy is so cute.. he's even cuter in glasses! the acting is fabulous too.. wow american movies can never compare..
bloody hell.. the one few days i actually wake up before 9am thinking maybe i can finish biotech and i cant find half of food biotech notes.. i messaged joan hoping i can photocopy from her but either she doesnt switch on her hp or she's not awake yet.. lets hope for the latter
n then i was contemplating going jogging.. its such a windy cloudy day, even at 10am.. i was standing in front of the house and brrrr.. very very windy.. it felt like a completely different country.. :) i love those few moments when singapore doesnt feel like singapore.. hehe.. but then i was too lazy to jog so i captured my cat and tried finding those darned notes again..
ah sg idol.. taufik is soooooooooooo gonna win. sylvester.. come on.. all he has are those moronic girls who cant sms as much u see o/w their parents will kill them for the hp bills haha.. taufik has a farrr wider reach from the young girl to all the makcikmakciks.. hehee and i do agree with sya.. he did 'aint no sunshine' so flawlessly! -impressed-
ooh went orchard yest with sis but i was being all whiny cos i was tired.. still, we managed to buy stuff w/o spending! i spent one ofmy HMV vouchers on 'love me if you dare' i caught some snippets of it while i drifted in n out of sleep cos my sis was watching it on the comp at 12 midnight.. but i just mostly heard a whole barrage of french.. heehe.. i guess ill watch it after As which is really SOON anyway.. dont u find that A levels are more boring than Os.. ive read those notes farrrr too many times.. cant wait for thursday! The Incredibles and sushi buffet awaits!!!!
ooh.. colouring in my words is FUN!
n then i was contemplating going jogging.. its such a windy cloudy day, even at 10am.. i was standing in front of the house and brrrr.. very very windy.. it felt like a completely different country.. :) i love those few moments when singapore doesnt feel like singapore.. hehe.. but then i was too lazy to jog so i captured my cat and tried finding those darned notes again..
ah sg idol.. taufik is soooooooooooo gonna win. sylvester.. come on.. all he has are those moronic girls who cant sms as much u see o/w their parents will kill them for the hp bills haha.. taufik has a farrr wider reach from the young girl to all the makcikmakciks.. hehee and i do agree with sya.. he did 'aint no sunshine' so flawlessly! -impressed-
ooh went orchard yest with sis but i was being all whiny cos i was tired.. still, we managed to buy stuff w/o spending! i spent one ofmy HMV vouchers on 'love me if you dare' i caught some snippets of it while i drifted in n out of sleep cos my sis was watching it on the comp at 12 midnight.. but i just mostly heard a whole barrage of french.. heehe.. i guess ill watch it after As which is really SOON anyway.. dont u find that A levels are more boring than Os.. ive read those notes farrrr too many times.. cant wait for thursday! The Incredibles and sushi buffet awaits!!!!
ooh.. colouring in my words is FUN!
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
whats wrong with cambridge? the papers are getting weirder and weirder
we were talking abt how we wanted to find out the answers to the stupid qns.. so we might go to popular next year one day and read up the answers in redspot haha.. but then i said tt i wanted to find out the asnwer to qn 1 of maths paper.. then ain n filza told me how to do it.. then ain wanted to know the answer to qn 27 and i knew how to do it.. looks like we dont need red spot after all huh.. hahahah
pple are still coming over to my house.. dont feel like layaning them.. but then one of them may be my future employee so better go suck up.. ahha..
we were talking abt how we wanted to find out the answers to the stupid qns.. so we might go to popular next year one day and read up the answers in redspot haha.. but then i said tt i wanted to find out the asnwer to qn 1 of maths paper.. then ain n filza told me how to do it.. then ain wanted to know the answer to qn 27 and i knew how to do it.. looks like we dont need red spot after all huh.. hahahah
pple are still coming over to my house.. dont feel like layaning them.. but then one of them may be my future employee so better go suck up.. ahha..
Sunday, November 14, 2004
oh i forgot to add
u know on the radio n tv they showed the masjid at admiralty lane.. al shafa'a? im not sure how u spell it.. its like 5 bus stops away from my house.. :) i went there this morning for sembahyang raya.. very cool.. the mufti and dr yaacob were there.. well tt wasnt really the cool part.. they have this koi pond.. very zen and cool.. AND.. i saw this indian mix guy who i was willing to bet anything that ain would love.. haha.. oh yea and they're not gonna demolish masjid kampung sembawang just yet.. yea good news! its like the only kampung masjid there is now.. I was an alumni of the madrasah there.. haha but well ya i wasnt too enthu abt tt at that time..
and well socialising hasnt been tt bad this yr.. i heard alot of stuff abt my mysterious uncle.. stuff abt jins, black magic, how to counter.. etc... scary but cool.. rough salt is a very important thing you should have in your house!!..
Dessy my loveliest most adorable little niece is like only 2 but i could just hug her to death.. haha.. she was enjoying herself so much in my sisters room even when her mommy left the room and told her they were going home without her, trying to lure her out of the room, u know what she said? she said 'otay!' hahah... awww.. and when she cannot remember peoples names she'll call them cockroach.. so my sis ended up being aunty cockroach.. while she couldnt pronounce my name so i ended up as aunty ali.. ah wells..
and tv 1 is playing mr cinderella 2.. finally a show i dont mind watching..
u know on the radio n tv they showed the masjid at admiralty lane.. al shafa'a? im not sure how u spell it.. its like 5 bus stops away from my house.. :) i went there this morning for sembahyang raya.. very cool.. the mufti and dr yaacob were there.. well tt wasnt really the cool part.. they have this koi pond.. very zen and cool.. AND.. i saw this indian mix guy who i was willing to bet anything that ain would love.. haha.. oh yea and they're not gonna demolish masjid kampung sembawang just yet.. yea good news! its like the only kampung masjid there is now.. I was an alumni of the madrasah there.. haha but well ya i wasnt too enthu abt tt at that time..
and well socialising hasnt been tt bad this yr.. i heard alot of stuff abt my mysterious uncle.. stuff abt jins, black magic, how to counter.. etc... scary but cool.. rough salt is a very important thing you should have in your house!!..
Dessy my loveliest most adorable little niece is like only 2 but i could just hug her to death.. haha.. she was enjoying herself so much in my sisters room even when her mommy left the room and told her they were going home without her, trying to lure her out of the room, u know what she said? she said 'otay!' hahah... awww.. and when she cannot remember peoples names she'll call them cockroach.. so my sis ended up being aunty cockroach.. while she couldnt pronounce my name so i ended up as aunty ali.. ah wells..
and tv 1 is playing mr cinderella 2.. finally a show i dont mind watching..
blah.. hari raya is here.. i think the prep for it is more fun than the actual day.. im no social butterfly.. i dont talk to my relatives.. but apparently one of them knows ms poon.. and he says she's nice n fun.. :X haha..
but at least cos my sis n i have exams on tuesday this is the first in like 10yrs we are sticking to home base.. meaning cutting my collection by 1/10 i think.. blah.. at least can rilek at home and supposedly study... right.. thanks for all the messages guys.. i went to the mosque in the morning and back and there were 6 lovely messages for me.. :D btw this contact lens idiot would like to know.. can u invert yr soft lenses? i thought u could.. maybe thats why my vision's a bit blurred.. hehe.. still, i must look the same with or w/o glasses since absolutely nobody commented.. like 4 families came and left and nothing..
Taufik got in.. :) yay!!
but at least cos my sis n i have exams on tuesday this is the first in like 10yrs we are sticking to home base.. meaning cutting my collection by 1/10 i think.. blah.. at least can rilek at home and supposedly study... right.. thanks for all the messages guys.. i went to the mosque in the morning and back and there were 6 lovely messages for me.. :D btw this contact lens idiot would like to know.. can u invert yr soft lenses? i thought u could.. maybe thats why my vision's a bit blurred.. hehe.. still, i must look the same with or w/o glasses since absolutely nobody commented.. like 4 families came and left and nothing..
Taufik got in.. :) yay!!
Thursday, November 11, 2004
as each week goes by i become more and more embarassed by the fact that i supported sylvester in the beginning..
the thought of all those young teens gawking and OGLING after him sickens me..!!
but he always have to sing the bloody songs i like.. wth..
still, as my discontentment with him grows, so does the support for taufik! :)
hmm, actually i dont know any chinese taufik fans.. i guess the racial integration is not as good as we thought it was huh.. still.. im sure he has the support of both the indian n malay community!
ive always been the couch potato critic.. who knows when he makes it to the finals and if its up agst sylvester, i will actually bother to vote for taufik and make all those young disgusting girls cry mwahahha
i dont know what to make out of sylvester becoming sg idol.. i mean if he goes to world idol, it will be just odd.. maybe they should expand world idol songs to like all languages then maybe he can compete..
the thought of all those young teens gawking and OGLING after him sickens me..!!
but he always have to sing the bloody songs i like.. wth..
still, as my discontentment with him grows, so does the support for taufik! :)
hmm, actually i dont know any chinese taufik fans.. i guess the racial integration is not as good as we thought it was huh.. still.. im sure he has the support of both the indian n malay community!
ive always been the couch potato critic.. who knows when he makes it to the finals and if its up agst sylvester, i will actually bother to vote for taufik and make all those young disgusting girls cry mwahahha
i dont know what to make out of sylvester becoming sg idol.. i mean if he goes to world idol, it will be just odd.. maybe they should expand world idol songs to like all languages then maybe he can compete..
this has been such a terrible morning.. well except for the late replies
first i wake up to gastric.. tummmy acheee... blardy.. at least i didnt puke or anything.. wth.. i havent eaten as much as i normally do these days but i feel full.. maybe its cos im bloated with air blah..
then i hear my maid shooing the cat out of the house.. when i look whats happening.. my cat was biting into some poor bird!!!!! my cute (though often vicious) cat killed tt poor little birdyyy!!!! i tried to get her to put down the bird cos it still looked alive.. but by tt time the bird diedddddd.. ahhhh.. trauma of a dead bird in my garden.. and i was sooo angry at my cat i shouted at it.. but she acted nonchalent!!! and when i brought her to my room, she ran out to find the dead bird again and decided to play toss the bird!!!! WTH.. shes getting feathers in her mouth! wth!!!! i should go defang n declaw her man.. dont tell me its normal animal instincts finefine.. but she killed a poor pathetic bird.. when she has her own bloody food.. and she can go catch cockroaches n lizards in the house all fine to me.. but not birdssss!!!!! apparently the last time she caught an even BIGGER bird and brought it into the house to play toss.. so the house was spattered with blood and feathers all over.. i obvoiusly was not home to witness this...... my cattt... the innocent image i had of my cat.. ok more of a i think my cat is too slow and blur to catch any flying thing image is completely goneeee.. shes vicious!!!! just look at the claw marks on my hands the next time! wth.. im already feeding her gourmet cat food and shes catching birds.. cant she practise more dignity!? fine.. we're talking abt cat.. sigh.. what a cruel cruel world.....
first i wake up to gastric.. tummmy acheee... blardy.. at least i didnt puke or anything.. wth.. i havent eaten as much as i normally do these days but i feel full.. maybe its cos im bloated with air blah..
then i hear my maid shooing the cat out of the house.. when i look whats happening.. my cat was biting into some poor bird!!!!! my cute (though often vicious) cat killed tt poor little birdyyy!!!! i tried to get her to put down the bird cos it still looked alive.. but by tt time the bird diedddddd.. ahhhh.. trauma of a dead bird in my garden.. and i was sooo angry at my cat i shouted at it.. but she acted nonchalent!!! and when i brought her to my room, she ran out to find the dead bird again and decided to play toss the bird!!!! WTH.. shes getting feathers in her mouth! wth!!!! i should go defang n declaw her man.. dont tell me its normal animal instincts finefine.. but she killed a poor pathetic bird.. when she has her own bloody food.. and she can go catch cockroaches n lizards in the house all fine to me.. but not birdssss!!!!! apparently the last time she caught an even BIGGER bird and brought it into the house to play toss.. so the house was spattered with blood and feathers all over.. i obvoiusly was not home to witness this...... my cattt... the innocent image i had of my cat.. ok more of a i think my cat is too slow and blur to catch any flying thing image is completely goneeee.. shes vicious!!!! just look at the claw marks on my hands the next time! wth.. im already feeding her gourmet cat food and shes catching birds.. cant she practise more dignity!? fine.. we're talking abt cat.. sigh.. what a cruel cruel world.....
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
ooh ngantuk.. first time before 12 ive actualyl said tt..
