hrmph.. deletd my previously depressed entry..
feeling better esp after blog surfing.. (yes there is econs n malay tom.. do i care?) but its still a bad time to be taking tests.. so many thoughts n distractions run thru my head.. so many what ifs.. really bad time to stand back and reflect.. but here goes..

met so many pple ..forged frenships.. bonds with lots of pple.. n i cherish them.. u make so many different type of bonds.. but its still so hard.. to find someone special.. tt fren who u absolutely click with n i may have well nearly lost it.. theres just a different kind of bond.. and i miss it.. and it hurts tt we cant spend as much time together as id like to.. n it hurts.. really bad when it fades.. when sth u had tt was great.. tt was fun.. tt u completely wished for.. died.. lived thru it.. feeling tonnes better.. but theres always a tinge of regret.. u were always there. until then.. but new frenships are made.. id wish i cud say there was tt connection.. but there isnt.. and perhaps its partly cos of a stupid decision made.. im completely ashamed of it.. didnt know why i decided uponit .. will time bridge the gap.. id bet it be the same.. as before.. yes.. i do regret.. who doesnt.. at the same time.. felt a sense of void.. shud learn to grab all the opportunities tt come my way..

anyway.. dee.. found another idea for prezs.. but .. beginning to see the difference between the 2 things.. and yea.. itll never happen.. unless of coz by some weird miracle.. hhaha.. which i dun mind praying for... heez.. shall go lift my spirits with FRIENDS.. before immersing myself in malay n tucking myself to bed..

hmms.. sis' burnt cd makes good lullaby.. or mebbe it was just the econs notes..

i absolutely cannot believe this.. ok mebbe i can.. but no fun.. the night before common tests and my icq n msn list is completely.. empty.. prob like a grand total of 10 pple max.. n half in away mode.. wtc.. ahhhh i dun care abt bloody common tests.. whatever mann.. hmms wonder if i will feel tt way when i get the results.. whatever am fed up with work.. am saturated.. am lazy.. :) n loves it tt way..

hmmz just before making a last attempt at trigo.. smsed dee like crazy :) very fun.. thinking of bday prezs for guys.. how difficult it is to get a guy fren sth.. like.. what do guys need? they have no use for softtoys or keychains or jewellery unless.. of coz the real cool/bengy/beachy, beady/chainy, bracelets/chains thingies hahaz. come on.. give me suggestions here.. i mean its easier to get stuff for guys ure close to... like sweaters.. shirts.. cologne? wallets? right? stuff tt u cud buy for ure bf and end up snuggling in? :) (right) so yea.. how much is a rugby jersey? u know the tri-nations kind.. like.. percy montgomery, nz.. the wallabies.. issit? haha.. man watching rugby is damn cool.. :) esp with ain screaming at ure side or trying to get rid of the person who is blocking ure view by screaming into her ears.. hahaz hmmz.. bet the jersey wud be too over my budget.. mebbe ill get like everyone i know to pitch in with me haha.. ooh reminds me of the time we bought jane a huge wrist watch.. except it wasnt supposed to be worn on the wrist.. u know those huge kinds that are actually clocks?? and like what.. 20 pple paid for it? and signed behind the strap.. tt was cool.. except instead of getting many many bday prezs, u just get one big one.. haha wonder if jane still has it..
hmms.. theres the football poster / jersey? / figurines? / keychain? idea.. budden everything will be like from the man u shop which everyone knows we buy from.. which is.. not so surprising.. but then again.. do guys actually want posters?
ay.. so nonconclusive..

ah yes.. finally burnt me a cd.. happy happy.. lurve it.. esp these 2 songs tt make me feel so comforted.. so secure.. so warm n fuzzy :) awwz.. cant wait to go cycling at ECP! and stonez. and lots n lots of shopping even tho i have like absolutely no time.. dun think i have time to do much of what i plan too actually.. so sadddd.. !!!!!!!!! but i do wanna spend my bday with the pple i absolutely LOVE!!!! let it happen.. plsssssss!!!!!!!! -WHINE- ill die if i waste my bday away.. -pouts- i already have bloody bio to spoil my morning.. bahz..

