Wednesday, August 23, 2006

First 2 classes

School's finally started. Well, my first class was yesterday but I was really tired after that to blog. Went for band practice as well with Symphonia. Somehow I fell that the band style doesn't really suit my style. Yea, the people are nice and everything but the pieces that they choose don't really reach out to me and make me want to play them to the best of my abilities.
Moreover, after months of inactivity in the band scene, I've degenerated to a level at which I really suck. Ugh.

My first class yesterday was Leadership and Team-Building. My group's pretty nice. There's this girl, Swyn, who's really really assertive as she described to herself. When she really wants something done or to prove her point, she will really come at you in full force. Somehow, I would see her and myself having conflicting viewpoints and fighting over them in future. But, let's leave it to that now. Conflicts solve problems and make you understand the other person better.

Second class (today) was Business Law and it was fantastic. I've always held an interest in law and this class really makes me think hard about it and gives me greater understanding of what law really is like. The inadequacies and the problems that the general idea of law faces. Really look forward to next week's class. However, there are tons of stuff to read and lots of homework to do.

That's all for now! :)

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

An Overdue Update

An School's starting in a few days and I just don't feel prepared for it. It's been a pretty short holiday from the time I started clearing leave till now. 2 years and 4 months in the service just seems incredibly long. But having said that, I'm not even in the least bit excited to leave the service, which would be happening in 7 days.

Now that school's starting, I think the most important thing is to play less WoW. I think I'll have to really control and play only on weekends and Wednesday nights, time permitting. Somehow, I just don't feel that attracted to the game anymore. After having leveled Windstruck to 60, a sense of achievement has been taken away. I can't bring him to ZG and nobody in the guild really wants to do small instances anymore. :(

I had Accountancy Camp too. It was pretty fun. Nice games organised, nice people around, generally a really good experience. This year's batch of girls seem rather plain, if I could be honest. There's not many really good looking girls as compared to other batches. Maybe most of them are all bookworms. Though there are a few really hot ones though.

Hmm..Cassandra once said to "test the waters" when you're interested in a girl but isn't sure if she feels the same way. Well, I kinda did that a few days ago. Haha. No, I'm not going to say who it is but it may be obvious to some of you guys. And no, she doesn't feel the same way. But then again, I feel as much relief as disappointment. Relief, because I'm really not sure if I'm ready for a relationship. Disappointment, well definitely I guess. Over these 2 years, I feel I've matured in this sense. I don't feel that I need to have a girl in my life anymore. Yea sometimes I get lonely, bored and whatever, but there are other ways to cheer myself up. Getting a girlfriend does equate to additional problems in life (not the same for all relationships, but I think mine for sure).

For now, I'll just wait and see. :)