4 papers down a million more to go.. and least can slack for awhile..
crystal says pretty boy ljungberg there is so out of place on this blog.. well for the record i like him as a player and his hot-ness haha.. though his performance has been dipping quite terribly these days.. robben plays good football man.. was devastated after euro 04 when i found out chelsea bought him.. haiya.. my sister keeps insisting he is butt-ugly and not what he claims his age to be.. oh well i guess thats why i dont have his pic here eh hahah..
i just read adelines blog.. she was on football crazy! i want to see her!!! oooh.. a very amusing experience.. u all shud go and read..
oh terrible migraine.. can i put off doing work for a couple of days yess..
OCPH ~ may it commence soon & succeed.. :)
4 papers down a million more to go.. and least can slack for awhile..
crystal says pretty boy ljungberg there is so out of place on this blog.. well for the record i like him as a player and his hot-ness haha.. though his performance has been dipping quite terribly these days.. robben plays good football man.. was devastated after euro 04 when i found out chelsea bought him.. haiya.. my sister keeps insisting he is butt-ugly and not what he claims his age to be.. oh well i guess thats why i dont have his pic here eh hahah..
i just read adelines blog.. she was on football crazy! i want to see her!!! oooh.. a very amusing experience.. u all shud go and read..
oh terrible migraine.. can i put off doing work for a couple of days yess..
OCPH ~ may it commence soon & succeed.. :)
Sunday, November 07, 2004
well arsenal obviously didnt thrash crystal palace.. n i get so worked up after their matches.. if i had lots of LDL bringing fatty deposits to my vessels, i think i would have had an angina pectoris already.. woo.. hehe
i just recently started finding my old pri skl pals.. and i have such a blast catching up them. the odd thing is i was never close to them before.. but its really awesome to have a fren who knew you from wayy back then.. n now.. its like our frenship has grown even stronger.. im sharing things that i kept close to my heart.. and it feels good.. it makes me think of the ones i love.. and miss.. i wished i had that someone close always..
well, there better be some good shows on hari raya.. There are some things that have to happen (or not) or it'll never feel like hari raya and they obviously dont include studying
Heres my top 10.. not in any order though..
1) The boredom at my grandfathers house
2) Figuring out who's who in this distorted family tree
3) menjiwang-jiwang-ing with halaman asmara & kurung biru
3) making kuih esp our one-of-a-kind choc chip cookies
4) watching salam lebaran and feeling oh-so cheated that the years show was never as good as that other year with the baju jolok-jolok
5) watching salam lebaran and picking out basir in the crowds and who he is sitting with
6) the really funny snippet of baju cap lalat before that hari raya song
7) Visiting our fav grand aunt who has a 10kilo cat (which sadly i doubt ill be doing this yr)
8) jalan rayaing with frens which normally turns out to be a flop
9) Watching a really funny advert on the malaysian channel
10) Watching an enjoyable malay show.. which normally stars the likes of Erra Fazira, Yusry KRU, Norman Hakim.. haha..
maybe ill go drop by SURIA webpage and see what they have in store for hari raya..
Halaman Asmara - Ziana Zain & Awie
Setahun aku lalui
Detik lama kan kembali
Pelita ku nyalakan
Di halaman asmara ini
Sering kali ku renungi
Kenangan mencuit hati
Sedar tak sedar detik itu kembali
Detik tahun lagi
Cinta di bawah cahaya
Dakapan seribu warna
Menerangi indah halaman asmara
Kita berdua
Kau melafazkan kerinduan
Ku sambut keriangan
Dan terungkaplah
Impian di hari mulia
Tercurah kasih dan sayang
Menyambut Syawal menjelma
Tapi daku gembira bertemu saudara
Di samping kasih yang ku cinta
i just recently started finding my old pri skl pals.. and i have such a blast catching up them. the odd thing is i was never close to them before.. but its really awesome to have a fren who knew you from wayy back then.. n now.. its like our frenship has grown even stronger.. im sharing things that i kept close to my heart.. and it feels good.. it makes me think of the ones i love.. and miss.. i wished i had that someone close always..
well, there better be some good shows on hari raya.. There are some things that have to happen (or not) or it'll never feel like hari raya and they obviously dont include studying
Heres my top 10.. not in any order though..
1) The boredom at my grandfathers house
2) Figuring out who's who in this distorted family tree
3) menjiwang-jiwang-ing with halaman asmara & kurung biru
3) making kuih esp our one-of-a-kind choc chip cookies
4) watching salam lebaran and feeling oh-so cheated that the years show was never as good as that other year with the baju jolok-jolok
5) watching salam lebaran and picking out basir in the crowds and who he is sitting with
6) the really funny snippet of baju cap lalat before that hari raya song
7) Visiting our fav grand aunt who has a 10kilo cat (which sadly i doubt ill be doing this yr)
8) jalan rayaing with frens which normally turns out to be a flop
9) Watching a really funny advert on the malaysian channel
10) Watching an enjoyable malay show.. which normally stars the likes of Erra Fazira, Yusry KRU, Norman Hakim.. haha..
maybe ill go drop by SURIA webpage and see what they have in store for hari raya..
Halaman Asmara - Ziana Zain & Awie
Setahun aku lalui
Detik lama kan kembali
Pelita ku nyalakan
Di halaman asmara ini
Sering kali ku renungi
Kenangan mencuit hati
Sedar tak sedar detik itu kembali
Detik tahun lagi
Cinta di bawah cahaya
Dakapan seribu warna
Menerangi indah halaman asmara
Kita berdua
Kau melafazkan kerinduan
Ku sambut keriangan
Dan terungkaplah
Impian di hari mulia
Tercurah kasih dan sayang
Menyambut Syawal menjelma
Tapi daku gembira bertemu saudara
Di samping kasih yang ku cinta
Saturday, November 06, 2004
does anyone else feel that hari raya has come too soon?
its surreal..
i dont feel like ive fasted for 3 weeks.. what a shame
well GP was a disaster.. nevertheless giving me more motivation to get 4 As.. NOTHING LESS.. nonononon.. aim for the stars.. even if i falter abit.. it will be just slightly less than perfection.. FOUR As FOUR As FOUR As FOUR As.. yea! haha..
better yet.. SMU ACCEPT ME! let me be eligible for DOUBLE DEGREE and give me a SCHOLARSHIP.. woohoo.. haha.. going crazy.. i havent started on chem yet.. but thats okay.. tonight while i wait for Arsenal to hopefully THRASH crystal palace and tomorrow while i supposedly help my sis out with econs, chem is what i will breath.. chem is is what i will think of in my sleep, dreams, while i walk and talk.. yessirreee.. you stinking subject.. i shall get my first A for chem in these entire 2 years!
on another still exhilarited note.. wowowow.. taufik rocks.. he's improved soo much.. and look at him! he's so very stylo n happening mannnn.. he's gonna win! if anyone else wins this.. i blame racism hah! hehe j/k
and have u guys seen lindsay lohans latest music video.. man.. she is sooooo prostituting herself.. it is like a cheaper ripoff of my prerogative.. but both equally sleazy and slutty..i cant rem the song title but its sth to tt effect.. tsktsk.. never did i imagine would come the day that i would say that hillary duff is a better artiste than lindsay lohan cos at least she isnt selling herself out.. she is still too cheesy n i still think shes looking kinda fat.. though i guess that gives a good role model to anorexic teens huh.. well in tt other music video with her sister when they kept giving this slutty, lesbian look.. oh.. why do i know so much abt this in the first place..
its surreal..
i dont feel like ive fasted for 3 weeks.. what a shame
well GP was a disaster.. nevertheless giving me more motivation to get 4 As.. NOTHING LESS.. nonononon.. aim for the stars.. even if i falter abit.. it will be just slightly less than perfection.. FOUR As FOUR As FOUR As FOUR As.. yea! haha..
better yet.. SMU ACCEPT ME! let me be eligible for DOUBLE DEGREE and give me a SCHOLARSHIP.. woohoo.. haha.. going crazy.. i havent started on chem yet.. but thats okay.. tonight while i wait for Arsenal to hopefully THRASH crystal palace and tomorrow while i supposedly help my sis out with econs, chem is what i will breath.. chem is is what i will think of in my sleep, dreams, while i walk and talk.. yessirreee.. you stinking subject.. i shall get my first A for chem in these entire 2 years!
on another still exhilarited note.. wowowow.. taufik rocks.. he's improved soo much.. and look at him! he's so very stylo n happening mannnn.. he's gonna win! if anyone else wins this.. i blame racism hah! hehe j/k
and have u guys seen lindsay lohans latest music video.. man.. she is sooooo prostituting herself.. it is like a cheaper ripoff of my prerogative.. but both equally sleazy and slutty..i cant rem the song title but its sth to tt effect.. tsktsk.. never did i imagine would come the day that i would say that hillary duff is a better artiste than lindsay lohan cos at least she isnt selling herself out.. she is still too cheesy n i still think shes looking kinda fat.. though i guess that gives a good role model to anorexic teens huh.. well in tt other music video with her sister when they kept giving this slutty, lesbian look.. oh.. why do i know so much abt this in the first place..
Monday, November 01, 2004
yay good news for people from 3D!
Our hotel bookings are finally under way! 2 rooms at Conrad Centennial Hotel $130 each.. i have a feeling it includes service and GST from the looks of things.. so if everyone is staying.. according to QT, its less than 10 bucks each.. haha.. how cheapo are we.. yupyup.. gdgd.. got more money to do other things.. just prepare anything from 10-17 bucks i think..
Our hotel bookings are finally under way! 2 rooms at Conrad Centennial Hotel $130 each.. i have a feeling it includes service and GST from the looks of things.. so if everyone is staying.. according to QT, its less than 10 bucks each.. haha.. how cheapo are we.. yupyup.. gdgd.. got more money to do other things.. just prepare anything from 10-17 bucks i think..
i swear im a complete moron with the comp
i set out to reinstall my windows 98.. which finally corrected my other starting problems but it still didnt correct my pressing problem.. in the end, i had to reinstall my modem for some reason.. but no it refused to be installed.. the lights just keep flickering at me as if its sniggering.. then when i finally sought my dads frens help, all was okay.. until my parents left while the comp restarted.. and i tested if it would go online.. but noo.. it still didnt.. i gave up naturally.. and returned to it at 1am in the morning feeling ready to conquer or destroy..i very well nearly destroyed it.. i decided the best way to it shud be to reinstall the modem.. so thinking i had enough experience from before, i uninstalled everything.. n then reinstalled.. but then.. my icon button to go online disappeared altogether!!!!! i died.. so i uninstalled everything AGAIN.. and when i tried to reinstall the freaking programme kept telling me to connect my modem to the PC when it was already connected.. and it kept asking me which driver to use.. but they couldnt find no driver.. so yes.. i uninstalled absolutely everything yet AGAIN.. and finally installed the thing properly.. i must have rebooted my comp at least 10 times yest.. right so there my little icon to connect online finally reappeared on the desktop.. ah.. relief.. double clicked.. but nooooooo.. it decided not to go online.. and the modem still flickers at me.. wah.. wanted to give up.. so for fun i decided to change the username... and poof.. im online.. hahahhaha.. turns out that i didnt key in the correct username.. im such a complete dodo!!!!! sigh... what a sad sad case..i could have avoided the whole incident altogether i realised.. but STILLLLL.. my problem is NOT solved.. isnt this just wonderful.......welll yea whatever.. ill survive with this thing..
yest night was tv fest galore... watched hours of simpsons halloween special, a stupid HK movie which had very many cute actors and pretty girls.. the bachelorette.. (i wonder if they're still tog) just shoot me, and this jap show.. searching for my ... couldnt get the last word.. hahah.. 2 guys in tt show are quite cute.. they look abit old though.. oh cripes.. just realised main papers start next monday.. :( i hope i know my stuff.. n hari raya is coming so fast... why is the world going by so fast!? well actually i guess thats a good thing.. the sooner As will be over.. the better!
i set out to reinstall my windows 98.. which finally corrected my other starting problems but it still didnt correct my pressing problem.. in the end, i had to reinstall my modem for some reason.. but no it refused to be installed.. the lights just keep flickering at me as if its sniggering.. then when i finally sought my dads frens help, all was okay.. until my parents left while the comp restarted.. and i tested if it would go online.. but noo.. it still didnt.. i gave up naturally.. and returned to it at 1am in the morning feeling ready to conquer or destroy..i very well nearly destroyed it.. i decided the best way to it shud be to reinstall the modem.. so thinking i had enough experience from before, i uninstalled everything.. n then reinstalled.. but then.. my icon button to go online disappeared altogether!!!!! i died.. so i uninstalled everything AGAIN.. and when i tried to reinstall the freaking programme kept telling me to connect my modem to the PC when it was already connected.. and it kept asking me which driver to use.. but they couldnt find no driver.. so yes.. i uninstalled absolutely everything yet AGAIN.. and finally installed the thing properly.. i must have rebooted my comp at least 10 times yest.. right so there my little icon to connect online finally reappeared on the desktop.. ah.. relief.. double clicked.. but nooooooo.. it decided not to go online.. and the modem still flickers at me.. wah.. wanted to give up.. so for fun i decided to change the username... and poof.. im online.. hahahhaha.. turns out that i didnt key in the correct username.. im such a complete dodo!!!!! sigh... what a sad sad case..i could have avoided the whole incident altogether i realised.. but STILLLLL.. my problem is NOT solved.. isnt this just wonderful.......welll yea whatever.. ill survive with this thing..
yest night was tv fest galore... watched hours of simpsons halloween special, a stupid HK movie which had very many cute actors and pretty girls.. the bachelorette.. (i wonder if they're still tog) just shoot me, and this jap show.. searching for my ... couldnt get the last word.. hahah.. 2 guys in tt show are quite cute.. they look abit old though.. oh cripes.. just realised main papers start next monday.. :( i hope i know my stuff.. n hari raya is coming so fast... why is the world going by so fast!? well actually i guess thats a good thing.. the sooner As will be over.. the better!