damn gtg find declaration form..

im feeling happy.. tho.. feeling dumb..

woohoo i woke this morning.. oops i mean noon with my mom giving me my in advanced bday prez.. well its more of like a we sorta need the thing at home but since ili wants it lets make it her bday prez .. hahaz.. yes lame.. but i finally have a cd burner.. yes im damn slow.. but i dun care i can finally burn all my songs and listen to them in skl and whenever.. n mebbe install it in my sis' comp so we can dl movies and burn it too... yay!!!! but we took like 2 hours to install the thing when it was actually real simple.. bah.. n i was like.. shit i have no time to study! but i finally completed one of the chem papers.. i cud do it.. well to pass mebbe.. but then again i kept checking notees.. oh well at least i understood the stuff.. pray tt almost the same qns come out.. :D however so unlikely.. oh ya some of the answers are wrong i swear.. and some of the chem rxns are like.. -am i supposed to know tt happens???- arrkkz.. oh well..

ay deedee.. we're still stagnating in the club we set up in sec 2 eh?? all the same pple are still in it.. quite sad..but oh well.. we can live w/o them!! urkkk had the weirdest dreams this morning.. woke up in a fright.. interesting but damn damn damn x infinity weird.. hahaz..

i shall burn to my heart's content!

-A great sense of humor can add up to eight years to your life

Pre- school kids laugh or smile 400 times a day. By they time reach 35, the number drops to 15. -

tts sad.. ooh thanks dawn.. :) yayay.. even tho i dun understand them.. the only onei like so far is hui sth guo qu.. haha.. the song isnt tt great but i love the music vid.. its cute.. even tho not great.. hehez.. but i only like abt hmm 1/2 the songs i downloaded.. darn at times like this i wished i knew more chinese..

Emotional tears contain 24% more protein than reflex tears, leading doctors to believe we are ridding our body of excess stress hormones, which may be why we feel better after a good cry.

just some stuff i found.. hmmz have finally joined the -lost hope in everything- club.. oh yea and this too.. -I like not only to be loved, but to be told I am loved- if we love someone a fren whoever.. we shud say it.. even if the person knows it.. its just damn touching to me.. to feel so accepted and cherished.. :) never take it for granted yes.. ho hum.. dun wanna sleep.. dun wanna study..
and isketch today was pretty boring.. and they repeated the words.. bah.. now its too late to chat with anyone.. :( grr..

yay.. thank u puisan!! :) u helped me finish the revision thingy.. oh wait.. i still dunno how to do some.. ahh who cares.. i shall revise chem instead..

arkk i slept at 330am this morning cos someone kept me awake.. or rather i was hooked on win lose or draw heheez.. i never won a single time.. bah.. n then yea sth else.. hmmz.. i want my dosage of fun.. ho humz.. hurry hurry i want my shopping date.. my movie date n my cycling date! ooh and i found another shopping partner woohoo... cant wait.. ay.. wonder how badly ill fail my tests..

oh can anyone PLS tellme which jay chou music vids are nice?? cos most of them tt i dled are really quite bad.. !!!esp the ones with angmohs.. like how incompatible can u get..

i hate u pwee.. hah!

oh no.. -panic alert- it just sank in tt tests start next week.. 3 more dayss.. *bites nails* i took forever trying to master trigo.. which i still dun.. i mean i go thru the past workings and like.. wth.. im soooo sure i can like derive tt all by myself.. wish me all the luck tt the qns tt come out are doable.. or at least I can do them..

