Change is the only constant. When people tell you that you have changed, it feels like a slap in the face. No, actually we all changed. I'm so tired I don't know how long I can last. Seems like everything I want is too much to ask for.

Dear god, the year hasn't been nice.


"He's not perfect. You aren't either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He isn't going to quote poetry, he's not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don't hurt him, dont change him. And don't expect more than he can give. Don't analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he's not there. Love hard when there is love to be had, because perfect guys don't exist. But there's always one guy that is perfect for you."

Thank you, Bob Marley.


Team leader at work likes to ask, "Syaz, how are you?" (how I'm doing, coping with my project). Honestly, I don't really know how to reply to this question? List of answers I can give but might not be appropriate:

1) Yeh, I'm doing okay (I'm lying, I haven't done much)

2) Uhhhh, I don't know if I'm doing this right. Do you want to check? (Omg I'm so useless I don't even know what I'm doing?!)

3) Doing good! (Too snobbish, plus if there's any mistakes spotted everyones gonna laugh)

So, when asked "How are you?" I end up replying, "I'm fine, thank you" like I always do. Score!

Well, work is okay I guess? Never mind the fact that I have been working for two weeks straight, yep even throughout the weekends. Workaholic, inefficient or overloaded like that. You judge.

And whoa, coming to eight months already. Gonna try hit my one year mark in this company. Tryna hold on! (:

Change is the only constant. When people tell you that you have changed, it feels like a slap in the face. No, actually we all changed. I'm so tired I don't know how long I can last. Seems like everything I want is too much to ask for.

Dear god, the year hasn't been nice.


"He's not perfect. You aren't either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He isn't going to quote poetry, he's not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don't hurt him, dont change him. And don't expect more than he can give. Don't analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he's not there. Love hard when there is love to be had, because perfect guys don't exist. But there's always one guy that is perfect for you."

Thank you, Bob Marley.


Team leader at work likes to ask, "Syaz, how are you?" (how I'm doing, coping with my project). Honestly, I don't really know how to reply to this question? List of answers I can give but might not be appropriate:

1) Yeh, I'm doing okay (I'm lying, I haven't done much)

2) Uhhhh, I don't know if I'm doing this right. Do you want to check? (Omg I'm so useless I don't even know what I'm doing?!)

3) Doing good! (Too snobbish, plus if there's any mistakes spotted everyones gonna laugh)

So, when asked "How are you?" I end up replying, "I'm fine, thank you" like I always do. Score!

Well, work is okay I guess? Never mind the fact that I have been working for two weeks straight, yep even throughout the weekends. Workaholic, inefficient or overloaded like that. You judge.

And whoa, coming to eight months already. Gonna try hit my one year mark in this company. Tryna hold on! (:

Written By: Syazwana Y, 20