Friday, October 29, 2004
ok this is a PLEA for help..
my IE refuses to open.. and i cannot open jpg images too.. the last time this happened i decided to reinstall everything.. but ive got too many things in this comp to reinstall it.. so please.. if you have any clue or u can direct me to anyone who knows anything pleasee i need your help desperately! the only way im getting here is by right clicking IE and clicking the explore button.. i cant even open links in new browsers.. and i sent an email to microsoft but nooooo they decided not to have any more assistance for windows 98!!!!!!!! couldnt u at least have read the freaking problem! maybe its not abt which model it is to begin with.. sorry.. just so very frust.. ! please! any help would be gratefully appreciated!
my IE refuses to open.. and i cannot open jpg images too.. the last time this happened i decided to reinstall everything.. but ive got too many things in this comp to reinstall it.. so please.. if you have any clue or u can direct me to anyone who knows anything pleasee i need your help desperately! the only way im getting here is by right clicking IE and clicking the explore button.. i cant even open links in new browsers.. and i sent an email to microsoft but nooooo they decided not to have any more assistance for windows 98!!!!!!!! couldnt u at least have read the freaking problem! maybe its not abt which model it is to begin with.. sorry.. just so very frust.. ! please! any help would be gratefully appreciated!
Thursday, October 28, 2004
Sylvester just scored more brownie points with me! :) People who know me enough should know very well that i lurrrrrrrrrveeeeeeee my best frens wedding to death.. and i lurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrveeee the part where he sings to her on the boat 'the way you look tonight' -melts- i just have one problem that his pronounciation sucks.. it sounded like some china man singing it.. but if u close yr eye on that it was meltworthy enough.. :) meltworthy enough if someone sang it like tt to me.. remember to tell my future husband to propose to me like that ok? hahahahhahaha.. no harm dreaming..
chem prac today.. exhausting! spent the whole of yest mugging for this.. and spent today waiting and doing it.. it felt never ending.. esp when i badly needed to pee from the very time i stepped into the lab.. at least it made me move really fast! haha.. and im really grateful my burettes and indicators decided to cooperate with me and give me accurate readings from the first 2 titrations.. and grateful that i thought that daphne was at the last page already so i rushed my QA like crazy.. skipping around my stool to the reactants bench.. cos in the end i could finish it.. and grateful for other pples notes on double indicator titration since i never did it before!! thank goodness.. (alhamdullilah.. berkat Ramadhan!:)
well according to my schedule, its time for scope of biotech now.. i wonder if theres time tomorrow to slack off..
chem prac today.. exhausting! spent the whole of yest mugging for this.. and spent today waiting and doing it.. it felt never ending.. esp when i badly needed to pee from the very time i stepped into the lab.. at least it made me move really fast! haha.. and im really grateful my burettes and indicators decided to cooperate with me and give me accurate readings from the first 2 titrations.. and grateful that i thought that daphne was at the last page already so i rushed my QA like crazy.. skipping around my stool to the reactants bench.. cos in the end i could finish it.. and grateful for other pples notes on double indicator titration since i never did it before!! thank goodness.. (alhamdullilah.. berkat Ramadhan!:)
well according to my schedule, its time for scope of biotech now.. i wonder if theres time tomorrow to slack off..
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
im so incredibly tired.. i slept at 2 waking up at 7 minus some time being awake in between and dragged myself to skl.. i zapped another maths prelim paper and attended ms wongs econs lect which made me feel so.. hmm lets just say i dont think im gonna survive essays.. then left skl at abt 1130 to go collect contacts and bought me a hair styling thing.. used my sis' money so i didnt really feel the pinch.. hehe.. she really made me steamed this morning when i realised the discman she gave back had diff earphones from the one i bought.. the earphones i bought are so much better quality!! how dare she do this to me!!!! and thecd i liked wasnt even in it.. and she lost the batteries i bought!!! wahliu! everything also wrong!!
u can say it was quite an eventful morning with tonnes of walking.. i hiked up red house hill twice in a morning.. walked home from the shopping centre with an incredibly heavy bag.. wah.. my legs are aching now.. i feel so very sleepy.. and its only 2pm.. im really tired.. and i just realised that GP is next week thanks to my not very good writing down of schedules and puisan objecting to the date.... the day my dad goes to Msia for a course! this day just keeps getting better and better..
i just hope qiantai gets the rooms quickly.. i dont want to be turned away again cos its fully booked.. and for pple in my class.. marina mandarin is fully booked so Im.. or at least i shifted the responsibility to qt to get us Conrad hotel.. 130 bucks.. 2 bedrooms.. okiez? maybe ill go take a nap now.. -yawnz-
u can say it was quite an eventful morning with tonnes of walking.. i hiked up red house hill twice in a morning.. walked home from the shopping centre with an incredibly heavy bag.. wah.. my legs are aching now.. i feel so very sleepy.. and its only 2pm.. im really tired.. and i just realised that GP is next week thanks to my not very good writing down of schedules and puisan objecting to the date.... the day my dad goes to Msia for a course! this day just keeps getting better and better..
i just hope qiantai gets the rooms quickly.. i dont want to be turned away again cos its fully booked.. and for pple in my class.. marina mandarin is fully booked so Im.. or at least i shifted the responsibility to qt to get us Conrad hotel.. 130 bucks.. 2 bedrooms.. okiez? maybe ill go take a nap now.. -yawnz-
Saturday, October 23, 2004
Choices choices choices
haiyoooo... trying to juggle studying and picking a hotel is tough work man.. hehe.. the gallery hotel sounds so cool.. but i realise why its cheap.. its freaking ULU! its right smack at the end of Clarke Quay.. for one.. i dont even know how to get to Clarke Quay.. marina mandarin it is... but tt means tt pple will be more reluctant to book 3 rooms.. but there will be so many of us! oh wells.. hopefully they have a back door pple can sneak in by.. u think i can be thick skinned and ask bena to help us book rooms since her mom has discounts? itll be awfully -ambil kesempatan- of me.. howhowhow... well at least i woke up earlier today.. my sleeping schedule is all messed up.. i cant sleep earlier than 2 these days.. aiya.. can A levels just end.. i want to have my fun already!
haiyoooo... trying to juggle studying and picking a hotel is tough work man.. hehe.. the gallery hotel sounds so cool.. but i realise why its cheap.. its freaking ULU! its right smack at the end of Clarke Quay.. for one.. i dont even know how to get to Clarke Quay.. marina mandarin it is... but tt means tt pple will be more reluctant to book 3 rooms.. but there will be so many of us! oh wells.. hopefully they have a back door pple can sneak in by.. u think i can be thick skinned and ask bena to help us book rooms since her mom has discounts? itll be awfully -ambil kesempatan- of me.. howhowhow... well at least i woke up earlier today.. my sleeping schedule is all messed up.. i cant sleep earlier than 2 these days.. aiya.. can A levels just end.. i want to have my fun already!
Friday, October 22, 2004
yay i found the nice song in the lacoste advert
Natasha Thomas - it's over now
What kind of love have you got
You should be home but you're not
I don't wanna believe that it's over now
I could be wrong but I'm not
And you still think you're on heart
I dont wanna believe that it's over now
Can you tell me a secret
Then I'll tell you mine
Show me that you still love me
Then I will show real love
Uh baby
Refrain
You are walking the wire
Looking for a loving between
But you don't have desire
Do you know what I mean
Uh baby
Refrain
It's over now
Wake up you loose my loving
Wake up we're used to thinking
Think twice about the things
That you have said and done
Wake up you loose my loving
Wake up we're used to thinking
Think twice about the things
That you have said and done
Refrain
It's over now
Natasha Thomas - it's over now
What kind of love have you got
You should be home but you're not
I don't wanna believe that it's over now
I could be wrong but I'm not
And you still think you're on heart
I dont wanna believe that it's over now
Can you tell me a secret
Then I'll tell you mine
Show me that you still love me
Then I will show real love
Uh baby
Refrain
You are walking the wire
Looking for a loving between
But you don't have desire
Do you know what I mean
Uh baby
Refrain
It's over now
Wake up you loose my loving
Wake up we're used to thinking
Think twice about the things
That you have said and done
Wake up you loose my loving
Wake up we're used to thinking
Think twice about the things
That you have said and done
Refrain
It's over now
Thursday, October 21, 2004
i had the loveliest nap today.. 2 hrs in the afternoon after a less than perfect bio prac.. im pretty sure theres sth wrong somewhere.. i just dont know where and how wrong i am.. everythings just so unsure.. the 2 parts in the third question didnt even match.. so off.. well at least i can crap.. i actually crapped enough to exceed the space given for the design part.. and for the controls... i crapped out 6 stupid points.. i doubt half of them are even relevant.. heheh.. its soo off.. i ended up faking my results for the first question.. hmm and novi was there to greet me home.. awww.. she took a 2 hr nap with me too.. :D
oh and i love spending the evenings talking to my parents.. im really happy that my family's the best support system ive got.. theres so much to learn from them too.. haha no more a cynical teen? but ya i can learn cooking from my mom.. and my mom printed out some material on the differences between the bible and the Qur'an and another on the predictions written in the Qur'an.. it makes an interesting read.. and apparently Nostradamus was a yahudi who read the Qur'an and his predictions are based on the the Qur'an.. well for those of you who think im lying so be it.. you can go do your own little research.. and i think ill go try to find the english translation specifically not written in old english.. like the one ain was reading.. whats the title btw? dont tell me.. qur'an..
haha..
oh yea i have a question.. you know when Jesus was crucified, they said he came back right? did he come back? or is he yet to come back? whats Easter for? I'm abit confused over the story.. so yea.. anybody?
oh yea.. my mom told me that SMU's increasing intake from 3000 to 8000.. my chances are more than doubled!! woohoo.. haha.. on top of tt, theres a rooftop swimming pool.. my moms office overlooks the city campus and she was trying to find it.. haha.. but can u imagine.. my mom and god knows how many peeping toms can see us swim!? ew..
....
ive always found these 2 phrases contradicting
'absence makes the heart grow fonder' and 'out of sight out of mind'
maybe it depends on time frame huh..
what am i to you..
be it in terms of friendship or that someone you care about..
oh and i love spending the evenings talking to my parents.. im really happy that my family's the best support system ive got.. theres so much to learn from them too.. haha no more a cynical teen? but ya i can learn cooking from my mom.. and my mom printed out some material on the differences between the bible and the Qur'an and another on the predictions written in the Qur'an.. it makes an interesting read.. and apparently Nostradamus was a yahudi who read the Qur'an and his predictions are based on the the Qur'an.. well for those of you who think im lying so be it.. you can go do your own little research.. and i think ill go try to find the english translation specifically not written in old english.. like the one ain was reading.. whats the title btw? dont tell me.. qur'an..
haha..
oh yea i have a question.. you know when Jesus was crucified, they said he came back right? did he come back? or is he yet to come back? whats Easter for? I'm abit confused over the story.. so yea.. anybody?
oh yea.. my mom told me that SMU's increasing intake from 3000 to 8000.. my chances are more than doubled!! woohoo.. haha.. on top of tt, theres a rooftop swimming pool.. my moms office overlooks the city campus and she was trying to find it.. haha.. but can u imagine.. my mom and god knows how many peeping toms can see us swim!? ew..
....
ive always found these 2 phrases contradicting
'absence makes the heart grow fonder' and 'out of sight out of mind'
maybe it depends on time frame huh..
what am i to you..
be it in terms of friendship or that someone you care about..
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
bio pracs tom..its the beginning of the end!!!!!
i hope im ready
hehe.. deedees sleeping in the other room.. what a bum.. hahaha..
after finding out that the enlistment letters were out yest, we asked all our guy frens when it was.. and all we did was roll in laughter.. oh dear.. i only heard one person going into commando so far.. and most pple going in jan.. with the exception of the hc pple though.. how odd..
lalala.. time to look at my slides.. wish me luck! and good luck to whoevers readng this too.. haha..
i hope im ready
hehe.. deedees sleeping in the other room.. what a bum.. hahaha..
after finding out that the enlistment letters were out yest, we asked all our guy frens when it was.. and all we did was roll in laughter.. oh dear.. i only heard one person going into commando so far.. and most pple going in jan.. with the exception of the hc pple though.. how odd..
lalala.. time to look at my slides.. wish me luck! and good luck to whoevers readng this too.. haha..