gosh.. i dun even think i can rem everything i studied.. and i have malay n econs before chem..n chem is like.. one of my worst subjects..gtg eat dinner.. i shall freak more later

hehz.. find myself blogging more than ever.. but im refreshed.. its 2pm and i havent started mugging bio.. but nvm.. i got the 8R foto.. finally!! :) we have to decorate our board!! :) and make a tshirt.. okok.. anyway.. i decided to walk back home all the way from northpoint.. tts pretty far okkk.. tt is like PS to rg.. i think.. and decided to walk past my pri skl.. and i realised they were having the oh annual track camp!! damn if it wasnt for bloody SARS and having to take temp n stuff i wud have walked in n said hello to the teachers.. ahh.. -reminiscise- the gd old days.. when we played catching until 10pm++ till the police wud come.. and played block catching after training.. meaning gettin home 3 hours later then im supposed to.. n tt was only in pri skl.. buying cup noodles n chicken wings.. hehez.. ooh and spying on our 2 teachers who are now happily married.. hehez. too bad i cudnt call anyone who was living int he area to barge in with me.. saw the little boys from outside prob playing catching again.. its a tradition.. :) hope they dun close down the skl.. -pout- my favourite times.. when nothing in the world mattered at all.. and sklwork was nonexistent or at least took like 3 secs to do.. bah.. ahh.. shud wake up earlier one day and go cycling round the neighbourhood.. planned to wake up at 8 today.. haha decidedd to go back to sleep.. ok.. back to bio.. BAH..

lycos is so screwed up.. everytime i click some button after reading one mail my comp says gotta close the window.. wth.. now ive got to like change my email.. so for those pple i didnt mail.. its lil_hurdler@yahoo.com.. yes yes i shud certainly reconsider the hurdler part.. budden i already had a yahoo account under this name so might as well just use the bloody thing.. hehz as a matter of fact i emailed my hurdling junior / co-founder of joker's club ironically not from rgs.. havent met her in such a looong time... :) i really really really wanna watch the finals some time this year.. actually miss hurdling.. but id rather do it for leisure than competition any time.. hahaz.. oh yea and make it id rather do 80m than 100m.. :) i cant do 100m hurdles for nuts.. 400m hurdles wud be interesting if not for stupid asthma.. actualyl hehe.. i dun mind being asthmatic.. hence NO NAPFA.. hurray!

argg i woke up at 12today.. was sad cos i actually wanted to do some work.. then while eating lunch watched oprah winfrey abt some of these high skl seniorz beating up their juniorz for some weird tradition.. it was kinda scary.. and sad..with videotape and all.. like some kid actually got a sprained ankle.. and another one had 16 stitches in the head.. and some kid's piercing got like pulled off or sth.. *goosebumps* makes u kinda wonder if u wud have joined in if u were them.. eekz.

at least i completed my econs today!!!! hurray.. and i completed chem yest.. :) but note the word reading.. tutorials and practising are a whole other matter.. tom.. i shall conquer bio.. hahaz.. n have a replenished stock of food in the house.. unlike poor joan.. but i bet my stock will be gone by 4pm .. at the rate i munch while study.. hmmz laksa is actually good study food.. so is goreng pisang.. but i finished abt 8 of those in 2 pages of econs.. hehz.. nvm got more from banana tree! heehee..yumyum banana split for breakfast..

oooh i cannot wait for bloody common tests to be over.. not only does it mean shopping time.. but it also means BIRTHDAY!!!!..haha.. actually the hypes to bdays seem more fun than the day itself.. urkk.. soon ok not very soon ill be past the teen stage.. hehz a fren commented .. why cant it be twentyteen twentyoneteen.. :) n yea after tests, training can start again.. :) i want to get better dammit.. i have to get better.. !! i dun wanna get thrashed too badly in the league.. !! ho humzz

-Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall-

ay.. spent a day doing chem.. yay ive finished the reading part.. now to get on with the tutorials and practising part.. haiz.. hah.. but at same time started downloading a whole list of songs.. and music videos to entertain me while i study.. and my blogs are becoming more and more meaningless..

oh yea.. hello sengkuang!!.. :) dun wurry once ure back lots of pple will start calling u sengkuang.. hehez.. oh yea and i was trying to memorise peribahasa on the mrt.. theres this one tt goes tanam tebu di mulut tanam halia di hati.. and the meaning is like sweet words coming out from a person's mouth but actually having a bad intention.. was thinking of our halia.. pwee.. and oops.. we sorta chose the wrong vege for u .. oh wells.. am i really the only person who spells ure name liddat?! impossible! ahhaz.. n im NOT n NEVER WAS penelope.. -glare-

let the bloody common tests be over for gods sakes.. hhhhhaiiiiiizzzzz.. n i need a whole new list of songs to download.. bah

haha.. found this at some site..