Saturday, October 16, 2004
today was absolute fun!
at first when we met ms wong and the class.. it was really sad.. i nearly cried.. but we were too busy to cry.. bah.. you know what.. i think im gonna miss rj .. i didnt feel this way for rg for some reason.. but yaaaaaa
then came an hour of waiting and clapping and sniggering..and crapping.. haha.. = awards ceremony..
but after tt was loads of photo taking.. i have 2 left though.. i must add.. lumut looked DAMN good in blazer.. though im way over him.. hahaa.. i mean certain pple got to take picture with certain pple.. but i didnt have any certain pple to take pic with.. :( hehe.. who cares huh... one day.. hehehe
and we went to orchard.. to watch movie.. sky captain... sth sth sth.. i didnt even know the title cos it was either tt or the exorcist.. and no way am i paying to get spooked.. so i went home with munyuk n jon chen.. stupid jon chen decided to tell the taxi driver to make a turn to his place first!! his place is more ulu than mine ok!!!!!!! at least mine is at the main road!!!!!!! and he didnt pay!!!! idiot.. haha.. wonder how the other half of the class were like after watching the exorcist.. hehehehe.. our movie was damn funny!! her last 2 photos taken were so freaking funny!!!!!! jude law is mr cool all the way mannn.. n angelina jolie.. not much air time but she rocks!
i want to take more photos!
at first when we met ms wong and the class.. it was really sad.. i nearly cried.. but we were too busy to cry.. bah.. you know what.. i think im gonna miss rj .. i didnt feel this way for rg for some reason.. but yaaaaaa
then came an hour of waiting and clapping and sniggering..and crapping.. haha.. = awards ceremony..
but after tt was loads of photo taking.. i have 2 left though.. i must add.. lumut looked DAMN good in blazer.. though im way over him.. hahaa.. i mean certain pple got to take picture with certain pple.. but i didnt have any certain pple to take pic with.. :( hehe.. who cares huh... one day.. hehehe
and we went to orchard.. to watch movie.. sky captain... sth sth sth.. i didnt even know the title cos it was either tt or the exorcist.. and no way am i paying to get spooked.. so i went home with munyuk n jon chen.. stupid jon chen decided to tell the taxi driver to make a turn to his place first!! his place is more ulu than mine ok!!!!!!! at least mine is at the main road!!!!!!! and he didnt pay!!!! idiot.. haha.. wonder how the other half of the class were like after watching the exorcist.. hehehehe.. our movie was damn funny!! her last 2 photos taken were so freaking funny!!!!!! jude law is mr cool all the way mannn.. n angelina jolie.. not much air time but she rocks!
i want to take more photos!
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
i think my contacts are not of the correct degree.. far things tend to be really fuzzy.. and they were hurting my eyes!! i think this will be my first and last set of contacts.. its so troublesome.. and besides nobody realised i was wearing contacts.. or nobody said anything at least.. honlyn apparently took 2.5+++hr to realise why i looked diff.. isnt tt fantastic? oh well.. hehe.. no sweat by me.. im not that blind anyway.. oh yea and the workshop started later than i expected so i had to sacrifice my samurai x again cos everyone was leaving the LT and it would be rude and spastic if i were to leave for the purpose of watching some anime.. hehe.. besides there are reruns tomorrow.. :) besides, since ill be home, i can catch the 11am show instead of the 6am one.. hehe.. yesyes im terribly hooked on it.. i dont care.. its my very own obsession.. like how SMU is my sole university obsession.. pls admit me nowwwwww.. so i dont have to worry! im rethinking abt applying to US again.. i mean yanling is being so nice telling me shell help me through with the applications and i heard quite a number of pple havent started either.. so im in pretty much the same boat.. so yea.. give me reasons why i should or shouldnt apply... cos if i do get admitted to a US uni or SMU, the answer is definitely SMU.. u see.. im already their walking advertisement and im not even in the skl.. they have to admit me... :) ehhe
oh the funniest thing happened at the surau today.. i went there to pray zuhur and there were like 3 pri 3 kids from ghim moh pri all ready in telekong and sejadah everything placed nicely but they were sitting around.. i was wondering if maybe they were waiting for azan.. but i checked and it was already zuhur.. so i took out my own sejadah n stuffs.. and put it behind theirs.. then they were like, 'kak, kak kat depan kita kat belakang.. ' very puzzling.. so i answered 'eh kita bukan imam tau..' but they just insisted i be in front of them.. and the whole time i was praying, i could hear them follow my every movement.. when i went up they went up when i sujud, it sounded like they followed.. haha.. so cute.. and they were chuckling too i presume when someone did sth wrong.. it was soooooo amusing.. and then before i left htey were like, eh belum salam.. and they were like what 1.4m tall only and they were salaming me.. so cute!! hahaha.. interesting experience..
i cant wait for friday.. :) taking photos with everybody... oh yea some j1 guy was using a laptop for econs essay just now, laura said sth like he's dyslexic or sth! but wow can i pretend to.. i mean i type so much faster than i write..! and tim yap also told us how he knew someone who had a degenrative nerve or sth so he got to use a laptop.. haizz..
oh the funniest thing happened at the surau today.. i went there to pray zuhur and there were like 3 pri 3 kids from ghim moh pri all ready in telekong and sejadah everything placed nicely but they were sitting around.. i was wondering if maybe they were waiting for azan.. but i checked and it was already zuhur.. so i took out my own sejadah n stuffs.. and put it behind theirs.. then they were like, 'kak, kak kat depan kita kat belakang.. ' very puzzling.. so i answered 'eh kita bukan imam tau..' but they just insisted i be in front of them.. and the whole time i was praying, i could hear them follow my every movement.. when i went up they went up when i sujud, it sounded like they followed.. haha.. so cute.. and they were chuckling too i presume when someone did sth wrong.. it was soooooo amusing.. and then before i left htey were like, eh belum salam.. and they were like what 1.4m tall only and they were salaming me.. so cute!! hahaha.. interesting experience..
i cant wait for friday.. :) taking photos with everybody... oh yea some j1 guy was using a laptop for econs essay just now, laura said sth like he's dyslexic or sth! but wow can i pretend to.. i mean i type so much faster than i write..! and tim yap also told us how he knew someone who had a degenrative nerve or sth so he got to use a laptop.. haizz..
Monday, October 11, 2004
Sunday, October 10, 2004
ive got contacts!! :) actually im not that excited abt them.. i wonder if im the first person my optician had who said i didnt wanna wear my contacts straightaway.. she looked shocked.. haha.. hey but not bad ok i stabbed the thing into my eye successfully on the 3rd try! u see it was 545 and gilmore girls was gonna start soon.. so i had to get it over and done with ASAP.. haha i must say... it felt so weird.. ive had like abt 12 years of specs.. so w/o them i feel awkward.. and i dunno if i can rub my eyes or what.. im just scared ill destroy them.. oh well.. ill get used to them.. they hurt my eyes though!
oh yea i watched queer eye for the straight guy.. its so freaking funny! i got bored halfway actually but when they ganged up tog to see how it went and made all the comments.. it was soooo hilarious.. they were making fun of the gf who kept saying awesome.. haha and one of them is sooper cute! the culture guy called Jai i think.. very boyish n looks abit indian haha.. the grooming guy kayan i think is cute too.. and the fashion guy is sooo... hmm off? haha.. the most outspoken of them all .. is he british or sth? haha.. but pretty entertaining! :) u shud watch it when ure bored.. hehehe
yea.. shall start studying intensively tom.. (hahah)
oh yea i watched queer eye for the straight guy.. its so freaking funny! i got bored halfway actually but when they ganged up tog to see how it went and made all the comments.. it was soooo hilarious.. they were making fun of the gf who kept saying awesome.. haha and one of them is sooper cute! the culture guy called Jai i think.. very boyish n looks abit indian haha.. the grooming guy kayan i think is cute too.. and the fashion guy is sooo... hmm off? haha.. the most outspoken of them all .. is he british or sth? haha.. but pretty entertaining! :) u shud watch it when ure bored.. hehehe
yea.. shall start studying intensively tom.. (hahah)
i would appreciate it if anyone could send me this song..
Layar Impian
Jika mimpi masa silam
Bisa ku simpan dalam kaca
Jadi perhiasan
Pasti aku abadikan
Zaman riang kanak-kanak
Pabila hujan mengundang
Suasana bahagia
Dalam hidup yang seindah
Mimpi yang tidak pernah
Melukakan perasaan
Tapi kini bila dewasa
Aku mula sedar betapa mimpi
Hanyalah suatu permainan
Jiwa insan dalam kesepian
Jika mimpi cinta kita
Bisa ku zahirkan
Jadi lukisan yang menarik
Pasti aku sentosakan
Malam pesta bila engkau
Lafazkan janji dan memeluk ku
Sepanjang tarian
Hingga pipi aku terasa
Basah dalam tangisan
Yang penuh kesyukuran
Layar Impian
Jika mimpi masa silam
Bisa ku simpan dalam kaca
Jadi perhiasan
Pasti aku abadikan
Zaman riang kanak-kanak
Pabila hujan mengundang
Suasana bahagia
Dalam hidup yang seindah
Mimpi yang tidak pernah
Melukakan perasaan
Tapi kini bila dewasa
Aku mula sedar betapa mimpi
Hanyalah suatu permainan
Jiwa insan dalam kesepian
Jika mimpi cinta kita
Bisa ku zahirkan
Jadi lukisan yang menarik
Pasti aku sentosakan
Malam pesta bila engkau
Lafazkan janji dan memeluk ku
Sepanjang tarian
Hingga pipi aku terasa
Basah dalam tangisan
Yang penuh kesyukuran
Friday, October 08, 2004
yippee! i must be one of the enthu people abt prom who just bought their prom dress.. :) sorry i never thought id ever buy myself a dress.. with my own money ok!! feels so good.. but so very broke.. hahah
yes i promised to start studying today! i WILL! right after sg idol results.. ahhahah.. shucks.. im so lazy.. been watching so many episodes of samurai X and OC .. last day of skl.. sorta.. only 5 were absent from class.. amazing.. i guess its time to pick up those books again huh? well slowly... :) hehe..
to everyone, go get back your confidence and motivation! no use dwelling in the past.. so move forward and BE the people who get the As for As yea? teehee.. oh cripes.. i must be on a sugar high or sth.. tt reminds me.. puisan told me that PARCO as in parco bugis junction spelled backwards is OCRAP.. haha.. so out of point..
yes i promised to start studying today! i WILL! right after sg idol results.. ahhahah.. shucks.. im so lazy.. been watching so many episodes of samurai X and OC .. last day of skl.. sorta.. only 5 were absent from class.. amazing.. i guess its time to pick up those books again huh? well slowly... :) hehe..
to everyone, go get back your confidence and motivation! no use dwelling in the past.. so move forward and BE the people who get the As for As yea? teehee.. oh cripes.. i must be on a sugar high or sth.. tt reminds me.. puisan told me that PARCO as in parco bugis junction spelled backwards is OCRAP.. haha.. so out of point..