-Whats the difference between Softball and Baseball? Girls make the game look better!-

oopzzzzz.. hahaa...

haha wow didnt know id create a rxn.. and yea.. can anyone translate the smses in the video for me!!!!!!! :) i shall go find more of his funny music videos..

and i just cannot start any of my work.. bah.. i dun care.. must start tom .. -cries- all i feel like doing is shop shop shop!!! but.. horrible time.. and i regret not saying yes when my mom asked me if i wanted to go KL to shop this weekend.. and my sis just killed me .. ay.. -regret-

hmmz found a really great gushing n shopping partner.. :) makes me kinda regret sometimes.. but nono.. cannot! -all we do is eliminate our future with things we do today- haiz.. so sian.. shall go pester someone to chat with. .hehez.. and stupid timebelow is so screwed up..

just kill me now.. im actually listening to jay chou.. hahhahaz.. downloaded his song.. hui dao guo qu together with like the music vid.. damn nice.. dunno why i cannot stop smilling when i watch it.. it sorta distracts me from the music.. tho i still think he is damn poser but also very eminem-like...haha can feel all the eminem fans killing me right now.. and the girl is so not compatible with him.. lets go download more of his songs.. ahhahaz.. cant believe what an effect karaoke has done on me!
...
As long as I can depend on being together I can then feel the sweetness
I want to go back to the past
I am trying to let the story continue
At least I don’t let you leave me again
Divert time's attention
This time I will hold you even more tightly
I request you to stay like this, I don’t know if I am too late or not
I want to go back to the past
My thoughs are unceasingly stopping memories from being broadcasting
Blindly chasing and searching, still vastly empty
The dusky night, I am sleepy but I don’t know where to hide
The moment I turned around, loneliness is already lying by my side

the opening of nel has taught me sth..
Singaporeans are damn stupid..

i CANNOT believe tt a throng of pple visited the bloody mrt FOR FUN.. like k if u wanted to go somewhere yea sure why not.. and ure a retiree fine.. theres boredom to deal with .. buddenn.. some of them are complete retards.. like wth.. can see the kiasu-ism in it thru n thru.. esp with the freebies which were not appealing AT ALL.. i so happened tobe watching the news yes yes once in a million years.. and omg i cud die from the idiocy of it all..they interviewed the pple who got it .. but guess what.. they didnt know what they were queueing for.. and the response was.. 'i dont care what it is as long as it is free' WTH.. n then got pushing .. until kids fall down.. waliu then the kid was like 'i feel ... like sad liddat..' and another kid was like 'someone could DIE.. ' oh wow and headlines would be KID DIES FROM CHAOS OVER FREEBIES.. it would be the most ridiculous thing ever.. thot pple had more brain.. apparently NOT.. and u know what kinda ticked me off as well? the stupid idiot who was giving out the freeby.. he didnt know what to do when he was hounded.. so what did he do? he ran ard the freaking mrt and distributed it while running.. it was only brought under control when his boss came along to sort things out.. im not particularly racist but i find it kinda insulting tt the ang moh boss had to tell the idiot to tell the pple to queue up.. wow.. the man must be a genius.. tell me now are we living in a civilisation or in caves?????

yes im damn ticked off

yay.. actually started practising maths.. woke up at 12.. stoned till 3.. did 6 qns in an hour... HAH! beat tt spoiltbrat.. :D and now stoning on the comp.. wah had major chatting session last night.. quite fun...but pple thought i was quite unhappy with life.. well life isnt exactly great but.. i will live.. and sheesh.. dun u all think crushing is fuN!? tho kinda ridiculous.. :) haha being stupid.. lalala.. slept at like 2am.. latest this hols.. oo.. trying not to change sleep pattern too much..

i want the bloody yearbook.. i want my money.. hehz.. i want to go shopppinggg.. i want my earphones backk.. -pout- hahaz.. oh no dawn's spoilt brattiness is contagious..