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
oh god.. this is overwhelming..
is it worth the effort? will i prevail or will i give up half way!? or not even bother!? im completely torn apart.. when i finally thought i will pick up the strength and discipline i find more dubiousness.. more queries.. and start questioning the purpose of this all over again.. im just thrown into the midst of everything trying to catch up with other people..you know what.. ive succumbed too many times to laziness.. maybe its time i changed.. i hope i have the determination and the heart to last me throughout..
is it worth the effort? will i prevail or will i give up half way!? or not even bother!? im completely torn apart.. when i finally thought i will pick up the strength and discipline i find more dubiousness.. more queries.. and start questioning the purpose of this all over again.. im just thrown into the midst of everything trying to catch up with other people..you know what.. ive succumbed too many times to laziness.. maybe its time i changed.. i hope i have the determination and the heart to last me throughout..
finally got all my results back.. i was in hmm.. laughing euphoria after i got back my maths S paper.. i was completely freaked out before cos i thought i would be the lowest in the entire level considering things.. but i got a double digit!! ahhaahaha.. ud prob think for a sec there i got a D or an M at least but sorry this girl sucks so a double digit is enough to send me into a fit of laughter.. i only passed one freaking question.. ahhaha so funny.. hehehe..
well all in all everything seems to be okay.. not great not bad.. even better if they can push me up one grade for chem.. considering i had no motivation to study the results are fine.. heehee maybe this will give me the motivation to study for As.. terrific.. now that im actually considering applying overseas.. issit too late to sign up for SATS? im feeling terribly lazy.. !! heh.. cripes.. i have to go hunt down for information..
watching dawn fill up her application forms made me slightly green in envy .. hmms.. i should give myself that chance shouldnt i.. i mean i did regret not handing in the form for UWC.. ah well.. i will try.. oh yea and we got all confused over the awards ceremony thing.. and now looks like I have to go get the award for softball. i mean the D in dawn is earlier in the alphabet than the I in Ili! bla! i have to be all stuffed up in a tie.. sitting among people i dont even know! or vaguely know.. for like an hour? clapping for other people? what a chore.. and first day of ramadhan somemore.. heh fine.. shouldnt complain too much.. at least its something right.. :) oh yea and i realised that if i had finished all 80 hrs of comm service i could have gotten a B for CCA.. !! wahliu.. so irritating! now ive got no A on my cert.. so saddening.. but its ok.. no Fs either.. :) i should as moons n geels say.. be humble and modest and accept what i get.. falala.. i should most certainly start studying soon!...
well all in all everything seems to be okay.. not great not bad.. even better if they can push me up one grade for chem.. considering i had no motivation to study the results are fine.. heehee maybe this will give me the motivation to study for As.. terrific.. now that im actually considering applying overseas.. issit too late to sign up for SATS? im feeling terribly lazy.. !! heh.. cripes.. i have to go hunt down for information..
watching dawn fill up her application forms made me slightly green in envy .. hmms.. i should give myself that chance shouldnt i.. i mean i did regret not handing in the form for UWC.. ah well.. i will try.. oh yea and we got all confused over the awards ceremony thing.. and now looks like I have to go get the award for softball. i mean the D in dawn is earlier in the alphabet than the I in Ili! bla! i have to be all stuffed up in a tie.. sitting among people i dont even know! or vaguely know.. for like an hour? clapping for other people? what a chore.. and first day of ramadhan somemore.. heh fine.. shouldnt complain too much.. at least its something right.. :) oh yea and i realised that if i had finished all 80 hrs of comm service i could have gotten a B for CCA.. !! wahliu.. so irritating! now ive got no A on my cert.. so saddening.. but its ok.. no Fs either.. :) i should as moons n geels say.. be humble and modest and accept what i get.. falala.. i should most certainly start studying soon!...
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Monday, October 04, 2004
Saturday, October 02, 2004
achoo..
i think im seriously getting sick.. but im still going shopping tomorrow.. :) shall decide once and for all if i should buy tt dress..
sentosa today.. it was a blast! the weather was PERFECT.. all sunny .. and the first time i used suntan! haha.. i was prob the only one who wasnt applying moisturizer and sunblock at the end of the day.. heehe.. i actually plopped myself on a mat and baked in the sun for abt an hour! how fun! i didnt even bother to play frisbee or water polo .. i do repeat that frisbee is a game for dogs.. ooh and i bought a tankini for 30 bucks.. yay.. what a happy day esp when arsenal is in the lead right now with ljungberg as the goal scorer.. :D i do conclude that fabregas + reyes + bergkamp + henry + viera + ljungberg can do lots of damage.. wah they play so prettily today.. :) and even tho fabregas is a year younger than me i think he rocks..
i think im seriously getting sick.. but im still going shopping tomorrow.. :) shall decide once and for all if i should buy tt dress..
sentosa today.. it was a blast! the weather was PERFECT.. all sunny .. and the first time i used suntan! haha.. i was prob the only one who wasnt applying moisturizer and sunblock at the end of the day.. heehe.. i actually plopped myself on a mat and baked in the sun for abt an hour! how fun! i didnt even bother to play frisbee or water polo .. i do repeat that frisbee is a game for dogs.. ooh and i bought a tankini for 30 bucks.. yay.. what a happy day esp when arsenal is in the lead right now with ljungberg as the goal scorer.. :D i do conclude that fabregas + reyes + bergkamp + henry + viera + ljungberg can do lots of damage.. wah they play so prettily today.. :) and even tho fabregas is a year younger than me i think he rocks..
Friday, October 01, 2004
well i guess im gonna be like the million other singaporeans who are gonna criticise sg idol but who cares..
one things for sure.. the standard of the shows from next week onwards will see a dip.. come on.. jessea was a predicted winner for the whole thing.. i guess singapore is too small an island for this voting system to work without major influences by one person's single hp which could mean 5billion smses for undeserved pple..
u know what.. jerry.. be the bigger man and pull out.. in comparison to everyone else ure nothing lahh.. well at least i hope jessea gets a recording contract.. if some bigshot publicist comes by and gives it to her.. she prob can take on the international level..
as for the whole thing.. u cud blame me for not smsing in her support but come on.. dont u realise this whole money making scam!? as if they didnt collect enough ratings and revenues, they had to implement a contest of who is yr fav idol and why.. and each sms costs a dollar each... like WTH... PURE EXPLOITATION.. fine.. im being very money minded but its so much money i could die.. they dont need presidents star charity anymore lah!! just donate half the amount they get from all the smses and calls.. surely come up to even more than the donations.. plus if u tell pple its for charity, surely more pple will vote for the better pple one right.. doesnt channel 5 feel GUILTY huh.. huh..
sg idol is such a failure..
one things for sure.. the standard of the shows from next week onwards will see a dip.. come on.. jessea was a predicted winner for the whole thing.. i guess singapore is too small an island for this voting system to work without major influences by one person's single hp which could mean 5billion smses for undeserved pple..
u know what.. jerry.. be the bigger man and pull out.. in comparison to everyone else ure nothing lahh.. well at least i hope jessea gets a recording contract.. if some bigshot publicist comes by and gives it to her.. she prob can take on the international level..
as for the whole thing.. u cud blame me for not smsing in her support but come on.. dont u realise this whole money making scam!? as if they didnt collect enough ratings and revenues, they had to implement a contest of who is yr fav idol and why.. and each sms costs a dollar each... like WTH... PURE EXPLOITATION.. fine.. im being very money minded but its so much money i could die.. they dont need presidents star charity anymore lah!! just donate half the amount they get from all the smses and calls.. surely come up to even more than the donations.. plus if u tell pple its for charity, surely more pple will vote for the better pple one right.. doesnt channel 5 feel GUILTY huh.. huh..
sg idol is such a failure..
Thursday, September 30, 2004
wahhh so tired.. just came home from prom dress shopping.. complete failure i must add.. the only got hope dress was this one from perfect in black.. i could wear it with or w/o my jeans but the price abit not in my range.. so sad.. and there was a purple version at some other shop but it was like even more x.. sigh! tt led me to the conclusion of just wearing the skirt i wore for rg prom and a different top since i found many pretty tops which i would normally not wear.. but still.. i wanted to wearjeans! maybe at the last minute ill just wear tt same top with jeans instead of skirt.. heehee.. but tt means ive gotta go shopping again.. im soooo tired! and i missed my samurai x and sg idol for shopping.. which ended up literally eating my money away... u know the translations for samurai x on axn are sooooooooo off tt even me.. a non-chinese.. no jap knowledge person can tell that the translation is wrong.. heh.. tts why the pain of me missing those episodes were less painful haha.. but of cos they replay it tom morning that is if i wake up..
im soooo happy.. having a lunch date with mayi n qr tom and then heading over to puipuis house for mahjong!!! wah havent played in almost a year i think.. surely rusty.. then sat got picnic at sentosa!! i can get a tan.. yay! of coz the weather isnt very helpful these days..
ay.. have i mentioned im tired..
heh
im soooo happy.. having a lunch date with mayi n qr tom and then heading over to puipuis house for mahjong!!! wah havent played in almost a year i think.. surely rusty.. then sat got picnic at sentosa!! i can get a tan.. yay! of coz the weather isnt very helpful these days..
ay.. have i mentioned im tired..
heh
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
im becoming quite the slob.. ever since getting pissed over having everyone canceling on me, ive turned to the comp for some comfort and ive been watching endless episodes of sex and the city.. and the comforts of my bed.. it doesnt help tt im getting backaches.. so all i feel like doing is snuggling up in bed.. its prob too late to call amir for a badminton date tom.. looks like one more day of couch-potatoeing before i go shopping with gill n ouyang !! yippee.. its so cool tt us pw buddies are so close.. terrific!
oh besides the keyboard, i finally touched my piano after abandoning it for abt.. a year at least.. i still suck as ever and i still wish i could sightread an entire song.. oh shucks.. but i like the feeling of playing a tune i really like.. :) besides i think it does wonders to my brain.. instead of letting it rot all the time.. still.. i deserve some rotting time after prelims.. :)
it only dawned on me that im back to square one.. what i felt back then.. its like theres no possibility.. it doesnt feel too bad.. just an odd sense of existence.. no anxiety.. no care.. it just is..
oh besides the keyboard, i finally touched my piano after abandoning it for abt.. a year at least.. i still suck as ever and i still wish i could sightread an entire song.. oh shucks.. but i like the feeling of playing a tune i really like.. :) besides i think it does wonders to my brain.. instead of letting it rot all the time.. still.. i deserve some rotting time after prelims.. :)
it only dawned on me that im back to square one.. what i felt back then.. its like theres no possibility.. it doesnt feel too bad.. just an odd sense of existence.. no anxiety.. no care.. it just is..
Monday, September 27, 2004
sigh.. u know how you say you dont want to be like your parents.. im exactly like my mom.. especially when she's angry.. i tend not to care about other people's feelings just to make myself feel better.. ive done that alot.. ive hurt pple along the way some even my best friends and i do regret it.. i love or hate someone too easily too fast.. i judge peoples personalities like its black and white and almost in an instant.. and the words that spill become too sharp.. maybe the relationships ive made are still shallow.. im probably still shallow.. but you know what.. im still gonna hate some things about some people.. i guess its a matter of dealing with it or not.. im pretty sure this hazardous behaviour is gonna cause some bad consequences.. i should stop it.. but it just feels too damn good to let go of the emotions..
to those who have fallen victim.. im sorry..
to those who have fallen victim.. im sorry..
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
i was bored of econs so i started flipping any book that was nearby.. and i stumbled upon my pri skl record book.. i was reading all the comments and stuff like on conduct and realising how ridiculously high an A* is.. well in my context now of course its ridiculous.. but wahliu.. i think i must have had an attitude problem or sth cos it sounded like they didnt really like me.. my p6 teacher called me unassuming.. whats tt supposed to mean? that on the cover i look dumb!? sorry.. over reacting.. n i was growing at a rate of 9cm and 5kg a year! right now its more like .0000000000000009cm and still 5kg a year.. ok fine exaggerating again.. still.. ah my youth.. haha.. and i did 1.6km in 8mins! and i was under the category of very fit.. look at me now.. stupid asthma and laziness has caused me to go to a very flab.. heh..oh wait in p1 i was overweight and my PE grade was a B.. what... just cos i carry baby fat i get a B?! tt reminds me i was flipping thru my kindergarten records and in K1 i had some prettty bad comments.. cant rem much all i know was tt it made me sound a little retarded.. how off.. that these teachers try to judge and comment on you ... and stuff like these and our testimonials and reccommendations are the things which can determine our future.. our uni entrance, jobs.. i mean truthfully do they even know who we truly are? sometimes people just dont open up to teachers.. so how are they supposed to comment? then its just unfair right.. what.. just for the sake of trying to get the best, you change how you behave? the answer is an obvious no.. well ive pretty much been anti-(teachersopinions) about students all along.. you know how sometimes they scold you and make you feel downright bad.. to me it just doesnt help.. a teacher is supposed to motivate and not to slam you down.. i get really peeved when they start all their insinuations and threats.. maybe itll work with some people.. but it wont work on me.. because at the end of it all.. whats the real motivation behind all the hard work? everyone needs to be working towards something higher to work at their best.. you know teachers like ms wong & mdm toh are whom i really love most.. they're frank, patient and treat you like a real person.. :)
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
ho hums.. im starting to get worried abt prelims.. yesss now of all times..
more of like worried abt the results.. sigh
i feel so screwed up.. i feel like i could reach for sth more but the process is so arduous and risky and if i fall short of what i really want, itll be an awful blow and id land somewhere i wouldnt want to be.. sigh.. i cant believe i messed up the timing for maths paper today.. ended up panicking sheesh.. and yest paper was more of a guessing game than anything else.. the results aint gonna be pretty but i guess ill survive.. ill survive no matter however wherever miserable i am. bleah..
ill surround myself with people who love me.. im just a mask to the rest..
more of like worried abt the results.. sigh
i feel so screwed up.. i feel like i could reach for sth more but the process is so arduous and risky and if i fall short of what i really want, itll be an awful blow and id land somewhere i wouldnt want to be.. sigh.. i cant believe i messed up the timing for maths paper today.. ended up panicking sheesh.. and yest paper was more of a guessing game than anything else.. the results aint gonna be pretty but i guess ill survive.. ill survive no matter however wherever miserable i am. bleah..
ill surround myself with people who love me.. im just a mask to the rest..