pw grp just left.. guess what we did?? we watched goldmember!!!!!! hahaz.. yea pw is abt austin powers (NOT!!) but i didnt mind.. :) got to slack ard... hehz and first real outing with pple in my class oopsz.. to make up.. i shall attempt to do some pw now.. haiz..

training just now.. my pitching really sucks to the max.. but first base roxxx hahaz.. and im positive tt somehow everyone's throws are getting better.. :) i mean not to the senior's or guy's standards but better than what we started off heeheee.. its a start.. then machine batting..haiz.. balll was pretty slow and cudnt even hit it properly .. very sad.. hehez shall take the advice of someone.. and simply whack the ball as far and hard as possible ..skill w/o power is still useless.. pitching too.. i mean if u pitch a just nice pace. ure fielders will just die lahh.. its either ure damn good or damn slow but sort of accurate.. like those kinda cheaterbug pitches or rather tosses tt float to u and somehow crosses the plate.. like wth..

bahh,.. feeling slightly crummy.. dunno why..
oh yea.. public blogs shud be made vague..

lalala.. quite a happy day. attempted to do pw on the train.. like summarise my book.. budden i realised i ran out of paper n cudnt find a seat so vv troublesome to write.. haiz what a non productive day.. its ok ili.. as of friday will be super chiong mugging (right)

anyway met the hc peeps for.. KARAOKE.. hahahz.. like wth!!!!! i cudnt use the excuse of breaking glass cos the windows were plastic.. wah damn smart..haha.. some parts were funny but sometimes a bit sian.. cud see my didi very tired.. can see his eyebags ahh.. then pom was like curling n almost asleep already beside him.. seelah never sleep.. hahaz duhz.. but i realised jay chou songs quite nice haha.. its music vids vvvv nice.. :) pom's fav song has a really funny music vid.. budden the girl doesn look compatible with the guy.. ooh yea then they played a chi song from some movie they watched the previous night.. i was like EH i watched the show before too..hahaz not bad not bad.. the richie ren person.. i think.. still think shiqin looks like him hahhaz.. ooh and well. sth made me smile really wide when i walked out.. -sigh- hahaz..

darn left my earphones there.. now i can only listen to discman.. until i like meet someone who is gonna pass them to me.. oh wellz.. MAYI.. hope u liked the bee.. :D cudnt find an ant.. awwww..

ho humz.. then went to duku lane n chiku road.. n rambutan road.. heez.. farnyy it was nice.. team bonding.. :D in the end dawn joan pui n i took a cab home.. its so convenient to have the few of us to be living in the same area.. and coach lives like SO near to joan n qiantai.. like.. can call meeting anytime hahaz.. and like the guys and girls exco members all live on the way from rj.. relatively all in the north ah.. cool.. i thot it was nice tt the team was the last thing i saw today.. and the first thing im gonna see tom.. :D hehz.. and pui.. u id! never tell me.. GRRR.. haiz.. nvm.. hmmz shall go drop a tag at dawn's blog to tell her to stop exagerrating.. hehez.. for the last time... the glove was only on the inside.. and NOT AT YOUR HEAD!!!!!!! oh yea cured my craving for bubble tea after today.. but wait i want tt white white drink.. dunno what its called.. DEE!! what issit called ah?? hahaz.. kkkk.. better go.. tom got training AND PW.. arrrkk

back from meeting dee.. YAY SUPER FUN n dee has made me super happy.. hhaaz..
why? cos i got the one piece of jewellery tt i have been looking for in a super loooooooong time.. yea frenship ring.. awww.. hahaz.. kinda lame.. and from the engravings on it it looks like im attached to a guy with like super long name lah.. dee n i were thinking like.. jonathan isaac damon higgs.. haha.. urrghh

ooh yea.. and dee made me happy again cos she told me abt sth else.. :D involved with hahaha.. damn if i write it here itll be SUPER obvious.. but yesyes.. i am vv happy.. ladidaaaa.. i swear it was soooooooooo cool today.. ahahha cos after so long mebbe.. heehee trying to be vague yet for some pple to understand -grin-
i think im failling tremendously but.. wth..im sure dee knows hahaha