Thursday, September 16, 2004
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... im feeling all pissed off for some reason.. i hate biotech.... i hate everythingggg.. oh screwwwww everything..
feel like slamming sth into the wall.. i need to do tyres..
at least sylvester got in.. hes really funny and i love his cool rock ways.. however ahbeng he is.. and he can actually pull it off.. i bet they put beverly in to compensate for jerry taking up her rightful place.. it wasnt unexpected tt theyd take in another person actually.. i was doubting it cos of their schedule.. if theres supposed to be one show every week and i thought the finale date was already booked at the stadium or sth does it mean theres one week with 2 shows? heh..
just screw the whole world..
feel like slamming sth into the wall.. i need to do tyres..
at least sylvester got in.. hes really funny and i love his cool rock ways.. however ahbeng he is.. and he can actually pull it off.. i bet they put beverly in to compensate for jerry taking up her rightful place.. it wasnt unexpected tt theyd take in another person actually.. i was doubting it cos of their schedule.. if theres supposed to be one show every week and i thought the finale date was already booked at the stadium or sth does it mean theres one week with 2 shows? heh..
just screw the whole world..
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
the first break of the week! goody..
spent the whole afternoon sleeping.. gd for the dark rings.. ironically ive been staying up to just destress awhile.. instead of studying.. oh wells.. i realise tt my slacking normally intensifies during mugging periods cos its a justified rest.. sort of.. haha.. ay.. 3 more topics of biotech to go.. must finish them before tom night.. sg idol.. hehe..
just chatted with jon chen abt uni choices.. i seem to have persuaded him into applying to SMU.. he finds it really off tt if we both get in then ill be his senior.. mwahahhaha.. hmm you know what.. even though our class seems so segregated i still love it as a whole.. and its nice tt most of us will be turning up for prom tog.. speaking of which ive been trying to think of dresses tt id like to wear.. hehe. how fun..! my mini retail therapy didnt go too well today.. the billabong berms tt i saw were like 60 bucks.. id never buy berms for more than 40 bucks! mebbe tts why i only own one.. haha.. i have this nice image of me n some frens going to ECP during our one week break and hang out.. n being girls cooped up in the house for very long.. get a tan.. :) im seriously getting more manjen by the day.. i shared the word with my dad and he thought it was terribly funny n says my mom's complexion is yellow.. its actually white.. haha.. its like if i put my hand beside hers.. its like -united colours of benetton- haha.. oh yea was blog surfing too.. im really annoyed by pple my age (whove been my sklmates) already in uni overseas n having a terrific life surrounded esp by cute guys ahhaa.. fine the word is jealous.. cos i on the otherhand slog thru biotech.. wheres the fairness mann.. oh wells..
spent the whole afternoon sleeping.. gd for the dark rings.. ironically ive been staying up to just destress awhile.. instead of studying.. oh wells.. i realise tt my slacking normally intensifies during mugging periods cos its a justified rest.. sort of.. haha.. ay.. 3 more topics of biotech to go.. must finish them before tom night.. sg idol.. hehe..
just chatted with jon chen abt uni choices.. i seem to have persuaded him into applying to SMU.. he finds it really off tt if we both get in then ill be his senior.. mwahahhaha.. hmm you know what.. even though our class seems so segregated i still love it as a whole.. and its nice tt most of us will be turning up for prom tog.. speaking of which ive been trying to think of dresses tt id like to wear.. hehe. how fun..! my mini retail therapy didnt go too well today.. the billabong berms tt i saw were like 60 bucks.. id never buy berms for more than 40 bucks! mebbe tts why i only own one.. haha.. i have this nice image of me n some frens going to ECP during our one week break and hang out.. n being girls cooped up in the house for very long.. get a tan.. :) im seriously getting more manjen by the day.. i shared the word with my dad and he thought it was terribly funny n says my mom's complexion is yellow.. its actually white.. haha.. its like if i put my hand beside hers.. its like -united colours of benetton- haha.. oh yea was blog surfing too.. im really annoyed by pple my age (whove been my sklmates) already in uni overseas n having a terrific life surrounded esp by cute guys ahhaa.. fine the word is jealous.. cos i on the otherhand slog thru biotech.. wheres the fairness mann.. oh wells..
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
my new fav song!! :) it makes u wanna move yr feet!
Nobody on the road
Nobody on the beach
I feel it in the air
The summer's out of reach
Empty lake, empty streets
The sun goes down alone
I'm drivin' by your house
Though I know you're not at home
But I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got your hair combed back and your sunglasses on, baby
And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone
I never will forget those nights
I wonder if it was a dream
Remember how you made me crazy?
Remember how I made you scream
Now I don't understand what happened to our love
But babe, I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna show you what I'm made of
I can see you-Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
I see you walkin' real slow and you're smilin' at everyone
I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone
Out on the road today, I saw a BLACK FLAG sticker on a Cadillac
A little voice Inside my head said, "Don't look back. You can never look back."
I thought I knew what love was
What did I know?
Those days are gone forever
I should just let them go but-
I can see you-Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got that top pulled down and that radio on, baby
And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone
I can see you-Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got that hair slicked back and those Wayfarers on, baby
I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone
Nobody on the road
Nobody on the beach
I feel it in the air
The summer's out of reach
Empty lake, empty streets
The sun goes down alone
I'm drivin' by your house
Though I know you're not at home
But I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got your hair combed back and your sunglasses on, baby
And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone
I never will forget those nights
I wonder if it was a dream
Remember how you made me crazy?
Remember how I made you scream
Now I don't understand what happened to our love
But babe, I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna show you what I'm made of
I can see you-Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
I see you walkin' real slow and you're smilin' at everyone
I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone
Out on the road today, I saw a BLACK FLAG sticker on a Cadillac
A little voice Inside my head said, "Don't look back. You can never look back."
I thought I knew what love was
What did I know?
Those days are gone forever
I should just let them go but-
I can see you-Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got that top pulled down and that radio on, baby
And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone
I can see you-Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got that hair slicked back and those Wayfarers on, baby
I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone
2nd day.. did 175 marks worth of questions.. bleahhh.. with like bio hanging over my head right now.. feeling unreceptive to information.. but all in all written papers are do-able..
and finally this dear junior of mine who smiles & acknowledges me (therefore making me think that she knows who i am) has finally found out my name! bravo.. not too late.. haha.. dish out the dirt on yr brothers k :)
i cant wait for my real september hols to start..!
back to rubiscos and erthrocytes.. zzzzzz
and finally this dear junior of mine who smiles & acknowledges me (therefore making me think that she knows who i am) has finally found out my name! bravo.. not too late.. haha.. dish out the dirt on yr brothers k :)
i cant wait for my real september hols to start..!
back to rubiscos and erthrocytes.. zzzzzz
Friday, September 10, 2004
-yawns- i was supposed to wake up early n do work.. but no its 12 already and all i did was read mitosis..
bleah.. and im sleepy cos somebody had to wake me up at 830 to go for breakfast.. -yawns- but i havent had breakfast like that in a long time.. quite nice.. table conversation was a whole other matter.. heh.. then chatted with dee on the phone for like an hour.. and now im online.. cripes.. i think dee does more art than i study for prelims.. die.. haiz.. 2 more weeks.. 2 more weeks! :D
bleah.. and im sleepy cos somebody had to wake me up at 830 to go for breakfast.. -yawns- but i havent had breakfast like that in a long time.. quite nice.. table conversation was a whole other matter.. heh.. then chatted with dee on the phone for like an hour.. and now im online.. cripes.. i think dee does more art than i study for prelims.. die.. haiz.. 2 more weeks.. 2 more weeks! :D
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
the thing with me is that once i find something i like i dont stop raving abt it or finding stuff abt it until its all exhausted out of me.. heh.. i just finished watching like the final episode of samurai x. the one where kenshee comes back to kaoru.. its pretty sad.. but i guess i prefer the light heartedness of the anime series.. its so silly that ill actually laugh out loud.. oh wells.. since im pretty much interested in what happens to kaoru n kenshee then looks like i should be about done with this obsession.. hehe.. the other guy grows up to be really manly in the show eheh.. and ive gotten used to the gay voice in the series.. haiz.. :) itll still be fun to watch the series everyday tho.. im such a couch potato..
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
oh i wasted today agian.. im pretty sure im gonna screw prelims pretty bad.. haiz
i cant believe i overslept again.. time is going by so quickly.. :( i only did like 3 sections of rj chem paper 3 this afternoon... and i had to like refer to the answers each tme.. i got really frustrated.. im sooo dead. from the looks of things.. chances of an F are the most likely thing.. so is for the other subjects.. sigh.. exams are so depressing
n looks like if i wanna get contacts they're gonna be pretty ex.. and the guy infront of my house pissed me off.. he has poor communication skills in terms of english anyway.. and stop insinuating things.. oooohh.. yea sure my astig is damn high u dont have to take that tone with me.. they pissed me right off i didnt hesitate to give them a black face.. hah.. u just lost yourself a customer bozo.. anyway their rates were so ridiculously high.. i went to my normal optician and his daughter was helping out and even though she mentioned similar stuff like the previous guy, she was nice about it.. looks like ill be making my contacts there..
i went shopping with my sis.. we walked for hours and even missed the swedish team.. *sobs* but we ended up buyin ridiculous things with only one necessity.. heh.. finally got my jeans thank god.. not like im gonna be wearing them anytime soon anyway.. i cant stand studying anymore.. :( i miss my sister.. i miss my big bro too.. haiz... some things are making me terribly upset.. sigh
i cant believe i overslept again.. time is going by so quickly.. :( i only did like 3 sections of rj chem paper 3 this afternoon... and i had to like refer to the answers each tme.. i got really frustrated.. im sooo dead. from the looks of things.. chances of an F are the most likely thing.. so is for the other subjects.. sigh.. exams are so depressing
n looks like if i wanna get contacts they're gonna be pretty ex.. and the guy infront of my house pissed me off.. he has poor communication skills in terms of english anyway.. and stop insinuating things.. oooohh.. yea sure my astig is damn high u dont have to take that tone with me.. they pissed me right off i didnt hesitate to give them a black face.. hah.. u just lost yourself a customer bozo.. anyway their rates were so ridiculously high.. i went to my normal optician and his daughter was helping out and even though she mentioned similar stuff like the previous guy, she was nice about it.. looks like ill be making my contacts there..
i went shopping with my sis.. we walked for hours and even missed the swedish team.. *sobs* but we ended up buyin ridiculous things with only one necessity.. heh.. finally got my jeans thank god.. not like im gonna be wearing them anytime soon anyway.. i cant stand studying anymore.. :( i miss my sister.. i miss my big bro too.. haiz... some things are making me terribly upset.. sigh
Sunday, September 05, 2004
oh..
this weekend rocks.. :)
spent slacking watching lots of tv and best of all talking to people i dearly miss.. tt includes you dee.. :) i have an abang! haha.. right.. i mean ive been pestering my mom for one all this while.. well of course its not realistic.. but i at least its something! hehe.. right and im going shopping laterz & getting contacts AND watching the swedish floorball team thrash the singapore team at woodlands stadium eheh.. how fun.. maybe i can find a ljungberg lookalike even! anyone care to join me?
3 more weeks and half of the torture will be over.. i dont care i dont care i dont careeeeeeeeeeeee.. blah.. im sick of having to study my butt off.. for what.. bleah.. all i want right now is to get into SMU and study in 6+++ different countries in those 4 years.. and get offered a job in some luxurious company.. or find a really cute guy in spain (while i have my study stint there of course) and settle down! woohoo.. talk about dreaming man.. i dont know why im so in love with spain.. but i just am! its the one place i have to visit.. i want to watch a football match there LIVE.. i want to see the amazing rich history, something different besides asian history.. to me spain is more romantic than paris.. for some weird reason.. ooh i can only wish.. like alot of things too...
oh yea im hooked on this jap anime series.. its called samurai X.. i think its quite popular.. but the hero in the show has a pretty gay voice.. and he wears pink.. when he is supposed to be a legendary slasher.. its quite funny.. hehee better than the other jap anime i used to watch.. but i loved that one cos of the stupid love story between the hero n the heroine except they kept pretending they didnt like each other.. but when they didnt that made it all worthwhile to watch.. :) heheh.. n there was a cute little piggy in the show too.. haha.. so spastic..
this weekend rocks.. :)
spent slacking watching lots of tv and best of all talking to people i dearly miss.. tt includes you dee.. :) i have an abang! haha.. right.. i mean ive been pestering my mom for one all this while.. well of course its not realistic.. but i at least its something! hehe.. right and im going shopping laterz & getting contacts AND watching the swedish floorball team thrash the singapore team at woodlands stadium eheh.. how fun.. maybe i can find a ljungberg lookalike even! anyone care to join me?
3 more weeks and half of the torture will be over.. i dont care i dont care i dont careeeeeeeeeeeee.. blah.. im sick of having to study my butt off.. for what.. bleah.. all i want right now is to get into SMU and study in 6+++ different countries in those 4 years.. and get offered a job in some luxurious company.. or find a really cute guy in spain (while i have my study stint there of course) and settle down! woohoo.. talk about dreaming man.. i dont know why im so in love with spain.. but i just am! its the one place i have to visit.. i want to watch a football match there LIVE.. i want to see the amazing rich history, something different besides asian history.. to me spain is more romantic than paris.. for some weird reason.. ooh i can only wish.. like alot of things too...
oh yea im hooked on this jap anime series.. its called samurai X.. i think its quite popular.. but the hero in the show has a pretty gay voice.. and he wears pink.. when he is supposed to be a legendary slasher.. its quite funny.. hehee better than the other jap anime i used to watch.. but i loved that one cos of the stupid love story between the hero n the heroine except they kept pretending they didnt like each other.. but when they didnt that made it all worthwhile to watch.. :) heheh.. n there was a cute little piggy in the show too.. haha.. so spastic..
Thursday, September 02, 2004
im sooooooo boreeeed.. now i understand why dee blogs so much during prelims.. im freaking bored of staring at bio prac.. squamous transitional pseudostratified.. mann.. enough is enough.. i just hope i can do the thing tomorrow.. but aiya by 1030 ill be relieved its over.. tomorrows friday.. meaning someone will be out :) yay funny how dee n me made small risk takings on the same day but im all for living life at the edge now! maybe not 100% at the edge but theres a larger % than before.. anyway congrats dee on the award! u know u deserve it..
singapore idol i realised is not that bad.. im rooting for leandra next week.. she rocks.. too bad cute malay guy this time was half murmuring half putting 's'es in the wrong places.. dont u all think that daphne looks and sounds ALOT like clara from ARTS? maybe she's a sister..
ooh zz put a pic of choc fondue from haagen daaz on his blog and its completely going to ruin my diet plan what with my HD voucher..! one day of indulgence .. who cares... then back to 'puasa'ing.. shall go be a vainpot and put timun slices on my puffy eyes now.. :) heehee.. it works!
singapore idol i realised is not that bad.. im rooting for leandra next week.. she rocks.. too bad cute malay guy this time was half murmuring half putting 's'es in the wrong places.. dont u all think that daphne looks and sounds ALOT like clara from ARTS? maybe she's a sister..
ooh zz put a pic of choc fondue from haagen daaz on his blog and its completely going to ruin my diet plan what with my HD voucher..! one day of indulgence .. who cares... then back to 'puasa'ing.. shall go be a vainpot and put timun slices on my puffy eyes now.. :) heehee.. it works!
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
i was bored as usual so i decided to do a search on my name.. plenty of fun fun fun ! haha
most of it were links to my old blog and photo album n links to dees, syas n ains pages.. but i think there are more hazwanis than ilis online.. haha.. but its terribly funny seeing the little adjectives surrounding my name.. like chio, top 10 students, etc.. haha.. fine they were not of me but its entertaining all the same.. ive always had this theory that all hazwanis were fat.. no offence to any other hazwanis out there i havent met.. but of all that i have met.. including little girls on the bus.. are fat! i was quite disturbed abt this trend.. ooh.. i weighed myself this morning! i think i lost .5kg at the least! 4.5kg to go! :) dont worry i dont intend to be anorexic just healthy.. meaning minus all extra fats that i normally consume..
oh back to funny events.. i reread ains blog entries.. they are freaking funny.. dates back to a simpler time.. when lumut was still the object of my affection.. when pantuns were 'in'..when we laughed uncontrollably w/o the worry of failling your prelims... yups.. and when latte was still the flavor of the time.. oh my.. ain should make it into a book.. i would buy it! haha.. oh yea i found out im linked to baba too..
feeling quite happy after that little reading session.. was listening to BBC news radio while i was radio channel surfing.. it was ironic.. arnold shwasewhateveruspellit was saying how america has become a safer place with president bush.. HAHAAHAHAH.. but right after the speech exerpt, some interviewee said that the world has definitely not become safer... sigh.. it doesnt help that kerry is the opposition.. i dont think either of the 2 can do a good job.. oh and theres this one photo of bush in TIME where he puts up his legs on the desk while he listens to these 3 pple talk during a meeting.. is he an immature teenager or what? his ego is like how big!?
sheesh stupid comp keeps disconnecting after 15mins.. now even less.. well maybe its a sign to stop blogging and mug.. bleahh.!!
most of it were links to my old blog and photo album n links to dees, syas n ains pages.. but i think there are more hazwanis than ilis online.. haha.. but its terribly funny seeing the little adjectives surrounding my name.. like chio, top 10 students, etc.. haha.. fine they were not of me but its entertaining all the same.. ive always had this theory that all hazwanis were fat.. no offence to any other hazwanis out there i havent met.. but of all that i have met.. including little girls on the bus.. are fat! i was quite disturbed abt this trend.. ooh.. i weighed myself this morning! i think i lost .5kg at the least! 4.5kg to go! :) dont worry i dont intend to be anorexic just healthy.. meaning minus all extra fats that i normally consume..
oh back to funny events.. i reread ains blog entries.. they are freaking funny.. dates back to a simpler time.. when lumut was still the object of my affection.. when pantuns were 'in'..when we laughed uncontrollably w/o the worry of failling your prelims... yups.. and when latte was still the flavor of the time.. oh my.. ain should make it into a book.. i would buy it! haha.. oh yea i found out im linked to baba too..
feeling quite happy after that little reading session.. was listening to BBC news radio while i was radio channel surfing.. it was ironic.. arnold shwasewhateveruspellit was saying how america has become a safer place with president bush.. HAHAAHAHAH.. but right after the speech exerpt, some interviewee said that the world has definitely not become safer... sigh.. it doesnt help that kerry is the opposition.. i dont think either of the 2 can do a good job.. oh and theres this one photo of bush in TIME where he puts up his legs on the desk while he listens to these 3 pple talk during a meeting.. is he an immature teenager or what? his ego is like how big!?
sheesh stupid comp keeps disconnecting after 15mins.. now even less.. well maybe its a sign to stop blogging and mug.. bleahh.!!
Sunday, August 29, 2004
tom is chem prac.. blaaaaa..
spent the whole day reading chem stuff.. and the night watching tv.. heehee.. ms teen usa.. i love the girl who won it in 2003 and the winner for 2004 is so similar.. ms hawaii looks like annabelle francis too! anyway my predictions were right! :)
oh and yest watched arsenal thrash norwicH! they shud have just ended the match after the first half.. reyes is getting cuter and better with each match! surpassing freddy even.. :D n the last goal by bergkamp was pure class.. norwich was actually a pretty good side.. frustrated arsenal (and me) like mad.. which i guess is good.. but they are crazy to be playing football at such pace for the whole game!! it was violent man..
hmms it seems that jc life has more exams than in sec skl that the coming of this prelims feel like nothing more than just common tests.. esp since the teachers are scaring us silly over how hard its gonna be.. haiz..
let this all be over sooN!
spent the whole day reading chem stuff.. and the night watching tv.. heehee.. ms teen usa.. i love the girl who won it in 2003 and the winner for 2004 is so similar.. ms hawaii looks like annabelle francis too! anyway my predictions were right! :)
oh and yest watched arsenal thrash norwicH! they shud have just ended the match after the first half.. reyes is getting cuter and better with each match! surpassing freddy even.. :D n the last goal by bergkamp was pure class.. norwich was actually a pretty good side.. frustrated arsenal (and me) like mad.. which i guess is good.. but they are crazy to be playing football at such pace for the whole game!! it was violent man..
hmms it seems that jc life has more exams than in sec skl that the coming of this prelims feel like nothing more than just common tests.. esp since the teachers are scaring us silly over how hard its gonna be.. haiz..
let this all be over sooN!
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
wow u cant imagine how i slacked today away..
i managed to reach home at 1pm.. thanks to CJ.. i even dropped by for a little shopping.. went home complained to my dad abt phone and wennt out again to change the SIM card.. while dad caught up with work at the hello! shop.. bah.. i wanted to get the 7610 but its still so stinking ex.. but the girl at the counter recommended the ericsson k700i instead.. the keypad and colour looked uninviting but the allure of a coloured phone and camera was there.. still i put it off.. i WILL wait until after As when theres no more scare abt spastic locker raiders and hopefully by then the prices will drop like dead bugs :) and i will get myself a pretty 7610 or a 7200 or one of the ericsson phones.. ains phone is quite nice.. but i hate having the same phone with people i always meet.. then i went home hoping to study a bit but ended up sleeping until dinner.. ate again and slept again until now.. n i cant get myself to do any work! unwatched FRIENDS episodes are calling out to me.....
i managed to reach home at 1pm.. thanks to CJ.. i even dropped by for a little shopping.. went home complained to my dad abt phone and wennt out again to change the SIM card.. while dad caught up with work at the hello! shop.. bah.. i wanted to get the 7610 but its still so stinking ex.. but the girl at the counter recommended the ericsson k700i instead.. the keypad and colour looked uninviting but the allure of a coloured phone and camera was there.. still i put it off.. i WILL wait until after As when theres no more scare abt spastic locker raiders and hopefully by then the prices will drop like dead bugs :) and i will get myself a pretty 7610 or a 7200 or one of the ericsson phones.. ains phone is quite nice.. but i hate having the same phone with people i always meet.. then i went home hoping to study a bit but ended up sleeping until dinner.. ate again and slept again until now.. n i cant get myself to do any work! unwatched FRIENDS episodes are calling out to me.....
Sunday, August 22, 2004
Thursday, August 19, 2004
im aching .... shoulders legs arms tummy.. ah.. im sooooooo unfit..
i cant even cough lying down cos it hurts.. ooh after As plans are definitely get fit/slim enough to get back into a smaller jeans size.. i was soooooooo upset when i cudnt fit into these pair of jeans.. but they were the stretchy kind so i guess they were meant to be tight.. but i really felt as if blood circulation to my thighs had been cut off..
just watched singapore idol.. the judges suck.. i will repeat that the 4 of them are not exactly fit to criticise so much.. as always its so much easier to criticise.. i mean as if they had such blossoming careers themselves! who the hell even heard of the woman n the specs below the eyes guys before this? they kicked out tt rossalina girl.. or at least i think tts her name.. her voice is so power ah.. and who says she doesnt look like super chio.. what just because she doesnt show skin!? helooooo she wasnt ugly for petes sakes.. come on tt screechy boy made it thru ..? thats a joke.. and has anyone realised how half of the people who made it are like eurasians? but there were some really good pple too.. i loved tt girl with the afro hair.. supporting her all the way man! she rocks.. and she's so cute..
was also channel surfing to like suria.. where they were screening akhir kata and todays topic was on the youth feedback channel thing with dr maliki.. they brought up pretty valid points but i was just amused by the youngest guy there who had a little bit of trouble with his malay.. he kept saying the english word and backing it immediately with the malay substitute.. at least it was fluent.. of cos i am in no position to be cruel to them on a strictly malay speaking thing cos i would be speaking more english words than malay myself.. its pathetic.. me i mean.. tt reminds me the other day jon chen said sth in chinese and momo went.. 'whats tt?' jon chens reply was 'oh yea you're essentially monolingual' heh.. oh yea then sujadi siswo gave a very nice concluding statement .. very flowery and i think he made it up on the spot.. but i was thinking.. after him who would be like the next malay journalist? i mean i dont exactly know people who love malay to the core and are so fasih in it.. but i bet there are eh.. dont u find that some things are said better in the mother tongue? well i get it all the time from chinese .. especially teachers for some reason.. but i guess i do it too in malay.. sometimes i just answer naturally in malay.. even with chinese frens ard for some reason.. i think i must have had a withdrawal symptom once in hc cos i said sth in malay suddenly and realised there was no one there who could understand it..
haiz 4 days straight of going to skl myself.. applaud me.. hehe.. but seriously i think schools should all be made later.. like at 9am! i mean come on.. you watch tv and see how americans can have breakfast at home when the SUN IS SHINING so very brightly.. i think we deserve that.. and we should cut down the syllabus.. especially BIO! like slash it to 1/2 the amount.. ok maybe 3/4? i think chem syllabus is not too bad.. i mean quantity shouldnt be the main priority.. im sure i can live without knowing some of the topics in bio.. like... evolution.. :) and transport in plants.. and mining.. and all the freaky organisms.. i do wonder if doctors know all these organisms anyway... lots of times i think that im not good at everything.. and i should just be some happy married person at home.. ho hums..