ooh yea and i was kinda shopping around with dee at wisma.. darn pool didnt materialise cos we werent very productive at macs.. kept talking abt stuff.. so we 'studied' until 5 by then did some window shopping 6+ n had to go home.. cos im guai girl... hehz.. met lots of dee's frens.. quite cool.. oh yea met sunny n ad too.. hmms 412 actually had a class outing at like 5pm! and gossiped w/o me! darn.. as long as not gossiping abt me enough hehz.. nothing abt me to gossip abt anyway.. waitwait.. sidetracking.. anyway met tanyan!!!!! at like warehouse.. i like passed the shop and thot the clothes look pretty cool.. walked in.. she said hi.. i was like oh.. ok.. thot it was like salesgirls kinda -welcome- sekali.. EH! tanyan!!!!! she is sooooooo chio! hahaz..
it was damn nice meeting her! she is gonna do interior designing.. like how cool is tt!!!! i completely envy her, doing sth really fun!.. i mean i have complete respect for pple who dare n are able in designing..its damn great.. i wished i cud come up with real nice designs n stuff too! hehez.. hope she has lots of fun!! havent met her since like end of last year i think.. hmms havent met alvinia too in a long time.. hurdler's jokerz club.. :D funky..

yea and i completely HAVE to go shopping.. or at least go out trying out clothes.. :) its so fun.. like i see other pple and am so freaking jealous cos they look so nice n mature.. while i still look so kiddish in like berms n tshirts all the time.. have to get nicer clothes.. hehez. love dressing up.. BUT got no money and hardly go out with pple who wear nice nice too!..

sigh.. no one to chat to tonight.. how sad.. all my chatting partners are like at chalet.. shud i have gone? aiya doesnt matter.. :) otherwise i wudnt have had a nice time with dee!! wonder what they are gonna do tom.. shud i meet them? might as well right since the free dinner is at eunos tt area.. oh ya and need to give qr n mayi their things.. oh yay got one more thing to do tonight... yay happy day.. got lots of things to blog abt.. and blog is full of smileys n hahaz.. very nice!

had sliding this morning.. at first i wasnt tt enthu like pple like dawn!!!!!!!! hahz.. i mean hellooooo rj desert! budden it rained..so the field wasnt tt bad.. yay can sort of slide.. replace all my weird collapses n dives to bases hahaz..! i can still rem all the stupid mistakes i made during season.. im a super klutzzzz!!!! but quite funny come to think of it.. and we sorta did fungo with coach.. which i completely suck lah! and sorta did some pitching.. which sucked as well.. as in.. sth goes awfully wrong with my flick when i attempt pitching fast.. sorta realised sth wrong abt my windmill.. budden didnt help tt much when i changed.. hmms.. then i think i only made 2 nice pitches today.. in like 100 pitches perhaps.. like how bad is tt man!! ooh then i did damn slow pitching to work on my flick .. n dawn came to disturb oops i mean to be a batter.. it was damn funny cos i was attempting to place my pitches.. and i actually can unconsciously !!!! quite cool.. hahaz.. then joan signalled for an inside pitch.. near dawn.. and it sorta nearly hit her!! it was a nice nice placing if i do say so myself.. hahaz then every time after tt joan signalled inside pitch i cudnt do it properly cos i was laughing too hard.. and by then dawn got the hint!!! :) i wanna try pitch batting.. think it will be quite fun!!!! haha.. but we're gonna do machine batting on thursday funfun!!! i want 1st base!! minimal throwing n lots of direct catching mwahahaz.. it seems right i have been rotated to play every single position except 2nd base.. its like ok pitching.. then i will catch for puisan so tts catcher.. then coach put me in for like all the outfields n 3rd base during season.. and clarence wants me to play short.. kaoz.. !! i hate 3rd & short.. so stress.. and my fielding sucks lah.. i dun mind outfield.. hehez.. covering & catching fly balls are funner.. :) i dun even mind being catcher! haiz.. this is long enough.. happy day!!!!!!! lalallala..

god.. how many hours have i spent stoning.. when i hear abt other pple mugging.. feel so guilty.. but yet still no motivation to study.. was thinking of studying today.. then go out n cycle to destress.. but hahaz.. havent even gotten to the first part of it.. all i did was clear my cupboard.. n looked at other layouts.. realising how nice they are and mine isi actualy quite plain.. bah.. hahaz nvm.. too sianz..

was supposed to have class outing today.. :( 412.. cancelled.. sadz.. it seemed hardly anyone knew abt it.. bah.. nvm tom is pool + studying + training day with dee.. happy day.. mebbe ill even get my ring! then the next day i get to meet seniorz n hopefully hc peeps.. then can give qr her nice nice prez.. :) ho hum.. have to start thinking of bday prezs.. theres like so many pple's bdays in july!!! including mine.. hurray. n LOTS of pple i LOVE.. heeheez..;) kaoz.. better start muggin..

just for kicks.. an entry in malay (orals are acoming!) -->
hmm.. agaknya cuma dee ngan stef boleh faham.. hehez..:) tak apalah.. hmm yay keluar ngan dee hari selasa.. lama tak jumpa.. lama tak jumpa si diorang pun .. :( aku nak tengok rambut baru dia sampai sekarnag pun tak nampak nampak.. sedih.. tapi .. kelakarlah.. macam dah tak ada apa apa nak dibualkan lagi.. haiz..

satu minggu dah lalu.. tapi.. masih lom belajar betul betul.. baru setengah kimia dah bis ngan bio 1/3 habis.. tapi.. agaknya tak masuk.. oooh! baru beli -soalnya siapa-... erra ngan afdlin!! eeee afdlin CUTEEEEEEE sekali.. hahaha.. (sorry but comel just sounds too weird there) macam teddy bear..!! vcd melayu yg pertama.. wahh.. mentang mentang lisan nak datang konon beli vcd melayulah.. cakap dlm melayulah.. dengar lagu melayu lah haha... tapi .. tahapnya.. masih.. .. mengecewakan.. apa nak buat.. oh ya.. baca suratkhabar melayu lagitu.. tapi.. cuma sebab ada bawang!!.. yupyup.. azi gi US.. haiz... bawang kat US.. sengkuang kat indo.. halia kat camp.. bawang pula tengah ... ROTTTINGG.. kat rumah.. haha.. hancur melayu aku.. dahlah .. buat malu aje..

Saturday, June 14, 2003
testing testing.. stupid blogger.. i attempted changing my template to have some cute kitty.. then i tried adding a post.. then didnt appear.. so i reverted back .. but the post didnt appear either.. wth.. sth to do with the publishing mebbe.. then joan n dawn thot i put same colour font as background.. vv smart... im sooooo sure..

bah i lost my flick.. BAH.. pwee n i seriously have alternate pitching days.. but i hope it wont continue cos pwee absolutely rox today... :) damn ppower.. shall attempt to have nice strikes too.. but today was freaking hot.. i nearly fainted.. ok not tt extreme but i had to stop cos stupid lungs were contracting giving me a hard time..n i completely collapsed in the mrtand just blasted music all the way home.. but nooo.. i had to go out again and WALK to the frekaing station tts like how far away .. to mail a letter.. otherwise i wun get my money thingy.. and i wanted to take the free shuttle service back but noo there were lke 4 mats waiting there.. like.. EEEEE id rather walk.. then pitching like involves lotsa stamina.. funnily i dun take napfa cos of tt!! BAH.. stupid asthma.. was thinking today.. mebbe i shudnt have joined a sports cca.. trying to kill myself again.. but i will just kill myself anyway if i become a big slob..

MY WHOLE WEEK IS BURNT!!!!!! I ONLY HAVE A WEEK LEFT TO MUG!!!!.. -dead-mon-class outing, tues-sliding training + chalet(maybe) wed-chalet + free dinner! thurs-training + PW... kaoz..u better publish stupid blogger

yay.. new layout.. budden i like made a new blog cos i cudnt be bothered to figure out html... :) lalala.. still quite screwed up but i dun care!! i have a new layout!!!!! and its not a blank thing like before hhaha.. 45 more mins to korean movie yay!

testint!