i cant even cough lying down cos it hurts.. ooh after As plans are definitely get fit/slim enough to get back into a smaller jeans size.. i was soooooooo upset when i cudnt fit into these pair of jeans.. but they were the stretchy kind so i guess they were meant to be tight.. but i really felt as if blood circulation to my thighs had been cut off..
just watched singapore idol.. the judges suck.. i will repeat that the 4 of them are not exactly fit to criticise so much.. as always its so much easier to criticise.. i mean as if they had such blossoming careers themselves! who the hell even heard of the woman n the specs below the eyes guys before this? they kicked out tt rossalina girl.. or at least i think tts her name.. her voice is so power ah.. and who says she doesnt look like super chio.. what just because she doesnt show skin!? helooooo she wasnt ugly for petes sakes.. come on tt screechy boy made it thru ..? thats a joke.. and has anyone realised how half of the people who made it are like eurasians? but there were some really good pple too.. i loved tt girl with the afro hair.. supporting her all the way man! she rocks.. and she's so cute..
was also channel surfing to like suria.. where they were screening akhir kata and todays topic was on the youth feedback channel thing with dr maliki.. they brought up pretty valid points but i was just amused by the youngest guy there who had a little bit of trouble with his malay.. he kept saying the english word and backing it immediately with the malay substitute.. at least it was fluent.. of cos i am in no position to be cruel to them on a strictly malay speaking thing cos i would be speaking more english words than malay myself.. its pathetic.. me i mean.. tt reminds me the other day jon chen said sth in chinese and momo went.. 'whats tt?' jon chens reply was 'oh yea you're essentially monolingual' heh.. oh yea then sujadi siswo gave a very nice concluding statement .. very flowery and i think he made it up on the spot.. but i was thinking.. after him who would be like the next malay journalist? i mean i dont exactly know people who love malay to the core and are so fasih in it.. but i bet there are eh.. dont u find that some things are said better in the mother tongue? well i get it all the time from chinese .. especially teachers for some reason.. but i guess i do it too in malay.. sometimes i just answer naturally in malay.. even with chinese frens ard for some reason.. i think i must have had a withdrawal symptom once in hc cos i said sth in malay suddenly and realised there was no one there who could understand it..
haiz 4 days straight of going to skl myself.. applaud me.. hehe.. but seriously i think schools should all be made later.. like at 9am! i mean come on.. you watch tv and see how americans can have breakfast at home when the SUN IS SHINING so very brightly.. i think we deserve that.. and we should cut down the syllabus.. especially BIO! like slash it to 1/2 the amount.. ok maybe 3/4? i think chem syllabus is not too bad.. i mean quantity shouldnt be the main priority.. im sure i can live without knowing some of the topics in bio.. like... evolution.. :) and transport in plants.. and mining.. and all the freaky organisms.. i do wonder if doctors know all these organisms anyway... lots of times i think that im not good at everything.. and i should just be some happy married person at home.. ho hums..
Monday, August 16, 2004
its a horny world out there
-shivers- heh.. u cant imagine how much trust in guys have been slashed.. but still... some things refuse to change
anyway the j brudders ie. josh, julian, jiahan gave me a squidgie balL! :D its so amusing.. i intend to use it one of these days when i happen to study in skl until late with the softballers and the only thing we can bat will be this glowy squuidgie ball haha.. thanks guys.. i appreciate it very much..
bla.. i have to go to skl myself this week.. dad is still so sick.. and im sooooo tired.. im not cut out to go to skl n back for a week.. ill fall sick again.. hehe.. spoilt brat it is but yaa come on i take super long to reach skl such that the whole trip is like an adventure in itself.. plus my back is aching.. and theres a million things to do.. well actually its left with the chem design and the memorising thermody equations.. ay..
-shivers- heh.. u cant imagine how much trust in guys have been slashed.. but still... some things refuse to change
anyway the j brudders ie. josh, julian, jiahan gave me a squidgie balL! :D its so amusing.. i intend to use it one of these days when i happen to study in skl until late with the softballers and the only thing we can bat will be this glowy squuidgie ball haha.. thanks guys.. i appreciate it very much..
bla.. i have to go to skl myself this week.. dad is still so sick.. and im sooooo tired.. im not cut out to go to skl n back for a week.. ill fall sick again.. hehe.. spoilt brat it is but yaa come on i take super long to reach skl such that the whole trip is like an adventure in itself.. plus my back is aching.. and theres a million things to do.. well actually its left with the chem design and the memorising thermody equations.. ay..
Sunday, August 15, 2004
you know how some songs sound good but you have no clue what it means.. yea could someone enlighten me here... its talk show on mute by incubus..
Take a bow
Pack gun powder
Wash 'em out with buzzing lights
Pay an audience to care
"Impress me" personality
Still and transfixed
The electric sheep are dreaming of your face
Enjoy you from the chemical
Comfort all America
Come one, come all
Into 1984
Yeah, three, two, one
Lights, camera, transaction
Quick, your time is almost up
Make all forget that they're the moth
Edging in towards the flame
Burning into obscurity
Still and transfixed
The electric sheep are dreaming of your face
And judg you from the guard castle
Comfort all America
The Foundation is canyoning
Fault-lines should be worn with pride
I hate to say
There's so much more
There's so much more
Enduring with the sound turned off
anyway, all this while ive wanted an older brother.. but... bla..
Take a bow
Pack gun powder
Wash 'em out with buzzing lights
Pay an audience to care
"Impress me" personality
Still and transfixed
The electric sheep are dreaming of your face
Enjoy you from the chemical
Comfort all America
Come one, come all
Into 1984
Yeah, three, two, one
Lights, camera, transaction
Quick, your time is almost up
Make all forget that they're the moth
Edging in towards the flame
Burning into obscurity
Still and transfixed
The electric sheep are dreaming of your face
And judg you from the guard castle
Comfort all America
The Foundation is canyoning
Fault-lines should be worn with pride
I hate to say
There's so much more
There's so much more
Enduring with the sound turned off
anyway, all this while ive wanted an older brother.. but... bla..
Friday, August 13, 2004
hmms.. as i expected a lacklustre response from the class regarding the video but then again it was amateur.. im a bit pissed though that after all that people are telling me to change it.. im SORRY but having a primitive programme like mine or the skl's makes the whole task arduous and time consuming.. i would love to have rgs' IMAC imovies back but of course we are just too superior in our technology.. and it sure doesnt help to have really helpful classmates.. i know im being too judgmental and obviously not everyone or rather no one knows how to use a video cam.. not that i know of anyway.. and the only person who did have a vague idea didnt even tell me that he knew.. or offered to do it.. so yea if its too incriminating for you.. dont submit it then.. its just painful to have had no help whatsoever and having spent a lousy 4 hours figuring out and installing the programme and another 6 hours doing a 3 minute amateur piece and then have next to zero positive comments or even thankyous and then you want me to edit it??.. you think im not taking prelims?? im not saying i hate anyone or directing this to anyone but i knew this was gonna happen cos thats simply the way things work and i didnt wanna get involved in it again until everyone starting questioning who the hell is doing the video.. i felt bad cos i did have some footage and it would be nice to have at least some fond memories however amateur they were.. THAT was my aim.. im sorry its not good enough for you
i do however would like to thank amir for at least offering to help as well record some stuff.. n sya for some creativity and some other pple who may have offered some song suggestions..
but now that its come to this.. im leaving it at that for now.. but who knows if my mood changes after prelims, when by some miracle i dont screw my prelims i might actually edit it.. sigh
i do however would like to thank amir for at least offering to help as well record some stuff.. n sya for some creativity and some other pple who may have offered some song suggestions..
but now that its come to this.. im leaving it at that for now.. but who knows if my mood changes after prelims, when by some miracle i dont screw my prelims i might actually edit it.. sigh
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
im sick.. again.. how weak of me
oh well no skl for me tomorrow then.. :D i hope i recover by tomorrow.. then i can throw ard some balls on friday with dawn.. well just before napping i decided to read TODAY and a one page commercial on Fancy Feast caught my eye.. it said just get 6 barcodes from each tin and send it together with the form to enjoy a holiday in the UK, with free airfare! well of course if we're chosen.. but my dearest fussy cat only eats like what 3 cans of fancy feast a day and if i scavage around all the TODAYs i might get enough forms to boost my chances.. haha.. so yea all you cat lovers whose cats are fancy feast lovers, this is a free advertisement for them.. though it would be nice if you brought me along if you won.. haha.. as if.. there are like only a pair of tickets for the winners.. even if i did win who would i go with?
oh well no skl for me tomorrow then.. :D i hope i recover by tomorrow.. then i can throw ard some balls on friday with dawn.. well just before napping i decided to read TODAY and a one page commercial on Fancy Feast caught my eye.. it said just get 6 barcodes from each tin and send it together with the form to enjoy a holiday in the UK, with free airfare! well of course if we're chosen.. but my dearest fussy cat only eats like what 3 cans of fancy feast a day and if i scavage around all the TODAYs i might get enough forms to boost my chances.. haha.. so yea all you cat lovers whose cats are fancy feast lovers, this is a free advertisement for them.. though it would be nice if you brought me along if you won.. haha.. as if.. there are like only a pair of tickets for the winners.. even if i did win who would i go with?
Monday, August 09, 2004
I know all about,
Yea about your reputation
And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm were you are
You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Lovin you, That isn't really something I should do
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Ya, baby you're the right kind of wrong
It might be a mistake
A mistake I'm makin'
But what your givin I am happy to be takin
Cause no one's ever made me
The way I feel when I'm in your arms
They say your somethin I should do without
They don't know what goes on
When the lights go out
There's no way to explain
All the pleasure is worth all the pain
Lovin you, That isn't really something I should do ya-hey
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Ya, baby you're the right kind of wrong
I should try to run but I just can't seem to
'Cause every time I run your the one I run to
Can't do without what you do to me,
I don't care if I'm in to deep yeah
Yea about your reputation
And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm were you are
You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Lovin you, That isn't really something I should do
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Ya, baby you're the right kind of wrong
It might be a mistake
A mistake I'm makin'
But what your givin I am happy to be takin
Cause no one's ever made me
The way I feel when I'm in your arms
They say your somethin I should do without
They don't know what goes on
When the lights go out
There's no way to explain
All the pleasure is worth all the pain
Lovin you, That isn't really something I should do ya-hey
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Ya, baby you're the right kind of wrong
I should try to run but I just can't seem to
'Cause every time I run your the one I run to
Can't do without what you do to me,
I don't care if I'm in to deep yeah
spent a good deal of the day yest in the pool just hanging out..
laughed so much that we prob developed abs heh.. 1/3 of the girls were there.. sad but whatever.. had a generally good time :) and my freaking cd burner i realised has burnt me a dvd.. interesting eh..
things that i've always longed for has appeared right before me
yet its still not all that
'cos its not mine to keep and never will be
laughed so much that we prob developed abs heh.. 1/3 of the girls were there.. sad but whatever.. had a generally good time :) and my freaking cd burner i realised has burnt me a dvd.. interesting eh..
things that i've always longed for has appeared right before me
yet its still not all that
'cos its not mine to keep and never will be
Saturday, August 07, 2004
im superrrrrrrrrrrrrr pissed.. nothing is working out right today AT ALL.. ok mebbe just the food aspect of today.. but tts not gd either to be gaining weight.. -pouts-
the freaking class video refuses to be made.. n i refuse to spend my time on it any longer.. it shall be like the crap it is now.. i cant believe i spent the whole day ONLY doing maths tut.. what the shit man.. my statistics is as good as dead.. ahhhhh!!!!!!!! n then bring it on 2 is allllllllll rented out.. and looks like ill be rewanging tomorrow and tt means i might go late to syas house which means tt i might as well NOT go cos like its not gonna be stayover after all.. and i borrowed a stinking vcd which has to be returned tomororw.. justttttt wither and diee.. like the class rose is doing right now..
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im too freaking irritated to write the nice things tt happened yest.. n its not like i can be angry at anyone.. cos its called a victim of circumstances! shit you ...
the freaking class video refuses to be made.. n i refuse to spend my time on it any longer.. it shall be like the crap it is now.. i cant believe i spent the whole day ONLY doing maths tut.. what the shit man.. my statistics is as good as dead.. ahhhhh!!!!!!!! n then bring it on 2 is allllllllll rented out.. and looks like ill be rewanging tomorrow and tt means i might go late to syas house which means tt i might as well NOT go cos like its not gonna be stayover after all.. and i borrowed a stinking vcd which has to be returned tomororw.. justttttt wither and diee.. like the class rose is doing right now..
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im too freaking irritated to write the nice things tt happened yest.. n its not like i can be angry at anyone.. cos its called a victim of circumstances! shit you ...
Subscribe to:
Comments (Atom)
